Chapter 152: Tormenting Each Other
Zhan Junhao happened to be standing behind Jing Xizhi, and when he heard this, he was also shocked, he had always been steady, and it was rare that his shoulders were shaking.
Zhan Shaoqing inadvertently raised his head, and saw Zhan Junhao, whose face had changed greatly, with a triumphant smile in his eyes, "Junhao, are you here?" โ
Jing Xizhi got up stiffly and turned around slowly, "That man that night was you?" โ
Zhan Junhao never thought that the woman who was sent a few years ago turned out to be Jing Xizhi, what a joke God played on him, and his dark eyes seemed to contain thousands of years of ice, "I didn't know that woman was you, I was also drugged that day, I'm sorry!" โ
Jing Xi's beautiful eyes widened, her body shook suddenly, she was almost a little unable to stand, and the last light under her eyes dimmed into ashes, "Why?" Why, why is that person you? Zhan Junhao, do you know how traumatic that incident caused me. โ
Zhan Junhao didn't dare to step forward, his face was full of astonishment, even he couldn't accept this truth, if it was someone else, he could still give a sum of money to make up for it as much as possible, but this person turned out to be Jing Xizhi, his favorite, and his heart fell to the bottom.
He knows Jing Xizhi's temper very well, not to mention that this kind of thing is so shameful, it is an insult to Jing Xizhi, even if it is him, I am afraid that Jing Xizhi will not be able to accept it.
"I'm sorry, Xizhi, I just found out, I didn't know what I was doing at that time, and the next day, I was already taken away, and I didn't see you when I woke up."
Such a 1 in 1,000 chance that it will happen to them, is there really no fate? He broke through many difficulties, just to let her return to his side, and saw that they could live happily together in the future, but such a thing happened.
It was nothing more than a broken bone, and the intense guilt broke his heart into pieces.
An extremely bitter and sarcastic smile appeared on Jing Xizhi's face, full of coldness, "No matter what your reason, I can't forgive you, Zhan Junhao, let's end it." โ
After she said this, she turned around and ran out of the restaurant without looking back, Zhan Junhao stood in place, his feet were like a piece of iron, and there was no way to move a step under his feet, he turned around, his face immediately turned black, obviously displeased.
"You did it on purpose, if you can't get her, you're going to try your best to break us up?"
"It's not my intention, it's just that God doesn't want you to be together, you said that the world is so big, any woman can be the girl back then, but it turned out to be Xixi, whose fault do you say this is?"
Zhan Shaoqing's understated tone was brushed aside.
Zhan Junhao's hands on both sides were clenched into fists, but there was no way to do anything, this was not Zhan Shaoqing's fault, he made his own mistakes, and no one was to blame.
Jing Xizhi ran for a long distance before stopping, and suddenly felt a suffocation in her heart and almost couldn't breathe, and the feeling of despair swallowed her like a tide in an instant, she would rather be any one than Zhan Junhao, maybe there is really no fate between them, let her spend the rest of her life with a person who once bowed and raped her, I'm afraid it is more uncomfortable than death.
She stood like a sculpture, gasping rapidly, hot tears gushing like a spring, the phone in the bag was buzzing, it was Zhan Junhao calling, once when Jing Shirui had an accident, she didn't feel much hatred for him, but now even when she saw his name, she felt that it made her dazzling, and she hung up and shut it down directly.
She didn't know how she went back, but when Lemon and Yang Jingzhu saw her ugly face, they both greeted her, and Lemon took the lead in asking, "Xizhi, what's wrong with you?" Did someone bully you? โ
Yang Jingzhu subconsciously blurted out, "Is it Zhan Junhao bullying you?" โ
"Don't tell his name in front of me!" Jing Xizhi bent over and roared angrily, trembling like a fallen leaf, looking distressing.
Yang Jingzhu and Lemon stood aside and were stunned, what did this Zhan Junhao do to make Jing Xizhi so excited, they had never seen her like this, and they suddenly felt that it was definitely not a trivial matter.
Jing Xizhi moved to the room step by step, slammed the door shut, and locked it, she slowly slid down the wall and fell on the cold floor, and even her heart was cold to the bone.
Just when Lemon and they were at a loss, the doorbell rang, Yang Jingzhu ran to open the door, only to see Zhan Junhao with an ugly face, he couldn't wait to ask, "Is Xizhi back?" โ
"Come back, in the room, I said what the hell is going on with you two? Did you her off? When Yang Jingzhu saw Zhan Junhao's face, she was even more convinced that something important must have happened between them.
"We ยทยทยทยทยท It's nothing, she's fine, please watch her well for the past two days and pay attention to her safety. โ
When such a thing happened, Zhan Junhao was very worried that Jing Xizhi would not be able to think about it, and he would not have the face to face her again, and he could not open his mouth to ask Jing Xizhi to forgive her, and even he himself could not forgive himself.
Zhan Junhao left, Yang Jingzhu closed the door and shrugged speechlessly, "What the hell is going on with the two of them?" โ
Jing Xizhi stayed in the room and hadn't eaten for a day, Lemon and Yang Jingzhu were getting more and more worried, she didn't open the door when she knocked on it, and she didn't say anything, Yang Jingzhu stared at the door, and she was also anxious, "What should I do?" Why don't we bang on the door. โ
Lemon sighed, "You go to my room and get the backup key." โ
As soon as the words fell, the door was opened, and Jing Xizhi stood at the door with red eyes, startling Yang Jingzhu and Lemon.
Yang Jingzhu cautiously touched Jing Xizhi's shoulder, "Are you okay, Xizhi?" โ
Jing Xizhi raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, but there was hatred in his eyes, "I'm fine." โ
Zhan Junhao's mood has been in a low period because of this incident, working overtime in the company desperately during the day, drinking in the bar at night, and getting drunk every night.
Jing Xizhi is not much better, she is absent-minded at work every day, and she has made a mistake in the contract several times, but although Yang Jingzhu and Lemon looked anxious, they didn't know what was going on, and they didn't know where to comfort her.
Yang Jingzhu looked anxiously at Jing Xizhi lying on the table, "Xizhi, you haven't eaten for a day, why don't I buy you something to eat, how can you do this?" โ
Jing Xizhi shook his head dejectedly, "I don't want to eat, I don't have much appetite." โ
Yang Jingzhu reached out to brush away the broken hair scattered on her forehead, "If you have anything, you can tell me, are you still hiding it from us for the rest of your life?" Have you forgotten that we are good friends who talk about everything? โ
I've never seen Jing Xizhi like this, just a week has passed, her whole person is a lot haggard, sometimes she even loses everything, if she continues like this, Yang Jingzhu doesn't know what to do with her.
Jing Xizhi raised her head slowly, remembering that night a few years ago, it was like a nightmare haunting her for several years, even if she dreamed at night, she sometimes dreamed of it, but what was even more painful was that the man turned out to be Zhan Junhao, and she immediately felt a heart-tearing pain, and her eyes were black in pain.
She told Yang Jingzhu what happened, Yang Jingzhu was also very surprised, she probably didn't expect that person to be Zhan Junhao, no wonder Jing Xizhi was depressed during this time, in other words, no one is afraid that they can't accept such a cruel fact, she doesn't know how to comfort Jing Xizhi, forgiveness is not so easy, but they both love each other deeply.
"Xizhi, I don't know how to say it, anyway, things have been going on for so long, if you don't try to let go, it will be the two of you who will suffer after all, you also said that Zhan Junhao was drugged by someone, he didn't mean it, it was just an unintentional mistake."
Although he knew that this was the case, Jing Xizhi was like Jing Shirui's incident at the beginning, and he couldn't cross this gap.
She only knew that she didn't want to see Zhan Junhao now, even if her heart hurt to death, she didn't want to see him, and then recalled that terrible night, which was an abyss of pain for her.
"I know, let it be, if I am destined to be unable to cross the past, just when I am really destined to be inseparable from him in this life."
The corners of her mouth couldn't help but raise a wry smile.
Zhan Junhao was drunk sitting in the bar during the day, and when He Lin rushed over, he saw that he was still drinking wildly, snatched the wine bottle, frowned and said, "I saw that you were just for Jing Xizhi, what happened to the two of you?" Haven't they all decided to reconcile? I didn't see you drink like that when she abandoned you, did you? โ
Zhan Junhao had a heavy layer of dark circles under his eyes, he hadn't slept well for several nights, his eyelids were falling, and his sadness was overflowing, "Me and her may really be impossible for a lifetime." โ
Herin sat next to him, holding the bottle of wine and not giving it to him, "As for it?" Isn't it just a quarrel? It's unlikely for a lifetime, but according to your character, you can divorce you because you made a wrong decision, and you don't really commit any unforgivable sins this time, otherwise I don't know how to torture you. โ
Zhan Junhao waved his hand, his handsome face withered with brilliance, leaving only a layer of gray, "You go back first, I'll know that I'll take a taxi back in a while." โ
He Lin thought that there was still something to do, so he didn't bother to care about him, anyway, it wasn't the first time he had drunk, "Then I'll go first, you drink less, and call me when you go home." โ
After Zhan Junhao waited for He Lin to leave, it didn't take long for him to leave, he took a taxi to Jing Xizhi's residence, stood in the pavilion downstairs and looked at the lights in the living room above, I don't know if she came back, he hasn't seen her for more than a week, he often can't sleep at night because of the kind of longing torture, as if he has returned to the time when she abandoned him.