145 At the beginning, there was no way back

Lu Yifan's phone rang at this time.

Sura picked up the phone and looked at it, "Do you want to answer the phone?" ”

She sobbed and didn't answer, so Sula looked up to answer the phone and shouted "Hey." ”

"Let Lin Mo answer the phone, I have something to say to her."

"Lu Yifan, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person!" She said coldly.

"Sula, you don't care about our affairs, it's not your turn to judge what kind of person I am, what kind of person do you think you are, what kind of good thing Ni Kaitong treats you, my heart is about to be hollowed out for you, what about you."

"What about Lin Mo? Ask her to answer the phone. His tone was tough that Lin Mo had never seen before, and Lin Mo, who was sitting beside Sula, could clearly hear Lu Yifan's voice from the microphone, word by word, word by word, word by word.

"She doesn't want to answer your call!" Sura said coldly.

"I warn you, Sula, don't add fuel to the fire, the ins and outs of the matter, Lin Mo doesn't know, I have the right to explain, give her the phone!" When Su La heard Lu Yifan say this, she took the phone from her ear, handed it to Lin Mo, and signaled, Lin Mo hesitated for a long time, snatched the phone, and roared, "But I don't want to hear your explanation!" ”

"Lin Mo, every time you ......" Before Lu Yifan finished speaking, Lin Mo hung up the phone.

Lin Mo inserted her hand into her hair, the words just now seemed to exhaust her last strength, she sat on the ground weakly, hugged herself with both hands, and shrunk herself tightly into a ball, like a hedgehog who was afraid of being hurt, and when she touched it lightly, she would immediately respond with a thorn, Sula didn't know what to say, as if she had lost her language function for a moment, she could only look at her like this, and then squatted down, hugged her tightly, and her heart couldn't help but sobbed with Lin Mo's low sobbing.

He confessed it all himself, and explained something! What else is there to explain. She sobbed.

When the phone rang again, the phone had already been thrown out by Lin Mo, and she was still squatting in the position she had just held, while Sura stood aside and watched.

Sura sat lightly in the corner of the sofa, and then saw the back of Lin Mo squatting on the ground, twitching and twitching, mixed with the sound of sniffing from time to time, and slowly moved her eyes, with indescribable sadness and self-blame in her eyes.

She remembered the girl who used to stand in front of her, always with a sunny face, and a smile on her face at all times, the girl who was always called the second cargo by everyone with a smile, she remembered the girl who always smiled and said that the boat was naturally straight to the bridge, it was really difficult to coincide with the girl in front of her at the moment, and even the back that couldn't guess the front was full of sadness, she opened her mouth several times to speak, but in the end she didn't speak, just stood up, went to the bathroom to get a hair dryer out, plugged it in, and half-knelt behind Lin Mo, Help her blow her half-dry hair slowly.

Lin Mo's scalp felt a burst of warmth, her hair was gently stroked by Sula's fingers, and Lin Mo felt her body slowly warm, as if warmth was transmitted from the ends of her hair to her heart.

Sula blew seriously, with the wind of the hair dryer in front of Lin Mo, Sula moved slightly with Lin Mo's wet hair, the bright light fell on her face, Lin Mo half-hung her face, saw her face, and listened to the voice outside the hair dryer as if hallucinating, "I'm sorry, Lin Mo." ”

Lin Mo actually didn't expect Sula to apologize, and was a little stunned when she heard her words in the noisy voice.

Sula said indifferently: "Ni Kaitong and I are no longer possible. The words were closed, and the sadness could be heard in the words, scattered in the air, flowing quietly, and her gaze looked a little desolate and sad in the light.

Lin Mo also suddenly remembered Ni Kaitong, remembered him when he was a freshman, and saw him now, nothing remains the same, the only thing that does not change is his attachment to Sula. It was this persistence that gave Lin Mo a reason to help him.

Sulla whispered, "I'm not the Sula I used to be. ”

Lin Mo finally spoke, "For Ni Kaitong, you haven't changed, and you're still the same." ”

"The way it was?" Sulla said this with a hint of sarcasm in her tone.

"Lin Mo, do you think you and Lu Yifan can go back to the beginning?" She asked.

Lin Mo was silent for a long time, and finally didn't spit out a word, but her red and swollen eyes were a little more swollen.

In fact, just like time has passed, you can't go backwards, the past has passed, how can you say that it is as good as ever, this is too self-deceptive.

Lin Mo was silent.

Sula was also silent, for a long time, only the sound of the hair dryer whirring, when the sound stopped, Sula collected the hair dryer line, Lin Mo reached out and touched the hair that was still warm, the whole person was temporarily better, stood up, and said, "Actually, to help Ni Kaitong, there is another reason, is that I don't think Ni Kaitong did anything wrong, I don't know why I'm an outsider like that, in short, I believe Ni Kaitong." ”

Sula didn't turn around, but paused in his footsteps, obviously not expecting Lin Mo to say this, "He really didn't do anything wrong, from the beginning it was I who made a mistake and took a wrong step, causing us to be unable to turn back now." ”

Lin Mo stood up, watched Sura put the hair dryer back into the bathroom, looked at her who came out, and said, "You said it was your fault?" ”

Sula hummed flatly.

When Sula left school, the school was full of wind and rain, and when Sula left school, when people occasionally mentioned it, they would bring it by the way, that is, the one who was spread all over the men's dormitory, and the woman who slept with **, spread on the campus for a while. I originally wanted to ask, but when the words came to my lips, I didn't know how to say it, and after hesitating, she asked, "Sula, do you still love Ni Kaitong?" ”

Sula chuckled and said lightly, "Love is a fart, sometimes, the reality is cruel." ”

Lin Mo raised her eyes to look at Sula, she walked to the coffee table and grabbed the unfinished beer on the table, like a man, she drank a few sips at the bottle without any image, Lin Mo asked, "What is the matter between you and Xu Zhi'an?" Do you really like him? ”

Sura replied, "No, I know you all thought that Xu Zhi'an and I were okay, and even went to bed," Sura replied. Speaking of this, she smiled bitterly and raised her eyes to look at Lin Mo, "It's because I don't like him that I pulled out these things later, including my withdrawal from school." ”

Listening to Sula's words, watching her indifferently move the beer in front of her, picking up the bottle and taking a few sips, she asked, "We know a lot less about you, and we guess a lot." Listen to what you say, the matter is related to Xu Zhi'an? ”

Sura didn't answer, Lin Mo looked at her, she didn't speak, just pursed her lips and bit a piece of dead skin on her lower lip.

Lin Mo sat down, looked at Sula and said, "Since you know that it is Xu Zhi'an, why do you torture each other like this." Sura chuckled twice, looked at Lin Mo, her eyes were profound, and then turned her face away, hiding her face in the light and shadow, she wanted to say that their situation at this time was similar to her and Lu Yifan's situation, or worse than Lu Yifan's and hers' situation.

"A lot of things have happened in the middle, and the two are going farther and farther in two directions, and it is impossible to intersect for a long time."

Sleepless all night, hugging each other until dawn.

Outside the window, it was getting brighter, it rained all night, and in the morning a ray of sunlight after a sunny day shone in, but it didn't shine for a night almost holding them in one position, Sula felt her arms dry and wet with Lin Mo's tears again, drop by drop falling on her heart, damp and moist.

After the rain, all the qiē looked like they were recovering, but why, such a warm daylight could not warm the cold on their bodies, but their mood could not be brightened with this strong light.

It was like I had just climbed up from the pool, and I was covered with a chill.

Sula pulled back her hair, leaned against the bed, and said to Lin Mo, "Lin Mo, it is impossible for me and Ni Kaitong, in the future, you don't care about the affairs between us anymore." ”

Lin Mo slept in bed all day, muddy, but without any hunger, so for two days in a row, not a drop of water entered.

Early in the morning of the third day, I stood in front of the mirror and began to clean up, covering up my somewhat swollen eyes with foundation, and then went to the office.

walked directly to Liu Shuai's office, Liu Shuai looked up, saw her walking in, put down the phone, just when Lin Mo heard the phone ring, he looked at her in surprise, with a bloodless face, stood up, closed the door, and then poured a glass of water for Lin Mo.

"Thank you, Mr. Liu." Lin Mo opened his dry lips, as if he was making a voice from his throat.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lin Mo raised his eyes and glanced at Liu Shuai, and said, "I have a cold, the temperature difference is large, and I am a little uncomfortable." ”

She couldn't even convince herself of her words, and her eyes seemed to be able to slide down tears all the time, showing a moist state, and she looked like she had cried.

"Mr. Liu, I'm here to resign."

"What's wrong?" Liu Shuai looked up and asked.

"Nothing."

"Since it's nothing, why quit."

"Recently, something happened at school, and my mood was very affected, and I couldn't concentrate on doing things." Lin Mo's voice was slightly hoarse.

Liu Shuai sat on the table opposite, looked at Lin Mo for a long time, stood up, looked at the window and said, "Then you go to do the handover procedures, and the salary will hit you at that time." ”

"Thank you, Mr. Liu." Lin Mo withdrew from the office, Liu Shuai took a cigarette from the table and lit it, and spit it out slowly.

When she came out, she saw that the sales champion on the front announcement cloth was Xiaowen again, she stood there and looked at it in a daze, until she heard the sound of high heels hitting the cold ground next to her ears, turned her head, and heard Xiaowen ask in surprise, "You just resigned with Mr. Liu?" ”

"News is so fast, you." Lin Mo hooked his lips and smiled faintly.

"Why did you resign?" Xiaowen asked.

"Anyway, isn't that what you want?"

"I don't want you to resign, you can't stand the pressure of work. Let's go, I'll have a coffee and see you off. ”

"Probably, no need, I'll pack up a little and leave, I don't have much anyway."

"Then let it be, I'll get back to work." Xiaowen stepped on her high heels, and her voice gradually sounded far away. R1152