Eight hundred and forty-five

A lot of things often happen inadvertently, at this time Yongping Hou didn't think that his unintentional fleeting thoughts, in the later became a reality, but when all those things became a reality, Yongping Hou's heart was left only deep heartache, after all, it was his own daughter, if he said that he was proud of the things that Lan Susu had done successfully, it was for sure, But because I deeply understand how much my daughter has been hurt and how many sacrifices have been made in the process of success of these things, it is difficult for anyone to feel happy in their hearts at that time, and their children have sacrificed too much for those things, which are actually just ethereal things! At this time, no one expected the development of things, and when Lan Susu later recalled it, he also knew that he still ignored some details, but these things still had to be sacrificed to gain something, even if Lan Susu did it again, he still knew very well that he would still make the same choice!

"What my father said Su Su's heart is clear, some things are always impossible to change, Su Su may have a long-term vision compared with other girls, but I am just a girl, naturally I want my family to be safe, Su Su has not been by my father's side for so many years, and now I finally come back, and I just want the family to be safe, as if the reason why I do these things now, in fact, I just don't want to be done by others, It's just that you want a stable life, it's like this at all times, there are some things you don't want you not to do, but it doesn't mean that others will feel the same way, even if you don't have that kind of utilitarianism at all, who dares to guarantee that no one will impose a copy on you? If you want to protect yourself, you can only stand in a high place, but what if you stand in a high place, people with a higher status than you will also threaten you, this is an endless cycle, my father is right, sometimes it is a good thing to show the edge appropriately, but it must also be properly restrained, it is really very contradictory. Lan Susu may not say such a thing in front of her father, but in her subconscious, she is already a human being in two lives, and she is already in her thirties in her past and present lives. Lan Susu even felt that the two of them seemed to be old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years, this was a feeling that no matter what thought or other things were in the same realm, so when it came to these things, Lan Susu didn't keep anything in front of Yongpinghou, there are actually only a few people in this world who he trusts wholeheartedly, and his father is also one of them, and some things do need someone to discuss with him, Gao Changgong and his father are the most suitable people.

Lan Susu knew that he said something like this, and his father would naturally be shocked in his heart, after all, he was afraid that if it was really a girl of this era, even if it was a girl like Gao Xian who moved with her mind no matter what she did, she would not think of anything to hide, after all, this matter not only has a lot of technical content, but also has too many reasons, and ordinary girls are afraid that they will think that they must show their best side no matter what. Because only if you are good enough, then you will get better things, when she thinks of these things, Lan Susu's heart is also very clear, only she knows that from the beginning, she has been thinking about whether she can be sharp, otherwise she is afraid that she will become a thorn in the side of many people, and she has always done this, but some things are still out of her control, and she can't master all things, which Lan Susu understands very well, The current situation is already the best situation she can do, when she thinks of these situations, Lan Susu is also very happy in her heart, she is very glad that she chose to leave the Yongping Marquis Mansion ten years ago, and she has prepared a lot of things for herself in the past ten years, at least so far, these things have always been used for her own use, so it is enough, at least her precautions are not ineffective. It's not that Lan Susu doesn't want to tell his father about the things he has in his hands, but at this time, let's not say so much, after all, it's not a good thing that there are more people who know the secret weapon, it's not that he doesn't trust his father, just because it's not the time yet, the sixth prince is still eyeing him, if he exposes something too early, I'm afraid it will cause him to be alert, then the gain outweighs the loss.

"What has happened to your child in the past ten years, I don't know anything about being a father, and now your things are solved by yourself, and I have never asked my father to do anything for you, I feel that I am really unqualified as a father, and I don't know anything about my children, you have never asked your father to worry about your affairs, no matter when you have done your own things properly, which is very gratifying in my heart, But sometimes it's still a little lost, after all, I'm a father who didn't do anything for you, imagine that your mother was like this before, although you have never seen her, but you are really very similar to her, looking at you I always feel like I see your mother's shadow in you. Yongping Hou looked at Lan Susu, at this time he had to admit that Lan Susu once again brought him a lot of different feelings, what did this child go through in the past ten years, Yong Pinghou did not pursue it to the end, but he understood that Lan Susu's life in the past ten years must not be easy, she has also experienced too many things, even if there is such a master around her to guide her, but her life must not be so easy, thinking of the child's experience over the years has shaped her now, The current Lan Susu does make many people feel very good, but as a father, Yongping Hou's heart has always been full of self-blame, this is the first time he has deeply asked himself in his heart, is the thing he has been thinking he has insisted on all these years right or wrong? I have been doing a lot of things for the country, and even if it is my own marriage, there are a lot of political marriage sacrifices in it, but now seeing the results of these things I have done, Yongping Hou always can't help but ask himself in his heart, is this what he wants? All these things I have done over the years are right, but is it right or wrong to sacrifice so much in exchange for the current result?

For so many years, Yongping Hou has been wondering in his heart because he foresees the different results of the two children in the future, whether these things he has done are right or wrong? There are too many things that I can't understand, according to Lan Susu's words, many things are indeed not wrong, but now that I think about it, I have sacrificed so many things, and the final result is not satisfactory to me? Even Yongping Hou, who has always felt that he is very shrewd, can't figure out these things in his heart, but now the result of these things has been caused for so long and there is no way to change, everything is still too late for him to understand, but standing in his own position to say these things, even if he knows what the result will be in his heart, he will still do this, sometimes doing something must be sacrificed, or in his current position, there is no way to avoid these things. At this time, the more I understand it, the more heartache I feel, but even if some things are heartache, it's the same result, isn't it? Sometimes I don't even have my own children to see these things thoroughly, and it really makes my father feel shameless.

"Father's about my sister, I know that I did a bit too much, after all, for a woman can not have her own children in her life, then it means that this woman's life is incomplete, and it also means that this woman has to face too many difficult things in her life, but at that time I was helpless, I knew the situation too late, otherwise there might be other ways. But even if she sympathizes with her heart, her daughter will never be able to accept her things, in fact, we don't need to have such a deep hatred between us, because there is no need at all, the father and daughter are sometimes a very selfish person, this matter is the daughter's fault, the daughter does not want the father to blame herself for this matter, no matter what it is at any time, as long as the daughter does it, then the daughter should also bear the consequences of what she has done. Lan Susu looked at her father, how smart she was, how could she not notice the feelings in Yongping Hou's heart when she was like this, but what a person wants to grow into in the process of growing up is not something that others can decide, maybe other people's will have a lot of influence on her growth, but it does not mean that she has decided the path she wants to take, a person's life is her own choice, just like Lan Luoling may not be what he is now when he first started, Whether it is his own appearance or the influence of the eldest lady, it is not the key factor that determines Lan Luoling's life path, and in the end, the decision on everything still depends on Lan Luoling's own, but at this time, if he and his father say this, it is indeed wrong, then doing it will only aggravate the thoughts in his father's heart, but now everything is still under control, Maybe if he said this, although he couldn't make his father really think that all these things were his fault, at least he would know that he might think that many things were not decided by himself or him.

"Silly boy, even if these things have something to do with you1, how can they be your fault? There are too many things that we can control, what kind of path a person will choose, the people around him do have a lot of things that can affect her, but the person who really makes the decision is only herself, your sister will choose to do this because there is already such a subconscious in her heart, I already know those things between you, but these things are not your fault or her fault, the times will make people, and the times will destroy people, A person in the storm of the times can not stick to their own heart, then destined to be swallowed by the times, your sister she does not know these things but does not mean that he himself will not choose between ignorance, now that things are like this, her life will only become more painful, but my father has never thought of blaming you for these things, in fact, these things themselves have nothing to do with you. If it's wrong, it's because I, as a father, didn't do well enough and didn't have a timely understanding of my child's situation, so many things happened, and it's my fault to say it, how much does it have to do with you, it's just to protect yourself that things have happened, so don't blame yourself. Yongping looked at Lan Susu, this child has always been like this, when there is something happening to the people around her, she always thinks of these things at the first time, and always feels that maybe she has done something wrong at the first time, but what do these things actually have to do with him? Things have causes and effects, no matter what the result is, it's not that she did anything wrong, even if she is the trigger, but it is not only the reason that determines the result, there are other factors, how can Lan Luoling's matter blame Lan Susu, the heart of harming others must not be had, she herself gave birth to such a mind, so if she makes any mistake, she will have to bear such a result, is this world only allowed to harm people, and the person who was killed is not allowed to fight back? This is an era of the jungle, since you have decided to do those things, then you naturally have to bear the consequences of those things, since Lan Luoling has such a vicious mind, then it is natural to bear the consequences of those vicious thoughts, there is not the kind of person in this world who is obediently used and framed by others, even if it is right between sisters, it is right and wrong, and the things they do will naturally bear the consequences, This is also the result of thinking about it all night.