Chen Fan is a person who doesn't care about the eyes of outsiders, and he is also not a gossip man.

Although Chen Fan was curious about Aunt Tian's past, he ...... With his temperament, he would not take the initiative to ask at all.

The reason why he asked Tian Cao at this time was because he felt that Aunt Tian's past had an immeasurable impact on Tian Cao, which directly determined Tian Cao's life values.

Big fish eat little fish.

This is the most honest value of Tiancao.

In Chen Fan's eyes, there is nothing wrong with this view, but if you are too persistent in this, you will go astray and go to extremes, which is not a good thing for the future of Tiancao.

After all, life is gorgeous and colorful, it has the rules of the jungle, and there are many family, friendship, and love that cannot be seen or touched.

"Smack!"

In the dim light, Chen Fan did not urge Tian Cao to speak, but lit a cigarette and took a hard puff.

"I told you, my mom is afraid of the cold." Tian Cao did not wipe away the tears on his face, but seemed to be immersed in memories, his expression was complicated, and his voice trembled: "She is from the north. ”

Northerner?

Chen Fan's heart moved.

"In terms of temperature, in the winter in the north, the temperature is lower. But the cold in the north is dry cold, which is different from the wet cold in the south. My mom is from the Northeast, so she's afraid of the clammy and cold of the south. ”

"My grandfather was a rural teacher. At the end of the eighties, teachers' salaries were not high, but their prestige was still very high. At that time, my grandfather was bent on making my mother the first college student in the village. But...... My mother finally failed the college entrance examination, repeated her studies for a year, and did not pass the exam. After two consecutive failures, my mother was disheartened and followed the girls of the same age in the village to the south, despite the family's reactions. ”

"At that time, the country was reforming and opening up, and many northerners went south to pan for gold. My mother didn't go out to pan for gold, but she was taught by my grandfather every day, which made her rebellious, and she wanted to go out for a walk and see the outside world. ”

Speaking of this, Tian Cao's whole person calmed down, and the speed of his speech returned to normal: "My mother and those people in the village took the train to Guangzhou for several days. After arriving in Guangzhou, people in the village began to look for jobs together. At that time, although Guangzhou was not a pilot for reform and opening up, it was very close to the largest pilot Shenzhen, and there were many factories, so it was still easy to find work, but it was very hard.

"My mom went into a factory with the people in the village and worked 12 hours a day. After a few days, some of the young girls, who could not bear the hardships, left the factory and looked for another way. My mom and most of them stayed. Tian Cao continued: "My mother was very beautiful when she was young, so it didn't take long for people to start courting her, including the owner of the factory. ”

In order to pursue her, the boss secretly manipulated her, making her a small head at that time in just two months. For this reason, rumors are flying all over the factory, and many people are jealous, and they say with a clear conscience that my mother was exchanged for her body. Among them, the people in the village where my mother is located attacked my mother the hardest! ”

Speaking of this, Tian Cao seemed to be able to imagine Aunt Tian's miserable mood at that time, and her expression was a little excited and indignant: "But the truth is - my mother didn't do anything!" The boss offered to support my mother, but my mother refused. My mom tried to explain, but the people didn't believe it. Even people in the same village began to distance themselves from my mother. ”

"There is only one exception. That person was three years older than my mother, and he had a crush on my mother before he went to Guangzhou, and he never dared to say it. After going to Guangzhou, he got along with another girl in the same village. Tian Cao said this, his eyes were about to reveal a deep disgust, and he didn't know what he was disgusting: "The factory is full of rumors, and my mother was thrown into the most bitter workshop by the factory director because she refused the boss's support, plus the rejection of the same villagers, my mother was in a very bad mood, and wanted to leave, but the salary has not been paid, and the money on her body has been spent, so she can only grit her teeth and stand up." As a result, when my mother was most disappointed, the man took the initiative to show favor to my mother and comforted my mother, who was very touched at the time, and only ...... spoon"

Under the light, Tian Cao's expression instantly turned cold, and his hands couldn't help but clench into fists.

Sensing the changes in the fields and grasses, a bad thought welled up in Chen Fan's heart.

"What my mother didn't expect was that the man took the initiative to show favor to my mother and comfort my mother, because he wanted to take advantage of the situation and get my mother's body. If my mother doesn't comply, he'll be hard! Tian Cao bit his lip and said, "That day, fortunately, there were people around at that time, so the tragedy did not happen." "The man didn't run away, but said.... said that my mother took the initiative to seduce him! He told outsiders that my mother didn't want to stay in the factory anymore, so he deliberately seduced him and slept with him once, and then he gave my mother a hundred yuan for the passage and asked my mother to go back! Speaking of this, Tian Cao's eyes were a little red: "Maybe it's because too many people were jealous of what happened to my mother in the factory before, or maybe because of other reasons, most of the people in the factory believed that man's words, especially the people in the village, they scolded my mother for being a cheap, and she wanted to lose her face, and that man's girlfriend even rushed to my mother's dormitory to settle accounts with my mother!" That day, my mom got into a fight with that woman and left the factory sadly! ”

Hearing Tian Cao say this, Chen Fan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but did not make a sound to disturb.

"After my mother left the factory, she planned to go back, but she had no money. Later, she found out that the young girls in the village who did not work in the factory were doing well outside, and they were all making money. ”

"Knowing all this, my mother put aside her pride and borrowed money from them to try to go home. The girls weren't like the villagers in the factory, who instead of sneering at my mother, they lent my mother the money and said something. ”

"They told my mom that it would be a shame to come out and go back like this. My mom actually had this idea at the time, but she didn't know what she could do. For this, she was curious about how those girls made money. ”

"The girls told my mom that they worked in a cabaret and could earn more than 100 yuan a night. In those days, a hundred dollars was worth a lot. They also said that if my mother was willing, with my mother's capital, she would definitely earn much more than them! In their words, the red card of the song hall where they are located earns thousands of dollars a night! ”

"My mother didn't know what they were doing in the song hall at that time, so she followed them, but after going to the song hall, I found out that they were being Xiao Xian sisters."

"My mom went to the song hall and left! It's just that...... Perhaps because of the influence of the girls' words, my mother did not go back immediately, but continued to stay in Guangzhou to find a job. Later, my mother changed jobs a lot, and my mother didn't tell me what it was. ”

Hearing this, Chen Fan was very curious about why Aunt Tian would tell Tian Cao about her past experience.

After all, for Aunt Tian, it was an unbearable past that should be difficult to say, but it was hidden in the depths of her heart forever, not to mention telling Tian Cao about that past.

That past is full of dark sides, and once the grass is known, Kenan will have an incalculable impact on the grass that has not yet reached adulthood!

"I know, you're curious, how do I know these things." Tian Cao seemed to see Chen Fan's doubts, and sighed: "Originally, my mother didn't think to tell me this. But before she told me, she would have nightmares and talk in her dreams every night when she went to bed. After a lot of times, I found out. ，“

"So, when I was eight years old, I asked her, and she wouldn't tell me, and I couldn't help me if I didn't forgive her, and finally told me all the truth."

After saying this, Tian Cao fell silent again, her hands kept clenching and loosening her fists, back and forth several times.

Her expression also fluctuated greatly, and the muscles in the corners of her eyes throbbed violently!

Obviously, the next paragraph is the key to Aunt Tian's story, and it is also what Aunt Tian and Tian Cao are most unwilling to face!

"If it's uncomfortable, don't say it." Chen Fan saw Tian Cao's expression was too painful

Speak persuasively.

Tian Cao shook his head lightly and began to speak again.

"After a few years of wandering, my mother was a hotel waitress in her last job in Guangzhou." After a long time, Tian Cao spoke again, his tone was not as calm as before, but a little excited: "At that time, there were very few high-end hotels in Datonglu, China. The hotel where my mother went to work was the best in Guangzhou and even in the south at that time, and the treatment of employees was also very good, with a monthly salary of nearly 1,000 yuan, and a bonus of 2,000 yuan. ”

"At that time, my mom was very happy, thinking that she was lucky and finally able to make her head." Tian Cao said this, closed her eyes weakly, and tears welled up from her eyes again: "She never dreamed that it was the beginning of her nightmare!" ”

"Not long after working in the hotel, the big boss of the hotel, a man who was very influential in Guangzhou and even in the south, began to approach her for no reason, sending her flowers, inviting her to dinner, etc. Because the factory experience left a shadow on my mother, my mother did not accept the man's kindness. After several successive failures, the man also seemed to lose patience. He directly singled out and told my mother that my mother was able to work in the hotel just because of his words. He did that, just to make my mom his woman. He also said that as long as my mother is his woman, then he can live the life of a rich man, live in a villa, drive a good car, and drink foreign wine......"

"My mom found a good job after a lot of hard work, and she was in a good mood for a few days. As a result, the man's words directly made her fall from heaven to hell! ”

"At that time, the man saw my mother's desperate look and told my mother very simply. Either be his woman or leave the hotel. My mom chose the second one and left the hotel! Speaking of this, Tian Cao's eyes turned completely red: "It's just...... She never dreamed that on the night she left the hotel to return to her hometown in the northeast, she was kidnapped. Her kidnappers were sent by the man. ”

"That night, the man raped her!!!!"

Saying this, Tian Cao only felt as if every Buddha in her heart had been cut again, the pain was incomparable, and tears completely stained her face.

Looking at the tearful Tian Cao, Chen Fan snuffed out the cigarette, he tried to step forward to comfort Tian Cao, but he didn't know what to say at this moment.

"The next day, my mother left Guangzhou and took the train back to her hometown in Northeast China." After crying for a long time, Tian Cao raised his head again and said in a trembling voice: "After returning to my hometown in the Northeast, my mother learned that my grandmother died a year after my mother left. It is said that it was because my mother went south on her own initiative to make my grandmother angry, and she was not cured after several treatments, leaving the root of the disease. ”

"This incident made my grandfather and several uncles very angry. For this reason my mom went back to the post. None of them gave my mom a good look. ”

"My mom had already suffered that kind of thing, and she was looked down upon by the family at home. I feel very uncomfortable. But because I felt guilty, whenever my grandfather or my uncle scolded my mother, my mother would not talk back. ”

"Later, two or three months later, my mom found out she was pregnant. I also found out about it with my uncles. So, the news of my mother's pregnancy soon spread throughout the village. Speaking of this, Tian Cao's expression was extremely painful: "In that era, an unmarried woman getting pregnant was definitely a thing that was spurned by people!" Including my grandfather, uncle and others, everyone in the village said that my mother was not sloppy and wanted to lose face, and there was a wild man's seed outside, but she ran home in shame to give birth to a wild seed! My grandfather was a teacher and valued reputation very much, and when the whole village pointed the finger at my mother, he told my mother to get out of the house. ”

Wild hunger

When these two words were spoken, Tian Cao bit his lip vigorously!

"My mom said it was the hardest time of her life, and she even wanted to die. It's just that later, she thinks that even if she dies, no one will grieve for her.

Therefore, she did not kill herself, but left the village again, came to the East China Sea, gave birth to me, and slowly raised me Zhang Da. ”

Speaking of which, the story seemed to be over, Tian Cao stopped narrating, lowered his head, bent over, clasped his hands, and cried in a low voice, his expression was painful and sad to the extreme!

Chen Fan stepped forward silently and patted Tian Cao's back gently, without saying a word.

"When I was a child, after learning the story of my mother's death, I secretly told myself that my mother suffered a lot of unknown hardships in order to give birth to me, and although I was poor, I must study hard! Because for the poor, only learning can find a way out! Tian Cao clenched his fists tightly and said: "I keep working hard and working hard, just so that one day, when I grow up, after standing at the top of this society, let that animal be born at the feet of my mother and kowtow to admit his mistakes!" ”

"Who is he?"

Chen Fan spoke, his tone was calm, but there was a hint of murder in his eyes.

"Xue Hu."

Tian Cao slowly spit out two words.