"I thought I couldn't live without a person, but I still lived well." She turned her head to look at Yang Qi, who was still walking with her eyes down, and spoke.

Yang Qi looked up and saw her putting her hand in her pocket to look for money, and then slightly hooked the corners of her lips and said, "When I was separated from my second brother, I always thought that I couldn't live without a person." ”

She suddenly remembered the scar on her hand.

Ling Song didn't say anything more, bought a lot of beer from the supermarket, and carried it out.

"Want to drink? I bought some beer, and I didn't get drunk, at most I drank a little bit. ”

Yang Qi took out a can of beer from the bag, opened the pull tab of the can, and snorted.

"Cheers" Yang Qi held up a can of beer, and then saw Ling Song also calmly pull open a can and touched her.

Tobacco and alcohol don't taste good, why do so many people like it.

Tobacco and alcohol can dispel sorrows, see all kinds of things in wine, and see sorrow in smoke.

Yang Qi took a few sips, the taste was not very good, frowned, and saw that Ling Song had already drunk a can of beer.

Her movements looked like she was often in contact with alcohol, after drinking one can, she continued to open another can, the two sat down silently to drink, and when the second can of wine was down, Ling Song lowered his head, only to see that tears had fallen on his face at some point.

"Ling Song." Yang Qi looked up at her in surprise.

"As soon as I drink, I think of my second brother." A wry smile welled up on her tearful face.

"Yang Qi, you broke up with the ancient city?" She asked, Yang Qi squeezed the bottle tightly, paused and replied, "Pretty much." ”

"Ling Song, from the very beginning, it has been the ancient city I have been chasing, and in the past two years, I have been worried that I will lose it, you know? He never comforted me at night and called me for an hour, sometimes, I went to the toilet at night, heard other quarreling couples, women squatted in the corridor crying, holding the phone, men comforted until girls stopped tears, every time, when I had a small conflict with the ancient city, he always comforted and said, I was wrong, the tone was full of impatience, I was actually really sad. I'm never angry, every time, I'm angry just because of his tone" After Yang Qi finished speaking, he picked up the wine and drank it for a long time.

"I heard from the second brother that Gucheng had already talked about his going abroad. Yang Qi, whether you want to believe it or not, the ancient city has thought about leaving from the beginning. Ling Song opened his mouth and said.

Yang Qi pursed his lips, and wanted to defend the ancient city, but a thousand words were blocked in his throat with unusually bitterness.

"Yang Qi, women are weak, they cry when they break up, it seems like a big deal, in fact, think about it, when there was no man at the beginning, didn't you still live a wonderful life?"

"Actually, I have paid more to the second brother than you have to the ancient city, I am sure of this, but I still didn't keep him. In the first half of our junior year, we broke up. ”

"Didn't you say that you love each other very much? Why separate. ”

"Second brother, I can't keep this person." After speaking, he turned his face to look at Yang Qi, Yang Qi took a sip of wine and said, "Gucheng, this person, I can't keep it." ”

"At that time, why didn't you look for me." Yang Qi asked.

Ling Song smiled and took a few sips of wine, and said, "When you are the saddest, only you can comfort yourself." ”

Yes, at that time, it was like a wound that had just been scratched, and the comfort of others was like sprinkling alcohol on the wound, it hurt so thoroughly, and the comfort of others made the wound repeatedly infected and suppurated, and shed tears for the lost love again and again, only by waiting for the wound to scab over, can it not be so painful in the words of others, and the wound that the second brother gave to Ling Song did not heal, otherwise she would not still shed tears when she thought of the second brother.

"Ling Song, go find the ancient city with me tomorrow, I don't want to go alone, you accompany me." She said with a smile.

"Are you ready to forget about him completely?" Ling Song asked indifferently.

"He can go so hard, what else do I have to be nostalgic for." She smiled and pulled open another can, and in front of the two of them, there were already several empty cans.

When Yang Qi walked to the side of the road in front of the Guchengjia community, he saw that he and his father were busy carrying their luggage into the car.

"Looks like we're leaving today." Ling Song looked at the front and said.

"What he has, he always told me the day before." There was helplessness in her voice.

She didn't know if the ancient city had seen her, but she saw him shrinking his head in the trunk to sort out what was going on.

has been with Gucheng for two years, and she doesn't even have the courage to go over to see her off, is it possible that at this time, she still has to go over and let Gucheng's parents know that she is his girlfriend.

Can't keep his girlfriend.

"Yang Qi, if you don't go over, he'll leave." She heard Ling Song's words, but she didn't have the courage to walk over, she really hoped that the ancient city raised his head, walked over with a smile, and said kindly, "You are here." "But he's an ancient city, and he can't do that after all.

When she finally had the courage to take a step, the ancient city was already in the car, and she stood there, watching the car pass in front of her, and the ancient city kept looking at her through the glass.

She stood there, her mind blank.

The car did not stop and drove out of the community at a constant speed.

What Yang Qi was thinking at the moment was that he was leaving this place, and she would not be able to see that familiar face in this city.

"Yang Qi, what are you here for, to send him one last time?" Ling Song looked at the car that had long since disappeared and asked.

"Let's go." She blinked, and at some point, stained with tears, looked heavy.

Didn't he say that he had something to say to her? Why are you so resolute?

Ling Song walked beside her, watching her lower her head and walking forward silently, although she said to Ling Song today that she wanted to say goodbye to the ancient city, but sitting on the bus, she always had another idea in her mind.

Gucheng, don't go, you can't stay for me, even if there is only a one percent possibility, but when she stood at the door of his house and saw him, she could only cry silently.

When she jumped off the bus, Ling Song looked at her dull face, stood under the bus stop sign, and asked her, "Are you okay?" ”

She couldn't laugh when she wanted to, and when she said that it was okay, she had already burst into tears, "I'm really fine." She choked up and said again, turning around, crying was hard to stop.

When walking back along the dormitory, Yang Qi saw He Chen, to be precise, it was He Chen and his girlfriend, the girlfriend forked a piece of stinky tofu to He Chen, with a happy smile on her face, and her expression at the moment did not need to be seen, and it would never be happy.

He Chen saw Yang Qi at a glance, saw her dejected face, and he stood in place and looked back at her back.

"Yang Qi." He Chen grabbed her arm at some point.

"Why are you here?" She turned to him and asked, smiling bitterly.

"What's wrong with you?" He frowned.

"It's okay, just get some sleep." She pushed him away, and her strength was very small at the moment.

Yang Qi didn't know how she got back to the dormitory, she just stood at the door, and used the key to open the lock on the dormitory door for a long time, the corridor was dark, her vision was blurred, and she didn't insert the key into the hole for a long time, but she felt a cold liquid dripping on her hand.

She lay straight on the bed, the light was very faint, so faint that it could not illuminate her face, the expression on her face at the moment, she curled up, feeling a burst of coldness.

The tears reflected the shadow of the ancient city, and those past pasts flashed in front of her one by one.

She was covered with a quilt, blocking all the light, but she couldn't dispel the shadow of the ancient city.

The phone rang for a long time, Yang Qi pulled the quilt and sat up, looking at the only bit of light in the darkness.

She grabbed the phone, and the word "milk" appeared on the screen.

Her heart hurt for no reason, and with her breathing, her chest hurt, and she wiped her tears with her hand and picked them up.

There was a sound on the phone, but the man didn't speak.

But she could clearly feel his breathing.

She was also silent, her ears were tightly pressed against the phone, listening to his breathing, she said in a hoarse voice, "I know it's you, are you talking?" ”

There was silence again, until Yang Qi couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears.

"Yang Qi." He swallowed and called out her name.

"When I was leaving, I saw you." His voice was faint, too light to be heard.

"Really? I thought you didn't see it. She sniffed and asked, her own breathing could be heard in the space.

"Yang Qi, can you wait for me? Wait for me to come back. ”

He said.

"Do you love me?" She grabbed the microphone and held the phone tightly to her ear, for fear of misleading Gucheng's answer.

"Love. How can you not love it, we have been together for more than two years, Yang Qi. ”

"Just because you've been together for two years, you love me, Gucheng, how do you feel when you're with me?" She asked dumbly.

"I've always thought that men should be self-motivated, but when I really meet such people, I hate to be so self-motivated."

"I'm nothing compared to you." She wiped away her tears and continued.

"I'm just going abroad, and I'll be back."

"yes, I know."

Hung up the phone, and Gucheng sent a text message.

"Yang Qi, let's stay like this, you know, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you. Nothing happened between us. ”

Yang Qi lay there looking at the text message of the ancient city, very sad, looked at the text message of the ancient city over and over again, and replied, "Ancient city, do you really think there is no problem?" ”

"Have you thought about the future between us?"

"Have you ever thought you're going to marry me?"

"It's been two years together, are you reluctant to give up me, or are you reluctant to give up the two years?"

"You haven't looked for another woman, because you're so busy going abroad that you can't even take care of me."

"I don't want to say that it doesn't mean there is nothing between us."

"I didn't think about it that much." For a long time, the ancient city has issued such a sentence.

Then, the call came again.

Reject it, continue it, reject it, continue it.

"Gucheng, I'm tired." Yang Qi sent such a sentence, and then looked at the ancient city and replied with a text message.

"I understand, Yang Qi, go to sleep. I see what you mean. ”

Her tears flowed slowly. R1152