135 Even if you don't want to, you can't come again and again

Lin Mo went to resign, but when he walked to the door, he happened to see Liu Shuai open the door and walk out, and asked, "Is there something wrong?" She froze, shook her head, and headed to the bathroom.

When she walked back, she saw Xiaowen raise her eyes and look at her, and the look in her eyes made her very uncomfortable.

She still didn't hand it over.

On the way back to school, I saw a woman next to me on the phone, but I couldn't hear what she was saying, but when she was half asleep, I heard the woman say, "What, you are going to go to Shanghai for development, I heard that Shanghai is a good security, and the salary is okay." Lin Mo opened her eyes, glanced at the woman, and when she heard the name of Shanghai, her heart suddenly pinched.

Leaning on the glass door, he remembered that night, they had dinner together, and talked about Lu Yifan's refusal to go to Shanghai for work.

That night, it was rare for everyone to go back to the dormitory, of course, except for Sula, work, and everyone was just on the phone to maintain their relationship.

I can't remember what I said at the beginning, but Yang Qi suddenly cried, she said that she would graduate soon, and she was not admitted to the graduate school entrance examination, and the ancient city was going abroad, she and the ancient city would definitely be separated, she bit those two words very deeply, and then Chenxi also cried, they were all comforting her, but they all cried one by one.

"Didn't you say you'd wait for him? We can still be together then. Lin Mo comforted.

"Lin Mo, do you think it's possible? When the time comes, when the time comes, I may be waiting for the foreign wife of Gucheng to bring her. ”

Lin Mo didn't know how to comfort her, turned her face and saw Chenxi again, she knew her pain, but she couldn't say anything, so she went over and hugged her tightly.

Entering the senior year, although everyone is also confused, it is more sad and troubled, facing the worries of work, and the sadness of love.

To be honest, Lin Mo didn't know what she should do, the basic salary of a salesman was less than two thousand, and she didn't want to keep such a job when she graduated.

When Yang Qi went out to eat at night, she was walking alone on the familiar path of the school, and the wind blew over, blowing tears from her eyes.

She has walked with the ancient city here, but now, thinking that the ancient city is no longer there, she feels very sad.

Eating alone is also tasteless.

Within a week after the ancient city left, Yang Qi was immersed in the sadness of separation, the ancient city rarely called, and she rarely called, except for chasing the ancient city, stupidly reckless, since then, she has never been brave, often timid.

When I went home and had dinner, Yang Qi's mother asked about the ancient city, "Why didn't I see you calling recently." With a word, she put down her chopsticks and rushed into her room.

The injury cannot be touched by others when it first occurs, and it hurts when touched.

Chenxi sat there typing words, listening to Deng Chao washing dishes in the kitchen, these jobs, he never let her do them, they all did it himself, Chenxi felt that she was raised by Deng Chao, sometimes Deng Chao was not there, she was too lazy to pour saliva and drink alone, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she would lazily lie on the bed and say, "Superman, I'm so thirsty." Superman went over and poured water for her, not blaming her or talking about her, but just doing it willingly.

This time, Deng Chao stood in the kitchen for a long time, and when he came out, he stood in front of her for a long time, and then said, "Chenxi, let's go to the hospital tomorrow." ”

The small alarm clock next to Chenxi was ticking, the voice was a little noisy, and she looked up at Deng Chao.

But my heart couldn't help but tremble.

"Dawn, in fact, I have something to hide from you. Your leg has to be operated on. His tone was slow, but his eyes kept looking at her.

"Superman." Dawn opened her mouth slightly.

Deng Chao said a lot, and she only remembered that he said something like this: "Only by surgery can you have a chance to live." ”

At night, lying next to Deng Chao, his hand on his stomach, very warm and satisfied.

The nerve throb shook her out of her dream again, she couldn't remember what she had dreamed, she just felt a cool liquid on her face.

In the morning, Deng Chao got dressed and took the car with her to the hospital, and in the car, his hand held her tightly.

After getting out of the car, Chenxi stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Deng Chao turned his face, smiled at her, and said, "It's okay." ”

The sudden spasm pain in her leg was stronger than ever, and when she spasmed, she could feel the pain of her heart being pulled as well.

"What's wrong?"

"It's fine."

"It's okay like this." He picked up Dawn and rushed towards the hospital.

When sitting on the hospital bed, Chenxi's face had changed because of the pain in his legs, and Deng Chao went to the doctor and was not there.

It's quiet in the hospital, this kind of silence is different from the silence of the library, it's so quiet that you can't hear the sound of breathing, the feeling is terrible, and at all times, there will be a person who is pushed out because the lines on the electrocardiogram are flattened, and there is no sound of talking, only dense mechanical sounds.

When Deng Chao walked in, her face was extremely ugly, she didn't ask, but she felt very uncomfortable, endured the pain, and slowly lifted the quilt and lay down.

"Gao Shengmei." The nurse walked in and read her name, walked over, pulled the shelf over, and helped her hang a drip, and Deng Chao gently helped her press the corner of the quilt.

"Superman, I know something," she held out her cold hand and shook him, he was surprised for a moment, but instead his face was sad, and he gently touched her soft hair.

"How serious is my illness now?" She asked with a smile and turned her head.

"It's not very heavy, it's going to be fine." He said.

"Don't lie to me, the body is mine, you can't fool me."

"When did I lie to you."

She shook her head very slowly, and said with a smile, "You often lie to me, the medicine you drink is only for strengthening bones, and it is nothing wrong with my body, but it is actually bone cancer, isn't it." Her eyes were full of tears, and she looked up and touched Deng Chao's face, his eyes were full of sadness, and he met her eyes with tears and smiles.

"Look at you, scare yourself, that's why I won't sue you, crying and crying, women, are they all the same as you, they can't bear it." Deng Chao's eyes were red, but his hand stretched out and wiped her tears.

His cheek rested against hers, merging with the tears on her face.

That day, he didn't stay with Chenxi in the hospital, he went to see Wang Yulan, and sometimes, Deng Chao didn't know whether to be grateful or sympathetic to this elderly woman.

In a big house, she stayed alone, there were no servants, she was a diligent woman, she must have suffered when she was young, she knew that money was not easy to come by, so many years, she did not forget that she was once born in a poor family, the room was very large and very clean.

When Wang Yulan saw Deng Chao through the cat's eye, she let him in.

"Xiaochao, it's you." She said with a smile.

Wang Yulan, who has no makeup, can tell her age from the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes.

She probably had nothing to do, so she turned her face to look at the time, smiled and said, "Let my sister cook you a delicious meal, don't you eat it?" ”

He knew Wang Yulan's temperament, smiled, sat down, and chatted with him while cooking.

He can't sit still, and besides, if he sits there and lets Wang Yulan cook alone, he still can't sit still.

He walked over, took the knife, and said with a smile, "Sister, I'll help you cut the vegetables." ”

"Okay." She smiled and went to the sink to get the washed ones out.

"My wife had surgery on Monday." He said as he slowed down the pace of chopping vegetables.

"Is there a good chance that the surgery will be successful?" She stopped what she was doing and asked.

"I don't know, it's better to have surgery than not to do it." There was a rare gloom in his eyes from Wang Yulan.

"Xiaochao, how old are you this year?"

"Twenty-four."

"It's not easy to have such a responsibility at such a young age."

"Deng Chao, I'll go see her tomorrow." She smiled and said, "If you need money, you can sue me, and come and see me if you have nothing to do." At night, it's not easy to stay up, during the day, socializing or something, and time flies quite quickly. ”

Coming out of Wang Yulan's house, he called Chenxi, "What do you want to eat at night?" ”

"Just buy some."

Deng Chao walked along the road to the hospital alone, he felt that people were really fragile sometimes, fragile and vulnerable, and he felt that people were actually quite strong When Chenxi looked at him like that, the light in his eyes was strong.

I can't remember how many times I cried quietly, and every time I cried, he was a little stronger when he stood in front of Chenxi.

Wang Yulan stood there, looking at the wedding photos of her and Liu Tiancheng, remembering Liu Tiancheng's eyes looking at her on the hospital bed, and remembering that when Liu Tiancheng pulled her with his thin hand, she felt that Liu Tiancheng should be allowed to work hard to survive, so that she still has a companion, and someone holds her in the palm of her hand, someone to accompany her when eating, and someone to talk to at night.

Thinking about it, I regretted crying.

Early in the morning, the doctor came to give Dawn a bone spur.

"It hurts, bear with it." The doctor said a word, and went to get the potion.

"Hold me if it hurts." He looked at her haggard and said distressedly.

"I've had bone spurs before, and it doesn't hurt." She said this, but when the needle came in, she still pinched Deng Chao's arm in pain.

When Chenxi woke up from chemotherapy for the first time, a lot of hair fell on the pillow, and she reached out and touched her hair, and it turned out to fall a lot.

Looking at the large strand of hair in her hand, Dawn bit her lip and tucked them under the pillow.

"How? What does chemotherapy feel like? There is no discomfort. Deng Chao asked.

"No, it's good, Superman, will I get better?"

"Yes." He reached out to touch her hair, but she was quick and dodged, and Deng Chao's hand only touched her cheek.

"I'm stronger than you think." She smiled, looking at his worried face.

"Chenxi, Lin Mo said they wanted to come to see you. Called me. ”

"No, what's wrong with me, I hate people treating me as a patient." She smiled, but her gaze made Deng Chao sad.

"In a few days, come with me to cut your hair."

"Okay, why do you cut your hair?"

"It's too long, and I look pretty with my short hair."

"Hmm." R1152