Amber Bei Fan Wai Four

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"Amber Be, don't waste time on me." He used to tell me very clearly, but what to do, I can't do it, I can only laugh when I hear him say this, and then say, "I'm just riding a donkey looking for a horse." ”

Living in a building, we were so close to each other.

"Beibei, you are not young anymore, at your age, don't talk about marriage, finding a partner is the minimum." My mother was chattering on me again, always making me feel like I was a woman in my early thirties, and I had reached the ranks of the remaining fighters.

"Beibei, you honestly told your mother, do you have a partner?" I don't know how many times my mother has talked to me like this, and the woman picks and chooses herself.

I shook my hand impatiently and said, "Who are you looking at again?" ”

"Uncle Guo in the building in front of him, when they were talking together, they talked about it, and his son was also missing, so let's go and meet him."

I was very impatient with my parents, pressed the building number of the twentieth floor, and then smiled and said, "Hello, Auntie." ”

I watched as the woman happily welcomed my parents and me into the house, and then yelled into the house, "Son, son, come out!" ”

He came out with a sway, and then I was startled at the same time as him, and I said with a smile on my face, "It's you!" ”

"My mom introduced me to you!" He laughed.

"yes, we used to live so close!"

"You know?" asked with a smile.

"Acquaintance, junior high school classmates, six years of friendship." He walked over and laughed. Flicked my brain.

I laughed and dragged him out to play, and he said I was pestering people like a child.

He asked me why my mom was in such a hurry to find me a partner, I shook my head blankly, and then listened to him say to me, so be it. You're going to be my girlfriend. Don't worry, it's just a quota, if you find a little boy to date. I'll give you a cover.

Why? I said dissatisfied.

My mother forces me to go on a blind date every day, which is annoying. He laughed.

How are you darker than then! I laughed at him, and then he said with some amazement, he went for a ride the other day. Almost died, but now it's alive. You are more beautiful than then, and you are really a female college eighteen.

I laughed, and then asked what it meant to almost die?

He tugged at half of his sleeve. Then he tore off a piece of skin from his body very casually, and he really pulled it, and a palm-sized piece of skin was placed on the table by him.

No way. It's real human skin. I asked, surprised, and then stood up. Lifting his half sleeves, he was tanned layer by layer, and his body looked red in many places.

Ask your mother to go back and make you roast pork rinds to eat. He laughs.

I malched him, and I saw him grin in pain, and I saw his green hand bursting out, and he lifted it up, and said, buddy, you're not riding a bike, you're obviously masochistic.

He stood up, rubbed it on my head, and then said, what do you want to play, I'll take you, it's been a long time, I haven't played.

You say, you can play anything. I said.

Then he pulled me to play the horror of what is called "Fujiki Clinic", it was really scary, I pulled him, almost attached to his body, as soon as I entered, I was frightened by a person who crawled out from behind and fell, the dim green light came over, I saw that my face was bloody, it was so scary, I started crying, I felt someone holding me, I cried and beat, I was really frightened, and then I heard him say "It's me!" Don't be afraid. Gremlin. ”

I lay in his arms, still palpitating, and it was a long time before I came out of that terrible clinic.

He put me down and smiled at me, as soon as my foot hit the ground, I felt a terrible pain, I was wearing shorts, the skin on my ankle was broken, my foot was twisted, it really hurt, he carried me on his back, all the way.

You're so cowardly! He said.

No, it's because as soon as you enter, someone crawled out from behind, and all of a sudden, it was really scary. I argued.

They all tell you that they are played by real people, and the red paint on their bodies is specially designed to scare you like this. He laughed, I got angry at him, and my leg, bruised, heavy, I didn't wear shorts all summer.

He sprayed my ankle with Yunnan Baiyao, and it was cold.

I like to be with him, I go to their school to see him, follow her like a fart, look at him on the playground, heroic figure, boys are really handsome when they play basketball, and even more handsome when they go to the basket.

I was happy for him when he won, and then I handed him water, and a boy ran over and said to him, "Squad leader, the girls' team lost, and it is estimated that there was Sula who won that year." Then he seemed to suddenly realize that he had said the wrong thing, covered his mouth, and walked away in a huff.

I saw his back stiffen instantly, then he pinched the plastic bottle and drank water, and then I asked stupidly, "Who is Sula?" ”

He didn't speak, got up, and left, the first time he had avoided my topic, and the first time he had left me alone and walked alone.

He didn't like a boy named Xu Zhi'an in their dormitory, many times, when he saw people in their dormitory coming out with him, he always walked by indifferently, and then looked at him and pulled one of the men and said, "Monkey, I'm not so generous, don't try to call us together, your kindness, brother understands." ”

"Don't do that." The monkey said a little sadly, and then Ni Kaitong pulled me away, he was very lonely, had no friends, didn't like to talk, only communicated with me, I think he was not good like this.

I took Ni Kaitong and signed up for a fitness class, because I wanted him to meet some friends here, but I found that he was obsessed with running, there were a lot of girls on the treadmill, I was worried at first, but later, I found that I was redundant, his gaze would not even move to the side, he was like a clock, running mechanically.

He carefully sandwiched the dishes in my bowl and began to eat quietly, very attentive to me, but always felt that he was short of something, and always gave me a very empty feeling.

Later, I knew that his heart was dead, nothing more than a shell dragging on his old body, because later, I saw the light in his eyes again. It's a light I haven't seen before, the feeling of dead wood in spring.

I went to the bar to look for him, he loved to sit in the bar, I remember the first time I went to the bar to look for him, the confused light, I looked for him through the crowd, and I was surrounded by a couple of men dancing around me. I heard one of the men whistling at me. I panicked, ducked, and heard the sound of a bottle bursting in the noisy environment. He walked up to me drunkenly with a worn-out beer bottle and yelled at the men, "Get out of here." ”

"What do you kid want to do, make trouble, come on. I'm afraid of you. One of the men was agitated and pulled at his clothes and yelled. He laughed mockingly, and then said, "Don't dare, don't dare, I'll abuse myself!" "Finished. With a fierce look in his eyes, he inserted the broken wine bottle into his body, and I saw Yin Hong's blood pass through his body. I cried as I pushed and rubbed the man next to me. Running towards him, I heard another man scolding and saying, "You kid is sick." Then he patted his buddies and left Ni Kaitong behind.

I cried, covered his wound with my hands, took him to bandage, and looked at his completely numb face, and I would not twitch from the pain.

It's like a wooden man who doesn't feel pain.

He continued to go to the bar, I continued to follow, I started to change clothes, started deliberately dancing with the guys in front of him, watched him pull me out of the crowd and yelled at me "Amber Bebe, you're a woman, you know what?" ”

Maybe what I did was waiting for his words.

"Anyway, with you, I'm not afraid." I walked up to him gently, hugged him, and was wrapped in the strong smell of alcohol on his body, if you want to fall, then I will accompany you.

One day, I danced with the man as usual as if playing a game with him, but I didn't see his shadow, and when I found him, he had just come out of the bathroom, with an excited face, grabbed my shoulder, and excitedly announced to me, "She's back, Babe, your brother and my woman are back." The light in his eyes pierced my heart.

I staggered back with him, watching his laughter from time to time, and now I was able to hold him up and no longer sway.

He was very excited all night, his phone lit up, I picked it up for him, it was a woman, just a few words with me lightly, it was an unfamiliar number.

I began to lose track of his whereabouts, I couldn't find his shadow in the bar, I asked Wang Lei, just sat on his motorcycle, and when I arrived at the door of the store, Ni Kaitong was standing there, with a happy face, looking at the woman inside, standing there and smirking.

"What is he doing standing there?" I asked Wang Lei.

"Wait for her girlfriend." After he finished speaking, he shook his head helplessly.

"Girlfriend?" I petrified instantly, and then watched as the woman left him and stepped into someone else's car indifferently.

We met her at the jewelry counter, in fact, that day, it was Ni Kaitong who deliberately pulled me there, I was drinking milk tea on the third floor, and I was halfway through it, he took my hand and said to me, "Go, Beibei, I'll show you the diamond ring." ”

I suspected that my ears were delusional, and then I saw her, walking with us, and the diamond ring in her hand made me very unhappy, and I yelled for Ni Kaitong to buy it for me.

He casually perfunctory me, always looking at her back with nostalgia, but he didn't see me standing next to him, a little bit of gloomy mood.

He began to work harder, often buying me a lot of clothes, and waving his hand to tell me, "Here, this is for you." I took it with a smile and tried it one by one in front of the mirror, but found that there were few that suited me, and in the end, the only thing I wore was the long trench coat, wrapped in my own mood.

I went to school to see him, I saw that he was eating instant noodles, the whole person was very thin, I began to feel distressed, crazy heartache, I spread the instant noodles in front of him on the ground, and then yelled at him, "It's instant noodles again, it's instant noodles again, don't you want to live?" ”

"That's my lunch!" He looked up, his withered eyes, at me.

I didn't say anything, ran downstairs, bought a set meal for him, he took it like a wolf, and started eating, I sat there, sad, he ate quickly, and then ran into the bathroom, I followed, he vomited, vomited all the food he ate, even the bitter gall was about to vomit, I patted his back gently, tears fell on his thin back.

"I haven't eaten for a long time, and I'm not used to it." He grinned, but I cried, he gently wiped my tears, and said to me, "You still feel sorry for me." ”

I gave him all the red bills in my wallet, and I knew that he had a good face, so I said, "I'll borrow you." Stop eating instant noodles. He smiled at the red bill, then rinsed his mouth under the faucet, imprinted a cold kiss on my cheek, bent his eyebrows, and smiled at me and said, "Thank you." ”

I couldn't help blushing as I watched him start washing his face in front of me. Brushing. Then I shaved and cleaned myself up, and I was happy. Ran downstairs to buy him a cup of porridge and asked the boss to put a little less sugar, and when I came back, he had already cleaned himself up. It was the most handsome time since I met him at his house. He's really good-looking, with slightly upturned eyebrows and eyes, and always smiling.

"Handsome or not!" He gestured to me mightily.

I laughed and walked over. tugged at his collar and said, "People are okay, but these clothes are all rancid." ”

He picked it up and sniffed, then embarrassed. Push me out and say to me, "Go." I'm going to do the laundry. ”

"I'll wash it for you." I said.

"No, I'll do it myself." Then I sat on the edge of the bed and watched him bareback, rubbing his clothes there, the dormitory was very cold, I put clothes on him, and saw that their class Xu Zhi'an had returned.

And, of course, the monkey and the boss, who always seem to avoid meeting alone.

"You're back." I looked up at them and smiled.

I looked at him and said, "I heard Sura is back, congratulations." His voice was very light and soft, and then I watched Ni Kaitong throw his clothes into the basin, and then walked forward, grabbed Xu Zhi'an by the collar and said, "What do you mean!" ”

The boss and the monkey hurriedly tugged at his hand, afraid that the two would fight.

"You're finally talking to me." He laughs.

"There's one thing, I've always wanted to talk to you, but I haven't had a chance, Sula didn't have anything to do with me, Sulla and I broke up that day, and I was in a bad mood, so I said that kind of nonsense." He said in a hoarse voice.

"Really? You didn't say it earlier! Ni Kaitong grabbed his collar angrily, as if he was about to tear it.

"We haven't spoken since the day Sulla came to make trouble, where did the opportunity come from." He said.

"I'll settle your account with you." Ni Kaitong said.

"It's just that more than two years have passed, and are you really sure if Sulla still loves you?" He said with a wry smile.

Ni Kaitong let go of his clothes, and then said, "That's my business, in the future, my business, I don't want you to stir things up." ”

"No, don't worry." He walked into the house and beckoned the monkey to play a game with him.

The next day, I went to his school, looking at him holding a large bouquet of gorgeous roses in his hand, he smiled at me, my heart was surging, slowly walked towards him, surrounded by people's eyes, as if I was the focus at that moment, I stepped on the red carpet, towards my happiness.

Listen to him and say to me, "It's for my girlfriend, it's not good-looking, I picked it up early in the morning, and I just picked it off." ”

I looked up with a smile and listened to him continue, "Today is her birthday, and I'm going to be the first to celebrate her birthday." ”

Birthday? Girlfriend? It turned out that I just wanted to get into it.

I began to feel sad, and waves flowed through my heart like a tidal wave.

"Where did you get the money?" I asked as calmly as I could.

"You lent it to me." He said.

"How much?"

"More than three hundred!" He replied honestly, and then I remembered that there were only four red bills left in my clip that day, and he did everything he could to buy a bouquet of flowers.

I went to grab flowers and yelled at him, "You're crazy, you're hungry like that every day, and you still have spare money to buy flowers." ”

"I'll have money in two days, and I'll pay you back then." He protected the flowers and said to me, do I really just care about the money?

"Ambeibei, I'm going to pursue my happiness now, and I can't be your donkey anymore, so ah, go find your white horse!" He touched my head and smiled at me.

Donkey? You have always been the white horse in my heart, why do I still need to find a horse.

"You're a donkey, big bald donkey." I gaveled him.

He carried me, humming a little song along the way, and then said to me, "You haven't seen her yet, let you meet, your sister-in-law is very beautiful." ”

"You think it's beautiful, and it's out of your lover's eyes." I lay on his back and looked at the fleeting scenery, sad.

I stood there and watched him come and knock on the door, and my heart began to ache little by little, as if I was trying to piece together the broken heart, but the blood was cut by the shards.

I finally couldn't help but start crying, just because he was holding the rose and smiling at the woman, I cried loudly at him and shouted "Ni Kaitong!" ”

"Ni Kaitong!"

"Ni Kaitong!"

。。。。。

I watched him follow my shouts, step by step. I walked in, closed the door, and shut out the cold air, along with the heartbroken me.

His mother knocked on my door and told me that he hadn't been out for several days and asked me to take a look.

So I took the spare key and went through the door and saw that he was completely paralyzed. I walked over. Pulled two hairs from his head, and said in disgust, "Dude, you haven't been in your spirits for a few days?" ”

His beard grew wildly again. He turned around and hugged me, who was sitting on the edge of his bed, and said to me with tears in his eyes, "What can I do to get back to the way I was." ”

"You just have to be back to what you were." I placed my hand gently on his back as Auntie pushed the door open. Seeing us like this, we smiled with relief. I don't want to explain, and he doesn't have the energy to explain at the moment.

"Babe, you shouldn't be wasting your time on me. You're a good girl. He said,

I hate this the most, praise you. Then push it away with a bad fit.

"I know, don't talk nonsense. I'll help you chase girls, and you're not a ghost in the province. I said.

"Help me chase girls?" He laughed, let go of me, lit a cigarette, put it in his fingertips, and said to me, "Come on, you're just a child, and your tricks are all children's tricks." ”

It turns out that I have always been a child in his eyes, so he will not love me, because he thinks that we are not of the same age, even if the surface age is not, but the mental age is.

"Let me find you a good man!" He smiled and rubbed my head, and I choked on the smoke and coughed.

He extinguished the cigarette butt, and the scarlet fire was extinguished in an instant.

Only if she could cheer him up and see him smile like that, I decided to help him because I wanted to see him smile.

I stood in front of Sula's shop and called her, and then watched a woman walk out, and I slowly poked my head out of the bushes, and looked at her.

There was a very stubborn feeling, yes, that's how Sula felt when she first stood in front of me.

She stood there, with a ** feeling, as if she was the only one in the world who could still live a wonderful life.

"Ni Kaitong, he likes you." I looked at her, paused, and said, "No, he loves you." ”

"Find Ni Kaitong to talk to me!" She patted me on the shoulder, very softly, and turned away.

She paused, I didn't know what she was thinking, her shoulders trembled slightly, and she led me into her shop! I cried at her resolute back and yelled, "He ate instant noodles for more than a month to buy your clothes, and he spent all the money on his body to buy you flowers, and his eyes lit up when he heard your name." ”

I don't know if she loves Ni Kaitong or not, I can't understand her eyes.

When I saw the phone calling, I picked it up excitedly, and then went out and saw the red motorcycle waiting at the door, I smiled, and then looked at Ni Kaitong excitedly waved a few red bills in his hand at me, and his face was a happiness that I rarely saw.

"Let's go, my brother will take you to eat something delicious!" He said excitedly.

"Did you rob the bank?" I was about to pick up the helmet, watching Ni Kaitong stuff the red banknotes into his pocket like paper, and then took the helmet in my hand and carefully fastened it for me, I stood there, smiling and watching him put on the helmet for me seriously, and shouted in a chic manner, "Go, get in the car!" ”

At first warm, it is a unique characteristic of spring, the wind blows on the body, through the gap in the fiber, I leaned my head on Ni Kaitong's back, my hands wrapped around his waist, and the corners of my mouth with a faint smile.

Only later, he got up and rushed out, while I was still moved, biting on the hamburger.

I turned my head to the side of the glass and saw a car parked in front of Sula's store, Sura slowly walked out of the store, and Ni Kaitong rushed over from the side in a hurry.

"Sura!" Ni Kaitong yelled, Sula turned back in surprise, and then saw me standing at the door of the store, holding half a hamburger in my hand, looking at them, wearing a red cotton coat, like a maple leaf in autumn.

The man also turned his head to look at Ni Kaitong in front of him, and then turned his face to look at Sula, who didn't stop, just walked towards the man step by step, and the smile on his face grew little by little.

Ni Kaitong dragged Sula, and then glared at Dong Wenwen like a vicious dog, Dong Wenwen was a little stunned, and then looked at Sura and asked, "Lala, what is this?" ”

Sula didn't answer the man's words, but just changed the conversation and said, "Article, let's go!" ”

"You can't go with him!" Sula felt that her arm was tightly pulled by Ni Kaitong, and it hurt, but there was happy dust in her heart.

"Why can't I go with him!" With her other hand, Sula pulled away Ni Kaitong's hand that was clamped on her arm.

Ni Kaitong didn't let go, and he pulled it tighter!

"I said, let it go! You don't care about me! She said coldly!

"I don't care about you, I don't want to care anymore!" Ni Kaitong's other hand clenched his fist fiercely, and the other hand that restrained Sula hung down weakly.

Watching Sula take the man by the arm, step into his car, and then, ignoring him standing there, start the car and walk away.

I walked over and saw Ni Kaitong standing in the middle of the road with his head down, very abruptly, and I walked slowly step by step.

"Do you want to cry?" I walked up to him and looked up at him with his eyes lowered and asked.

My heart was also sad, but I had to pretend to be indifferent to comfort him, watching him suffer and be sad for another person, my heart hurt even more, I circled around him, and then said in a flat voice, "If you want to cry, cry out, I won't laugh at you!" ”

Then I felt hugged by Ni Kaitong, and tears fell on my slightly cool bare skin.

"Why didn't she listen to me, what the hell am I going to do! What the hell do you want me to do! His tears fell on my shoulders, hitting my shoulders with some pain, the pain has been through the nerves, to the bottom of my heart, every time, see this usual ruffian! When the big ruffian boy cries, it's all for Sula.

On the way back, Ni Kaitong didn't say a word, silent, terrible silence, I could feel the sound of the wind whistling around me, a lot of it filled my ears, the surrounding scenery passed by in a flash, I couldn't even see their appearance clearly.

I chose to be fulfilled and silently withdrew, as if I hadn't followed my mother to ring the doorbell of his house.

I understand that some love can never wait, because it shouldn't have to wait in the first place. (To be continued) (..)