Hearing Deng Chao say the word hospital, Chenxi seemed to instinctively smell the unique smell of the hospital, and the whole person broke free to get out of Deng Chao's arms. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Deng Chao put Chenxi down, frowned unhappily, and suddenly stretched out his hand, Chenxi instinctively closed his eyes for fear, Deng Chao just reached out and touched her face, looking at her slightly haggard face, he half-hung his head and bit his lower lip.

Looking at Deng Chao's half-drooping face, Chenxi's original anxious mood gradually eased.

Deng Chao reached out and grabbed her arm, looking at her with deep dark eyes. Seriously, say "Obedient, let's go to the hospital." ”

Chenxi froze, looking at him, looking at his twisted brow, her eyes slightly damp.

Shu Yawang was stunned and looked at him stupidly.

Is it OK to go to the hospital? Does going to the hospital really work? A bitter smile curled up at the corner of Chenxi's mouth.

"Does it work?" Chenxi's eyes were a little sluggish, even her steps were a little blurry, like a shadow, she didn't want to die in the hospital, in a room full of the smell of disinfectant water, raised her eyes, and saw Deng Chao's half-hidden dark face in the light, the sadness in her heart surged up like a tide, Deng Chao's face in front of her became more and more blurred, she fell down like a piece of paper that lost gravity.

When she opened her eyes very slowly, she saw a solemn white, transparent liquid slowly dripping into her body along the plastic tube, she turned her head sideways, closed her eyes in despair, and slowly spilled a tear from the corner of her eye.

Deng Chao walked in, pulled the corners of his mouth at Chenxi very hard, and just walked to the bedside, Chenxi pursed his somewhat chapped lips and gently shook Deng Chao's arm, "Let's go, let's go home." ”

He looked at the morning light and shook his head gently.

Deng Chao just moved his mouth. Before he could say anything, Dawn continued, "What did the doctor say to you. ”

Deng Chao's face unconsciously darkened a little.

"Superman." Dawn looked at him with a frown.

"Don't kid yourself." Chenxi lowered her eyelids as she spoke, and said, "If I could really do it, I wouldn't be where I am now." ”

Chenxi raised her eyes and grabbed Deng Chao tightly with her hand, "I'm not willful, I know my own body better than anyone else." ”

Deng Chao looked at Chenxi's tired face, and the tip of his nose was sour. Looking back at her gently, "Don't say it." His Adam's apple rolled sharply. He shook her soft and boneless hand, and his eyes were full of unknown feelings, "Dawn, go." Let's go home. ”

Dawn's tears slowly slipped from his eyes, and he nodded fiercely.

Along the way, Chenxi didn't say a word, just leaned on Deng Chao's shoulder, closed his eyes slightly, and the car quickly stopped. Deng Chao paid the money and got out of the car with Chenxi in his arms. Chenxi looked up and saw a familiar place, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at the window of his house. "Superman."

"It's okay, I'm here." Deng Chao hugged her tighter as he spoke, and went up the stairs one by one. Deng Chao hesitated, he really didn't want Chenxi to live in the hospital. Thinking of her eyes in front of the hospital bed, and the constant vomiting and inability to eat because of several chemotherapy treatments, and most importantly, thinking of the way he dared not think if he was in the hospital, as she said, or rather, he kept paralyzing himself and not preparing for the worst.

In the face of health, everything has become so small, Chenxi's days in the hospital, she was lucky, she may really be spared, out of the list of misfortunes, she thought that the end of misfortune would be sweet, everything would be fine in the end, until she saw her deteriorating body, she understood that everything was just her self-deception.

However, what about Deng Chao, people are always greedy, if she was left to fend for herself from the beginning, it would be good to walk quietly like this, but, whenever she saw his eyes, she wanted to live a few more days.

Deng Chao carried Chenxi to the bed, Chenxi sat there looking at Deng Chao, his eyes were red, rubbed her shoulder, and sat down beside her.

"Want something?" He asked in a slightly hoarse voice, and although there was a strong smile on his face, he couldn't hide the indelible sadness in his eyes.

Chenxi shook her head gently, straightened up, hugged Deng Chao, sniffed, but tears couldn't help but overflow her eyes and flowed down, "Superman, you have done enough for me, I don't deserve you to be so good to me at all, in fact, I hope you leave countless times in my heart, really, what I said is true, seeing you do so much for me, you have lost so much weight, I am very distressed, but I can't do anything." ”

Feeling Deng Chao reach out and hug her tightly to soothe her emotions, she cried and then choked up and said, "I don't deserve you like this." ”

He caressed her back and said, "Whether it's worth it or not, I know in my own heart." ”

"For me, I just want to be with you, to be able to see you every day, and I never thought that I would like you so much, I like you so much that I am afraid of losing."

He let go of Dawn, wiped her tears, bent down, and looked at her, "Baby, don't think about anything." Obediently take care of your body. He leaned over and tapped the corner of her mouth.

Deng Chao bought dinner for the evening and came back and asked Chenxi to eat, she shook her head, saying that she had no appetite and couldn't eat.

Chenxi was lying on the bed, blinking at Deng Chao, I don't know when he fell asleep, Deng Chao blinked hard, his right eyelid kept jumping, always making him faintly uneasy, he looked at Chenxi, and didn't dare to close his eyes.

When he decided to take Chenxi out of the hospital, Deng Chao couldn't tell what he was feeling, it was complicated and difficult to describe.

The night is very deep, there is no light in the room at all, the morning light begins to be like a child sleeping, restlessly kicking the quilt, she can feel the faint pain between the leg bones, like sound waves, spreading upwards in a *, as if there are countless needles piercing her bones continuously, her meninges, she gritted her teeth, cried secretly, didn't want to cry out in pain, woke up Deng Chao who finally fell asleep, despite this, Deng Chao still woke up with a sense of it, turned on the light, and looked at her nervously.

In the hazy sleepiness, he felt the hot body of the morning light, and suddenly woke up from the sleepiness, and heard her suppressed low snorting.

"Does it hurt?" He knelt on the side of the bed and asked nervously, and the next second he bounced up and went to the drawer to get the medicine, and when he was still looking for medicine in a hurry, he saw Chenxi vomit.

When I ran over, I saw that Dawn was vomiting blood. The red color pierced his eyes.

"Go, go, we can't listen to you, let's go to the hospital, this can't work, let's go to the hospital, go to the hospital." Deng Chao was in a panic, he didn't know what to take, he had always been steady, but when he saw her appearance at the moment, he was out of proportion and didn't know what to do.

Chenxi almost fainted in pain, it hurt no matter what, lying on the bed, afraid that he would die of pain in the next moment, his face was constantly sweating, gritting his teeth, seeing Deng Chao, who was anxious to hug her, he held his arm hard, and finally couldn't control the scream, as if he wanted to vent the pain, Deng Chao's arm was grabbed by her.

She frowned painfully, but still stubbornly shook her head at Deng Chao, Deng Chao picked her up, put her down again, and helped her massage her legs with his hands.

Chenxi leaned on his body, unconsciously grabbed Deng Chao's clothes because of the pain, hugged him tightly with both hands, and suddenly she cried wantonly, buried her face in his shoulder, and snorted, "Superman." ”

Deng Chao choked up.

"You hold me, hold me tight." Dawn's voice was filled with pain and sadness.

Deng Chao didn't speak, hugged her tightly, and after a while, he hugged her fiercely, as if to embed her in the bones, the feeling of being cherished made Chenxi's heart brew sweetness out of the pain, and the pain was reduced a little. "It's fine. It's okay. ”

But is it really okay? It was like a knife hanging from his mind, and he didn't know if it was the right thing to do.

I don't know when, Chenxi gradually settled down in Deng Chao's arms.

Chenxi was lying on the bed, her mouth was a little white, and the whole person was haggard, Deng Chao was lying next to her, hugging her waist, and she was breathing slightly.

"Superman, are you scared?"

"Afraid of what?"

She smiled slightly, not continuing the conversation.

"Superman, know why I don't want to be in the hospital? Because it's so quiet at night, it's so quiet that it's terrible, it's so quiet that you can't hear the sound of breathing, you don't know when the person next to you doesn't breathe, and he is covered with a white cloth and pushed out, I don't want to be like that, I'm afraid of that. ”

"I want to lie in your arms, I want to be surrounded by your warm embrace at the end, remember your scent, call me selfish, say I am okay, the last time, I want to be selfish one last time, don't blame me."

Deng Chao hugged her, listened to her breathing more and more faintly, and held her hand, "Fool, how can I blame you, how can I be afraid, what I am most afraid of is... Deng Chao bit his lip and didn't say it.

Dawn turned her face to look at him, and she struggled to get up, and made a mark on his lips.

"I haven't done anything for you, and the person I owe the most in my life is you." Her tears slipped down the pillow towel and said very softly.

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A few days later

"Lin Mo, why did you call?" Deng Chao looked at the phone, picked up the phone and asked.

"I'm going to the hospital." Lin Mo deliberately said half a sentence, paused for a few seconds, and didn't see any answer from there, "Are you all right?" ”

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, Deng Chao sniffed depressedly, wiped his tears and said, "She, she left yesterday." ”

Lin Mo held the phone and swallowed his saliva, not knowing how to comfort Deng Chao, and did not dare to accept the news.

"Are you okay then?" For a long time, she asked.

"Well, there's a lot of work to do, and she's told me a lot of things to do for her."

"Hmm."

"I want to see her again."

"Hmm." (To be continued) (..)