In fact, every time she came out of the treatment room, Chenxi seemed to have been drained of half her life, and her body was so weak that she couldn't even walk steadily, seeing Deng Chao's worried face, she was busy running over to help her, she always endured the expression of collapse and pain, and squeezed out a smile at him.

His weight has swam to the edge of eighty, skin and bones, and the hair that has just grown is like a new tender grass from spring.

As soon as he was helped to the bedside, the nurse quickly came over and inserted the liquid, Deng Chao looked at it distressedly, and Chenxi would always smile and say, "This chemotherapy doesn't feel as painful as last time." ”

Deng Chao would probably grin very lightly, she couldn't see her slightly distorted face in pain due to the input of liquid, and her smile at the moment was even more distressing.

"Chenxi, the results have been checked, do you know? You did well in the written exam. Chenxi was lying on the bed, and when she heard Deng Chao say, she coughed twice and asked, "Is it?" What about you? How about the exam|excellent|excellent|small|say|more|new|most|fast|www.uuxs.cc|how? Her voice was tired and happy.

"It's better for you to make soy sauce, thanks to your registration."

Chenxi looked at Deng Chao silently, and then heard Deng Chao's praise and said, "Well, it's really a talented girl." ”

With a little pleasure on her face, she saw that Deng Chao checked her results on the Internet, and the third place in the written test, 80.5.

"You said that you have read the books for a few days, and the examination of public institutions is so good, and you say that you have to take a good look at the books, is it the first."

In fact, Chenxi herself thinks it's quite magical, when she sees the results, she is happy, she still remembers that she stood at the test center with a hat, Deng Chao went to buy soy milk, she stood there, looked at the students who handed out books from the side of the road, took the exam preparation booklet, and squatted there to read, feeling back on campus, breeze.

In fact, she is very grateful to Deng Chao, those days are actually the saddest days of Chenxi, she sleeps when she has nothing to do every day, lies in the hospital, sees the white sheets and quilts, smells the special smell of the hospital, and her heart wells up with strong sadness, that kind of sadness is like a tide, wave after wave, no matter how you can't stop.

Feeling that there was nothing to do in her life, lying there, seeing their expressions looking at her, she turned her back and cried silently.

One day, Deng Chao used his mobile phone to register something on the Internet, and from time to time he looked up to ask Chenxi for her information, and Chenxi replied while slowly turning his face to see what Deng Chao was filling in on the mobile phone with a focused expression.

Chenxi sat up, read the book that Deng Chao brought her, and even the two of them discussed legal issues together, discussed who was responsible together, and in the end, it was often the two of them who laughed when they discussed, which was very strange, it was not something that would make them laugh, but the two of them felt very happy.

When there was only one person left in the ward, she was no longer bored and lay down to sleep, thinking nonsense, holding a book, and reading quietly.

Deng Chao walked into the ward, when she was reading, he always sat quietly aside, and from time to time he peeked through the book, and saw his half-hanging face, melancholy expression, she always quietly hid her face in the book again, but none of the words on the book could be seen clearly, and she couldn't read anything.

When she put down the book, she saw another expression on Deng Chao's face, and asked her with a smile, "Look at it, it's noon, you are forgetting to sleep and eat." ”

"Superman, why don't you tell me a joke?" She spoke, Deng Chao looked at her, stunned for a long time, and after being embarrassed for a long time, she laughed, a little embarrassed, but the smile was very beautiful, and Chenxi looked at the smile on his face and grinned slightly.

"You are so cold that I tell a joke, I really can't tell it at once, I often drop the chain when I use it, and I usually feel that there are a lot of jokes in my ears." Deng Chao was still scratching his head and laughing embarrassedly, but when he saw the smile on Chenxi's face, he seemed to suddenly understand something, lowered his head, touched her forehead with his fingertips, and imprinted a kiss on her cheek.

More often in the hospital, the expression on the face is hard and hard can not be pulled out of happiness, even with a happy mask, but it is still easy to be punctured, Chenxi often looks at the hospital bed next to him, when Deng Chao is no longer there, listen to the boy on the bed next to him who doesn't know what disease he suffers from, his body is very weak, and he always faints When he went out for a routine checkup, he asked her, "You say, will we die." ”

Chenxi's eyes suddenly widened and looked at him, there was no fear in his eyes at all, he just asked very calmly.

She was silent for a moment, then opened her mouth and said, "At least, we're still alive." When she said this, she saw that the boy seemed to stop talking, stood by her bedside for a while, smiled, put on his slippers, and left.

One day, Chenxi took off her hat and looked at her image on the glass, she saw the boy on the hospital bed, turned her head sideways and looked at this side, probably because the room was too silent, and the sound of breathing could be heard, and the two of them both wanted to break this deathly silence.

"Dawn, I think you're actually very good in some aspects."

"Really? Hehe, I really didn't find out. ”

"I've read the books you wrote."

"Uh, really? What's the name, are you sure I wrote it? ”

"Because I read the name, I'm convinced that it was written by you—before dawn."

"Time is so fast, I was only a freshman when I first wrote it, and now I've graduated almost a year ago."

"That book doesn't have an ending, but according to what is written in the book, it should be a sad ending in the end, right?"

Dawn was silent and did not speak.

"Actually, you can write a happy ending. If you think of it as a microcosm of you. ”

"Huh." Chenxi laughed dryly, watched the boy sit up through the glass, looked at her back, she suddenly remembered Deng Chao, the man who had been by her side silently for four years, the man who had hardly complained like her, the man who always moved her, the man she always called Superman, the man whose name was Deng Chao, perhaps, she should give him a happy ending in unreality.

"Did you ever think that one day you would die?" She asked.

"I've thought about it."

"Are you afraid of death?"

"Don't be afraid."

"Because you're a man?"

He smiled faintly, "Because there is no one I am nostalgic for, people, because they are reluctant, they will be afraid of death, afraid of death, and the person they love is sad." ”

"At least not anything else, the man who comes to see you every day, let you be reluctant." He asked.

"Hmm."

"If there is a woman who stays with me like this when I am sick, I will feel that I will be happier if I am hospitalized." The smile on his lips was bitter.

"Does the treatment really work?" She looked down at her red, swollen gauze-tied knees and bleeding and asked. R1152