"Lin Mo, you can talk to me, okay?" He put the warm porridge back in front of her and said.

"Say what?" Lin Mo opened his mouth, and Lu Yifan was also shocked, yes, they are not even comfortable talking now.

Lin Mo can't say why, he always feels that he can't go back to the past, he still loves each other very much, but he seems to be tripped by something under his feet and can't move forward.

He walked over and hugged her gently, warm and familiar feeling, she said in a hoarse voice, "What do you think ......?" ”

She was unable to say any more after she said half a sentence, and her mouth quickly bubbled because of the hot porridge she had just drunk, and she didn't even want to say anything because of the pain.

"Lin Mo, shall we go back to the front of the road?" His tone was a little pleading.

Lin Mo pushed him away and said, "You go, don't come to me again." ”

Lu Yifan saw the pain and disgust in Lin Mo's eyes, this was the first time she showed such a gaze to him.

He stood up, picked up his bag, and had nowhere to vent his sadness, so he could only slam the door slammed shut, listening to its almost roaring sound, Lin Mo sat there, drank the already cold porridge spoonful by spoonful, and then dragged his tired body to the bedside.

At 4:44 p.m. on the night of his father's death, Yang Qi expressed a mood.

4:44, today, today.

She replied with a single comment: "It's fine." ”

Zhang Wenjie was the first person to ignore it, get to the bottom of it, and ask her what was wrong, and began to chat with her, and finally carefully asked what he wanted to ask, "Yang Qi, did something happen to you?" ”

The foreshadowing was just for this, Yang Qi finally hugged the phone and cried silently, and told him that his father had died.

Later, he often asked her to come along, eat together, chat, walk, sing, Zhang Wenjie never touched the topic of Yang Qi's lovelorn, the first time he held her hand, it was once, when the two crossed the road, Yang Qi had a moment of distraction, a car came over, did not notice, Zhang Wenjie pulled her out of a trance, his hand was always on her cuffs, did not dare to slide down, slid through the clothes, and touched her hand.

One day, Zhang Wenjie sent Yang Qi downstairs and saw his mother standing at the door waiting for her, Zhang Wenjie politely greeted Yang Qi's mother, and then watched the two go upstairs before leaving.

"Go to bed early, Yang Qi." When Zhang Wenjie was about to go upstairs with her mother, he said that his love is similar to the love of adults, he understands the sense of proportion, and he also understands the distance.

Of course, Zhang Wenjie also said that he liked it, but he said it very implicitly, and when he watched a movie and wiped her tears with a tissue, he said, "Yang Qi, to be honest, I am very willing to be with you, even if it is, to pass the time." ”

It's not that Yang Qi doesn't understand, she is an adult, but all her love has drifted across the ocean with the ancient city, even if she reluctantly holds hands with him, she will definitely not devote herself wholeheartedly, let alone have that kind of peach blossom smile, when she thinks like this, she actually feels a little guilty.

She turned on the shower and let the warm water sprinkle on her skin, the feeling was like the hand of the ancient city wandering on her skin, once, she absurdly thought that she could keep the ancient city, thinking of the ancient city, tears finally ran down her cheeks, mixed with the bath water, and fell.

"How's this guy?"

Yang Qi glanced at her mother very weakly, fell into the sofa, and began to watch TV, and then for a long time, the room was a little empty and deserted, and suddenly, she felt that her mother was also lonely, and said, "It's good." ”

"That's good."

Yang Qi already feels that in this life, he has to get by like this, meet someone who likes him, or go on a blind date, get married, have children, and live this life.

Because there is no longer hope for the other half.

"Let's have dinner later."

Mother habitually grabbed three pairs of chopsticks and put them on the table, this is the habit, the habit is terrible, when Yang Qi handed the chopsticks, he was obviously a little uncomfortable.

When He Chen knocked on the door, he opened the door and smiled at Yang Qi's mother, "Hello, aunt." ”

"Xiao Chen, have you eaten, let's eat together." Mother asked.

Yang Qi raised his eyes and smiled at He Chen, and continued to bury his head in eating, he and his mother talked about his father's affairs, and this meal was destined to be uneaten.

Liu Dan asked her, "Yang Qi, do you know that I am He Chen's girlfriend?" ”

She asked rhetorically, "Why do I have to know?" ”

Liu Dan looked at her, there was something meaningful in her eyes, she understood, and she didn't seem to understand.

He Chen will always be the person who accompanies her when she needs it most, when she yells and says that she wants to chase the ancient city, the person who stands silently behind her is the first person who rushes over to help when she has something at home, he often says with a hippie smile, "Yang Qi, just a person like you who wants to have no figure and no face, do you say that you can marry in the future?" "They're not children, they understand some things.

When He Chen ran over, a girl came over - Liu Dan, who looked at her with jealousy and sympathy in her eyes, and Yang Qi leaned on He Chen's shoulder and looked at Liu Dan, just like looking at himself again, that was the first time Yang Qi understood that he should not occupy He Chen.

Every day, He Chen would come and chat with his mother, and the three of them sat there, chatting like that, and his mother's face would occasionally stretch slightly, showing a slight smile.

He was still the same teenager who took her hand, said only one word "go", put her on the back seat of the bicycle, took her to breathe fresh air, took her to relax, took her to forget those unhappy things, and let her laugh wantonly on the back seat of the bicycle.

He Chen pushed the car, Yang Qi pulled his clothes and sat on the back seat, looked at the coming and going, and said to him, "He Chen, women are stingy, you are here, don't be afraid that your girlfriend will be angry." ”

He Chen glanced at her, stuffed the ice cream into her hand and said, "I'm about to become an old woman, and I still have the leisure to care about others, no wonder I look like an aunt now." ”

"Hehe, why don't you bring your girlfriend to play?" She asked.

"Can you see? It's not romantic anymore at all. He Chen said displeasedly.

Yang Qi smiled slightly, took the ice cream and took a bite, He Chen looked at her and asked again, "How are you and the one you chased?" ”

didn't answer, Yang Qi's tears flowed.

"I shouldn't have been stupid enough to chase it in the first place." He Chen rode back, riding very slowly, the sunset was very beautiful, it was as beautiful as a painting, Yang Qi looked at the sunset, and said to He Chen, "Cherish your girlfriend, boy." ”

He Chen seemed to smile lightly and said, "Then why don't you cherish it?" ”

"I cherish, really, we don't fit." The corners of Yang Qi's mouth were slightly bitter.

He Chen didn't say anything, got out of the car, Yang Qi remembered Liu Dan, stood there for a long time and said, "He Chen, I admit that I am a little selfish, forgive me for dominating you at this time, but if we can really do it, we won't wait until now." ”

"Yang Qi, you think too much, it can't be that you are drunk with milk." He Chen smiled and pointed to her forehead, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and said.

"Probably." She smiled and walked home, feeling that even the lights on the floor had been dimmed for a long time.

He Chen was stunned, strode over, and said, "I'll send you to the door." ”

There was a faint smell of tobacco in his nasal cavity, He Chen didn't speak, he was silent all the way, until he arrived at the door of the house, he heard him say, "Yang Qi, you need help now, don't push me out now." ”

Yang Qi held the doorknob, looked back at He Chen, who had a serious face, and saw him smile slightly, his eyes suddenly soured, and he had the urge to cry.

He Chen turned around and walked away without speaking, Yang Qi stood at the door, watching the elevator door open, watching him enter the elevator, the light hit him, but Yang Qi suddenly found that He Chen had lost weight.

Lin Mo sat on the bed with her body nestled, and received a call from Sura asking her if she knew that Lu Yifan had found a job in the building next to her work.

She knows, she knows Lu Yifan, she trusts Lu Yifan, she knows that he is a motivated person, he can be relied on, and he is the most suitable candidate for a husband.

Before, as long as he gently rubbed her head and put his hand on her shoulder, all her bad feelings would dissipate, but now, she didn't even feel comfortable smiling at her.

Lu Yifan didn't come for a while, Lin Mo nested in his rental house, and he couldn't go downstairs for ten days, usually he wasn't very hungry all day, and occasionally when he was hungry, he got up to make instant noodles, and he only ate a little, and he didn't have any appetite at all.

Sitting on the bed and turning over the photo between the two, looking at the photo, remembering those beautiful pasts, and unconsciously reddening his eyes, sitting alone in the room, letting the tears fall on the photo, rendering the original beauty.

Falling out of love is really like a serious illness, Lin Mo stood in front of the mirror, saw his red and swollen eyes, saw his sloppy appearance, and lost Lu Yifan, as if he had lost something important.

Yang Qi went to work, took over her father's class, worked in the railway, before, she was very unhappy to work on the railway, and swore to her father, "Anyway, you are just a daughter, my father supports me, and I earn the money I usually consume." ”

On Saturday, when Sula came to knock on the door, it took a long time before Lin Mo came to open the door, and seeing Lin Mo's appearance at the moment, Sula frowned slightly, "Lin Mo, you haven't been out for a few days." After speaking, she entered the house, as Lu Yifan did, opened the curtains, and she stood at the door of the house and watched her movements, "Go, go out and see the light, the more you are like this, the more it means that you can't let him go." ”

After hearing her words, she touched her tears with her hand and said, "I just can't let go of him, I just love him, but so what." Now, I don't even want to talk to him, but I know that I still love him. ”R1152