33,000 times to look back, just for the company of this life

"Are you going to strangle me?" Deng Chao asked.

"Yes."

Deng Chao turned his head to look at her, and then said with a smile, "Strangling me, it's not good for you!" ”

Why are you like this, although it is not much vigorous, but I can't leave you anymore, I really can't leave you, and you will even appear in my dreams. Dawn thought.

Deng Chao knelt down and made a wish, Chenxi stood aside, peeking at his side face, after he stood up, Chenxi asked him what he had made, he shook his head, and remained mysterious.

Say, "If you say your wishes, you won't come." ”

"Uncle, do you sell cigarettes here?" Lin Mo tentatively poked his head out and asked.

The uncle pushed open the glass window in front of the small house, Lin Mo felt a warm air dispersed on her face, the uncle looked her up and down, and seemed to be frightened by her remarks, it felt as if she was asking, uncle, do you have ** here. When Lin Mo thought like this, he suddenly laughed.

"Little girl, do you want to buy cigarettes?" Uncle asked.

Hearing the uncle say this, Lin Mo couldn't help but also set her eyes on herself, from top to bottom, she was dressed very casually, and she really didn't look like a junior student.

"Yes, uncle, do you sell them one by one?" Lin Mo asked.

The uncle smiled, honestly showed his uneven teeth, took one from the cigarette case scattered next to him and handed it to her, saying, "Here, what are you doing with the little girl's smoking!" ”

"Motion sickness! I heard that smoking a cigarette can cure motion sickness! Lin Mo smiled at Uncle Mochong, revealing a row of neat teeth.

"How much, uncle." He asked.

The uncle waved his hand, and Lin Mo smiled at the uncle embarrassedly and said thank you.

Just as he was about to leave, his hand stood up, and he thought of something, turned his head and knocked on the glass again, the uncle pushed open the window, looked at her, his mouth was about to open, she showed a cigarette at the uncle and said, "No fire?" Borrow another fire! ”

When Lin Mo turned his head, he saw three or two people on the street casting strange glances at her, Lin Mo wrapped her clothes hard, it felt like being looked at, Lin Mo took two puffs, she was too unaccustomed to other people's eyes, and threw the unfinished cigarette on the snow.

Pushing the door and walking into the noisy waiting room, Lin Mo finally found a seat, just sat down, remembered that when he went, he was so sick of motion sickness, and got up and walked towards the shopping area.

"Is there any motion sickness medicine?" Lin Mo asked.

The salesman didn't raise her eyes, and threw Lin Mo a paper bag, she glanced at the salesperson in surprise, took the paper bag, and the wrapping paper was written "Specializing in the treatment of male diseases, welcome to ......" She turned the paper bag around twice depressedly, and then asked, "How many are there?" The waiting room was too noisy, and the salesperson ignored Lin Mo, so she was a little breathless.

"One is enough!" The woman rolled her eyes at Lin Mo, and Lin Mo couldn't help but roll her eyes back at the salesman, saying that the customer was God, and Lin Mo felt that she deserved to be a debtor.

Lin Mo opened the small pill under the disgusting package and pinched it in her hand, no matter how she looked at it, it looked like a common contraceptive pill, she suddenly wanted to throw it away, and then thought about it when she went to vomit to death, or she used mineral water to smooth her stomach.

"I'll be back in the afternoon! Will you pick me up? Lin Mo stood at the door of the bus station, looked at the pedestrians coming and going, and called Lu Yifan.

"What time is the afternoon?" He asked.

"It's past six o'clock." Lin Mo asked.

"I see." Lu Yifan's answer was very simple, so Lin Mo didn't want to say any more.

There are Dongzi's unread text messages on the phone.

Good bye!!!!!

Goodbye, not next time, but never again, who invented goodbye, so succinctly expresses a person's mood.

It was just two short words, but Yang Dong unconsciously wet his eyes, standing on the streets of Beijing, remembering that someone had stood here, stubbornly waving his hand, as if saying goodbye to him.

The fish says to the water: Why don't I see your sorrow.

The water says to the fish: You can't see my sorrow.

You are a fish, I am water, you will never see my injury, Lin Mo is such a storage to Yang Dong.

Lin Mo leaned back in the chair, looked at Yang Dong's text message, and couldn't describe his mood at the moment, leaned back on the chair, and closed his eyes.

Lu Yifan had already walked back and forth on the street of the school seven or eight times, smoking one after another, he was a little sad, he didn't know what to do with Lin Mo.

He felt that she didn't understand the girl at all.

Finally, after walking the tenth lap, Lu Yifan threw the unfinished cigarette on the ground, turned around and walked in the direction of the car, he decided to break up with Lin Mo.

The sunset is infinitely good, Chenxi carried Deng Chao down the mountain, stood at the foot of the mountain and looked up, there was a solemn feeling.

On the way back, Deng Chao told Chenxi a story.

It is a Buddhist story, basically speaking, on the beam of the Yuanyin Temple where the incense is flourishing, there is a spider that has been cultivated for a thousand years, one day, the Buddha saw this spider and asked, "You and I meet is fate, I will ask you a question, see if you have practiced for a thousand years, what is your humble opinion." The spider agreed, and the Buddha asked, "What is the most precious thing in the world?" The spider thought for a moment and replied, "The most formal in the world are" and "not obtained" and "lost." Another thousand years passed, the Buddha asked the same question again, the spider gave the same answer, another thousand years passed, the wind blew the nectar onto the spider's web, the spider looked at it every day, and felt that it was crystal clear and beautiful, but it was not long before the nectar was blown away by a gust of wind, and the spider felt like it had lost something, feeling sad and lonely, and the Buddha asked it the same question for the third time, and it thought of the nectar and replied, "The most precious thing in the world is that it has not been obtained" and "has been lost"

"The spider gave the same answer three times?" Dawn couldn't help but interject.

Deng Chao smiled slightly, and then said, "Then, the Buddha let it go to the world for a while, feel it, the spider was reincarnated into an official family, and her parents named her "Spider" Ganlu, the new champion of the new family, and everyone loved her, including the emperor's princess Changfeng, and Spider thought that this was the marriage given to her by the Buddha. In the end, the emperor issued an edict and ordered Ganlu and Princess Changfeng to get married, and Spider and Prince Zhicao to get married, Spider was grief-stricken and her life was in danger, and the Buddha came and said to her, "Spider, have you ever thought about who brought the manna to you?" It's the wind, he's just an episode in your life, and the prince is the grass under the temple, he has seen you for three thousand years, and has loved you for three thousand years, but you have never seen it, spider, I ask you again, what is the most precious thing in the world? ”

The spider suddenly realized and said, "The most precious thing in the world is not "not obtained" and "lost", but the happiness that can be grasped now. ”

Chenxi leaned on Deng Chao's shoulder and said, "I understand what you want to say." ”

He kissed her lightly on the forehead and said, "Dawn, aside from everything else, we are still very happy, we must be content, and we can get through the sadness together." ”

Chenxi turned her head to look at Deng Chao, and said with a smile, "Have you been possessed by the Buddha?" It's so in-depth. ”