146 Helen's life story (40) Helen lost Leda and saw a ghost on the way

Orlens walked as he walked when a carriage blocked his way, which made his eyes suddenly lose sight of Leda's target, and by the time he turned from behind the carriage, Lida was gone.

Yes, Leda was on that high mound just now, but she didn't have Helen by her side, she lost Helen, and she came to look at the high mound of dirt mainly to find Helen, and of course to find Orens.

"Helen, Helen! ......" After silently searching for a long time without success, Leda began her unique trick of finding the stragglers, and it is also the world's unique trick of finding the stragglers.

Orens' soul spirit was acting as Helen, and Orens heard Leda shouting Helen, and it seemed that a lamp was suddenly lit in his dark heart, and the two quickly came together when they faced each other. When Leda saw Orens, she was even more disappointed, and she had expected Helen to be with Orens.

"Helen lost?" Orlens asked Leda.

"Not long ago, there was a carriage where the horses were frightened and ran frantically through the crowd, and we were scattered...... Lida said.

"Helen, Helen! ......" Lida was pulling her neck and calling Helen again, Helen was still very young, and she couldn't get to know her when she was separated.

There are familiar temple fairs, there are little girls selling and fighting, old men playing boxing, lanterns guessing riddles, opera troupes singing, buying and selling......

"Helen, Helen! ......" Lida stepped forward and called out to Helen, and Orens followed closely and looked left and right, like a plainclothes policeman of a high-ranking official.

It's been nearly night, and Helen still hasn't been found.

"Could it be that Helen will have gone home, and when we are separated, she is afraid that we will all have gone home, and she will have to go home?" Orlens told Leda what he thought.

On the way home, there are also a lot of roadside hawkers, small stalls, tricksters, and straw huts and small flower buildings, etc., all of which are just some poor people getting some poor people's small money and living. Ten miles long street.

Helen was on her way home after she was separated from her mother and Orens, and the girl was smart. She thought that if she went any further, it would be farther and farther away from the way home, and she would have to wait for her mother on the way home......

Helen was walking on her way home as she looked at the nice things on both sides. She stopped herself before a little girl was selling.

Helen thought about how nice it would be if she could play with this stuff herself, especially when she saw that there were still people who would throw money at the little girl who sold it from time to time, and Helen wanted to do the same for herself, making money and having fun.

As she walked, Helen saw an old woman begging. She stood by and watched the amusement, and at first she did not know that the old woman was doing here, but after some time she saw a little girl who was older than her throwing a coin, and she thought that it was begging, and she put her hand into her pocket knowingly. Then he scolded himself for being a stupid B, pretending to be something, he didn't know that his pockets were empty, and if he wanted to be rich, he would go to fight with those sisters who were older than him, boxing, dancing and singing, everything.

At this time, Helen was just a Helen. It's just one of the ten thousand flowers, fragrant and unscented, like a piece of jade that has not yet been carved, staying safely in the stone pile, even if it rolls to the side of the road, it will soon be kicked into the stone pile again.

Yes, Time Knife still thinks Helen is still tender, and her face and smile are not yet seductive, although she is a girl. Her figure had not yet grown the notches of a knife, and the bulge had not yet protruded. Like a piece of jadeite that is still good, it is that the water seed has not yet reached the end of the year.

Our Helen is still young, but her mind is already that of a half-grown girl. She was still standing in front of the old woman and watching her beg for money, and she wasn't just looking with her eyes. And she was thinking with her heart, the poor old woman was sure, but when she saw someone throwing money at her, she thought of the other thing: I will be like her tomorrow, and go to the garbage heap to find some rotten clothes that are worse than this, and wear them on my body as Hanako. It's also about making money, how easy it is.

Sometimes for a long time no one had walked through it, and occasionally someone had walked by, and they had not lost a penny, and then Helen would look at the old woman's face, which looked like a washbasin that had been run over by a cart, and then covered with mud, and looked like nothing but a distorted washbasin.

Helen had been standing on one side for a long time, and she began to squat down, and after a long time she began to sit down, right on the side of the road. The mischievous sun began to hide itself and wait for the morrow to shine on Helen's face, but it had invisibly or unintentionally starved Helen, but she was hungry, and the old beggar had only one mouth, which he could only use to eat the leftover food of the previous day into his stomach.

Helen was stunned when she saw the old beggar eating the glutinous meal, she felt that she was eating, and when she saw that the old woman was eating with some white slurry on both sides of her mouth, she felt very vicious, and wanted to vomit out the old beggar who had eaten the old beggar for her.

At this time, Helen suddenly thought that she was waiting for her mother and Master Orlens on the side of the road, and she was going to come and go on the way home, why didn't her mother come back?

Helen wants to go forward, and she wants to go backwards, does she go back to find her mother to go home with her, or does she go home first, but she is afraid that her mother has already passed by her and has already returned home to eat?

"Child,......" The old woman took out a loaf of bread from elsewhere in the glutinous meal, so fresh.

Helen looked back at both sides, and when she was sure that there was no third party present, Helen looked at the old beggar and shook her head slightly, meaning not to eat. It's not that I dislike the old woman for being dirty, but I feel that I shouldn't eat such an old man's food, and I can't find any reason, that is, I don't want to eat other people's things.

This kind of latent consciousness has been there for a long time, and it will not fall from the sky, but Lida's mother has already injected it into her: don't eat other people's things at will, especially strangers' things......

When did little Helen start to learn to disobey her will? A tear began to flow from her eyes, and Helen thought to herself, why did she shed tears if she was not sad? Are you hungry? Definitely.

I don't feel hungry, Helen thought to herself. She thought about it the other way, she was afraid that she didn't feel hungry but was actually hungry, and she only blamed herself for nodding her head for shaking her head.

"Mommy, Mommy! ......" Helen wept in her heart, she had waited too long for her mother on the side of the road.

If her mother hadn't come by the time she couldn't see her home, Helen would have thought of spending the night with the old beggar, or she would be eaten by a wild cat. Being eaten by wild cats when a person is outside at night is a huge shadow in the hearts of children all over the world.

"Helen, Helen! ......" came the voice of Helen shouting from afar, it was the voice of her mother, it was a tear of Helen.

The voice gradually became clearer and clearer from far and near, and Helen saw her mother, not in front of her, but in her heart, because Helen could hear that it was her mother's cry.

Helen wiped a handful of tears before she really saw her mother walking towards her side, and then Helen stood up, and when Helen stood up, her mother saw her clearly: "Helen! ”

"Mommy, Mommy! ......," Helen cried out to her mother as she threw herself into her arms.

"Mommy, Mommy! ...... "Helen seems to be a child who has been wronged, and she wholeheartedly releases all the wrongs in her mother's arms.

Orlens picked Helen up, and after a few steps Helen broke free and got down and walked, she pulled one by her mother Leda and the other by Orens, with double insurance, would she still lose herself?

The old woman was still begging by the roadside, and Helen had walked backwards in the direction where her mother had come, so she had to pass by the old woman again last time.

"Mom." Helen looked up at her mother, then turned her head to look at the old woman.

Out of the ghost, Leda felt that the old woman seemed to have a little familiar, and this thought made her feel that her body suddenly became creepy, which was raised from her own heart, that is to say, it was a subjective fear of sex, which was different from the creepy attack of the outside world, and the creepiness of the outside world was abrupt. At this time, Leda's creepiness is slow, produced by the buffer space of thought.

After walking a few steps, Leda still turned around and gave a little bit of silver in her pocket to such an old woman, and the strange thing is that Helen did not ask her mother to give money to such an old woman, but when Leda's mother gave it like this, Helen felt that she meant so.

It's like the world's first word maker, who made a horizontal line on the ground with a branch, which was completely unconscious, but a passer-by said a word when he passed by, and from then on the word was born, that is, the first effect and then the cause.

Helen felt much better when she saw that her mother gave the old beggar some small money, although she did not give it herself, but always gave it to her mother, which made up for her sadness when she saw that someone of the same size as her gave money to the old beggar at the beginning, if she had money on her, she should also give it, Helen thought to herself.

However, Lida's mother gave the old woman money in two meanings, one is that Helen shouted, Lida's mother was afraid that her daughter had the intention of giving alms to the old woman, usually the mother educates her daughter, but this time it is the daughter's turn to educate the mother, how can the mother pretend not to understand the meaning of the daughter.

Secondly, Lida also has a ghost in her heart, she remembered the grandmother of the grass hut back then, if she was not dead, she would be the same age as her.

The ghosts in her Lida's heart are far more than these, when the grass shed grandmother died, she crawled into the river by herself in the ice and snow, and saw no dead corpses in the footprints?

Leda took Helen's hand and walked faster and faster, and even Orens felt that she couldn't keep up...... (To be continued.) )