"You, hello. Hug, sorry to bother. ”

The girl stood timidly in the doorway, like a frightened kitten.

"Hello," I said, putting down the scroll in my hand and looking at her, "is the girl here for tea?"

A very ordinary girl, Qiqin feet tall, slightly fat, and with good facial features.

"Well, I heard that you can bury the past here, is it true?" The girl's hands clenched tightly at the corners of her clothes, and every time I looked into her eyes, she would dodge.

is another fool trapped by love.

"Does the girl want to drink Fusheng tea, or is it Soul Tea?" I didn't answer her directly, but just took out the tea basket with the word "Fusheng" on it from behind me.

"Floating. The girl took a small cloth bag from her pocket and held it tightly in her hand. This is true for every guest who drinks floating raw tea.

I didn't rush her, I just put the wooden box in front of the desk. Very few people who can come to the tea have found it by themselves, and they are all recommended by friends. Therefore, they all know the rules of idle tea: Fusheng does not charge money, only Fusheng.

The girl stared at the cloth bag for a long time, her eyes full of pain and reluctance. Maybe I really care about it, so desperate.

"Can you help me unwrap it?" the girl looked at me pleadingly, raised her right hand with difficulty, and handed it to me.

I took the cloth bag from the girl's hand and opened it to reveal a note with only ten numbers on it.

"Please come with me. I put the note in the wooden box and led the girl to the tea room in the west wing. The girl sat in front of me very well-behaved and watched me make tea.

A pillar of incense.

The girl took the teacup and took a sip gently. "My name is Ah Xian......"

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My name is Ah Xian, a Ah Xian who doesn't know anything. It all started five years ago, when I was in elementary school.

When I got home that day, I suddenly found that a stranger had added my QQ, which was "Accurate Search". It was the first time I met him, Tatsuji, a boy six years older than me, a man who changed my life.

"Who are you?" to strangers, everyone asks the same question, and so do I.

"Hello. Chen Ci replied to me quickly, probably looking at my phone all the time. "I'm idle and bored, so I just searched casually and disturbed. ”

"It's okay, it's okay. "At that time, I was not so introverted, and when someone approached me to talk to me, I naturally responded to him.

So, Chen Ci broke into my world like this, like a shooting star.

"I'm not going to talk to you, I'm going to sleep. I have class tomorrow. Good night" My mother has already begun to urge me to sleep, so I can only say good night to Chen.

"Good night, wait for your return. Seeing that Chen Ci made a moon expression, I put down my phone and went to sleep.

Actually, I didn't feel any different about him until I got home.

"Good morning!"

"I'm so bored. ”

"Have you had lunch?"

"I'll tell you, our teachers are annoying, and we are so bored in class every day. ”

"Haven't you come back yet?"

"What time do you end school?"

When I opened my phone, I saw that Chen Ci's messages kept popping up, and then followed by a sentence of "Coming back?", the time was just now.

"Well, it's back. "I don't know what to say. Actually, I rarely get so many messages, especially when I was in school.

"I see you're online. The tone of Tatsuji's tone was as if he had done something that he should have done, but I didn't know why in my heart, and I was touched.

"Have you been waiting for me?" I don't know if I like it, but I suddenly feel that this person on the other side of the screen is so nice.

"yes, I've been waiting for you for a day. Tatsuki gave the answer I wanted.

"Thank you. ”

In this way, I have one thing to look forward to every day, which is to go back and pick up my phone and look at the message that Chen Ci gave me.

It's a really good feeling.

In this way, he and I went back and forth for months, exchanging photos, addresses, and phone numbers in between.

I thought the days would go on like this, forever.

Until one day, he confessed to me.

"I figured out I might like you. Chen Ci suddenly popped out of this sentence, too suddenly.

"Huh?" if there is one word to describe it, it is panic. I didn't know what to say at all, I felt like my mind was blank, and he confessed to me!

"I like you, can you be my girlfriend?" another thump slammed into my mind. I felt my heart beat faster and faster, and my face started to burn.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

"But I want to be in love again at the age of eighteen. "I don't know why little girls like to say that they will fall in love after the age of eighteen, probably because when they were young, they thought that eighteen was adult, and they could be unrestrained.

"It's okay, I can wait for you. ”

At that moment, I think I knew love.

Later, he stayed with me as always, and as he said, he could wait for me.

I thought we could just do that, until I was eighteen, and then love each other and be together forever. It's a pity that I just thought that children are always so naïve.

One day in the first year of junior high school, he disappeared, disappearing without a trace, as if he had never appeared.

I went crazy to look for him, but I suddenly realized that the only contact I had with him was my mobile phone. QQ was deleted, the phone number was empty, and this person just disappeared out of thin air from my world!

I cried for a long time, and no one knew why, only myself.

After that, I went to class as usual and went on like this every day. But I always believed in my heart that he would come back.

Perhaps, this is stupidity.

Then I waited for him.

Two years later, he returned. I was in my third year of junior high school, and he had dropped out of school.

"Why did you leave?" I asked him.

"For a man's cause!" he replied to me.

I believed this perfunctory answer.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" he couldn't see my tears through the screen.

"Nope. "I don't know his expression through the screen.

I don't know what kind of mood he was in at the time, I just know that I cried, cried, and laughed. "He's still waiting for me, he didn't lie to me. ”

For the past few days, I felt like I was living in a dream. In my dreams, I sketched my future with him, a city with only us.

It's a happiness that has never been seen before.

If the story had ended here, I wouldn't be here. One day, I suddenly received a message from him: "My daughter-in-law knows about you, she wants to add you, you can explain." ”

My head buzzed and I was confused, "Didn't you say you don't have a girlfriend, why are you lying to me!" If he was in front of me, I think I would have roared and shouted this sentence, hysterical. But I can only type.

"I didn't lie to you, I really don't have a girlfriend. Although I couldn't see his expression, I could see the ridicule and ridicule between the lines.

"Okay, I was wrong, I misunderstood you. "I didn't argue with him, I just left this last sentence. The desperation in his tone was impossible for him to experience in his life.

That night, his "daughter-in-law" added me. To my surprise, she didn't scold, but calmly, "If you like him, you can stay with him, I'll quit." ”

Maybe she's just a girl who has been cheated? I don't know. I told her that I wouldn't bother them anymore and that he loved her, not me.

I only asked her one thing, so I deleted my friends, deleted QQ, and turned off my phone.

"How long have you been together?"

"Two years. ”

Is this what you say, a man's career?

Ah Xian, in this life, don't trust others anymore.

I used a glass dish to remove the teardrops from the corners of the girl's eyes, and used a tea knife to take out half of them and put them in the floating life.

"Fusheng tea, it's actually Meng Po soup. The girl looked at me and smiled. I've seen too many of these laughs, despair, unwillingness, and resentment.

I sealed the remaining half of my teardrop into the jar with the word "Lethe" on it, and turned my back to the girl. Behind her, the girl drank the tea from her cup and got up to leave.

"Thank you. ”

After the girl left, I locked the door. Idle tea, only one cup of tea a day.

"Hello. ”

"Hello. My name is Xun"

The girl walked straight up to me and placed a memory card on the table.

"I want a float. ”

I gently put away the memory card, put it in the wooden box, and placed it next to the wooden box with "Ah Xian" on it.

"Please come with me. ”

The girl sat across from me and watched with interest as I made tea, sometimes at me, sometimes at a glance around, her legs shaking slightly.

I waited for the tea to cool down and handed it to her.

Her eyes suddenly turned red, her legs trembled even more, and her eyes were fixed on the cup in her hand. "Isn't it possible to forget everything by drinking it?"

I didn't speak.

When she first came in, I saw the confusion in her eyes, and the pretense of calmness was always easy to pierce.

"It's okay to forget. She looked at me with a smile, but her eyes were filled with sadness and confusion.

"Well, it's good to forget. "I know she's confused.

When he got the answer he wanted, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and there was even some sarcasm in his eyes.

She closed her eyes and drank half of the tea in her teacup and looked at me in dismay.

"Sweet. ”

"Hmm. "The taste of floating tea depends on the person who drinks it. There is always a thing like love, which is sweet first and then bitter.

Xun took out his phone from his pocket and began to play audio recordings.

It's a conversation between a boy and a girl. Or rather, it's the girls who listen to the boys.

"Sir, do you have a patriarchal preference?" Shun didn't look at me, but at her phone, reminiscing.

I didn't respond to her.

She didn't wait for me to respond.

I was born in a family of origin, from my parents to my grandparents, all of whom favored sons over daughters. I've lived in the school since elementary school, and I lived there for a year, and I was only able to see my family during the Chinese New Year. But every time we meet, we just sit on the sofa, you look at me and I look at you, but I can't say a word. 。。。。。。。。。