145 Helen's life history (39) Xianglin's sister-in-law and Pan Jinlian

Orlens really cried this time, and it was not for the master of the year, only for himself, for his lonely fate, and finally a ray of sunshine appeared in the sky, making you feel the warmth of spring. However, the good times do not last long, just like the real winter has not yet ended, suddenly there is a false spring, the warmth is less than a few days and then back to the cold wind, which is more cold than before not tasting the warmth of spring, if a man has never tasted the indescribable taste of women, it doesn't matter if you say there is or not.

However, when you know that spring is warm, and someone tells you that your spring is lost, you will feel very cold for this meaningless cold winter and not waiting for spring.

It is a very painful thing for a person to be cold in the winter in order to survive the following spring. Orlens was in such a mood at this time, half a life of loneliness, like living a long winter, he also wanted to spend his lonely and cold life in the cold of his life, but he killed a Cheng Biting Jin halfway, rescued himself from the sea of suffering, and let himself take a bath in the spring - he felt the smell of a woman in Lida.

What is sad is that at this time, Master Orlens was like a child, like a beggar, who picked up a rotten apple on the way to half death from hunger, and just took a bite and felt the sweetness of the apple, and was snatched and eaten by the second named Hanako, and the shadow of starvation immediately shrouded Orens's eyes and heart, and it was pitch black in front of him, and the pain was buried in his heart, how could it not make people cry.

This reminds Orlens of his mother again, yes, the most painful thing for men often thinks of the woman he thinks of most often in his life, that is, the lover (wife), if not, it is the woman who used to be a little nicer to him, if there is still none. That's the woman I've dreamed of in my dreams, and if I still haven't, it's an alien I've dreamed of, have you ever dreamed of having sex with a dog? The second, of course, is his own mother. Even though these two women were so unimportant in your life, or your mother just gave you life, and your lover just gave you a little bit of something that you can't say by chance, you can't escape the kind of ghostly longing for them when you are in the most pain.

Once again, the mother's shadow and Leda's shadow scrambled against each other in Orens' painful eyes, and stood in front of his eyes.

Shadow is also a kind of thing that specializes in bullying honest people, and you only need to carry it for a while. People who have died long ago also come to steal a piece of light in front of your eyes with their shadows, and squeeze the shadows of the living people you want to transform into back, just to prevent you from seeing the good and the things you want to see.

When you memorize it, the dream will not let you come to the good, let you dream of some ghosts, all you don't know are some terrible faces, and all you know are some people who have long since died, and you know in the dream that they are ghosts, and he talks to you. Still with you this or that, waking up makes you creepy.

Orens found a glimmer of solace in his pain, and he thought that it was he who was lost, not Helen, and that he was a ghost without Hades anyway, and no one was to blame him.

This is the spirit of Ah Q, Lu Xun is the second patent of the spirit of Ah Q, and people have long had it in ancient times.

Orens was blindfolded with tears, and the shadow of Leda in his memory was blurred as if it were a ghost, and his mouth turned up. What does the upper teeth portend when they float outward, like a dog about to bite? Orlens thought to himself.

I'm afraid it's a sign of this woman's danger, so I'll get rid of myself like this. However. She has nothing, what is the purpose of her throwing herself off? I haven't reached the point where I can be a burden to her, why is that?

Orlens began to rub his eyes, so that his eyes felt brighter, and sure enough, Leda's shadow became much clearer. He also began to change from being like a ghost to becoming like a person, like whom? Orlens tried to resemble Leda as much as she could, because it was the only memory of a better woman left in her memory, and could she be like a dog? The only remaining motherhood in the two memories, except for Leda, is a dog, the latter is something that happened in a dream, although it is not a real life thing, but it is second only to real life.

A man looks at whether he is a real man, in addition to looking at his property, you can also look at his memory, if he has ever been called in real life, can it be said that he has gone through the peach blossom luck? Or that there have been occasional and short-lived brilliance, which will naturally have a lot of women who have loved him, or let him know that there are women who have loved him, his memory is colorful, and there will be a long list of beautiful slides.

However, our Orens is not, and he can't even think of one of the flower girls on the street, which means that he is so poor that he can only remember being a, before he tasted the Leda woman.

There are many men like this from ancient times to the present, so let's compare them like this, one in a thousand, ten out of ten thousand, and I don't know how many in 100 million, because I didn't graduate from elementary school, so I often see mathematics and slip away. It's like a country man going to the city, even though he is a man, even though he is full of males, he kills a cow with one shot, and when he sees the yellow-haired girl who shows a lot on the street, he will be so scared that he will hook his waist, is he afraid that a woman will let him do something stupid? Definitely. When walking on the field, I saw a woman in plain clothes, maybe this is a crime who does stupid things......

(Men are afraid of beautiful women when they feel sorry for themselves, there can be such a scene, a country girl, when he entered the city, he was pulled by a woman who sold him to Chunxianglou to seek fun, because he had not seen the market, he was frightened by this sudden ghost thing and ran away, and when he came home, he passed by a cow herding woman, and the ghost was that he had the courage to do stupid things, and easily fished a bell and went to prison.) Dog yesterday, what kind of ghost novel are you writing, where are you going, the ghost wants you to crack a man's heart. Why don't you go to the U.S. to go to pheasant school and come back and say what the hell you are" color psychology expert, or get a founder or a man? ）

Orlens tried to mix in the bitterness of his own heart by recalling Leda's laughter and the wonderful moments that brought the man moments so pleasantly.

People, why is it so strange, it is okay to die, it is okay to live, it is okay to be poor, it is okay to be rich, it is a day to have a woman, and it is also a day to have no women. What lies behind it, only God knows.

Orensqiang opened his teary eyes, he was walking to a higher place, he was going to stand on a high place to look for Lida and Helen, he thought that he had to get out of the crowd quickly, first, so that Lida could see him, and then he could find Lida at the scene, if Lida was also looking for herself.

Sure enough, Leda and Helen were standing on a high mound of earth, their four eyes were moving in all directions like radar, it was a good place to see in the distance, and it was a good place for others to see themselves, this is beauty, smart and beautiful are a set, produced by God Company. None of them are counterfeit goods, and they are all subsidiaries or chain stores selling parallel goods. If beauty is a shell, intelligence is the host and memory.

"Leda, Leda. ......" Orlens only shouted in his heart, and walked quickly towards his goal.

He didn't dare to shout loudly, because he had shit on his ass, which meant that he was a dishonorable person, and Leda was so beautiful and extraordinary, if he shouted and walked to Lida like this, others would think that Lida was his wife, mainly because he was afraid that others would see a ghost man like himself and get such a beautiful woman, and others would come and snatch it from his hands and inadvertently hurt his friend.

If Leda is allowed to walk on the street like this, uninformed people, or uninformed hooligans, will think that Leda is a woman or daughter-in-law with a background.

This is the case in real life, you are a beautiful woman, when you are not married, people will say that you have high eyes, if people know that you are married, and you are married to a semi-disabled or semi-mentally retarded, this will cause many people to make up their minds, and they often have such a sentence in their hearts: It's a pity that such a good woman fell into the hands of a ghost-like person, to snatch her, I will be a Ximen Qing today......

Where a good woman marries a disabled person in life, of course, she is not completely disabled, this refers to a man who is not worthy of this woman, but there will often be some ghosts and mistakes in life, flowers fall on cow dung, then just live like this, unwilling and unwilling, you will steal some food to live this back half-brightly and half-secretly, if this man can tolerate you.

Most of them will tolerate it, knowing that they are really a little bit of a gap with this woman, so that they can still eat and sleep warmly, otherwise they will break the rope with a fight, so do you still want to hold her? Definitely. She just wants to break the rope and look for no chance, you say a leave, she immediately shouted: Long live God.

Because love is a hazy walk in, wake up and come out. If a beautiful woman is forced to do something stupid, and she is depressed for a while, thinking that she is half dead, or she is dead but not buried, and gradually becomes a stinky corpse, whoever wants herself is a man who collects her body, a man who has done a good deed, otherwise she has been in this world, and no one will bury a stinky corpse, regardless of whether he is disabled or mentally retarded.

However, after a long time, the dead were resurrected: I was already a woman, and someone had done stupid things, and now it can still be regarded as the same thing? Definitely. Lao Tzu is still young and beautiful now, when he was in junior high school or high school, he was shot, that was in the past, it was a winter snake, can I not just let people catch it? Definitely. Now that spring is here, let me sing. (To be continued.) )