"You hurt me, and you laughed it off, the greed of your love, the cowardice of my love, tears flowed, memories are superfluous, only blame yourself for all the faults of loving you. The unforgettable will be you like this, and you will laugh it off! Yang Dong said the lyrics, and tears fell to the ground.

"How well written the lyrics! yes, Lin Mo. Yang Dong sniffed, and the smile on his face was more ugly than crying.

"You know how I feel when I look at you just standing in front of me, crying helplessly? My heart is even more uncomfortable, because you are not crying for me, you are crying in front of me, for another man, for my words, and when I was just now, you probably really felt sorry for me, but the tears never flowed, tears can't deceive people, you love him more than you love me"

"Probably!"

"Lin Mo, in fact, I thought about it a lot, thinking about taking you there, going here, wanting to take you to taste the delicious food here, and play the fun here, but the result is like this, it's not that you don't understand my intentions, it's that you don't care about it at all."

"Dongzi, to you, I can only say I'm sorry, the money you spent for me here, half of us each, I will pay you back."

"Do you think I care about that? What's more, now that you and I have calculated so clearly, in the past, when we were friends, we didn't say such a thing when we had dinner together, and you think that when you pay off the money you owe me, you will pay it all off, do you think of it? ”

Lin Mo was silent.

That night, Lu Yifan's roommates drank together, Lin Mo didn't know that at that time, she was with Yang Dong, and the two were sitting there, embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

They must have drunk too much, everyone drank too much, one of his roommates called Lin Mo, of course, using Lu Yifan's mobile phone, when the phone was picked up, she heard that it was not Lu Yifan's voice, Lin Mo was also very lonely that day, dusty, physically and psychologically very uncomfortable, seeing Lu Yifan's phone, she still unconsciously showed a slight smile, probably drunk, the voice was a little vague, Lin Mo didn't hear it at first It wasn't him.

Yang Dong sat opposite, looking at her with painful eyes.

"Hey, are you that Lin Mo? Speak, don't think you just don't speak. He yelled, his voice indistinct.

"Did he drink too? What about him, let him answer the phone. ”

"He, he drank too much, and his woman ran to sleep with other men, why, can't he even drink some wine?" Hearing him say this, Lin Mo really wanted to scold, but before she could open her mouth, she cried, she couldn't stop crying, Yang Dong came over and wanted to comfort her, she glanced at him and pushed it away.

Her love, in Lu Yifan's eyes at the moment, is so fake, Lu Yifan at this moment, as if watching her roll over the iron plate, still gently hooked the corners of her mouth, turned around and left.

At half past five in the morning, the outside had already lit up because of the snowfall, and there was a layer of fog, Yang Dong stood there and said, "I won't send you, you can take the car to the station by yourself." ”

"You're here, it's a big surprise for me, I have to go back slowly." Yang Dong put his hand on Lin Mo's shoulder, then reached out and touched her face, and then said, "Let's go, Lin Mo, no one will forgive you like me, in the future, remember, if you don't like it, don't agree to others, if you agree, you owe love, don't think he's good to me, just agree, it's his business if he likes it, whether you like it or not is the most important thing, it's just love, not marriage, you don't need to settle!" ”

"Dongzi, actually, if I hadn't been reckless at the beginning, we would have been very good buddies."

"Once this layer of window paper is pierced, you will never be able to be a buddy again."

"However, I don't regret it, at least, I like you, and I've already sued you"

Dongzi pushed her and watched her turn her head, how much he wanted to see this face at first, but now, he said, "Lin Mo, I don't want to see you in the future." ”

Lin Mo heard his choked words, looked at his eyes, and there was a little crystal at the corner of his eye, which slowly flowed down his cheeks.

"It's worth it, you cried for me. Silly x! Yang Dong wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and pushed her forward.

They went to Mengshan together, there are a lot of people around, the New Year is about to be celebrated, there is also a New Year's atmosphere on the mountain, when she is ready to go up the mountain, she turned her head and saw cars parked around, many people, men, women and children, all kinds of people, she turned her head and asked, "The people who come here, are they all believing in Buddhism?" "Or do you want us to be like this, as a tourist attraction?" Deng Chao turned his head to look, and then said, "We are both." ”

On the way up the mountain, Chenxi walked very slowly, and when the two of them sat together, drinking water and resting, he opened his mouth and said, "Why do you think they believe in Buddhism? People have fear, when they encounter things, they will instinctively think about going backwards, and after thinking, they will have the courage to continue to move forward. ”

Chenxi knew that Deng Chao's words were meant for her, she smiled slightly, turned her head and continued, "There are some things that you can't do when you think about them, you think about them, but you know that you can't do them." ”

"Dawn, your thoughts are too paranoid." His eyes were shining, like the warm sun of spring, yes, he was always sunny, positive, confident, but why, the original haughty morning light had changed.

The temple in winter is very quiet, the Mengshan Giant Buddha smiled slightly, looking at the people who came to worship, the temple bell rang far away, there is a kind of washing the soul, shocking power, the morning light stood in front of the Mengshan Giant Buddha, and suddenly thought of a sentence.

"No desire, no desire!"

People are all the same, they are all chasing the ** bag that can never be full, and when you get a little, then think about why can't I get more.

It's like just living in a room that is not covered on all sides, begging to have a place to shelter from the wind and rain, and after this place is realized, a new ** is born, and people are always like this, and they can't be satisfied.

People yearn for heaven because the legend says that there is no desire, no **, no pain, nothing, of course, there will not even be feelings, so they will not be troubled and pained by the love of the world.

Chenxi was distracted, Deng Chao attached to her ear, and asked softly, "What do you want?" ”

His snort was soft, brushing her sideburns.

Then he squatted in front of Dawn and picked her up, and she asked, "Okay, what are you carrying me for?" ”

"It's a long road." After he finished speaking, he carried her on his back and walked all the way up.

With these words, Chenxi lay tightly on Deng Chao's back, wrapping her hands around his neck