147 When you are in a bad mood, you will decline
Running a business is the same as a business.
If you don't water, your love will dry up, and if you don't fertilize, you'll have worms.
To put it bluntly, it's a feeling, it's fleeting, it's perishable. This is a passage posted by Lin Mo on Weibo, which is her current regret and resentment of ** love.
The wound is still bloody, and every touch can bleed again, not touching or hurting, and the pain is heart-wrenching, leaving a permanent scar on the road of life, and the name of this scar is - memory.
Lin Mo's scar is on the heart, always involving her heartache, every time the pain can remind her of what happened not long ago, this scar Lin Mo thought there would be a good day, but Lu Yifan appeared in front of her again and again and tore bigger, his face was a blade, cutting open the wound she had just condensed, making her injury even worse.
Maybe there will never be a day of recovery, she thought.
This year, Lin Mo got her college diploma, missing a series of things to take Lu Yifan to formally meet her parents, which was originally something they had discussed for a long time, in July, the sun passed through the mottled shadows of the trees, and became a fragment that could not be picked up, she became an administrator according to her father's wishes, and put her already boring life on a more boring track.
At that time, he was young and frivolous, and he was arrogant at that time, at this time, his heart had already been hollowed out, and he just stubbornly stayed in this sad city, not knowing why.
Yang Qi and Gucheng quarreled again, it seemed that Yang Qi asked Gucheng to help her bring something when she came back from the United States, in short, it was a very small thing, chatting and chatting and quarreling, and finally Yang Qi finally couldn't help but send a text message.
"Ancient City, let's break up!"
"I know you don't fit in when I just went abroad, we're fine. Yang Qi, you wait for me. โ
"When is it, when is it a head, didn't you say you were going to do a PhD there, what about me?"
"This matter has not yet been decided, and besides, studying for a PhD is not something I can read if I want to."
"At least you're starting to have that idea now. Isn't it? โ
Long. There was no reply there, and finally said dryly, "Yang Qi, we're fine." Stop it. โ
In just a few text messages, Yang Qi's mobile phone had already prompted that he was about to be in arrears.
When Yang Qi came out of the movie theater, although her face was very calm, Lin Mo knew that her heart was the same as the ground that had just finished raining. Wet, a slight word can be like a thunderbolt. It woke up her heart, which had stopped, and it rained again.
The ground was very wet, Yang Qi's car was driving very slowly, and Lin Mo could see things on both sides clearly reflected in her eyes. It is a scene of a sunny day after the rain and a new look.
Yang Qi looked ahead in a daze, his gaze never moving. Occasionally turning her face to look at the reflector, her expression was also wooden. It's like someone has had the shell of your soul removed, and it's insensitive.
"Yang Qi, have you really decided?" Lin Mo couldn't help but open his mouth and asked.
"Yes, I've decided." She said calmly and firmly that Yang Qi has her own way of judging and understanding feelings and life, so Lin Mo has nothing, and puts herself in Yang Qi's shoes, this time, Yang Qi was really injured.
"He didn't think about me at all, and if he did, he wouldn't think about himself again and again, and after finishing his Ph.D., he suddenly had an idea that he wanted to live there, so what about me, what should I do?"
The atmosphere in the car was a little depressing, Lin Mo picked up his mobile phone, brushed Weibo without anything, and suddenly drove a car quickly from Yang Qi's side, Yang Qi's car window was wide open, and he became a target of mud alive.
"Do you have a sense of public morality?" Yang Qi yelled at the car he had just driven, then put into gear and drove forward like crazy.
"Isn't it great to drive a car? Don't you know how to slow down on a rainy day? Where is the public morality dead? The scum of society, scum! Litter! Yang Qi scolded while speeding up vigorously, Lin Mo watched the car shoot out like an arrow off the string, Lin Mo knew that this scumbag had provoked a powder keg.
Originally, Yang Qi was still trying his best to control his feelings, and his action was undoubtedly to throw a burning match on the dry firewood, and it became a prairie fire.
Yang Qi held back, the car really caught her up, she parked the car in front of the man's car, watched the window roll down, threw a cigarette butt out of the car, and then a man got out of the car and walked towards Yang Qi's car.
Looking at the shape of his mouth, it seemed that he was about to open his mouth, and then he saw Yang Qi walking out of the car, looking miserable.
"Did I get it?" He looked at Yang Qi of the wolf bรจi and pointed at her and asked.
"Nonsense, do you have a sense of public morality!" Yang Qi opened his mouth at him and tugged at his clothes and said.
"I'll pay you!" He said.
"People are good at being bullied, horses are good at being ridden, how can there be a person like you" Yang Qi said and cried, the more he cried, the more sad he became, squatting on the street and crying silently, she was like this, and she scared the man all of a sudden.
"You can do whatever you want, but you don't say anything, what does it mean to squat here and cry?" He said.
"It's none of your business, pay attention next time you look at the car, don't slow down when the rain gathers, you deserve to be scolded" Lin Mo said to the man while pulling Yang Qi up.
"What's wrong with her?" The man looked at Yang Qi, who was even more wolf-like, and asked Lin Mo.
"What's the matter with you, don't let me touch you next time." Yang Qi raised his teary eyes, full of bloodshots, and yelled at him.
"I'm sorry that work didn't go well today, so I'm like this, girl." The man also walked over and pulled Yang Qi.
"Do you want someone else to vent when you're in a bad mood? Then who am I in a bad mood to vent to? Yang Qi stood up and yelled at the man.
"You buy clothes to vent, I'll buy you another clothes, okay, girl, I'm really sorry today." The man said.
Yang Qi sniffed, took Lin Mo's hand and said, "Let's go, let's buy clothes." โ
So the three of them entered the mall, there were a lot of people in the mall, Yang Qi pulled Lin Mo around, and the man had to follow.
Yang Qi also went into the bathroom of the mall, and the man looked at Yang Qi's back and asked Lin Mo, saying, "It's not because I'm like this, right?" โ
Lin Mo turned her head and said, "She's out of love!" You're out of luck and caught up. โ
"Then I really didn't have the time to catch up." He laughed.
When Yang Qi came out of the bathroom, the mud spots on his face had been washed away, there were still water droplets hanging on the curly hair on his head, and the temperature on his face had dropped a lot with the face he had just washed, and he was much more sober.
"Let's go, didn't you say buy it for me?" Yang Qi gestured with his head and asked.
"Let's go, you can buy whatever you want, count it in mine." He said.
Yang Qi picked out a white half-sleeve from the mall, then tried it to fit well, took one, and then said to the man, "Checkout!" โ
"Just buy this?"
"Didn't you say you were going to pay me?"
"Isn't it, it's just?"
"If you want to buy it, you can buy it."
When he came out of the mall, Yang Qi and Zhang Wenjie became friends, and he also told Yang Qi that it was because he went to ask for accounts for the group today, and the millions of accounts were not recovered, so he was a little angry.
"I thought you were going to take advantage of me?" Zhang Wenjie smiled, then looked at Yang Qi and said.
"I also thought, okay, Lin Mo, let's go." Yang Qi took Lin Mo's hand and walked to her car, Zhang Wenjie looked at her body soiled by mud spots, looked at her again, and scratched his head.
In the uneasiness of her feelings, she met Zhang Wenjie.
The next day, Yang Qi said that Zhang Wenjie invited her to watch a movie, but her tone was unclear, and Lin Mo couldn't hear her mood in the words.
When Yang Qi and Zhang Wenjie walked into the movie theater, Yang Qi stubbornly ordered the 33-day lovelorn that had been removed from the shelves, it was an evening show, Zhang Wenjie said, "Watch the night show, you are a woman, you are not afraid, and you are not afraid that I am a bad person?" โ
Yang Qi turned around, looked at him and said, "You dare to play hooligan!" โ
Zhang Wenjie smiled, and then took Yang Qi to walk around the street, and at this time, she realized that she hadn't come out to turn the street for a long time.
"Whatever you want to eat, I'll please!" He laughed.
But her heart was like a dark cloud, which could not be dispersed.
Zhang Wenjie walked into Yang Qi's life when she was the loneliest, at that time, she was physically and mentally exhausted, there was no trace of sunshine on her face, she would cry when she watched movies, she would cry when she listened to concerts, and even dreamed, and sometimes she could feel wet on her face when she woke up.
The sky is still hot like an oil painting, Zhang Wenjie likes to play a parasol of Ms. Chao and stand on the road across the street from her house downstairs waiting for her, waiting for her to come out of the building.
This guy, who came to her, was still wearing a white shirt and black trousers, standing on a purple parasol, which was very mismatched, and it made people want to laugh inexplicably.
After adding a traitor head with three or seven points, he could go back to before liberation, Yang Qi stared at him for a long time, and laughed loudly.
He smiled embarrassedly, put the umbrella over Yang Qi's head, and asked with an embarrassed face, "What are you laughing at?" โ
"It's okay, I want to be happy when I see you." She replied.
"I still have this ability, so it's up to you to see me if you're fine." Zhang Wenjie smiled shyly.
Yang Qi lowered his face and remembered the ancient city, he would never be like this, he would never say such a thing.
She raised her head, looked at Zhang Wenjie and said, "My boyfriend would never be like this." There was a slight sadness in her words.
"Do you think that's good, or is it bad?" Zhang Wenjie asked.
"Okay."
"By the way, you and your boyfriend?"
"It's a bit awkward." She replied quickly.
Women are like this, even if she proposes to break up thousands of times, she actually knows that she will be reconciled, she is waiting for that person to coax her, but when the man really says, okay, I promise, this sentence, the woman's tears will flow uncontrollably.
She still remembers what Gu Cheng said after she broke up, "Yang Qi, let's be fine." โ
Okay? How to do it well, don't think about everything, don't ask, and press it down. (To be continued) R640