When Lu Yifan entered the Huike bar, he saw Ni Kaitong sitting on the bar, drinking, and the whole person was lying on the table a little decadently.

"Are you alright?" He patted Ni Kaitong on the back, sat next to him, and asked.

"Didn't disturb your date with Lin Mo, right? I don't know who to call, so I'm looking for you, and by the way, I want you to do something for me. He poured a glass of wine from the wine bottle and gave it to Lu Yifan, and said in a very slow tone,

He looked unenergetic, his face looked like he was plated with a layer of something, the whole person didn't look very good, his voice was dumb, he coughed a few times with his back to Lu Yifan, and continued to slide the cold and pungent alcohol into his mouth.

"No, come, I'll have a drink with you." Lu Yifan took a few sips, put down the cup, and then said, "I heard something about you and Sula from Lin Mo, and I don't know what happened between you, but it's good to leave you in the same dormitory with you, I don't think it's your fault, you don't have to do this." ”

"She's dropped out of school and left this afternoon." His voice was thick and nasal, his fingers shook the glass in front of him that contained a small amount of wine, rolled in his throat, and with a gentle blink of his eyes, a tear fell into the transparent liquor.

Lu Yifan patted him on the shoulder, touched the cup in front of him, swept away the wine in the cup, and then said, "Since she is gone, it is just right, do you want to see them appear in front of you every day, if you can, it will not be like this." ”

"She was like a hedgehog, she needed comfort, and she didn't dare to come closer, so she pulled out the thorns on her body and stabbed me, and hurt herself!" Ni Kaitong turned around, stabbed Lu Yifan with a finger, and there was a deep pain in his smile.

"She's gone, what are you going to do?" He asked.

"What else can I do, I want to do something, but what can I do?" He angrily slammed the cup on the table, making a thud.

"Start your life again, let her pass the past, since she chose to go, why should you be nostalgic." Lu Yifan said.

"Let me take it slowly, now I don't want to think about anything else, by the way, you are a student, give me a fake note, I have a friend who asked me to go out for a ride, and I agreed."

"Okay, it's okay to go for a walk."

Xu Zhi'an walked up the stairs step by step, he knew that the door to the rooftop was open, Sula left, and she still left.

He pulled out his phone and called Sura.

"Sorry, the call you made is turned off......"

"I'm sorry you ......"

"I'm sorry......" He listened to the operator's mechanical voice, as if it was Sula, and she said to him with a painful face, "I'm sorry, An'an, I don't like you." ”

He really drank too much yesterday, he was really miserable yesterday, because no matter what he did, Sula was like a piece of sharp ice with him, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't melt half a point, and in the end, what he was waiting for was her cold refusal, although, he said "It's okay, I know you need time." ”

Because he was with her, he betrayed his relatives and left, Ni Kaitong's ignorance, and the rejection of the dormitory people, he endured it, but these still didn't make her care at all.

"Ah......h

"You and Ni Kaitong, which of the two of you is going to move out?"

The sudden voice made him turn back unconsciously, the boss stood at the door, his eyes were dark, and the wind on the roof was a little strong, blowing the broken hair on his forehead.

The whole person was stuck behind the dim, only the scarlet light next to the doorway.

"Okay now, Sula is gone, look at the two of you, for the sake of a woman, make the dormitory not a dormitory, who do you want us to help, Xu Zhi'an, so many women, you too, do you have to fight with Tong Zi for Sula? In the end, it became like this, in fact, I never know, what the hell do you think, yesterday, do you remember what you said when you were drunk? Even the people in the dormitory outside heard it, if you loved her, would you do that? ”

The boss looked at Xu Zhi'an who was standing on the rooftop and said what he wanted to say for a long time.

Yes, why did he say such things yesterday because Sulla completely rejected him, he was in pain, his brain was clouded, so he pushed open the door and said something like that.

He saw a tear slowly slip into Ni Kaitong's eyes, then stood up, took two steps to the ground, and looked at him with resentment and anger.

yes, it turns out that more was lost.

It turned out that nothing was gained.

A kick hit the discarded can on the rooftop, and he kicked the can far, far away.

He bit his lip and tears slipped silently down his eyes.

The boss threw the cigarette butt on the ground and extinguished it with his foot.

"Boss, I'll move out." He spoke.

"Then I won't keep you, you know, in the dormitory, you and Ni Kaitong always have to go out."

Yes, one has to go out, then for sure, robbing someone else's wife, this kind of person should be driven out.

"I told the people in the other dormitories, and when the time comes, another person will come in."

"No, I don't want to live in a dormitory anymore, I'll move out."

"Oh, whatever."

"Boss, do you think I'm immoral too?" Xu Zhi'an took advantage of the moonlight, watched the boss slowly turn around, looked up at his back and said.

"Do you want me to be honest?" He didn't turn around, but replied with his back to him.

"Yes, of course."

"I'm on Tong Zi's side." He spoke slowly, he already gave the answer, didn't he?

"Boss, believe it or not, actually, I like Sula too, and maybe, if I had been earlier, it wouldn't have been like this."

When the boss heard this, he turned around again and asked, "What are you and Sula really talking about?" ”

"Nope."

"Is it because you feel ashamed of Ni Kaitong?" He asked.

Xu Zhian walked to the boss's side and said to him, "Boss, can you give me a cigarette?" I want to smoke a cigarette. ”

The boss lit a cigarette for him, he took a puff and said to the boss, "I have never felt ashamed of Ni Kaitong, it's just that Sura, a good girl." ”

The boss was silent and didn't speak, he remembered that he was drinking with Ni Kaitong some time ago, and Ni Kaitong sat in the back seat of his car and said, "Actually, she is quite fragile, she is a good girl." ”

On summer nights, Ni Kaitong's tears stained his thin clothes, and no matter how the wind blows, he can't do it.

At that time, Wang Lei felt that love was really a hurtful thing.

From the inside out, there are bruises all over the body.

From the outside, I can't even see the injury, but inside, it has already hurt my heart.

When Xu Zhian stood on the rooftop and finished smoking, the boss had already left, and it was still an empty rooftop, and he was still alone.

A porcelain bowl that has been broken, how can it be restored, impossible, no matter how hard we try, it still evolves along the irrevocable ending, desperately recovering, desperately remedy, but, although it is not too late to make amends, but how can the sheep that was eaten appear again, it is just self-deception, what is the point of doing those things.

Sola:

When I left school, I couldn't help but look back, I didn't expect this scene, and I didn't tell Ni Kaitong, really, in fact, I wanted him to send me.

I'm not a hypocritical person, but a person who lacks love, because, in the past, I had a lot of love, but when these loves were separated, I became timid and tried my best to get it back.

When I called Su Yiming, I just said a few words lightly: "I dropped out of school." He paused for a moment, then said, pack up, call Daddy, I'll pick you up. He kept insisting on the phone that it was my dad, but I didn't want to call him anymore.

When I got out of school, I stood at the door and waited for Su Yiming, the light was a little dazzling, I wore a wide-brimmed hat, and my mother turned her face to look at me and said, "Lala, why is your mouth so white?" I pursed my lips a little dry and didn't speak.

I didn't speak, just turned my head to look at my mother, the backpack on my back, printed a layer of fine sweat on my back, I looked up, I didn't see Su Yiming's car, it was lost, I saw him trotting over, first took the luggage in my hand, and then unloaded the schoolbag from my shoulder, quickly put it in the back trunk, and then took the luggage in my mother's hand.

I still didn't speak, and for some reason, I had a faint feeling of wanting to cry.

Before I could react, Su Yiming stood in front of me again and said to me, "Lala, Dad......"

I walked past him, ignored him, and got into the car, for I didn't know how to speak, for fear that my sudden words would appear abrupt and cold.

No one spoke, he was driving on the highway, my mother was not in the passenger seat, my father was not speaking, she was just sitting in the back with me, and I was in a terrible mood and could no longer care about their business.

The car stopped, my mother got out of the car, my father carried his luggage in, and then ran out quickly, and when I was about to enter the door, he grabbed me, and I finally couldn't help yelling at him, "Who asked you to pick me up, I asked my father to pick me up." ”

He was stunned for a moment, his eyes were very painful, and then he reached out to pull me, I touched his wide palm, the familiar warmth, for a moment I collapsed, I really can't imagine what I should do without the pull of these hands, I shook it off hard.

"Lala." He shouted at me, and then pushed a small notebook in front of me, and before I could reach out, he said, "This is my divorce certificate with your mother." My heart trembled violently, I didn't dare to look up at him, or rather, I didn't want to look up at him, I lowered my head, but tears fell on my hand that was holding my clothes tightly.

Probably unwilling, unwilling that my efforts did not save their love.

"Lala, I divorced your mother, not because of Yu Lingling."

The milk tea in front of me was hot, but my eyes were full of tears.

"Do you want to go for a change of environment, Dad will send you abroad."

"No matter what, Daddy loves you."

"Lala, Daddy is talking to you?"

My ears were ringing, I didn't want to hear anything, but the tears couldn't stop falling.

There is a feeling that life is at the end of its journey.

"I just want to have a home, a complete home." I lowered my head, choked up to say this, my father put his hand on my hand, I angrily pushed away, took away the milk tea in front of me, hot milk tea splashed my hand, but I didn't feel anything, my father pulled a tissue to wipe my hands, gently blew my red hand, and then repeated to me "Lala, no matter what I do with your mother, we love you." ”

I once said to Ni Kaitong, "I'm afraid that others will treat me well, if you treat me well, you must sue me." "Because I don't believe it, I should say it over and over again until I believe it.

Ni Kaitong once stood beside me, put his hand on my hand like a child, and said to me, "Lala, your father still loves you." ”

I single-mindedly managed, caring for our love, originally thought that it would grow day by day, blossom, and bear fruit, but in the place I can't see, the roots of love have festered. However, on the surface, I still can't see anything, perhaps, I am stupid in dealing with feelings, I still covet his warmth, I still miss his hugs, but I can't forgive him for ignoring it, just like my father will come to my mother again and again, but their feelings are still irretrievable after all. My love with Ni Kaitong is irretrievable.

Actually, until now, when I look back, I still don't know, do Ni Kaitong and Xu Zhian love me? The only thing I know is that I have loved a boy named Ni Kaitong