[Chapter 302]
Chapter 302: The Question of Divorce
Before getting married. Zhang Yurong had never heard of Li Yan at all, and she didn't know that there was such a person. Regarding this marriage, there is no doubt that her father Zhang Tianyi led the marriage, which was married because of the relationship between her parents. He didn't even give a detailed, convincing explanation.
However, Zhang Yurong still agreed.
Because, for her, there will be times of success and failure in investment, times when business will make money and times when it loses, and the same is true for marriage. The rest of his life will not be ruined because of a marriage, but his father, who is seriously ill, may not be able to get up because he can't think about it for a while. My father worked hard to create the foundation of the Heaven Group, and he didn't enjoy it for a few days, but he was old and sick, how many years can he be with him?
Therefore, hearing Li Yan's words, Zhang Yurong was full of sadness, all the grievances and unwillingness at that time made her silently put it away and put it in the depths of her heart. Smile.
She was also very pleased that her father's illness had improved significantly within a month of marriage. At that time, I felt that as long as my father could get better, even if he consumed a year or two of youth, it didn't matter. When you are separated, you can also give this cheap husband a sum of money that is enough for him to spend a lifetime. Therefore, in the past few months, even if Li Yan has all kinds of bad things - no, it should be said that there are few good ones, she can still endure it.
did not force her to round the house, and cooperated to go back to her parents' house every week to show her affection to her parents, so that they could rest assured. Zhang Yurong relied on these two points to survive.
Time has passed, but she didn't expect that in just half a year, there was a trace of affection between the two people, which she didn't expect before, she didn't expect that she would adapt to the role of his wife in this way.
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"There's no grievance, count it out...... You should be more aggrieved than me. Zhang Yurong sighed lightly: "Whether it's secret or nameless, this is detrimental to the dignity of men, right?" After getting married, I haven't been to your house, this house was purchased by my father, and I want you to work in the Heaven Group, which is a bit of a son-in-law and a wealthy feeling for men, right? Also, in the company, I am the president, and you are just an ordinary employee. This should also put a lot of pressure on you......"
Li Yan was a little surprised, he undoubtedly had such thoughts, and this was also the price he paid for this marriage that did not get anything.
"I know, in fact, you are not the same for filial piety? You are not just for your father, but for my father. It's really hard for you to accompany me back every week and pretend to be happy and harmonious......"
When she said this, Zhang Yurong turned her head to look at Li Yan on the side, and showed a hint of a smile, which was a wry smile. "Huh...... It's just that I woke up relatively late, and I only thought of it recently under the guidance of Yueyao. Before, I only thought about my grievances. Thinking that he has to face unruly subordinates who rely on the old and sell the old in the company; To face deceitful and unscrupulous customers; It is necessary to plan for the future of the company, avoid problems in the company, and be responsible for the entire group......
I feel that I have worked hard enough, as if there is a mountain on my shoulders, but when I return home, not only do I not have anyone who can speak, but you are still making people clowns and laughing stocks in the company, so uncompromising, which makes me feel ashamed, and you often go out to drink and fool around...... So I never had a good face for you. ”
Li Yan smiled, "It seems that it is really as Yueyao said." We are all too proud and care too much about who is important, so the more we think about it, the more aggrieved we feel, and we feel that we are putting up with each other, but we never consider the problem from the other person's point of view. ”
"Are we all too proud? ......" Zhang Yurong was stunned for a while, and vaguely heard a song:
Whether you love it, hate it, mess it up, or break it up, you just want to ask me if I'm good to you.
Whether you come, leave, go crazy, or be stupid, in fact, you give me a lot.
We are all too proud, too concerned about who is important, comparing that effort, only adds to the suffering; Where I'm looking, as good as you, love to chew slowly, chew slowly, chew slowly...... It's good to take it seriously......
"Well, it's better if you have something to say. At that time, I just thought that you had a stinky face all day long, and it was just like this in the company, and you had to show it to me when you got home, of course I didn't serve it. So I'm watching TV while eating, and sometimes I'd rather go out and play, and no one cares about anyone anyway. ”
"You're ...... now. What do you want to say to me? By the way, Yueyao asked you to come? Zhang Yurong, who had lost her mind for a moment, came back to her senses and asked.
Li Yan had no scruples and nodded: "That's right." Yueyao bystander Qing, said that we all care too much about our self-esteem, and it would be better if we could put it down and communicate. I took her advice......"
"Oh...... So what else do you want to say? Just a few words have already made Zhang Yurong recall her emotional journey in the past half a year, but at this special moment, she believes that Li Yan is just talking about the past.
"What I want to say is...... Do you feel too much of a loss now? For example, I don't know anything about other girls, go out to eat, drink and have fun, but you're not. And Yu Xiaodi came over last night, and it hurt you a lot......"
Zhang Yurong's beautiful eyes shrank slightly, and she asked, "What does that mean?" ”
Li Yan frowned, there were some things he wanted to say, but it was not easy to say, just like with Yueyao just now, I don't know if the result of what he said was good or bad. In order to make himself think about it carefully, he took out his cigarette and lit it.
Zhang Yurong didn't care that he was smoking here, but looked at his attitude tonight, and his current appearance, and thought of more, she asked lightly: "Do you want a divorce?" Yes, in fact, you are losing, and you don't get anything, but you have a limit. was originally a romantic person, but he became a married man and had to bear more moral pressure...... Well, if you really want a divorce......"
Li Yan suddenly interrupted her.
"Yu Rong!"
"Huh?"
He took a drag on his cigarette, exhaled heavily, and turned to face her. "Yes, I had that in mind. Because we are not much different from not being married, but we have moral and legal constraints on each other. For example, if I want to accept Yu Xiaodi, it is a betrayal of you, and this is a loyalty that has not begun; It's the same for you, just treat me like a passerby. But because of my absurdity, I have to bear pressure and embarrassment. Maybe if we get divorced, everyone can breathe a sigh of relief, and we can go to your house on the weekend, and we can continue......"
'Then get a divorce!' Zhang Yurong almost blurted out this sentence, what kind of person is she, so many excellent men can't look down on her, but he has to file for divorce first, isn't this abandoned? This still made her a little annoyed in her heart. If you want to abandon him, it is better to bring it up and abandon him first!
But reason made her hold back, because the previous words reminded her of the pride and self-esteem of both sides, which often made things worse. Didn't he say 'originally'? Maybe you should listen to him.
"Hehe, you know, at this point, I should have a twist." Li Yan smiled hard, wanting to make himself more relaxed and casual, and then continued: "But when you said this first, I had an indescribable feeling......
"What do you mean?" Zhang Yurong looked at him puzzled.
"Just now when you mentioned divorce, my heart ...... There is a feeling of fear of losing you. Frankly speaking, the conditions of you and me are very different, and if it weren't for the unexpected force for such reasons, we would not have been able to come together. And if we get divorced, I don't have a chance to catch up with you, the 'ex-wife', in that case, we will really come to an end. ”
Li Yan calmly said his thoughts, which made him breathe a sigh of relief, and then took another breath to add a little courage. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart: No wonder the love field is like a battlefield, no wonder a master like Lian Nishang became a white-haired witch overnight. Talking like this, it seems that it consumes more energy than just now with a group of people!
Hearing his words, Zhang Yurong was stunned for a moment, ex-wife? "If you get divorced, why are you still chasing your ex-wife?"
"Because it is possible that after becoming an ex-wife again, I will realize her importance in my heart, and I will seriously pursue her, but at that time. Probably, everything is late. Li Yan licked his tongue, the kind that is not obscene, after all, after saying so many words, his mouth is a little dry.
This remark made Zhang Yurong's heart skip a beat, and then she avoided his gaze and continued to ask: "But don't you have someone else you like?" Why do that? ”
The mention of this made Li Yan a little entangled, and it was also his embarrassment.
He smiled bitterly, "Isn't that the problem?" If I could have been sure, or early on, or with only one choice, or with only one goal, there wouldn't have been yesterday's problems. ”
Zhang Yurong had somewhat understood his mind at the moment, looked back at him again, and said seriously: "Li Yan, you are not a child, there are some things that you should think about clearly, instead of not being able to make up your mind, the company's affairs, you can't make up your mind, what is trending is just opportunities and interests." But if you can't make up your mind about emotional things, you will hurt other people, do you understand? ”
"I understand, it's hurt ......"
"Then you ......" Zhang Yurong hesitated for a moment, it was obviously impossible to let him make the ultimate choice now. And she doesn't have enough confidence in herself, if she really lets him give up Yu Xiaodi and live with herself. But if he can't fully accept him, and if he can't love him like Yu Xiaodi, wouldn't it hurt him? There are also small droplets.
After all, the so-called morality and law are just an undisclosed piece of paper, and if you sign it, you will have it, and if you sign it, you will have nothing. For people, it's the feelings that matter!
"Forget it, let's live like this, you think slowly!"