102 Sula returned
That's an insult and contempt!
Sula gently hooked the corners of her mouth, and then watched the waiter bring up two cups of coffee, she took a sip slowly, in fact, she had already drunk a cup, but she didn't know what to order, so she ordered another cup.
She remembered the joke that Yang Qi told in the dormitory at the time, and felt that it was impossible for such a thing to happen to her when she bought love with money, and now, she also realized that kind of sadness, it was the sorrow of two women, one woman wanted to use money to keep love, and one woman felt that her love was quantified and insulted.
"It tastes good!"
Seeing that Sulla seemed to be avoiding the topic, the woman asked, "You don't want to leave him, do you?" ”
"Don't ask me about this, you also know that a slap doesn't make a sound, if Xu Jun's body is right, do you think we will sit here at this moment? You should find your own problem, I didn't tie Xu Jun with a rope, my legs were on his body, he wanted to leave me, he could do it at any time, I was just his lonely companion, and he was the same to me, you still have to think about how to get your man back to you. ”
She stopped talking, just lowered her head and took a big sip of the coffee in front of her.
"I put my information on a blind date website and find a man, which is normal, after all, I am single, and the real problem is Xu Jun, since I already have a wife, I am still on the blind date network, and I still write that I am single, I don't know who is cheating on whom."
"If it's not me, there's the next person!" Sula kept a faint smile on her face all the time.
"Because it's not me who has the problem, it's your husband. I'm going to sue him for playing with my feelings. ”
Sula smiled bitterly.
She suddenly thought that the reason why a divorce lawyer is good is because she has been hurt, she has seen through life, and the reason why a psychiatrist is good is because she once had a serious heartache, and she has understood life.
She had also heard that all comedians were more or less depressed.
When she walked out of the tea house, Sula remembered Yang Qi's words and turned the steering wheel.
Lin Mo watched from a distance as Deng Chao walked in their direction. The pace is in a hurry. The moment he saw them, he trotted over and walked over to meet the sun.
She walked away just in time.
He held her, but felt that her hand was cold and not much warm. Then he rubbed his arm uncertainly. Look up at her face. Also pale and terrible.
Dawn quietly watched him complete this series of actions.
"Don't stand in the light, go." Her face was frighteningly white in the light, and Deng Chao was in the usual posture of holding it. But it was opened by the dawn.
"You once said that if I let go first, you will let go, is that still true?" Dawn asked.
He ignored her, stepped forward and continued to help her, and then ignored her struggles and said, "No! ”
"Deng Chao, I don't love you anymore." Deng Chao had also heard such words before, and it was also from the mouth of Chenxi, at that time, her tone was a little angry, at that time, he was smiling, hugging her and coaxing, and it was sunny after the rain, but this time, her words were very cold, very flat, no tone, no emotion, thinking that it was to narrate an unrelated matter, he was suddenly afraid.
"Do you mean really?" Deng Chao felt that his hand was like a piece of paper, swaying slightly in the not strong wind.
"Of course." Chenxi raised his head, touched Deng Chao's gaze, and remembered all the things that night, and his originally soft heart built a strong fortress in an instant.
Deng Chao remembered what Lin Mo said, looked at her in a daze, and then suddenly rushed up and kissed her, saw the expression in Chenxi's eyes, and then hooked his lips proudly.
It is said that eyes can't deceive people, no matter how well she disguises herself, but after all, she is love, and no matter how she hides it, it will always be revealed.
"When I kiss you, and you don't respond, I'll promise you." Deng Chao dragged her, didn't go, hugged her, didn't obey, and finally Deng Chao seemed to be angry, hugging her tightly, on the street in summer, through her clothes, the temperature of her breathing burned his heart.
"Dawn, you always make my heart ache." Deng Chao said, tears flowed down, dripping on the hot hair that was roasted by the sun in the morning light, and there was a burning feeling.
She could hear the frequency of his chest beating, still the same as before, and Dawn had always thought that the beating frequency with her was different from his usual frequency.
"Fool, we've been together for a few years, how come this is the first time you've said such a thing in my memory." Dawn saw the smile on his side face.
His words annihilated the madness in her heart like a weed in an instant, and she retreated, no matter what he did, he had her place in his heart, and no one could snatch it.
She suddenly remembered a sentence from Zhen Huan's biography that she had read: "Don't seek concentration, but seek to be attentive." ”
Holding her, she used a hoarse voice to state a fact to him, "Deng Chao, my mother died. Just yesterday. ”
The only thing he could do was hold her tightly and give her warmth.
She lay quietly on his back, like a Pooh the Bear, her head resting on his broad back, still the familiar smell of the sun, and her tears silently penetrated his clothes and sprinkled on his skin.
Deng Chao was silent, quietly carrying her to the dormitory, how he hoped that this road would never be finished, just like that, on his back, the time changed, from youth to old age, and he could still see the face of the morning light.
Lin Mo had dinner with Lu Yifan at night, and couldn't help but stare at him, and then said, "Will you not want me anymore, if I'm sick." ”
"What to say, how to say such a thing"
"You won't treat me like Deng Chao did to Chenxi, will you?" She looked at him with sparkling eyes.
"I think it's good that we're like this, don't you think they're happy, but they're also miserable? You haven't experienced other people's things, of course, you only see happiness. ”
"You answer me! Hello face, I'm sick, you must think I'm not suitable for you anymore, and you don't want to take me out. She looked at the rice in front of her, but she couldn't eat a bite.
"I'm so bad, what's more, Deng Chao doesn't still love Chenxi the same." Lu Yifan said.
"You're different from him, how can you say it, do you think I have shortcomings?"
He looked up at her for a few seconds, then pinched her face and smiled and said, "Yes, it's stupid!" ”
Lin Mo couldn't laugh, and then continued to ask, "Then do you think you have any shortcomings?" ”
"It's too much."
"For example?"
"It's not good for you, I don't love you enough, I don't have a strong sense of responsibility, etc." He laughed, joking with her.
"Let me sue you, your biggest shortcoming is that you can't handle things, for example, I saw your sister before, your sister didn't like me, and your brother-in-law still helped me, and you have been communicating with your sister in your words, and you haven't cared about my feelings at all!"
Lu Yifan smiled bitterly, how could she have known that he used the local dialect to quarrel with his sister because of her, and blamed his sister's attitude towards her.
"Yuan Shan, did I tell you something?" Lu Yifan said.
"Am I talking about that?" She asked. "Yes, when I was eating yesterday, did I feel bad about my cousin?"
"Whatever you want to eat, just clip it yourself, you don't know what others eat, what to clip for others?"
"I put food on her because ...... Okay, okay, I'm not going to talk about it, you can think whatever you like. He and nature put the dish in her bowl, and then said, "Okay, eat more." ”
Lin Mo threw off the chopsticks, couldn't eat a bite, and walked back along the road, Lu Yifan also put down the chopsticks, and suddenly lost his appetite.
Yang Qi finished washing his clothes, saw that Chenxi had returned, and then suddenly remembered something, and said, "By the way, I almost forgot to say it, guess who I saw today?" ”
Her eyes were full of little stars.
"Don't sell it, say it quickly!" Lin Mo urged.
"I see Sula!"
"Really?" Lin Mo and Yang Qi both had a look of surprise on their faces.
"Who's talking about me?" Sula stood at the door and smiled, looking at the familiar faces at the beginning, they were still the same as before, but she, because of her makeup, had faded from her old appearance.
"Sura!" Lin Mo was wearing slippers, ran over and gave her a big hug.
"What are you doing now, how are you doing?" Lin Mo pulled Sura and walked in, with a slight smile on her face.
"It's fine. What about you? ”
"It's okay...... too"
"It's fine." These two simple words, how many stories they reveal, are contained in it.
"Let's go, I'll take you out for a walk!" Sura straddled her small backpack and stepped on her high heels, stood up, and said.
Originally, everyone's hearts were depressed, so they hit it off, closed the dormitory door, and followed Sura out of the dormitory building, watching Sura press the key to the car door, and the car opened.
"Sura, this is yours?" Lin Mo looked up at the BMW in front of him, and his mouth grew into an O-word.
"Don't doubt it, get in the car!" Sula hooked her lips, the color of her lips contrasting with the dimmer light, and it also brought out a lot of helplessness.
I went to a bar near the school, found a relatively secluded corner and sat down, they didn't like this noisy atmosphere very much, but at the moment they suddenly wanted to be surrounded by this kind of sound.
Sula kept smoking, she liked to see herself smoking, through the smoke, the world she saw was unreal, those melancholy, sad, or decadent faces, made her have a faint sense of pain, she liked the pleasure of lighting a cigarette, because she clearly knew that she was looking forward to someone who could stop her sadness, hold her hand through the fog.
Chenxi and Yang Qi both had something on their minds, Wu Zi picked up the beer in front of him and drank, Lin Mo was in junior high school for the first time, and drank two bottles of beer, Lin Mo only had one feeling, he wanted to go to the toilet.
Dawn seemed to want to get herself drunk, holding a bottle in one hand and a wine glass in the other, drinking to herself. (To be continued......)