Because of his own identity concerns, Li Yan is a veteran of the party, no matter where he is, he has no way to suppress himself, but in terms of love, he has always avoided it.

Even in the past two years of vacation in the city, he has met all kinds of women, including the occasional night* met some good, the other party has the intention of in-depth development, but he has never shown mercy.

In terms of real feelings, he won't do much more than the average innocent young man. But his experience, his character, his temperament, etc., he can't see it.

But that's just that he doesn't want to face the emotions of men and women, once he really faces it, with his observation and analysis, the speed of acceptance will definitely be much faster than that of teenage boys.

Queen, in his life, is undoubtedly a very important person. But before, he just regarded her as a life and death friend, loyal subordinate, and right-hand man, and because of many years of getting along, she was just a little girl when she was first brought out. So there has never been a thought of a man or a woman, but there is a feeling of treating her as a relative. So for many years, it was never known what Queen really had in mind.

And when she came to her side, Li Yan's emotional world had been broken into by Zhang Yurong, Yu Xiaodi and others, and there were already ripples, and her heart was no longer like water. At first, he didn't realize it, even on that night when the lights were turned off and the three of them shared a bed. (Chapter 181) He also thought that Queen really had an unforgettable relationship at that time. But after that, he began to pay more attention to Queen's bits and pieces.

Gradually, he discovered and paid attention to some details that he had ignored before, especially the tacit understanding between the two people, and from Queen's gaze, he peeked into her innermost thoughts more than once. Thinking carefully about all the time, it is not difficult to find and guess her thoughts.

It's just that Queen seems to be very happy to do a good job of Yueyao's identity now, as long as she accompanies them as a close friend and sister, helps him deal with things, and protects Yu Rong's safety for him, as if this is satisfied. And from the time she came to what she said just now, in order to match him and Zhang Yurong, she didn't think about herself at all.

The person who can always insist on this is either the deep treacherous cunning of the city government, or the fulfillment of being willing to sacrifice and give up. Yueyao is naturally not the former, she even has a bit of a taste of spiritual martyrdom.

Li Yan, who had already discovered and seen all this, couldn't help but say this sentence after her deafening words, and he didn't understand it for long.

……

"What about you, Queen? What about yourself? ”

Li Yan's voice was very soft, like a sigh of self-talk. But when it fell on Yueyao's ears, it was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day!

This sentence sounded like nothing was said, but Yue Yao knew it very well, he knew! He knew what was going on his mind, and he asked 'Queen'.

But for her, it wasn't a surprise!

Because Yue Yao wasn't sure that he would like her, otherwise, he wouldn't have waited for so many years and still had nothing to say. She wasn't sure if Li Yan knew her thoughts, but she would rather be calm now than the embarrassment after saying it.

"What? I don't know what you're talking about......" Yueyao avoided his gaze and looked out of the balcony.

"There was an entomologist walking and chatting in the park with his businessman friends. Suddenly, he stopped, as if he had heard something. His businessman friend asked him what was wrong. The entomologists were pleasantly surprised to say that there was a cricket chirping, and that it was a high-quality cricket. But the merchant listened with great difficulty, but heard nothing......"

Seeing that Li Yan suddenly told the story, and it was an irrelevant story, Yueyao was a little puzzled, so she didn't make a sound, and listened to him.

The entomologist ran into the woods next to him and soon found a large cricket. A businessman friend finds out. Entomologists don't just really hear it, but they hear it even the species. The entomologists explained that the crickets of different sizes are different, and even the crickets of different colors are different, but the differences are extremely subtle, and the words are indescribable, and you must use your heart to distinguish them.

Later they left the park and walked on the lively sidewalks. Suddenly, the merchant stopped and stooped down to pick up a coin that had fallen to the ground, and the entomologist did not hear the coin fall to the ground. ”

Seeing that Li Yan's story seemed to be finished, Yue Yao, who knew him very well, didn't guess what connection he had with the previous words when he suddenly told this story.

"What does that mean?"

"The entomist's heart is on the insect, so he can hear the chirping and hear the difference. The merchant's heart is in the money, so even the sound of a coin falling can be seen. I suddenly remembered this story, and I just wanted to tell me about the difference between me and the past......"

Li Yan looked at Yue Yao and continued: "In the past, my mind was all on the task and on 'them', so I couldn't observe other things, but recently, my mind is more on other aspects, so I only know some situations that I have ignored before. ”

Yue Yao was silent, speaking of which, she already understood very well. Li Yan was explaining to her that he hadn't paid attention to her mind before. So I neglected it, because I recently began to accept the emotional aspect, and I realized it.

The two men did not speak.

After thinking for a while, Yue Yao lightly opened her lips and said softly: "The entomologist has found a cricket, there is no need to find it, it may be better to leave quietly." When the merchant finds a coin, he can also let it roll on its own, and he should focus on the big money in front of him......"

Li Yan was silent for a moment, and asked rhetorically: "But it's not to show off, but really care?" ”

"Then you should think carefully about whether that is appropriate." Yue Yao is glad that she hasn't revealed it yet, she has already named her opinion, if it can't and is not appropriate, then exposing it will only hurt everyone.

Knowing her thoughts, Li Yan nodded silently, now he really can't promise anything, even if he knows her thoughts, he can't give her anything. So why bother? Maybe if she continues to talk about it, Yueyao will choose to leave and keep her distance.

Maybe it's better not to say it just now......

Everyone was silent for a while, and Yue Yao laughed: "Okay." Don't think about it so much, I'm fine, listen to what I just said, go and communicate with Yu Rong! ”

"Okay, you get off early." Li Yan turned to leave.

Looking at Li Yan's back, Yueyao stood there in a daze, as if she was worried and happy...... In any case, he can know a piece of his heart, and he can have fewer regrets.

……

Li Yan knocked on the door of Zhang Yurong's home office, she was busy in front of the computer at the moment.

"Is there something wrong?"

I'll come over later, except for Yueyao, who is him. Zhang Yurong had no accident at all.

Li Yan walked in, sat down on a rest sofa opposite the desk, and then said, "Yu Rong, rest for a while, let's have a good chat." ”

He patted the side and motioned for Zhang Yurong to come over. Some words are better said from a distance than from a distance.

Zhang Yurong frowned slightly, as if she was guessing his intentions. Soon, she nodded, got up and walked over, and sat next to Li Yan.

"Yu Rong, your appearance, background, and ability ...... No matter which one it is, it is the best choice, with your conditions, even if I marry secretly and in name, it is very aggrieved, right? I know that you are all for your father, for the sake of filial piety ......"

The two have been getting along for more than half a year, and in the past two months, there have been a handful of chats and communications, but from the beginning to the present, there has never been a core issue. That's the marriage problem for two people!

It's this that ties the two of them together, and that's where the biggest problem between the two is. From the beginning, everyone felt that it would not last long, so they all avoided this issue, and mentioning it was equivalent to preparing to break up and divorce.

Now that the two of them are different from before, mentioning this issue is not so shocking, but when it comes to this issue for the first time, I will think of the difficult days half a year ago, but I had to force my face to laugh, Zhang Yurong couldn't help but feel sour, isn't it wronged?

She was very good since she was a child, and the time to complete her studies was much shorter than that of ordinary people, from less than 20 years old to start her own investment company, and later merged into the Paradise Group and entered the company's management. Until he took over as president. Everything in her career is under her control. Although she took over the president because of her father Zhang Tianyi's health problems, she was a little quick and in a hurry, but she was still able to cope with it, and it was just a challenge for her.

Zhang Yurong felt very happy that in terms of studies and career, her father gave a lot of grace and did not interfere too much, but only asked to enter the Heaven Group at the right time. In addition, there are problems such as the average rich child will marry because of interests, which she has never encountered!

As a self-made private enterprise, there is undoubtedly a great pressure to survive, in terms of national policies, local policies and other preferential policies, compared with central enterprises, state-owned enterprises, foreign capital, etc. Although it resisted the pressure and became bigger and bigger, the bigger the company, the greater the pressure. Why do so many top national brands fall into the hands of foreign capital? In addition to capital operation, company development and other considerations, what will make the founder make this move is often the competitive pressure caused by asymmetric resources and policy differences, after all, the words "national brand" cannot be written as a check. Zhang Tianyi later grouped and diversified the company, also to dilute the risk.

For entrepreneurs like him who are not well-connected at the top, marriage alliances are often a very common way. For Zhang Yurong, who has been very good since she was a child, there is naturally no shortage of rich people at the same level who want her to become a daughter-in-law, and there is no shortage of outstanding talents who want to become a fast son-in-law of Dongbed. But Zhang Tianyi has always resisted the pressure by himself, and in this regard, he directly said that he wanted to see his daughter, and there would be no interests to consider.

This made Zhang Yurong very pleased, and she was obsessed with her career, so that she didn't drag it out in her twenties. Originally, after deciding to take the position of president, I also began to think about personal problems. I didn't expect my father's illness to worsen, and I didn't expect my father to quietly arrange a family affair for her, and she was forced to marry a wife in a simple and hurry!