Gao Shengying was still wearing flamboyant navel clothes, shuttling through the bar with a shelf very steadily, the lights in the bar were blurry, illuminating her sleepless eyes, she stood at the door of the toilet, leaned against the wall, lit a cigarette, and looked at her image in the mirror.

At one o'clock in the evening, after Gao Shengying washed her face on the bar sink, she tied her hair into a high ponytail, walked through the corridor of the bar, and walked out of the bar.

Life went on like this for a week, until one day, she stepped out of the bar, saw the sky that was a little brighter, stood there, and watched the sky light up little by little, and suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen such a blue sky for two weeks.

So, she remembered Gao Shengmei, or maybe she never stopped thinking about her, just suppressed, deceived herself, and was even afraid to face the dawn.

Sunrise and sunset are only a day, and since it is only dark, then the day has not yet passed.

Gao Shengying, Gao Shengmei.

She is the only person she thinks is the only relative in this world, and every time she is tired, she will be reminded of it as soon as she has eased down.

And every time I think of her, I always can't help but be accompanied by bitterness, bound with memory, and fermented into an indescribable emotion.

She didn't dare to predict what would happen in the future, but she knew that for Gao Shengmei, it must be painful, from the smile on her face that was increasingly taken away by the pain, from the tears that were always full of tears in her eyes, so the only thing she could do was to pray silently in her heart, pray for God's mercy, pray for God to have mercy on her, and not let her live alone in the world.

Many times, she wanted to go to see Dawn, but she only took her hand and said to her, "You can take care of yourself alone." Her eyes scared her so much that she didn't dare to face her again.

She stood in front of the mirror, looking at herself with a ponytail, thinking of herself at that time, when she went to Dawn School, she had imagined countless scenes in her mind, but every time she stood in front of her at the end, she always raised her head proudly, shook her ponytail and looked at her, but every time she saw the smile on her face, that kind of tolerant and distressed expression, always made her feel the last trace of family affection.

"Shengying, take care of yourself." Always when I turn my head, I hear her words of concern.

It was a clear, blue sky.

A sky as beautiful as a painting.

On such a day, she decided to go to the hospital to see her.

She pushed the door and stood by the door, looking up at her Gao Shengmei compared to the two of them in her mind, her face showed an abnormal sallowness, her cheeks were thin, her once smooth long hair could now see her scalp, and her heart was sour, but she hadn't seen it for less than two months, but it was like a different scene.

Gao Shengying saw her, she was speechless for a while, for a long time, a smile slowly appeared from the corner of her mouth, her lips squirmed for a long time, and she whispered, "Shengying, you are here." ”

She walked into the ward in silence, Gao Shengmei's eyes moved with her movements, she half-lowered her eyes, bit her lip tightly, and didn't say a word.

Chenxi tilted her head sideways, looked at her, and asked in a faint voice, "What's wrong, Shengying." However, with her head down, her eyes finally became uncontrollably wet when she heard her question. Dawn sat on the bed, and could tell from her very gently shaking shoulders that she was crying, so worried that she didn't know how to comfort her, and even her breathing became cautious.

I don't know how long time has stood still, Gao Shengying broke this silence, she slowly raised her head, looked at the morning light, and opened her mouth to say, "From today onwards, I will come every day." ”

As soon as Chenxi wanted to say something, she said to herself, "Does my brother-in-law come over every day?" Chenxi was stunned for half a second, and replied, "He comes here once every two or three days, not every day." ”

Chenxi blinked, looked at Gao Shengying, and asked in a low voice, "Shengying, have you been wronged by anything?"

She stood up and glanced at her, "It's a little thing at work, it's okay to cry." After saying that, she deliberately grinned and showed her.

The next day, Gao Shengying arrived at the hospital early, she took the note prescribed by the nurse, accompanied Chenxi to do the examination one by one, watched Chenxi wearing slippers, lying flat on an instrument she couldn't name, looked at the nurse with a mask, turned around, and closed the door of the examination room.

Time passed very slowly, she sat in the waiting seat, raised her hand to look at the watch in her hand, and chuckled, the time of the moment knocked on her heart.

"Holy English, Holy English." She heard a very soft voice, so light that it seemed that she was about to lose her hearing, and slowly raised her head, only to see the morning light supported by the nurse, looking at her.

She quickly stood up and walked over, held her, and opened her mouth to ask, "Is there anything else to check?" ”

Dawn shook her head, and as she walked down the hallway, she saw that the sky outside was as beautiful as a painting. She smiled and said, "It's been a long time, I haven't gone out for a walk, and I feel like the weather is good today." ”

Dawn stood in the light, feeling that the light was so warm, the shrubs had just been watered, in the light, the water-stained leaves refracted the shining light, Dawn moved her eyes, and saw the place where the grandmother was sitting that day, the leaves swayed, like a warm smile, Dawn smiled and said, "The weather is really good." ”

Gao Shengying didn't seem to be in a state, she didn't know what to think, her face had the sluggishness she saw that day, she shook Shengying's arm very lightly, she came back to her senses, and suddenly opened her mouth and said, "I can't take care of myself." ”

The abrupt words seemed to be shaken by her, and she inadvertently shook out the words that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

Chenxi's gaze slowly fell, and she asked, "It turns out that you have been worried about me." ”

"Shengying, I really want to live, but I don't know how much time I have left, although I really want to say, I won't die, but, you and I both know that it's a lie, in fact, when you came to see me before, I was wearing a wig, in fact, I had already cut my hair because of chemotherapy, and now, my scalp can't stand the fibers on the wig, so I can't even wear a wig, this is what I look like now...... Already ......"

Before she finished speaking, Gao Shengying suddenly shouted, "You are the dearest person in the world, you ...... I don't have any relatives anymore, no matter what, at least I know in my heart that I still have relatives, so I can be so strong, sister, for me, you have to work hard to live. Her throat seemed to be choked by something, and as she looked at her, hot tears sliding down her eyes.

Chenxi stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, looking at Shengying who couldn't stop crying, her eyes were full of shock, she had never seen Gao Shengying cry so sadly, even if her mother left at that time, she just stood there, silently wiping her tears. R1152