Nancy Gu's Monologue (45)

On the day Ji Xinyao was discharged from the hospital, she suddenly asked to go to the sanatorium to see Shi Fang.

When she made this request, her eyes were slightly cold, Gu Nancy looked at her, and saw that the obvious intention in her eyes was all he was concealing, even though he knew that she had begun to gradually explore Yiqiē, he found that he was powerless to stop it.

The revenge of killing his mother, should he continue to be so selfish? Let her live under the shroud of such superficial happiness, or should she live clearly?

Gu Nancy finally drove her to the sanatorium, and before the two arrived at the sanatorium that day, she said that she wanted to vomit, so the two parked the car at the beach and rested on the beach for a while.

At that time, the two of them stood side by side, the sea was full of sunshine, and they once thought that some things could really last forever, but they forgot that there was always a little helplessness and tribulation in life.

After sending her to Shi Fang, there was a call from the city hall. said that there was an emergency to deal with temporarily, Ji Xinyao saw him hesitate, so she smiled and said when she got out of the car: "I'll go see her myself, you go and get busy with yours." ”

Knowing the purpose of her trip, Gu Nancy didn't expose her, just smiled, raised her hand and touched her hair: "Don't talk too late, I'll pick you up when I'm done, huh?" ”

She smiled and nodded.

Gu Nancy found that she liked to see her laugh very much, and she liked it very much.

He went to the city hall, some things needed him to decide, and when he was to deal with a qiē, he drove back to the sanatorium, and when he arrived at the door of the sanatorium, the night was already dark, Xin Yao had not come out yet, and in front of the empty gate, the shadows of the trees were swaying.

Gu Nancy got out of the car and didn't walk in, but leaned against the side of the car and quietly looked at the empty gate in front of her.

The sanatorium is in the middle of nowhere, on the outskirts of the city, near a mountain, and the grass on both sides of the road is constantly chirping.

When Ji Xinyao came out, there was a touch of firmness on her face, as if she was making up her own mind, and when she just walked out, she couldn't help but be stunned when she saw him leaning against the side of the car.

She looked at his gaze, something more, and something less.

"Coming out?" He stepped forward as if nothing happened, smiled and took her smile, stroking the broken hair on her forehead: "We've been talking inside for so long." ”

"Yes, Aunt Shi is old, and it is inevitable to be verbose when she tells the story, but fortunately, I have nothing to do now, and I am patient, and I will not leave until I finish listening to her story." She laughed too, and then suddenly reached out and hugged his waist, and the whole person was attached to his embrace, with dependence and affection in her eyes.

He lowered his eyes and looked into her smiling eyes.

Tale?

Is her story good?

He asked.

She didn't hide her words, and smiled directly: "Gu Nancy, shouldn't your heart be the most sophisticated testing instrument in the hospital?" See everything so clearly? ”

He saw it, and saw the smile on her face retract.

She couldn't laugh anymore.

Gu Nancy's heart was empty, and she hugged her with both hands, as if she could fill the vacancy in her heart: "Now I can't see anything, except for you." ”

He said, if it wasn't for An Yueze who brought us together by mistake a year ago, if you didn't have me in your life, then what would Ji Xinyao be like now? In the face of all the tribulations in life, what should you do as a little hedgehog?

Even though he knew that he was overly worried, he was used to protecting her behind him, and he was used to pulling out her thorns so that she could live a peaceful life.

In fact, when she is alone, she can live very well, but she will be very tired of guarding those strong barriers.

Habit is such a terrible thing.

She was accustomed to seeking refuge by his side, and he was even more accustomed to the joy and sorrow between her brows.

That night, in the twilight, she couldn't help but face him, and there was a different kind of trepidation in her eyes.

She couldn't seem to get into it.

Even if he says, "Don't reject my ......"

But this can't help but end up in nothing.

Knowing that she wasn't really uncomfortable, it was just an excuse, Gu Nancy had clearly felt that she was invisibly resisting herself and wanted to push him away.

She said that it was a stomachache, which might be the cause of poor digestion, Gu Nancy pretended to believe it, comforted her for a while and got up and walked out of the bedroom.

He went to the kitchen to get her some pineapple juice, but as soon as he walked out of the kitchen, he saw Ji Xinyao wearing thin pajamas, standing at the door of the bedroom, looking at the empty living room with a panicked face, not knowing what he was thinking.

Her expression was full of emotion, and then she turned back to a bedroom.

Gu Nancy held the glass and stood in the kitchen for a while before returning to the bedroom.

That night, before going to bed, Ji Xinyao took his hand and asked like a lost child, Gu Nancy, have you ever been confused?

She stretched out her hand to hug him, and snuggled her whole body into his arms, Gu Nancy gently hugged her shoulder, and sighed, "Xin Yao, Gu Nancy is also a coward sometimes." ”

Just like now.

Watching her fall asleep, he stroked her forehead with his hand: "Xin Yao, I'm afraid I'm not good enough." ”

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It was about Xin Yao's birthday, but Ji Xin Yao suddenly wanted to buy him a watch, and she had to use the money she saved to buy one for him.

Seeing that she was too insistent, Gu Nancy also went with her.

After returning from buying a watch, Gu Nancy often looks at the new watch on her wrist, thinking of every expression and every word she said when choosing a watch that day, her heart is always warm.

This is the most meaningful gift Gu Nancy has received since she was a child.

On the afternoon before her birthday, she suddenly said that she had refunded the deposit for the wedding dress.

Originally, she liked the wedding dress that Gu Nancy found someone to customize for her, but she suddenly said goodbye.

She said that she would find another friend to make one, and Gu Nancy agreed.

In fact, he knew, she already knew a qiē.

Whether it is the Gu family, or Wen Qing, or Shi Fang or Shan Heping, these people she has been in contact with recently will let her find those answers from them.

On that day, when Nancy Gu saw the rag in the door of Nippori's small room that hadn't dried yet, he knew that she already knew everything.

But she always seems to be living a peaceful life, this month, she has been so calm, and even deliberately giggling at him every day, trying her best to make both of them happy every day.

Gu Nancy is not a dreamer, he hopes that this is the choice Ji Xinyao made after knowing the truth, and hopes that she will let go of those hatreds and can continue to live happily with him like this.

He used to think that he understood her very well, but this month, he found that he couldn't figure out his little wife.

The revenge of killing the mother, how can it be said that you can let it go?

But this month, what is she waiting for?

She covered up all the unhappiness with happiness, and Gu Nancy accompanied her to cover it up until her birthday, when he remembered that a year ago she was designed by An Yueze on the night of her birthday, and she recklessly broke into her own world.

It's been a whole year, and this day is not only her birthday, but also extraordinary for him.

So he had to learn the way that those seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys play nowadays, play romantic, go to the cake shop to learn how to make cakes, and it was already 11 o'clock in the evening when the cake was made.

Thinking that Ji Xinyao must be complaining at home at this time, he packed the cake and rushed back to Nippori as quickly as possible.

As soon as I got home, I saw her hiding behind the curtain like a child, and a big bag bulged out of her stomach on the curtain.

Gu Nancy couldn't help laughing, went over to hug her, and pulled her out.

After laughing for a while, she suddenly quieted down, threw herself into his arms, pretended to wipe her tears, and said aggrievedly: "Today is my birthday......"

Her aggrieved appearance made Gu Nancy feel inexplicably down-to-earth and reassured, holding her with one hand, and letting her go out to see if she had any gifts.

Ji Xinyao couldn't close her mouth with a smile at that time, got up and ran away quickly, the speed of running was not at all like a pregnant woman who was pregnant for several months, it was comparable to an athlete.

She brought the cake in and was overjoyed.

They are all adults, without the heart of a child, although he worked hard to play a romantic game, but she did not give face, although happy, but not so moved to cry, just noisy and starved to death, fortunately there is a cake.

She followed the example of others, clasped her hands in front of her chest, and made a wish on cakes and candles.

Three wishes, all made for him.

The three wishes are closely related to Gu Nancy.

The three wishes seem to be the biggest expectation and the most unrelenting one in her heart at the moment.

When her third wish was almost over, Gu Nancy held her hand and asked her with a smile why it was all promised to him?

She paused at the time, but did not answer, just closed her eyes, did not speak, and silently made a wish in her heart.

Her third wish didn't let him know, if he knew her third wish, he wished that Gu Nancy would be happier every day without her in the future......

This cake, he would rather never have done it

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