It turned out that it was already winter, the original house had been sold, and this place was the first time she had seen it.

It was a dilapidated simple rental house, with a dim 60-watt lamp hanging on the roof, and the whole room was seen at a glance, and in front of it was a dilapidated sofa, which seemed to have been bitten by rats.

The corners of Chenxi's eyes were a little moist, her family was originally a wealthy family, but now, even such a dilapidated cottage was rented.

"Dad." Chenxi turned around, looked at Gao Yang's slightly tired face, and shouted.

Wang Lan walked back and forth in the vegetable market, asking how much this rape was, and then turned to ask how much another rape was, and ran many times, before finally buying a little bit of rape, and looked down to see the cabbage leaves that people peeled off, and quietly stuffed them into the rape bag she bought like a thief.

She cooked quietly, the atmosphere in the room was a little depressing, and the sound of the TV that was not high was particularly harsh in this small space, Wang Lan knocked the board, Gao Yang finally couldn't help but roar, "It's not chopping bones, what are you doing so hard." ”

Then, Gao Yang lowered his head and smoked a cigarette, the smell was a little choking, and the whole room was filled with the smell of smoke.

When Wang Lan came in to get something, she smelled the smell of smoke all over the house, and when she saw Gao Shengying, who was coughing, she yelled at Gao Yang, "What do you smoke, such a big place, a cigarette smell full of family, and money to smoke, less than fifty, not yet retirement, such a big person, can't even find a job." ”

She knew that her accident had changed her family.

At the dinner table, I couldn't hear the familiar laughter, I no longer discussed what was good lately, and I no longer heard my mother nagging my father's phone calls, but there was only silence, which made Chenxi feel terrible silence, which was the silence that only came in poverty, despair, and pain.

Yes! Gao Shengying suddenly screamed, spit out the food he had eaten in his mouth, looked up at Wang Lan and said, "Mom, there are stones in the dish." ”

Wang Lan didn't even raise her head, glanced at her daughter, and said, "Some of them are already good." ”

"You're really, why don't you wash the dishes." Gao Yang muttered while biting the steamed bun.

This lasted for half a year.

One day, Wang Lan came back from the hospital to pick up the medicine for Chenxi, put the medicine on the table without saying a word, got up and went to cook.

She was a little absent-minded in chopping vegetables, so much so that Gao Shengying suddenly walked in and shouted, Mom, I'm thirsty. She almost cut to her fingers.

Then he turned his head to look at Gao Shengying and said, "Oh, there's cold water over there, you can drink some." ”

Dawn leaned against the bed, watching her mother chop vegetables in slow motion.

When eating, Chenxi didn't eat, there was no appetite, the sky was a clean blue, there was not a trace of clouds, the sky was beautiful that day, Chenxi would not forget it.

She heard Wang Lan and Gao Yang shouting hysterically, then silence, and then the sound of throwing things.

Wang Lan stood up from the stool, threw the chopsticks on the table, and shouted, divorce!

"I don't want to live like this anymore, eating steamed buns and pickles every day, eating a vegetable can also be regarded as improving life, you see, what has become of Shengying's little face, and you, I can't even eat, and I can't stop smoking." Wang Lan finished speaking in one breath, looked at her beside the bed, a trace of distress flashed on her face, and with what she just said, Chenxi felt that it was an illusion she generated.

Wang Lan's face twitched a little, the hand on his side was trembling slightly, Gao Yang didn't pay attention to Wang Lan anymore, bit the white-flour steamed bun in front of him, sandwiched a chopstick rape into Shengying's bowl, and said, "Eat more, child." This seems to be said to Wang Lan.

Her eyes were very astringent, but she couldn't cry, and there was an indescribable peace in her heart, or because she could understand her mother's behavior, so even if she was sad, she would never cry.

Bang, Wang Lan's actions made the door ring violently, Gao Yang didn't speak again, at night Chenxi and his sister lay on the narrow double bed, the sister on her side had already fallen asleep, she closed her eyes but couldn't sleep, and she could smell the faint smell of cigarettes between her noses, filling her brain.

She heard her father pressing his phone in the silent night, and listened to his father's deep voice, saying, "I've wronged you, let's leave." ”

Dawn pulled the quilt tightly, biting the corners of the quilt to prevent herself from crying. Tears dripped down the corners of the eyes on the pillow.

Dawn remembered that it was a hot and dry day, she looked up and could see the willow tree outside the rental house, swaying its body, blocking the light in front of her, and falling mottled images on her arms, the flying insects on the trees kept knocking on the already dirty and blurry glass, making a thumping sound, watching them kill themselves, she felt so funny, a small flying insect climbing fell from a leaf, and she suddenly felt that something in her heart seemed to be broken.

When Wang Lan pushed the door open, Chenxi was sitting by the window, bored playing with the flying insects, moving her fingers back and forth, watching the little flying insects struggle at her hands.

"The divorce agreement has been written." Wang Lan didn't sit down, took out a pen and put it in front of Gao Yang. The flying insect in Chenxi's hand suddenly raised its wings and flew up, and circled around the room, Wang Lan raised her head, shook her head in disgust, and even drove it away with her hands, for a moment, or rather, at that moment, Chenxi felt that the little flying insect was just like her.

"What about the kid." Gao Yang looked up at Wang Lan and asked.

Wang Lan swallowed her saliva, thought for a while, and stammered a little, "You take Shengmei, and I will take Shengying." ”

Dawn's fingers drew circles on the edge of the window boringly, and the hot sky made her feel a little suffocated.

Gao Yang hesitated for a while before he said, "Okay, I'll take Shengmei with me." She looked at Wang Lan's face with a relieved expression, and her heart hurt fiercely, as if she had been pricked by a needle.

After Gao Yang finished speaking, he had to sign the paper.

Gao Shengying raised her eyes and looked at her who seemed bored on the side, as if her parents' divorce had nothing to do with her.

She stood beside Wang Lan and called her "Sister...... That was the last time Gao Shengying called her sister, and after that, she was taken away by her mother.

She is the one who is going to be abandoned, and her parents' divorce is because of her in the final analysis, what can she say, which made her parents angry and yelled, "It's not all because of you." "Then she really can't stay in that house for a moment