Zhan Junhao inadvertently saw a figure walking over, he thought he was wrong at first, until the other party took out his mobile phone and answered a call, he was sure that it was Jing Xizhi.

After Jing Xizhi hung up the phone, she was just about to go upstairs, her wrist was suddenly grabbed, she subconsciously turned her head, the smell of wine made her twist her eyebrows, and when she looked at it, it turned out to be Zhan Junhao, she looked much haggard than before, there were dark blue circles under her eyes, and there was a shallow stubble under her chin, he wouldn't have disregarded his image like this before, his heart trembled suddenly, was he also very uncomfortable?

But what could she do, she had no way to face him, as soon as she saw him, she would be reminded of that shameful night, which was the greatest insult to her life, and it was better to never see each other.

"You've drunk too much, let me go!" Jing Xizhi tried not to look him directly into the eyes, for fear that he would fall into it at once, so he could only tilt his head and say indifferently.

"Xizhi, do you really want to be like this all the time? Can't you just try to forgive me? I've always felt guilty about what happened back then, but I also know that it's irreparable. ”

I'm afraid it's also because of the effect of alcohol that he has the courage to run out to face her, and several times, he can only quietly follow behind her, looking at her back, he also knows that she often stays in the company to work overtime during this time, and her mood has been very low.

If he did something else, he could have walked up to her to comfort her and give her a deep hug, but this sin was committed by himself, how could he get her forgiveness, even if he knew that Jing Xizhi might not forgive him in this life, but he still didn't want to part with her like this.

Jing Xizhi lowered his head, sighed deeply, and looked at Zhan Junhao with scarlet eyes, "You tell me, let me forgive you, Zhan Junhao, don't come to me again, let's live our own lives, I don't want to see you again, do you know what I think of when I see you?" ”

Zhan Junhao's pupils floated in the light with deep unease, "Xizhi, I know, but after so many years, can't you try to let go?" I know we actually have feelings for each other, don't we? I've already lost you once, do you want to leave me again? ”

There was hatred in her eyes, like a sharp sword, piercing people's hearts, "Zhan Junhao, it's not like I'm leaving you now, do you think my heart is very strong?" Am I so strong that I have to accept a bow that vibrates me? ”

Her eyes were red and swollen, and half of her face was hidden in the dim light.

Zhan Junhao only felt that his heart was like someone was holding the pain, the pain was so painful that he couldn't bear it anymore, he was silent for a moment, and raised his head again, this time he only felt that he was extremely sober, "Do you really don't want to see me again?" Don't want to see me again? ”

"That's right, I don't want to see you again in my life, and seeing you reminds me of that shameful night." Her eyes were like cold blades, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, her eyes were uncontrollably red, and gradually the wetness spread to the corners of her eyes, and she rubbed her eyes hard.

Zhan Junhao's face changed slightly, and the loss in his eyes couldn't be hidden, "Okay, since this can make you happy and make you forget everything, I will disappear in front of you." ”

After he said this, he turned around silently and walked forward with heavy steps, Jing Xizhi's eyes were sour, and the hot crystal swirled in his sockets.

She wanted to open her mouth to stop him, but the words came to her mouth, but she was like a fish in her throat, and when she walked to the door, she took out the key to open the door, and turned on the light in the living room, and her mood was lost to an extreme.

She had just finished taking a shower and was lying on the bed, when the phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar phone number, she slid down the answer button, "Hey! Who is it. ”

"May I ask if you are Zhan Junhao's lover? He had a car accident on the way back in the car, and now I'm afraid it's no longer possible, and he wants to see you one last time. ”

Jing Xizhi's pupils contracted suddenly, his body trembled violently, his hand slipped, and the phone fell on the cold floor with a small sound.

The doctor on the other side of the phone was still shouting, "Miss Jing, are you listening to me?" We are from the Central Hospital. ”

Jing Xizhi lifted the quilt and opened the door of the room, Lemon just got up to pour water, and when she saw Jing Xizhi in her pajamas, she was about to run out, so she hurriedly grabbed her, "Xizhi, where are you running in the middle of the night?" ”

Jing Xizhi turned around and startled Lemon, her face was as white as paper, her lips trembled uncontrollably, her eyes were red, and she choked up and said, "I'm going to the hospital, Zhan Junhao had a car accident." ”

"What? Got into a car accident? I have to say that I was also startled by the lemon, and hurriedly put down the cup to knock on Yang Jingzhu's door, and several people rushed to the hospital together.

When he ran to the hospital corridor, Lemon told Jing Xizhi while running, "Don't get excited, maybe it's okay, you can rest assured." ”

In fact, there is something only Jing Xizhi knows in his heart, the doctor has made it very clear on the phone just now, he can't do it, he really wants to leave her forever, this fool, do you really think she doesn't want to see him again? You'll have to give her a little buffer.

Jing Xizhi was also very angry at the time, and she really hated Zhan Junhao in her heart, but she just wanted to calm herself down for a while and think about it, not that she really didn't want to see him, even if the two of them didn't communicate, and being able to look at each other from a distance was sometimes a kind of happiness.

When I arrived at the door of the operating room, the doctor just walked out in a hospital gown and took off his mask, "May I ask you are Zhan Junhao's lover, right?" ”

Jing Xizhi nodded hurriedly and grabbed the doctor's arm like a life-saving straw, "Yes, how is he doing now?" ”

The doctor sighed regretfully, "The car they were driving crashed into the green belt on the side of the road, and your husband directly rolled out of the car, with many hands on his body and his head on the rocks on the ground, and we have done our best." ”

Jing Xizhi was stiff, her feet were weak, and she almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Yang Jingzhu next to her quickly grabbed her, "Xizhi, you hold on." ”

Everyone didn't think about it, and the fate of the two of them came to an end like this, and Jing Xizhi stood in place, and his eyes were hot and moist.

The doctor and nurse pushed Zhan Junhao back to the ward, his head was wrapped in gauze, there was no trace of blood on his face, his whole body was cold, Jing Xizhi reached out to touch him, his fingers trembled uncontrollably, tears wet her eyes, and she began to sobb suppressedly.

He Lin and Xiao Yu also came later, everyone gathered in the ward, no one dared to take a step forward, Xiao Yu saw this scene, almost fainted, fortunately He Lin helped him in time, almost everyone here knew what happened between Jing Xizhi and Zhan Junhao.

Because Zhan Shaoqing sent a text message to everyone in the afternoon, that is, before Zhan Junhao's car accident, He Lin also said that he didn't know why Zhan Junhao's mood was so abnormal during this time.

Lemon and Yang Jingzhu saw this cruel scene, and had no choice but to stand aside, they both knew that no one's pain could match Jing Xizhi, Jing Xizhi squatted on the ground, holding Zhan Junhao's in his hand, and his heart was bitter, "Zhan Junhao, didn't you say that you want to be with me forever?" What's going on with you now? Are you torturing me? Do you think that dying will make up for the mistakes you once made to me? ”

Yang Jingzhu still couldn't help but walk over to comfort Jing Xizhi, "Xizhi, don't be sad, I believe he doesn't want to see you in such pain, in fact, he is afraid that he doesn't have the courage to face himself, but he also doesn't have the courage to face you." ”

He Lin stood aside, his usual ruffian aura on his body, "Jun Hao didn't know what he was doing at that time, can't you even see what he has done to you?" Do you know how he lives every day in the United States? All he thinks about in his heart is you, and you, because of your sister's affairs, blame him for so long. ”

Lemon stepped forward and put his hand on Jing Xizhi's shoulder, "Xizhi, do you still blame him now?" Isn't it impossible to forgive him? In fact, as long as he loves you, besides, what happened a few years ago was not what he wanted at all, you have been with him for so long, don't you know who he is? ”

"I know, but what's the use of forgiving him now, he won't hear anymore." As long as she thought that the person who loved her the most in her life in the future would disappear forever, Jing Xizhi's eyes were sour, and salty tears poured out, and after tears flowed out on her face, they gathered on her slender chin, fell, and exploded into a splash.

Herin raised an eyebrow, "Have you really forgiven him?" ”

Jing Xizhi turned his head, tears filled all corners of his face, his heart was torn blood, and he cried out, he could no longer suppress the grief in his heart, "That's right, I forgive him, I will never be angry with him again, I can forgive him for everything he did to me." ”

He Lin covered his mouth and coughed lightly, "Okay, don't pretend, everyone has forgiven you, get up quickly." ”

Jing Xizhi was stunned, only to see Zhan Junhao on the bed suddenly lift the quilt and sit up, frightening Jing Xizhi to freeze in place, his eyes widened, "You guys····· Didn't you get into a car accident? ”

He Lin stepped forward with a smile and patted Zhan Junhao on the shoulder, "He was in a car accident, but he just hit his head on the dashboard in front of him, and it was not a big deal." ”

Zhan Junhao excitedly grabbed Jing Xizhi's shoulders, those deep eyes, the eyes were as heavy as the vast ocean, "Xizhi, do you really forgive me?" You're going to be back together with me, right? ”

Jing Xizhi suddenly realized that all this was a trick by He Lin and Zhan Junhao, and he trembled with anger, and raised his hand and hit Zhan Junhao, "Zhan Junhao, you are simply too hateful, how can you lie to me like this?" ”

Zhan Junhao didn't resist or block, he resisted Jing Xizhi's beating stiffly, and when she was bored, he reached out and took her into his arms, his thin lips were smiling lightly, and his eyes were quite deep, "I can't bear the days without you, if you really don't forgive me, I can't get through such a difficult day, Xizhi, promise me, be with me again, I will make up for the damage to you." ”

Jing Xi's hatred for Zhan Junhao is no longer so deep, she clearly understands that if Zhan Junhao really disappears from this world, the pain in her heart will not be shallower than the hatred for him.

Sometimes, if you don't know the key between life and death, you can't test a person's heart, everyone should not underestimate their love for each other, cherish every hard-won feeling.