Sula was one of the few alternatives in the class, I found that she didn't like to talk to people, and her seat was always next to the dormitory people, there was no communication, she didn't care about anything, no one was born to be lonely, and a lonely person was bound to be afraid that feeling would infect them, so lonely people were even more lonely.

I suspect that Sulla doesn't know anyone other than the dorm.

I didn't have much feeling for this woman, but once, when I went to the toilet after military training and walked out of the door of the teaching building, I saw Sura sitting in the corner crying from behind the branches of the low bushes.

The last remnants of the autumn sun, reflected on the short black hair, one after another smoking, tears surging down.

I stopped and stood for a long time in front of a bush not far away.

The campus in autumn is a little lonely, and the sound of students communicating and talking can be heard from afar, which is far away and cannot be heard.

I don't know how long it took, she finally stood up, stepped on her backpack, subconsciously wiped her cheeks, and walked away with red eyes.

Her back is so lonely that it's pitiful.

I wanted to hand her a tissue, but I didn't have the courage to move forward, and I thought, wait, there's always a chance.

I didn't expect that I waited for a rival in love, and after the military training, a boy named Ni Kaitong came, and I shared a dormitory.

That was the first time I heard Sula's name in the boys' dormitory, and the monkey was the first to jump up and say, "I heard that Sura doesn't have a boyfriend!" ”

When I heard the news of the monkey, I suddenly felt a burst of happiness in my heart.

The boss said very calmly, "Look at that, maybe it's not the right place." ”

I turned over and was about to say something for Sula, when I heard the newcomer Ni Kaitong say that he was going to chase her, such a sensation, I pulled my head over with the quilt, my head against the wall, listening to their heated discussion, my heart was suffocated, and some sad feelings faintly floated through my heart.

"Whoever said that it was not a place, not necessarily she is, but the ice and jade ones you see are not, have you heard of this!" Ni Kaitong patted the table, then looked at the military training photos, and then said to himself, "I knew that I could meet Sula, I would have come to military training, and I could still stand next to her." ”

On the military training photo, Sula is standing next to me, but we have never said a word, and I still doubt that Sula knows that next to her, there is a man named Xu Zhi'an.

"Have you seen her?" The monkey asked with a mouthful of words.

"Aren't you talking nonsense?" Met in person.

"Yo, I fell in love at first sight!" The monkey thief said with a smile.

"At first sight, it's all about your face, you just want to have fun." I finally couldn't help it, lifted the quilt, and inserted a sentence.

"Anyway, you see!" He seemed to be very confident, dropped such a sentence, and went back to busy.

Later, one day, I met Sula, and that was the first time I saw a smile on her face, it turned out that love is really so magical, but the smile was not directed at me, but I saw it as Ni Kaitong's roommate.

The street was crowded and noisy, and I could clearly hear someone shouting Sula's name, and then I saw her smiling and turning around and walking in front of Ni Kaitong.

She really looks good when she laughs.

Wearing the most popular bat jacket at the moment, when I raise my hand, I can see the thin sweater inside, wearing jeans underneath, very fashionable and a little playful, the eyes are very gentle, very beautiful, I suddenly wondered if such a smile would be shown for me, like a flower, blooming for me alone.

"What is this?" Sula patted Ni Kaitong's shoulder and asked me, who was standing opposite.

My smile came down little by little, she really didn't know my name, and a dark cloud floated in my heart, which quickly drenched my heart, but no one saw it.

"Xu Zhi'an! My buddy. Ni Kaitong opened his mouth and said.

She smiled and grabbed my hand, shook it to herself and said, "Hello, I'm Sula, Ni Kaitong's girlfriend!" ”

My mind went blank for a moment, I didn't know how to react, I just stared at her blankly, I nodded at her, and she withdrew her hand from mine.

He really caught up with her, listening to her, I am Ni Kaitong's girlfriend.

I watched her put her arm on Ni Kaitong's shoulder and said, "In the future, I'll go outside of you!" ”

Ni Kaitong smiled and said, "Fool, don't think I don't know what you're thinking, no, you go inside." ”

I saw that she got a satisfactory answer, and pecked Ni Kaitong's face lightly, and for a moment I actually felt that my face was also very hot.

"I'll go first!" I couldn't stay there any longer, so I left first.

I listened to Ni Kaitong call Sula countless times, and I could only tighten the quilt.

I turned my head and asked him, "Hey, how did you get to Sula?" ”

The corners of his mouth hooked a smug smile, and he said, "God help me, bet to win!" ”

I watched their sweetness every day, and a barb sprouted in my heart, piercing my heart, and the most unbearable thing for me was that time.

I don't know where I got it, I would walk to the gathering place of couples alone, probably to feel the atmosphere of having an object, and sure enough, there were couples sitting on the benches, some women lying on the men's laps, chatting together, some sitting together chatting, and of course there was no shortage of kissing.

It was almost sunset, and she sat on his lap and kissed him, her side face was so familiar, I lowered my eyes gloomily, but I couldn't move my steps.

They kissed so emotionally, so forgetful, that they didn't see me standing not far from them, behind the bushes.

On the weekend, when I came home, my mother went out to buy groceries, I looked at her mobile phone on the table, and suddenly an idea came to me, I used my mother's mobile phone to edit a text message to Sula, which read:

Bet, bet wins, get Sula! You're just betting on boys' entertainment.

I heard a beep send.

Then I quickly deleted the text message from my mother's hand, as if I had never sent a text message.

Sure enough, within two or three days of text messages, Ni Kaitong and Sula had an awkward quarrel, I was a little happy in my heart, when class ended, I saw her at the corner of the corridor again, not so much to see, but to say deliberately, from the moment she came out of the classroom door, I paid attention to her movements, she leaned against the corner and smoked, behind the smoke was her face, leaning there one by one to smoke, I walked over, saw her, a little nervous.

When I walked towards her step by step, I suddenly stopped being nervous, and sure enough, things must be reversed, and I was not nervous anymore, and my head was calm and blank.

"Sura, why are you here alone? What about Ni Kaitong? ”

"Come here, I'll ask you something!" She suddenly threw the cigarette butt in her hand on the ground, and then slammed it out with her foot.

"By the way, what's your name?" She smiled a little embarrassedly, looking at me, but my heart ached, she still didn't remember my name, I was such an insignificant person next to her.

"Xu Zhi'an! If you really can't remember, call me safe in the future! I smiled at her, looking like I didn't care!

"An An?" She moved her lips, probably because she felt too intimate to speak.

"Did you bet on me in your boys' dorm?" Her expression was very stern, and her tone was very cold.

I looked at her with a deliberate look of weakness, and then said, "Who did you listen to, there is nothing!" ”

"Alright, don't talk about it, I know." She left me and staggered downstairs.

In fact, I have always felt that Sula doesn't like Ni Kaitong, but it's just because of loneliness, if it's a different person, it's okay, in that case, that person, why not me!

This feeling in my heart, like a poisonous weed growing wildly, passed through my heart, soaked my heart, and implanted this thought deep in my heart.

In fact, when I saw her crying for Ni Kaitong, I hated myself for a moment.

Once, I ordered something to eat at KFC with Ni Kaitong and Sula, and Ni Kaitong stood there and asked what we wanted to eat.

"A burger, a Chicken McNugget!" She stretched out her hand and said to Ni Kaitong very happily, he smiled and nodded her head, and then asked me, "What about you?" ”

"Bring me a cup of coffee." I said with a smile at Ni Kaitong.

"Why don't you have something to eat? I don't know what you like, so let's order another chicken wrap for him! She said.

I was moved and warmed by her words.

"Do you know what Zhi'an likes to eat?" He asked, surprised.

She smiled smugly and said, "Anyway, it's almost all ordered, and he wants to eat it in a while, just take one from me." She showed a sly eyebrow at Ni Kaitong.

"Okay!" He smiled and went to order, I sat there and watched her play with her fingers, her fingers were very long, the knuckles were very white, the round nails, there was no decoration, there were no long nails left, I began to re-examine her, in fact, she was very clean inside, but she always armed herself with flamboyance.

"Why did you like our Guo Zi?" I said it as if it didn't matter.

"Because he likes me and is good to me." Her eyebrows were crooked, and I saw the brightest light in the starry sky.

"What about you?" I asked.

"Take your time." She smiled, raised her eyes and looked up at Ni Kaitong, who was standing at the ordering gate.

I knew that Sulla was not in love with him, but that he had been stalking him, but after a long time, I realized that I had not noticed the faint light in her eyes when she said this.

I began to be jealous, madly jealous, like air, all around me, I couldn't escape, I ran as hard as I could, I struggled desperately.

I dreamed that night.

In the dream, Sula hugged me, with a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, and then slowly, slowly approached my lips, kissed me, and then looked at Ni Kaitong who ran over, looked at me fiercely and said, "Kill him, kill him, and I will be with you." Then I saw that the corners of my mouth were festering, and Sura's face was festering little by little, and I touched her face and asked what was going on, and she laughed, and she laughed wildly...... R1152