65 Because of that incident, Sulla dropped out of school
"Actually, Sula was very sad, I saw her secretly shed tears." She said with some sadness.
"I don't know, where are we going to eat?" Lu Yifan deliberately changed the topic, he didn't want to listen to these heavy topics anymore, he hoped that in his place, he could make Lin Mo a little happier and not pick those unpleasant topics.
Sula didn't get up in bed, and the lunch that Dawn brought back at noon was still in its original state, and she slept a little groggy.
She lit a cigarette and stood in front of the window in front of the balcony of the dormitory, like a bird in a cage, the smoke soon filled the whole room, she continued to smoke, watching the smoke come out of her nostrils, even if she didn't like smoking before, she was already proficient in it.
Skilled with the taste of smoke, no one can replace its taste, loneliness, loneliness. To this day, no one has been able to drive them away.
Her stomach began to ache, she panicked in pain, Sura rubbed her stomach, looked at the sky that was already dark, it had been a day, she didn't have any appetite at all, and the empty stomach hurt and told her that she hadn't eaten for a day.
"Are you Sula? Do I want to withdraw from school? He asked.
Then she held the phone, and then remembered Guo Kaitong's beginning, and she laughed a little, before she came back to her senses, "Yes." The materials were all submitted. ”
She began to pack up her things, seeing the toys given by Guo Kaitong at the beginning, some of them were not even opened, looking at every thing, she could still restore the scene at that time, she picked up those things, decadently walked like a garbage can, there was a little girl playing in the corridor, taking a somewhat dirty doll to play, looking at the things in her hands, saliva was about to flow down.
Sura had seen her, it was the child of the aunt who cleaned the corridor at school, she looked at the toy in her arms, then hooked her hand and motioned for the girl to come over, and she walked over a little timidly.
"If you like it, you'll give it all." Sula gave her the toys in her arms, and put them in the little girl's hands, and she felt like she had put something down.
In the morning, when Lin Mo and the others went to class, they saw Ni Kaitong standing there, still holding a warm somen soup in his hand, and then, when he hurriedly walked towards Lin Mo and them, he watched them walk away from him not far away as if they were hiding from the plague.
"The head teacher is Sula's mother?"
"What do you say she's going to do with Sura?"
The three of them glanced at Ni Kaitong, and then couldn't help babbling.
Sura watched Chen Meili pull a few bags with difficulty, and then slowly went down the stairs step by step, walking very slowly, the bag in front of her blocked her vision, making her look thin.
"Shouldn't I have sent you to this school?" Chen Meili panted heavily, pulled the heavy bag, and sighed helplessly.
"The last thing you should have done was to give birth to me." She hooked the corners of her lips, and naturally took the big bag in Chen Meili's hand, took it neatly, and stubbornly walked in front, with slightly thin shoulders, but it was not twisted at all because of the overwhelm, and it was still straight.
"Sula, your father said he wanted you to go abroad, and he will pay for it." Chen Meili stood behind Sula and spoke.
Sula stopped, turned her face to look at Chen Meili and said, "Since he separated from you, he is no longer my father, and if I want to go abroad, I don't have to pay for it." ”
"Sula, no matter how you say that he is also your father, whether you recognize it or not, you have his blood in your body, since he wants to fulfill his responsibility as a father, and this is what he should do."
"He's not my father, since then, I've already said that I don't have a father like him, don't mention him to me again, as long as he doesn't return to this house for a day, I won't call him dad again for a day, as for whether he supports me or not, it's okay, but I won't reach out to him to ask for money." Sura straddled the big bag and walked straight to the school gate without looking back.
She is used to this qiē, and she has long been able to bear it alone.
The weather was overcast all day, with black clouds about to collapse the sky, and occasionally the sun would break away from the clouds to reveal a little white light, but soon the face was obscured by dark clouds.
Sura said she was leaving. A four-word text message was sent to everyone in the dorm and then there was no then.
She's like a gust of wind, sometimes it blows violently, sometimes when it's quiet, and you can't even catch the traces of her coming.
Lin Mo and the others were going to send Sura off, but when they were in class, she picked up her luggage, left the dormitory where she still had her breath, left the school that made her sad and made her happy, got into the car that left the school alone, and started her life alone.
I heard that Sulla submitted the withdrawal procedure herself.
In the evening, Lin Mo and Yang Qi, when Chenxi returned to the dormitory, there was no shadow of Sula, and the three of them sat in a food stall eating skewers together, thinking of all kinds of this year, Lin Mo has always thought that she is the kind of free and easy person, and she will not cry because of such a thing as parting, but that day, she bit the barbecue and cried a mess, condensing the atmosphere between the three of them to the freezing point, and everyone's mood was like falling snow, hitting the heart, and the pain was slightly cold.
Things are wrong, and they are far from being as invulnerable as they think.
When Ni Kaitong walked by with his head drooping in front of Lin Mo and the others, he didn't notice them, but Lin Mo saw him through his blurred eyes, stood up and grabbed him, but he didn't pay attention to his distracted eyes, haggard face, and sloppy beard, just glared at him fiercely, scolding "Bastard!" ”
Tears washed over her cheeks wantonly, looking at Ni Kaitong's same painful look, and then, very reluctantly, squeezed a smile at her, but it only pulled the corners of the mouth that drooped to the chin to the position of the parallel line.
"Yes, I'm a bastard, I shouldn't trust Xu Zhi'an and hurt her again." He said with annoyance.
The more Lin Mo thought about it, the more angry he became, and he couldn't help but smack his chest, saying, "Sura is gone now, don't you feel a little pain in your heart?" ”
Ni Kaitong's eyes widened suddenly, then he grabbed Lin Mo's hand, stared into her eyes and asked, "What did you just say?" Sura gone? ”
"Didn't you force her away? How do you let her stay in this school! Lin Mo roared.
"Where did she go?" Ni Kaitong asked anxiously.
Lin Mo nodded blankly, watching Ni Kaitong suddenly run in the direction of the station as if he had been beaten with chicken blood, Lin Mo yelled at his back, "It's been more than two hours of walking." He didn't stop at all, but just ran forward regardless of it.
Yang Qi and Chenxi stood next to Lin Mo at some point and asked, "You say, does he love Sula?" ”
"It's really impossible to say what this looks like, only he knows best." Dawn said.
"Can you come out and sit with me?" Ni Kaitong said to Lu Yifan on the other end of the phone in a low voice