The first time Yang Qi found out that she was not suitable for the ancient city, it was not long after graduation, that day, her father had an accident, when Yang's mother called her, she kept crying on the phone, Yang Qi's heart also instantly mentioned her throat, the hand holding the mobile phone, full of sweat, there was not a drop of rain in the hot weather, the stray dogs on the street squatted in a cool place, and couldn't help but stick out their tongues, the hot day was like an oil painting, not real at all.

From nine o'clock in the morning to seven o'clock in the evening, it has been crazy to scorch, looking up at the sun, you can faint, that is the day that Yang Qi remembers the most, no matter how hot it has been since then, Yang Qi feels that it is not hot at that moment, the reason why she is so impressed is because, that day, she ran wildly in high heels on the street, Gaden Gaden's voice was like a human heartbeat, when she was in the hospital, her footsteps stopped, and she saw her father who was rolled out of the operating room covered with white sheets, and watched the doctor shake his head slightly at his sobbing mother, Seeing that my mother suddenly couldn't hold back and cried beside the bed.

The night his father left, Yang Qi insisted on sleeping on his parents' big bed, his parents' bed was very big, seeing her come in, his mother's eyes were slightly red, her eyes were full of bloodshots, her mother's figure had become plump in the increasing exertion, the bed was very large, but her mother was almost close to her, like a helpless child, the weather was hot, the bedding felt sweaty, it was very uncomfortable to lie down, her mother kept a posture still, her hand hooked her neck, Yang Qi lay on her back on the bed, looking at the chandelier on the roof, I didn't feel tears slipping down my eyes.

Mother began to sobb slightly, and then hugged her and began to cry, Yang Qi hugged her mother, she could still feel the slight tremor of her body, she opened her mouth from time to time to talk softly to her mother, comforting her mother, the weather was so hot, her mother's hand was slightly cold, and she kept wiping away the tears with her hand, every time she reached out and revealed the wedding ring on her hand, Yang Qi's heart seemed to be pulled by something, and it hurt slightly.

This night was very unpeaceful, her mother was lying sideways beside her, holding her hand tightly, crying intermittently, she didn't close her eyes all night, less of her father's breath, the room felt extraordinarily big, Yang Qi knew why her mother was crying, in addition to crying, what else could she do at the moment, her mother was old and lost her other half, it was equivalent to being taken away half of her life by others, husband and wife, this word has already penetrated into each other, immersed in the soul, and more importantly, this family has lost its economic support, how can this orphan and widow continue to live, Yang Qi patted his mother and said, "Mom, don't cry, go to sleep, if you cry again, I really don't know what to do." ”

Because of her words, she felt her mother sniff lightly and slowly stop crying.

Life still has to go on, Yang Qi thinks so, the night her father left, she and her mother lay like that all night, Yang Qi was in the dark thinking about what to do tomorrow at dawn, during which they all called, always like this, good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles.

At five o'clock in the morning, her mother stood outside the door and waited for her, waiting for her to take care of her father's funeral together, her mother lowered her head slightly, and when Yang Qi approached, she saw her mother holding a black and white photo of her father, Yang Qi only said one sentence, "Let's go." ”

When the father was pushed into the funeral home's car, the mother stumbled forward and moved, and the men stopped her hands and put her body in the refrigerator, where the mother stood, slumped on the ground, sobbing.

The expression in the mother's eyes was pained.

Yang Qi lowered his head, quickly wiped away the tears that flowed out, and then strode forward, trying to help his mother who was slumped on the ground.

"Mom, get up." Yang Qi choked his throat and shouted hoarsely, but he couldn't exert any strength in his hands.

At the entrance of the hospital, Yang Qi stood there in a daze, watching the funeral home's car slowly drive away, there were many people coming and going around, and the voice was very mixed, but Yang Qi felt that it was only herself, the person who had just lost her father, she didn't know what the future should be, the future was confused, and Yang Qi's mind was blank when she thought that the future was my son.

When He Chen ran over, Yang looked ahead in confusion, and when he heard He Chen calling her, he turned his face, and he didn't feel the tears pouring down, He Chen pulled her towards him and made her cry on his shoulder.

In the evening, the mobile phone received a text message from the ancient city, the night before, called the ancient city, no one answered the phone, Yang Qi squatted on the toilet, dialed the ancient city's mobile phone over and over again, the basin on the Internet, saw the ancient city to show his recent life, her face was full of happy smile, she flipped through the information on the basin network, sad.

That night, Yang Qi sent a message to Gucheng, with only a few short words: "Gucheng, I am very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, my heart is very painful, I need you very much." ”

Picking up the phone from Gucheng, she forced a smile and asked, "How is it, how are you doing?" ”

"Yang Qi, are you okay? Nothing. ”

"Even if there is anything, what can you do?"

"Is something going on? What's hidden from me? Gucheng asked cautiously.

"Nope." Yang Qi hung up the phone after speaking.

Zhang Wenjie bought something, but Yang Qi accompanied his mother and refused to leave, sitting on a chair in the police hall, waiting for the result of his father's case.

"Here, let's eat something." Zhang Wenjie put the food in front of Yang Qi and said.

"I can't eat anything...... Yang Qi covered his face, his eyes were swollen from crying, and his eyes seemed to drip water when he touched them.

"If you don't eat, what about your mother, can she resist? You just don't want to eat, you have to let yourself eat some, give, give this to your mother. Zhang Wenjie put the thing in Yang Qi's hand, Yang Qi raised his eyes, tears flowed, and he reached out to hug Zhang Wenjie and said, "Thank you." ”

Zhang Wenjie felt that Yang Qi in his arms was like a piece of glass, so translucent, so fragile, as if a word could poke her tears.

On the way home, Lin Mo looked at the bright night scene outside, and suddenly remembered that Lu Yifan was coming.

Sure enough, like countless college couples, they crowded to let go of each other's hands in the college graduation trend.

"Lin Mo." When she heard the voice, she was surprised and delighted, and when she raised her head, she unconsciously smiled on her face, it is undeniable that she still thinks about Lu Yifan, but when she really sees his face, she remembers the events of that day, and she unconsciously climbs into anger, she can't tolerate betrayal.

Seeing his current appearance, Lin Mo was a little distressed, she thought that Lu Yifan would leave, but she didn't expect that he stood quietly, Lin Mo didn't speak, went upstairs, opened the door, and Lu Yifan also walked in, and she didn't seem to stop him.

The room was very messy, not the kind of dirty, it was the kind of unorganized mess, Lu Yifan didn't speak, put the bag on the bed, opened the curtains, the sun was about to set, or cast a slight warm light, Lin Mo put the schoolbag off her shoulder, sat on the sofa and watched TV, she didn't know what was going on TV, she just pricked up her ears and listened to Lu Yifan's movements.

When Lu Yifan walked over, he saw Lin Mo sitting on the sofa, no longer made him laugh, and didn't even bother to talk to him, seeing that she put him in the same situation as air, her body was still wearing the clothes he gave him in her junior year, and the clothes were probably out of shape because of the time it took to wash, but Lin Mo was still the same as before, still with soft hair, and since she grew her hair, she never changed it, as if she was stubbornly clinging to some memories and sinking into the memory and unwilling to come out.

He cleaned up without saying a word, the sound of the TV in the room was very loud, he stood there quietly breathing and looking at Lin Mo's back, this girl who occupied his entire college career, every time a picture jumped in his head, he could pull out her shadow, the more he looked at her back, the more he could touch the pain involved somewhere in his heart.

He took out the food that had been packed from his bag, and then touched the outside, it was still warm, and then put it on the table, and the porridge in the kitchen seemed to be ready to drink, and he carefully put it out.

Lin Mo looked at his watch, then got up and started to call, Lu Yifan unconsciously looked down at his watch, it was already eight o'clock.

"Well, it's raining here today, it's a little cold, yes, how much I have clothes!"

"No, I've been fat lately."

"Do you think I'm in a bad mood? Mom, don't your legs hurt when it's cold, wear more clothes these days. ”

"Don't worry, I'm fine, I don't see who your daughter is."

"Yes, yes." Lin Mo made a phone call with Lu Yifan on his back, he stood there, remembered something, and unconsciously hooked the corners of his mouth.

He still remembers that Lin Mo would call home every day as long as there was no class at night, at that time, she held Lu Yifan's hand, with a happy smile on her face, while moving her fingers on his face boringly, while happily talking to her parents, Lu Yifan sometimes made a bad move, and would pinch her cheek and look at her pretending to be angry.

Lin Mo hung up the phone, he didn't speak, took Lin Mo's hand, came over to eat, Lin Mo didn't speak, sat like a puppet, quietly drank the porridge in front of him, and didn't blow it, just fed it into his mouth spoonful by spoonful, Lu Yifan took a sip, and it was still hot and couldn't put it down, he looked at Lin Mo and didn't move, mechanically pulled the porridge in front of him into his mouth.

Lu Yifan was a little distressed, and finally couldn't help but pull the spoon she put in her mouth, then looked at her and glanced at him slightly, and swallowed the porridge in her mouth.

He didn't speak, took her porridge, lowered his head, and blew it, so Lin Mo made him powerless to scold her, and some were just distressed, from the time he entered the house to now, Lin Mo didn't say a word to him.

Lin Mo quietly raised his head, looked at Lu Yifan's careful movements, and suddenly remembered the scene when he was a sophomore, when he had a cold, Lu Yifan brought her food downstairs, and watched her stand in front of him, drank the cold medicine he had condensed, and then pulled her clothes tightly, and asked her to go back quickly. R1152