The blurred vision made it impossible for her to see the man clearly, she blinked, and finally saw the face clearly, so familiar, so familiar, and then, she could no longer see his face clearly.

She stepped down from the stool, her squatting legs were a little numb, she hid behind the bushes and sent a text message to Deng Chao.

"What are you doing?" Her tears fell on the keyboard one by one, she wiped them off, and then a new batch fell up, and she was too lazy to wipe them.

"At home."

"I'll look for you tomorrow!" She said.

"Okay!" Then she heard him call someone else, "Sister Wang, if there is something tomorrow, I won't go." ”

She covered her mouth and cried, tears flowed out of her fingers, she tilted her head, afraid that she would cry uncontrollably and be heard by Deng Chao.

At that moment, she felt like her world had collapsed!

There is no star in the sky, only a lonely moon, the whole sky looks bleak, the lights of the surrounding residents are sporadically on, the lights seem to spell into a crying face, and I can't help but feel sorry for her, the slight wind, like an amorous person, sends her some comfort.

Why is this happening! Why is this happening! Chenxi raised her head and asked herself over and over again, but the tears were even more overflowing, wantonly washing her face.

She heard Deng Chao's footsteps, and the familiar footsteps made her sad for a while.

The pain was indescribable, at this moment she wanted to lie on the ground and roll, her chest hurt and it was difficult to breathe, she opened her mouth exhaling, but she couldn't breathe in a little air.

Why do this to me! Why. If it happens at the same time in these few days, her heart can't bear it, if her mother's thing is like falling under the cliff, it is just a momentary pain, but Deng Chao this time, she feels that this cliff has no bottom, and the pain has no end.

It wasn't until she heard the sound of the security door closing that she called Lin Mo with a trembling hand, and as soon as she connected, she heard Lin Mo's voice. "Watermelon. Where are you? ”

"Mobao! ......" She shouted Lin Mo's name for a long time, and began to cry all the time, crying all the time, as if it was a faucet with a broken valve. I can't stop it.

Lin Mo didn't speak. Listen to her crying on the phone. Through the microphone, it reached her ear.

Lin Mo understood that words were superfluous at this moment, and she just needed to listen quietly. Listen to her sadness and quietly give comfort.

She didn't say anything, just cried over and over again, repeating the phrase "why,,why,......"

Morning light sobbed and walked down the street, like a female ghost who had lost her mind, she felt that the air she inhaled was mixed with sadness, the night was like her state of mind at this moment, and the sadness that could not be dispersed was like the dark night at this moment, which could not be dispersed.

She remembers a friend who said that I wanted to leave the city, because she felt that every street had their memories, and that feeling made her feel emotional, and every step she took, she could touch the bomb of her memory, and she was scared, and she blew herself up.

Chenxi laughed at her at the time, and suddenly felt the same as her at this moment, she never felt that a road would leave any mark, but at this moment she felt full of loneliness surrounding him.

It turned out that with him by his side, even the circulating air was warm.

When Chenxi walked to the door, she saw Lin Mo, like a deflated ball, she didn't know if there were tears on her face at this moment, or if it was already like a pool of stagnant water that no longer flowed.

Lin Mo hugged her distressedly, then helped her to the bed, watched her lie down, closed her eyes quietly, and her eyelashes had already been naturally glued together because she was crying too much.

She didn't speak, hugged Chenxi, and lay there quietly, Chenxi's breathing was very weak, Lin Mo listened a little unreally, she looked up at her bed, couldn't sleep, watched Chenxi turn her body gently sideways, put her head on her shoulder, her shoulder was a little wet.

For Dawn, these days are as long as a century.

In the morning, Chenxi's mobile phone rang for a long time, but she didn't answer. Then he raised his head and said to Lin Mo, "Mobao, I want to go out for a walk." ”

Lin Mo thought that Chenxi had learned about her illness, and she didn't know how to comfort her, so she just said softly. "Okay." Then secretly sent a text message to Deng Chao.

: Did you quarrel with Dawn? Or does she know her own thing? She's in a bad mood right now.

: No, I haven't seen her for the past two days, and I also said that why didn't she answer my phone in the morning, I was just about to ask you.

: So she hasn't been at school for the past two days?

Sura said: Her love is like coffee in the corner of the table! It's delicious, but it's so easy to fade away.

She is used to the taste of loneliness, because she feels that when she falls in love with someone, she will be lost if she can't see it, and she will be lonely after she loses, and the endless cycle will drive away loneliness is to continue to love people.

"Are you Sula? I want to see you! I'm Seo Jun's wife! The voice on the phone was a little irritable, with anger, and Sula sneered, stirring the coffee in front of her as she listened to the voice on her phone.

"Somewhere, what time is it?" Sula asked calmly, made an appointment with Xu Jun's wife, she looked at her watch, and sat there leisurely drinking coffee in front of her.

Time is quiet, willing to be with you! Sulla laughed to herself when this phrase popped into her mind, and it seemed that she still couldn't completely get out of the school state of mind.

When Gucheng brought Yang Qi to Shangdao Coffee, she didn't see Yang Qi quietly pursed her mouth, she felt that it was better to spend thirty or forty yuan for a cup of coffee than to buy her a big bag of snacks, but she didn't want Gucheng to see her little woman's mentality.

She clearly knows that the values of the ancient city are much higher than hers, and there are many petty bourgeoisie, and he resists those in his bones.

She still remembers that when she was just with Gucheng, she bought a couple's dress without authorization, adding up to more than two hundred, she asked Gucheng to cover it in front of her, whether it looks good or not, Gucheng took a look at it, and then opened his mouth and asked, "How much." ”

Her question made Yang Qi, who had strong self-esteem, angry.

"Do you want to wear it?" The ancient city naturally saw Yang Qi's increasingly ugly face, so he picked it up, put it on the outside of his clothes, and then looked around, and took it off the moment Yang Qi didn't see if he looked good in it, and stretched his clothes for him.

She also remembered that she once told Gucheng that she wanted to buy her mother sunglasses, and the summer sun was too strong, so she asked Gucheng's opinion, and Gucheng said that the idea was very good.

Then, she picked out a pair of sunglasses for two hundred on the Internet, sent them to Gucheng, and asked, "Is this style good?" ”

As a result, Gucheng replied, "Cheap sunglasses, the material is not good, it is not good for my aunt's eyes, if you are afraid of spending money, I will buy it, buy a good one for my aunt." ”

When Yang Qi saw the words of the ancient city, he collapsed directly on the bed, and his original good mood was swept away by the words of the ancient city.

"Forget it, don't buy it."

Later, Yang Qi understood that she couldn't discuss the price of things with the ancient city, this was a matter of values, and she would definitely be unhappy if she touched it.

Therefore, today, the ancient city said that it was hot, and when she came here to sit for a meeting, she came.

When Yang Qi was led by the ancient city to walk inside, his eyes suddenly swept to a familiar figure, and then shouted at the person in the seat in surprise. "Sura?"

Sula turned her head, smiled at her, and asked, "Would you like to sit here together?" ”

"No, Sura, do you have time? Everyone gets together, your bed is empty, and you can come back whenever you want. Yang Qi smiled.

"Well, I'll go over when I'm done." Sura said.

The ancient city smiled at Sura and pulled Yang Qi towards the inside.

Sula seems to be more beautiful than before, with delicate makeup on her face and high shoes on her feet, a little more coquettish and feminine, and faded away from the youth of her youth.

She stood up and smiled at Yang Qi's position, and finally fulfilled the old saying: Life is a circle, and we will meet after all. ”

She has long been able to face the current Yiqiē with a peaceful mind, she knows when to laugh and when to cry, and the bitter smile has become a decorative expression, properly handled, and completely disguised.

If it weren't for those things in school back then, she might still be a girl in school, longing for a beautiful love, hoping for a perfect person to rescue her and take her to a happy country, her thoughts are like the heroine in a fairy tale.

It is not necessarily a prince who rides a white horse, it may be Zhu Bajie!

Real life has already punctured her dream bubbles one by one.

Sula held up the phone as she walked to the agreed place, then looked around and found her in the corner of the tea room.

She thinks that people who drink tea and coffee and milk tea are two kinds of people, and only older people will prefer to drink tea, and the accumulated state of mind can taste the taste of tea, just like life.

Sitting opposite was a woman in her thirties, her hair coiled behind her head, her face did not have too many traces of years, she was well maintained, and her whole person looked extraordinary.

Sura thinks that men are shameless, obviously the women in the family are enough to take out conspicuous ones, but they also have to take a small one to walk around, and later, she thought, even if the maintenance is good, the age on the ID card is the same.

"Hello, my name is Sura." She walked over and politely greeted Xu Jun's wife.

She sat up straight and looked like she was going to negotiate.

"Don't you have anything to drink? What to drink? Sura was very casual, smiling and asking the unsmiling woman in front of her.

"Let's have a cappuccino!" She said.

Sula smiled slightly, it seems that at least the generation gap between them is not too long, and they can still communicate.

She suddenly missed the snow top coffee she used to order at fast food restaurants.

"Bring me a cup of Blue Mountain coffee." She said to the waiter.

"Where did you know my number?" Sura asked.

The woman looked up at Sulla, and then said, "Say, how much do you want?" ”

Sula hates that kind of face, hates that kind of words, it's like, throwing you naked on the bed, and then taking the money out of her pocket and asking, "Say, how much money can get you?" (To be continued......)