Section 38 Walk away quietly

Zhao Guodong naturally didn't know what happened after he left, and after a few thoughts, he just felt that Xu Chunyan was acting too weird today, but he never expected to meet an impostor.

**After that, what was left was the warmth of the pulse, and it had been a long time since she slept at home, and Kong Yue also quietly slipped to Zhao Lingshan's separate room after ten o'clock in the evening.

Kong Yue snuggled quietly in Zhao Guodong's arms, the lover's hands were still roaming on his **, and the pair of buds on his chest undoubtedly became the main object of Zhao Guodong's hands, but Kong Yue just hugged Zhao Guodong's tiger neck tightly, and suddenly Zhao Guodong realized that something was wrong.

A little wetness slipped on Zhao Guodong's shoulder.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Guodong took a deep breath and asked softly.

"Nothing." Kong Yue hugged Zhao Guodong tightly, as if she wanted to squeeze her body into Zhao Guodong's body, but Zhao Guodong clearly felt the change in the Yiren in his arms, and a fog-like diaphragm had already formed in the hearts of the two.

"Tell me what's going on." Zhao Guodong has actually realized the problems between the two for a long time, but he has been avoiding and avoiding, he knows that the other party is the same, although the two try to invest themselves every time they meet, but Zhao Guodong can feel that the two no longer have the intimacy of the past.

Could it be that this relationship came to an end so quickly? What's the problem? Is it the appearance of Tang Jin during the Spring Festival, or is there a problem in the relationship between the two themselves?

Kong Yue just quietly sobbed in Zhao Guodong's arms, and Zhao Guodong just quietly held Kong Yue in his arms, but the waves in his heart were surging like a rolling tide.

Zhao Guodong tried hard to find the problem between the two, and he sadly found that there seemed to be a lack of ** between him and Kong Yue from the beginning, more of a kind of pulse warmth and family affection. If you are just an ordinary person who is willing to be plain, this relationship is undoubtedly the most suitable for you, but you are not.

The wild indulgence with Tang Jin seems to have unearthed the bohemianty in his heart at once. And there is no shackle that can be restrained, and emotionally I seem to like more and more the kind of fiery feeling that blooms at a little bit.

Maybe it's because I'm too young. Or is it that the memories of his own afterlife helped him open the door to **. All in all, he is no longer the original Zhao Guodong. He's like a drinker who has fallen in love with spirits. The light and mellow rice wine has been difficult to satisfy the appetite. Maybe it will take time for his hobby to return.

Zhao Guodong didn't know how to comfort the beauty in his arms. In fact, he also knew that his comforting words were meaningless. When the feeling is strong, it touches the world. It is light and long-lasting. The phrase "shades are always appropriate" is undoubtedly the best commentary. At this time, comfort becomes synonymous with hypocrisy. He could only quietly caress the jade man's smooth back.

"Gordon. Shall we break up? ”

Zhao Guodong was shocked in his heart. Although it was expected. But he still didn't expect it to come so quickly. was about to speak, but Kong Yue gagged her mouth with her hand.

"Gordon. Listen to me. We loved. Maybe we're still in love now. But I don't want that kind of love. Or maybe I can't accept this kind of love. Curled up in Zhao Guodong's arms, Kong Yue said quietly: "I know that you are a person who does great things. And I'm a person who likes to live a calm and simple life. You and I came together by fate. But how much is this fate? I do not know. ”

Zhao Guodong did not speak. He knew that Di Kongyue was very calm and rational at this time. There is no need to explain it yourself.

"Maybe time can change a lot, but I don't know now." Kong Yue took a breath. Attached his body to Zhao Guodong's strong chest, "Guodong, let's cool ourselves down for a while, okay?" You don't need to feel guilty or sorry, everything is your will, and until now you are still my only favorite, but I need a quiet life, from the heart to the reality, and you can't give it to me, so please don't interfere or dissuade me from doing anything, okay? ”

Zhao Guodong was motionless in the bed, just lying quietly, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice for a long time: "Xiaoyue, do you want to go" Go to Canada or Australia, the study atmosphere there is really good, I don't like the United States. Kong Yue put her face under Zhao Guodong's chin, "Don't worry about me, let alone forget me, come on, Guodong, let me remember this night." ”

Kong Yue's departure seemed so unexpected, but subconsciously, Zhao Guodong had already had this premonition, but he still didn't expect that Kong Yue, who was weak and delicate on the surface, showed extraordinary calmness and rationality this time, she could see everything and make decisive decisions, and her determination and persistence were fully demonstrated in her.

Gradually moving away or looking at it from afar, or intertwined and inseparable, Zhao Guodong does not know what Kong Yue's creation will be in the future, but there is no doubt that she has left a deep imprint in her heart in this special way.

Zhao Guodong, who hadn't slept all night, found that his spirit was unusually excited, which was definitely a pathological excitement, but Zhao Guodong didn't care, Kong Yue's departure seemed to stimulate him, but it didn't seem to be, his emotions and thinking were normal, except that his spirit was too vigorous, everything was the same as usual.

Free man, although not voluntary, but he did regain his free body, and last night's wild ** really passed away like a spring dream.

Kong Yue told Zhao Guodong that she wanted to leave for Canada or Australia after completing her second year of studies at the staff university, and Zhao Guodong chose Canada for her, where the mild climate is more suitable for girls like Kong Yue.

The last weekend before the Spring Festival ended his relationship in such a way, Zhao Guodong was speechless, he couldn't find the right words to describe his mood, angry, as if he didn't; relaxed, I don't seem to feel it; depressed, a little, but not noticeable; Joy, completely absent.

What is that? Zhao Guodong searched for a long time before he found a word to describe his current self, empty and lonely!

Why? There is no goal in life, or there is no more realistic goal that motivates you to work for it!

At this time, he recalled this time last year, the heavy responsibility of the waste of the development zone was on him, and the pressure turned into motivation, so that he could burst out of endless ** to fight for it, and now?

After the highway is completed, how much does the affairs of the comprehensive planning office have to do with you? Could it be said that the development of the Department of Transportation will be set back ten years without itself? Zhao Guodong laughed self-deprecatingly, it was really funny!

Deputy Director of the Management Committee of Jiangkou County Development Zone, deputy section level, this is an official, director of the Office of the Comprehensive Planning Department of the Department of Transportation, is at the department level, but it is an official, this is the difference!

Officials do things, officials do things!

Work hard, small things can make an earth-shattering feat, do things in order, step by step, everything has to be complicated.

But sometimes the roles between officials need to be transformed, and only by changing can you truly complete the transformation and move towards a new life step by step, which is tantamount to the rebirth of the phoenix.

After the two brothers rushed back at dinner, Zhao Guodong drank with his three younger brothers very rarely, and he seemed very open-minded, but after three rounds of drinking, the three brothers all noticed that their brother was restless, and finally Zhao Guodong was actually drunk!

In a daze, Zhao Guodong only felt that his whole body was sometimes cold and sometimes hot, and his family sent him to bed, and he didn't know how long he slept this night, and when Zhao Guodong woke up, he found that he was lying in the factory hospital, and the one who was guarding the side was actually Gu Xiaoou who was sleeping soundly on his bedside!

What's going on? Zhao Guodong was shocked to find that his body was actually a little weak, which was a phenomenon he had never had in his memory, his whole body was soaked with sweat, and his stomach was gurgling non-stop, and a strong hunger enveloped his body.

Zhao Guodong's body movements woke Gu Xiaoou up, and the heartfelt joyful smile on the girl's face made Zhao Guodong secretly say ashamed, he was still worried about how to get rid of Gu Xiaoou's entanglement, and now the other party is taking care of himself so carelessly, how dirty his heart seems in comparison.

While drinking porridge, Zhao Guodong also knew that he had fallen asleep in the factory hospital for two days and two nights, and the high fever and sudden cold made Zhao Guodong's whole body weak and soft, and even the doctors in the hospital couldn't say anything wrong, only said that excessive fatigue and liver fire were weak, and the two-phase attack became this virtue.

The family also called Zhao Guodong to ask for leave in the traffic hall, and Cai Zhengyang even called to greet him, and the family also vaguely agreed that it was nothing, just rest for two or three days, otherwise Cai Zhengyang would have to come and see it in person.

Gu Xiaoou croaked for half an hour and finally quieted down, and only Zhao Guodong was left alone in the room.

Zhao Guodong knew that the cause of his illness was actually the overdraft of his physical strength for more than a year, and he didn't have a good time to exercise and recuperate, and this emotional fluctuation would lead to this situation.

However, although Zhao Guodong's body is still a little weak, he feels refreshed, like a baby who has just fallen to the ground, although it is very fragile, but it is full of vitality and vitality.

It's time to cheer up, although it is necessary to maintain obscurity in the department, it does not mean that there is nothing to do, if you really need to temporarily forbear in the official career, then you can just show your ambitions in the business journey, whether it is the water of the waves or Tianfu Company, and even the coal mines over there, why can't you use this period of time to make a good plan?

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