Eight hundred and forty-six

"Father, what happened between me and my sister has made you embarrassed. In fact, even if you blame me, it's human nature. "How could Lan Susu not understand that as a father at this time, although Yongping Hou said in his heart that it was not his fault to know things, but his mood was still not so good, after all, both of them were his own daughters, even if they hated the eldest lady, but as a father, they would not hate their daughters, such things Lan Susu still understood very well in his heart, but even if he understood some things in his heart, there was no possibility of change, and things were already placed there like this, According to Lan Luoling's temperament, he knew that he had changed the bowl of drugged things, but he was afraid that he would not give up with himself, and he didn't even make a move to grab anything from her, she had already done this, if he knew that he would not be able to have children for the rest of his life, he was afraid that he would blame himself, and he would not be like if he had done something wrong, and she would not think about the reason for these things. Because people in this world seem to have become accustomed to the fact that no matter what they do, it is someone else's fault, and they never look like they have done something wrong, which is already an inherent mode of thinking, and it is precisely for these reasons that so many people are self-righteous.

Lan Susu thought very clearly about these things, and since she started to do some things, Lan Susu understood that it was impossible for him and Lan Luoling to get along peacefully no matter what time they were in the world, and even if they didn't do some things, it didn't mean that Lan Luoling wouldn't do it, and even she would do a lot of other things, Lan Susu's mood was also very heavy when she thought of this, they were both father's daughters, I don't know if Lan Luoling thought that he would be sad after these things were known to his father? When I think of this, Lan Susu's heart is not a taste, after all, his father did something for himself and Lan Luoling, his own psychological side is very clear, although his father's love has always been hidden very deep, but it does not mean that there is none, people say that father's love is like a mountain, at this time Lan Susu really feels that he has experience, after knowing these things, Lan Susu's mood is not happy because of his father's understanding, on the contrary, because of such a thing, the psychological side is very sad, She has always cared about her father, although this man doesn't say anything, but he has also done a lot of things for himself, the same Lan Susu understands very well that his father has also done a lot of things for Lan Luoling, but I'm afraid that Lan Luoling has not understood the painstaking work of being a father until now, although he knows the matter between himself and Lan Luoling, oh, even if his father understands his position with Lan Luoling, now his father also said that Lan Luoling is self-inflicted, But that doesn't mean my father will be on his side. Lan Susu is still very self-aware in his heart, after all, he is his father's daughter, even if he understands it in his heart, but it is impossible to really abandon Lan Luoling, such a thing cannot happen to his father at all! So I'm afraid that my father has already made the final plan for Lan Luoling's affairs.

"You kid, you always take everything on your head, didn't you also say that no matter what it is, you have to look at the problem dialectically? It doesn't matter how things develop, the important thing is that you protect yourself, you don't have to think so much about other things, after all, these things are not caused by yourself alone, if there are really any unbearable consequences, it is not your fault alone, don't think so much, my father just feels that as a father, I am really a little incompetent, not only have I not taken care of you for so many years, Even Ling'er, who has been growing up by my side, I haven't taken good care of her, and it's all my own fault, if I'm not so busy, if I use more heart between you sisters, will all the problems become different, and I'm the most ashamed of being a father. ”

Yongping Hou looked at Lan Susu with a serious look, this child is like this, no matter when it is, he always blames a lot of things on himself, he has always comforted the people around him, but she didn't realize that she actually needs to be comforted, a girl is actually not like this, in many cases it is better for girls to show weakness, this child is really too much like her mother, no matter when it is like this, Speaking of which, there are really some reasons for being a father, for so many years a person has been struggling to survive outside, and it is not easy for this child, but he has been ignoring these things, and when he thinks of this, Yongpinghou's heart is very uncomfortable, Lan Susu, this child is too distressing.

"Father, there are some things that I don't care about sisterhood, there are many things that are not on the surface, I don't want to do it if I can, but I don't have any chance, no matter what, there are many things that I have to do, so at this time I can't allow myself to have the slightest weakness, I want to do too much, God has given me the opportunity to live, I will never give up, so even if others think I'm ruthless, I'm going to keep doing that. Lan Susu understands very well that he can't tell his father that he is actually a human being in two lives, let alone that he has really done a lot of things in order to survive, no matter what time it is, Lan Susu was also unwilling to do anything to hurt Lan Luoling, after all, he was his half-sister, but later Lan Susu understood that some things were not something he could not do if he didn't want to. So at this time, there is really no way for him to do nothing, and now that Lan Luoling has done such an excessive thing, he naturally can't sit still, no matter what, he doesn't allow such a thing to happen, no matter what the reason is, it's the same.

Lan Susu understands very well in his heart, maybe it is a little too early for him to say these things at this time, or others will think that they and Lan Luoling are very cruel, after all, these things are also poisoned to their own sisters, but Lan Susu is not only a person in two lives, whether it is in the past life or this life, Lan Susu is a person whose hands are stained with other people's blood, and Lan Susu is indeed a little confused in many times, or he cherishes such a hard-won opportunity. But it doesn't mean that Lan Susu will be slaughtered at such a time, after all, Lan Susu has always known that he is not a good person, after all, no good person will always think about killing people or something, but Lan Susu also understands in his heart that some things are not so simple, if things are really that simple, it would be good, where in this world would there be any absolutely good people or bad people? These things are just relative, and when I think about it, Lan Susu's heart is actually not so burdensome, but when he sees his father's heartache, Lan Susu has to admit that he is really sad when he sees this scene in his heart, after all, it is the person he cares about, for the person he doesn't care about, no matter what he does, he won't feel any burden in his heart, but for the person he cares about, it's completely different.

"You stupid child, how can your father not understand your feelings, it's just that some things are really not so simple, you don't have to think so much, what the result of these things will be is not what I want to manage, some things may be doomed, your sister chose that kind of path, then whether it is good or bad, she will have to suffer the consequences, but maybe in the future, she can only be accompanied by the ancient Buddha for a lifetime. But even this is the result of her own making, so I won't blame you or anything, because it has nothing to do with you at all, let's not talk about these things, now is the Spring Festival is the most important festival of our year, although only my father and you celebrate the New Year, but we are in the house where your mother used to live, and we are also with your mother. Speaking of which, nothing in this room has changed, as if your mother lived in it yesterday. ”

Looking at Lan Susu like this, he is unwilling to wait forever in his heart, but sometimes what will happen to his child, although he says that he is his father, but he can't be the master in his heart, I just hope that this child can understand these things well in the future, Lan Susu is talented and intelligent, and he is not a person who will always drill the horns, but there are too many things that have been happening, but I am afraid that this child is not completely ready to accept everything, when I think of these, The Marquis of Yongping understood that he should divert Lan Susu's attention, but at this time, even he didn't notice it, whether it was to divert Lan Susu's attention, or because he was in the place where his most beloved woman lived before his death, so he couldn't help but start recalling the past, these things have often been remembered for so many years, but he was very afraid to think about it, the past was both a sweetness and a painful torture for himself. After all, the death of the woman he loves also has his own reasons, although Lan Susu does not blame himself in his heart, but if he makes himself completely feel that he is not wrong, such a thing will never be done.

"Father, what kind of person is my mother, I never know, Mother Liu has always said that my mother is a very good person, although she is a princess but there are too many differences, but I have never known what kind of person he is, father, what kind of person is my mother in your eyes?" For the woman who came to this world and gave her life, Lan Susu can be said to know really not a lot, many times Lan Susu hates to understand that from the moment she loved her mother because of herself, she decided that she would avenge her mother, and many times her mother Lan Susu is just a simple conjecture, there are too many things that she doesn't know, but suddenly when her father mentions it, Lan Susu's heart suddenly wanted to know what kind of person his mother was in the eyes of his father, and a woman who could make men in this era never forget was a very special existence.

Lan Susu understands very well that even if his father is different from other men, but men in this era are used to having groups of wives and concubines around him, but even if he marries other women, his father still cares about his mother very much, and even puts his wife aside, so that the eldest lady will be jealous of his mother, and there will be a tragedy later, such a thing is really a bit unbelievable, and he used to have strange visions according to his birth. Lan Susu knew that something like this happened when her mother was born, so she always thought that her mother had traveled through time and space from other eras like herself, if she was not a person of this era like herself, she was afraid that she would not easily accept all kinds of things like this era, so at this time, Lan Susu was really curious, I don't know what was going on, the more she wanted to know what kind of person her mother was. Lan Susu didn't even know why she suddenly wanted to find out the origin of each of her true daughters, but she just thought that maybe it would be a little good for her to do so.

"Your mother is a very special woman, although he is a princess, but no matter when she has always done what she wants to do, I still remember the first time I met her......" Yongping Hou didn't expect his daughter to suddenly ask about her mother, at this time Yongping Hou felt faintly distressed in his heart, this child has never seen his mother since he was born, and even the people around him are only himself and Liu's mother are the ones who really understand her mother, But in order to protect her well, she has always told her that she can't easily tell Lan Susu about her mother, because Lan Susu's mother's identity is also a taboo, if it is known by people with bad intentions, Lan Susu will become very dangerous, at this time there are only father and daughter, and there is nothing to say. +