I don't know when I came and when I left. came and went without a trace, but left the deepest and most ruthless memories in the memory.

- Mirror

From the moment I entered the shadows, I swore to be stronger.

Yes, get stronger.

As a girl, I know how hard this vow is for me, and I know that there will be more or less gossip along the way.

Even in this era when the level of status is judged by the level of cultivation, prejudice still exists.

Perhaps this is the deep-rooted concept of the dynasty.

After all, no matter how high a woman's cultivation is, she still has to marry a man, right?

So, what if I'm strong enough?

It's strong enough to shut up those old guys, and maybe you can go the world alone.

I didn't know where I was going to go, but when I thought about it, what I wanted was very simple, that is, Master, Sister, Master, and myself could be at peace, and there was nothing else to ask for.

Quiet days have passed like this for decades.

Before the accident struck, I never expected such a day.

Ten years ago, on the night of the year, Master said that he would go into retreat, maybe for a short time.

When he opened the meeting to bring it up, I noticed that something was wrong with the Grand Elder and several other elders.

They, it seems....... Some excitement.

But not all.

With worry and fear.

I didn't understand the look in the eyes like a wolf in the dark, I just felt a little chill.

I thought.....

That's it, don't talk about it. At that time, I was too naïve.

It's been so peaceful for the past ten years.

Ten years of precursors became more and more, and finally on that day, the undercurrent turned into a storm, setting off a storm under the long sky without any restraints.

Maybe it was that day, I learned a lot.

Don't talk about growing up overnight, because that's impossible. But that night, I thought about a lot of things that I didn't want to think about before.

The truth is so bloody that it hurts so much that it suffocates you. But the funny thing is that after the extreme pain, all that remains is boredom and indifference.

Half of the reason for taking on the assassination task was forced to make ends meet, and the other part was due to my own personal reasons.

Part of it was because I was tired of going somewhere else to see how sunny it was.

Part of the reason, and the deepest part, is that I am looking for the meaning of my life.

At that time, I was like a person walking aimlessly in a maze shrouded in fog.

Want to get out?

The answer is yes.

But where do you go after you get out?

I don't know.

So, exactly to get out there?

When it came time to return to the question, I hesitated.

But I thought, when you go out, the sky is bigger there than inside, so let's go out first.

On the way to the assassination, I felt excitement and violent fluctuations of various emotions for the first time in a long time.

When Bai Yu fell in front of me, I was thinking: still alive...... It's better.

So I fought hard, fought, and fell.

Well...... That's not bad, isn't it?

However, to my somewhat speechlessness, I didn't die.

Yes, when a person is ready to die, the next thing you tell him is that you are lucky that you are not dead.

However, he will not have the courage next time.

Just like me.

I thought, when the mission is completed, I will go back and live well.

Sooner or later, what should be taken back will come back, and there is no need to think about what to do.

It's just that when Shao Nian interrogated me, I knew that it was exposed.

As for why he didn't break it, then you have to ask him.

It's strange to say that I, as a captive who knows what God knows you know I know, was not imprisoned, and was placed by his side.

For a while, my heart was a little complicated.

Speaking of Shao Nian, when I saw him for the first time, I knew that he was him.

I've heard of him, too.

When Shao Nian became famous on the frontier front, I was already well-known among the younger generation of the ghost clan, of course, far from him.

But I have a hunch that one day, we will meet.

Whether on the battlefield or in private.

It's just that I didn't expect this kind of scene.

If I want to say that I was smiling at that time, it was probably self-deprecation. Self-deprecation was the most emotional I had during that time, thinking that I understood everything, but in fact I didn't know anything.

When he placed me as an adjutant, my mind went blank.

Entangled in whether to kill or not to kill, and ups and downs in inexplicable but irrepressible emotions.

No one told me what the emotion was, until one day, I met a man in a teahouse, a man named Ran.

He seemed to tell me a lot, but he didn't break through that tipping point.

My Dao heart became more and more irritable.

That's something that hasn't been seen in decades.

As the war approached, fragments of his figure came to my mind more and more.

From standing in front of me, to his anxiety, his smile, his gentleness.

I seemed to be indulging in his side and unwilling to wake up.

The war is getting closer.

As more and more appeared, I knew my choice was coming. Naturally, I struggled with it for so long and still didn't make a decision.

Then I thought, go with the flow.

Because I don't want to make a choice.

Even if I have my sister's guarantee and the most solid backing of the ghost clan, I am still avoiding it.

Oh, yes...... How cowardly I was at that time.

The only thing I didn't expect was the appearance of another me.

At that time, I didn't feel deeply, but when I think about it now, I am afraid.

She was able to manipulate everything about me.

She...... It's like ....... I broke off my love after falling in love.

She is decisive, ruthless, step-by-step, making the most correct decisions at the best time, and not being swayed by any feelings.

It was she who poisoned Shao Nian.

At that time, I didn't make up for it, I was just stunned.

However, before I had time to think about it, the final battle had already begun.

When my sister's black true qi filled the entire sky, covering the sky and the sun, and when His Royal Highness Thirty-One slashed through the sky with a sword, my heart suddenly began to hammer like a drum.

Dure, but unstoppable!

I stood in front of him.

In the moments before I lost consciousness, I was thinking, finally, worthy of my conscience.

When I woke up again, ten years had passed.

Things are not people, and my sister and I haven't seen each other for ten years.

I wanted to go back to the ghost clan once, but I saw that the years were good.

Well, it's okay to keep it.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that he was peaceful and wicked, but he had lost a lot of weight, and I smiled.

Laughing and laughing, laughing out of tears.

Heartache and attachment are intertwined, and they are no longer separated from each other.

Since I made him what he is now, then, let me repay him with the rest of my life.

No matter how high or low my cultivation is, no matter what my name is, I will accompany you.

The code name of the mirror, let it be a thing of the past, that is the testimony of my youth, the journey of my shadow.

And now, I'm just Luo Yi.

Luo Lian's sister Luo Yi, Qingcheng Shaonian's adjutant Luo.

Perhaps the encounter between you and me is the best encounter God has given me.