"Mom, I'll help you."

After dinner, Aunt Tian cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks as soon as possible, and Tian Cao got up and tried to help.

"Xiaocao, I'll just come, you can chat with Chen Shao." Aunt Tian smiled and stopped Tian Cao's move to help.

Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan with some embarrassment, his expression a little weird.

"Aunt Tian, just call me Xiaofan." Chen Fan said with a wry smile that since the first day he met Aunt Tian, Aunt Tian has always called him Chen Shao, although he has said it many times, but Aunt Tian has never changed his name.

It's the same this time, hearing Chen Fan say this, Aunt Tian smiled and didn't answer.

After Aunt Tian walked into the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became weird, Tian Cao seemed to know that Chen Fan was leaving, and was no longer as talkative as before, but sat on the stool, with her legs folded, and her ten fingers crossed on her legs, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Xiaocao, it's not too early......"

"Chen Fan, I ......"

Perhaps in order to confirm Tian Cao's guess, Chen Fan looked at the time and prepared to leave.

And at the same time as Chen Fan spoke, Tian Cao also mustered up the courage and looked up at Chen Fan. Trying to say something.

For a while, neither of them finished finishing the following words, Chen Fan was a little stunned, while Tian Cao lowered his head again, as if he didn't dare to meet Chen Fan's gaze.

"Xiaocao, you can say it first." Seeing that the atmosphere had become awkward again, Chen Fan took the initiative to speak.

"Whew~"

Taking a deep breath, Tian Cao raised his head again, looking at Chen Fan with seven points of nervousness and three points of expectation: "Can you stay with me for a few more hours?" ”

Well?

Hearing Tian Cao say this, Chen Fan took a look.

He could perceive that when Tian Cao got along with him today, he was no longer as quiet and silent as before, and he did not hide the joy in his heart at all.

This surprised Chen Fan, but he didn't think much about it, he just felt that Tian Cao was just thanking herself for giving her the internship opportunity.

"Okay." After thinking about it, Chen Fan agreed to Tian Cao when Tian Cao was holding his breath, and then asked, "But, what do you want to do for a while?" ”

"Sing." Tian Cao was relieved, and a bright smile appeared on his face again.

"Singing?" Chen Fan's face was full of doubts, in his memory, he had never heard Tian Cao sing.

"Hmm." Tian Cao nodded and said with a smile: "The classmates around me often go to K magazines to sing, and I am very happy every time I come back, I want to go to experience it once." ”

Faced with Tian Cao saying such a reason, Chen Fan couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he could only agree that Tian Cao did not wear a professional suit, but specially changed into the youth clothes he just bought today, jeans with a pink jacket, a very simple match, but there is an indescribable charm on her, especially the two beautiful legs, wrapped in tight jeans, and the curves are vividly displayed.

Aunt Tian didn't retort about Tian Cao going out with Chen Fan, but the worry in the depths of her eyes became stronger, which made Chen Fan more sure that Aunt Tian didn't want Tian Cao to be alone with him.

Half an hour later, the two took a taxi to the clubhouse of the sub-family named Shengshi William, which was not low-grade, nor top-notch, but only mid-range.

The parking lot of the clubhouse is full of all kinds of cars, most of which are mid-grade cars, and a few of them cost millions.

Tian Cao, dressed in youth and wearing light makeup, although he did not have the faint queen aura during the day, his charm did not decrease, and after entering the clubhouse, he attracted the attention of the waiters and some male guests.

For this reason, Tian Cao didn't care, but walked beside Chen Fan like a bird, and went to a small bag on the third floor under the leadership of a waiter.

Chen Fan knew that Tian Cao was allergic to alcohol, so he didn't dare to ask for alcohol, but just asked for drinks, fruit platters and some snacks.

Seeing the waiter leaving, Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan weakly, trying to say something.

"What's wrong?" Seeing the strange performance of Tian Cao, Chen Fan was a little strange.

Tian Cao's face turned red, lowered his head, and whispered: "It's the first time I've come to this kind of place, and I don't know how to order songs." ”

Chen Fan was dumbfounded.

"If you want to sing any song, I'll help you order." After being dumbfounded, Chen Fan got up and walked to the monitor.

Tian Cao also leaned over, thought about it, and said: "Ah San's "Lonely is Singing", "Gentle Compassion", "Always Quiet", these are the three songs. ”

Chen Fan didn't know much about pop songs, and he didn't know that the sad singer in Tian Caokou had left the world.

After ordering the song, the sad tune slowly sounded, filling the entire box, Tian Cao picked up the microphone, sat in the corner of the sofa, looked at the wall-mounted screen on the wall, and the whole person fell silent.

"It's dark, lonely and slowly cutting ......"

"You listen to the lonely singing, gentle crazy ......"

"The grief is getting deeper and deeper, how can we make it stop the rainbow..."

The sad singing echoed in the box, and on the corner of the sofa, Tian Cao gently closed his eyes, as if Wanjin was immersed in the world of music.

Looking at Tian Cao, who was sitting quietly in the corner of the sofa, his face full of quiet and sadness and singing to the melody of the music, Rao is Chen Fan's psychological quality was so strong that it made people smack, but it was still affected to a certain extent.

He lit a cigarette and inhaled it gently, not disturbing the grass who was immersed in the singing.

At the end of the song "Lonely is Singing", Tian Cao turned his head to look at Chen Fan, took a sip of juice and began to sing the second song "Gentle Compassion", followed by the third song "Always Quiet".

Three songs, one more sad than the other, sang to the end, Tian Cao himself seemed to be affected, with a trilling voice in his voice.

At the end of the three songs, Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan and said, "You can sing one too." ”

"I won't." Chen Fan shook his head, he really didn't have much talent in music, and he sang like a ghost crying wolf.

"If you don't sing, I'll keep singing." Tian Cao smiled, his smile was not as bright and sunny as during the day, but there was a hint of sadness and loneliness.

Chen Fan smiled and nodded, snuffed out the cigarette butt, and acted as a loyal listener.

Subsequently, Tian Cao ordered a few more songs, and the songs had a common characteristic: sadness.

When Tian Cao finished singing the seventh song, Chen Fan originally wanted to open his mouth to ask Tian Cao to stop and drink some juice and eat some fruit to rest, but he found that Tian Cao's body trembled slightly.

"Xiaocao, what's wrong with you?" Chen Fan was slightly stunned, got up and walked towards Tian Cao.

didn't answer, Tian Cao trembled, looked at the screen with red circles under his eyes, and the tune sounded again, it was a tune that Chen Fan was very familiar with, and the name of the song was displayed on the screen: "Only Mother is Good in the World".

A familiar melody sounded in his ears, and Chen Fan's footsteps stopped.

He sat back on the couch and lit a cigarette again.

The prelude came to an abrupt end, and on the corner of the sofa, Tian Cao put the microphone to his mouth, and a sad voice came out instantly.

There is only a mother in the world, and a child with a mother is like a treasure, thrown into the arms of his mother, and he can't enjoy happiness.

Without a mother is the most distressed, a child without a mother is like a grass, away from the arms of his mother, where to find happiness?

Only mothers are good in the world, and children with mothers don't know.

If she knew, she would laugh in her dreams!

On the corner of the sofa, the strong, self-reliant, and proud girl in Chen Fan's impression held the microphone, looked at the screen with a blurred vision in the dim light, trembling along with the melody, and softly sang the last song.

Singing, singing, tears poured out of her eyes like beads of broken thread, slid across her beautiful face, and flowed into her mouth.

The tears were a little salty and a little bitter.

At the end of the song, she put down the microphone, bent down, clasped her hands on her chest, curled up on the sofa, and burst into tears.

At this moment, her strength, her pride seemed to disappear without a trace, and some were just sad.

Seeing this scene, Chen Fan sighed softly, silently walked beside Zhen Tiancao, squatted down, and gently stroked Tiancao's head: "It's going to be uncomfortable if you hold it for a long time, just cry loudly if you want to." ”

Chen Fan's gentle words sounded in his ears, Tian Cao shook violently, raised his head, looked at Chen Fan with tears in his eyes, and then ...... With tears and gritted teeth, he threw himself into Chen Fan's arms. Put his hands around Chen Fan's neck and cry loudly.

Behind the strength, there is also a vulnerability that others can't imagine.

This seems to be a true portrayal of Tian Cao at this moment.

Feeling the delicate body in his arms, Chen Fan did not have the slightest evil thoughts, he seemed to be able to understand the mood of the girl in his arms, and did not comfort him anymore, just patted the girl's back gently, let the girl's tears wet his clothes, and let the girl cry in his arms.

Crying, crying, I don't know how long it took, Tian Cao seemed to be tired, she stopped crying, and just hugged Chen Fan tightly: "Chen Fan ......"

"What's wrong?"

Chen Fan stopped the movement in his hand.

"My classmates around me don't understand me, they think I'm stupid, fake and innocent, in their eyes, no matter how hard I try, I can't stand up to being a second milk and a canary." In her arms, the girl raised her head, looked at Chen Fan with tears in her eyes, bit her lip lightly, and said slowly.

Stunned to hear Tian Cao's words, Chen Fan's heart was slightly shocked, but he didn't speak.

"I also know that in this society, many times, hard work may not necessarily succeed, and even if it succeeds, the end point is not as high as that of some people." Tian Cao broke away from Chen Fan's embrace, she looked up at the ceiling, let the tears flow, did not wipe it, but said softly: "But...... I'm not reconciled! I am not willing to bow my head in the face of cruel reality, I am not willing to put my fate in the hands of others! ”

Speaking of this, Tian Cao took a deep breath, lowered his head, and looked at Chen Fan with a complicated expression: "I want to take my fate into my own hands!" ”

I want to take my destiny into my own hands!

Hearing this, Chen Fan was silent again.

He is well aware that almost everyone thinks this way, but no one, including himself, can really control his own destiny.

"That's tiring, and whoever you are, you can't really control your own destiny." Chen Fan sighed softly, he was moved by Tian Cao's persistence and perseverance, but he also knew that it was a wish that could never be achieved.

"I didn't believe it before, but now I do." Tian Cao's expression was a little gloomy: "But...... Even if my fate cannot be in my own hands, and I have to be affected by everything in reality, it is 10,000 times better than my fate being played by other people in the palm of my hand! ”

"Actually. I don't intend to affect your life. Chen Fan smiled bitterly: "If you don't like to go to the Soaring Group for an internship, you can not go." ”

"You misunderstood me." Hearing Chen Fan say this, Tian Cao looked a little panicked: "I have no resistance to the matter of going to the Soaring Group for an internship, on the contrary, I am very grateful to you, really!" ”

"Moreover, it was you who made me truly understand that fate cannot be in my own hands." Tian Cao said, closed his eyes, and his body trembled violently: "I grew up, and the reason why I didn't want to bow my head in front of reality and fate was because I didn't want to repeat my mother's old path!" ”

"Xiaocao, do you know what happened to your mother's past?" Chen Fan asked subconsciously.

Tian Cao nodded slightly, but his body trembled even more!