Yuan Shan's confession: We were so beautiful
I'm sorry, Lin Mo
They said, "Yuan Shan, your family is really rich"
I said, "Even if my parents are rich and on the rich list, I am just a poor person on the rich list, and if I have money, it is my parents', not mine."
They said, "Isn't that all the same?" β
I don't think that's the same at all.
I often find a quiet place to sit with Du Ruotong, she and I are the same kind of people, and my parents' money is enough to live happily for a lifetime.
But we are like slaves to money, even love.
Du Ruotong talked about her boyfriend who she had been talking about for two years, and her tone was full of reluctance and anger.
I asked, "Aren't you all right?" β
"That was a year ago, when he hadn't been to my house, do you remember my sister's marriage? On that occasion, my father paid the man a car and a house. β
"What's the matter with you?" I asked.
"That's it, what's the matter with us, that time he asked me, what are you doing these days, I sued her, busy with my sister's marriage, and then he said, Tongtong, when, when will we get married? Do you know how happy I am to hear this? But then he muttered there, I wonder how much your father will pay me? The smile in his eyes stung me deeply, you know? Shan. Du Ruotong was a little excited, and his nose was moving.
I feel sad, isn't there anyone who will love, just love you as a person? I flipped through the photo of my phone, the photo I had hidden, and the smile on it was so beautiful.
"And what are you going to do?" I asked.
"Shanshan, it's not that I haven't given him a chance, the first time he said this, I smiled, I didn't hear it, the second time he said this, I was already very angry, but I endured it, and when he told me about it for the third time, I broke up with him."
"You've broken up?" I asked.
"Yes, we had dinner together that day, I stood up and said, Kang Nan, let's break up, I, Du Ruotong, is not that no one wants it, whether my father loses money or not, that's his business, even if he doesn't lose a penny, that's his business."
Yes, is it our fault that we have reached the point where we can't marry without losing money, this is the sorrow of the rich, it is not wrong to be rich, but it is our fault to be envied by others.
Every girl dreams, and in the dream, the prince kisses you, and there is a smile in the corner of your eye.
I asked my grandmother, "Grandma, do you think I will find someone who loves me in the future, is good to me, and looks good?"
Grandma sewed clothes for the puppy and said to me, "Shan, this can't help us, Yuegong has already been given, it has been decided a long time ago, whichever should be yours is yours, don't worry, even if you don't have it now, there will always be"
Grandma sold iron with my grandfather, at that time the feet still need to be wrapped, love is not by oneself, no one likes it or not, and supports each other for most of their lives.
Grandma also said that the clothes she made were warmer and more comfortable than those she made, and the temperature could be felt by the tentacles, and I watched my grandmother sitting on the sofa, wearing reading glasses, sitting near the sun, knitting stitches and threads.
Before I went to college, I was like a blank sheet of paper, and even a bit of an idiot, I was picked up by my father since I was a child, and I never left my parents' eyes, and I never lived on campus.
When I was taking the university entrance examination, I applied for this city, and it was an eight-hour walk from home, and my mother said, why don't you report a closer one, and the car will be sent by car. In fact, it's just because I'm rebellious, I'm an adolescent, and I don't want to be controlled by them anymore, and I don't want everything to happen right under their noses.
When the dormitory people turned off the lights, there was nothing to chat, Guo Jing said, "You see, a college student stuffed a cucumber into the house and couldn't pull it out, and went to the hospital." β
Mi Xue said, "No, you said how embarrassing it would be to go to the hospital, Guo Jing, where did you look, I will also look for it." β
"On the latest hot spots." She said.
"That woman is famous, I guess she won't have the face to go back to school." Li Jingfang said.
I quietly opened Baidu and searched for the word self-wei.
Later, during military training, I saw a girl, with short and capable hair, standing in front of me, 1.7 meters tall like a tomboy, I can always see the man when I turn back, because Lin Mo just made a protective shield for me, I can secretly set my eyes on him.
Lin Mo and I became good friends, we ate together, played together, she always settled the money in advance when she was about to finish eating, after I said, uncomfortable, I didn't go out of the dormitory for a day, I sat there with a big bag of things to eat snacks with me, I think she looks like a man, because she talks big and has no mouth.
During military training, visiting the arsenal, the squad leader said that we must wear military training uniforms, Lin Mo and I met the boys in the same class on the way to the assembly point, she saw that people were not wearing military training uniforms, so she pointed at me and yelled, "You see he is not wearing clothes!" β
The people standing next to the man laughed, and the man's face turned red and said, "You don't have any clothes."
This is my Lin Mo, so stupid and naΓ―ve, her eyes are pure like a sea.
I looked up the food in this place on the Internet, and then pulled Lin Mo to eat everywhere, preemptively paid the bill, and then, when I asked her to eat, she sometimes hid, only when I said that I would eat something in the small shop in the school, she would gladly accept it, and then pay happily.
Lin Mo said that she doesn't like to take advantage of others.
I said, that's what I'm happy to do, I like to spend money on you.
She said, Sanba, if every time I go out, no matter what you eat or whatever, it's all your money, how do you feel? Will you feel that you have been caught, even if you have money, I can't trap you.
The tip of my nose was a little sour when I heard it, and I took her hand and said, "Let's go, this meal, please!" β
She couldn't see me at first, and even if I wasn't far away, I would pat her on the shoulder and say, 'Who are you looking at?'
You! Don't you even know how to call me when you come out? She said.
I'm standing not far from you. I say.
Haven't you heard that if I walk by not far from you and don't say hello, it's not because I pretended not to see it on purpose, but because I'm short-sighted.
Later, you could see me, and she said that the silhouette was you. It turns out that this is fine.
I always pulled her and said that there was a class on the other side, and the boy in the first row of the other class, I had a crush on the face that fascinated me under the military training hat, and he was the male god in my heart.
During the break in military training, I would always use Lin Mo's shoulder as a bracket to shoot him opposite, but the pixel of the mobile phone was too poor, and I couldn't shoot his face at all when I got closer.
Lin Mo would pull my phone and ask, "Did you shoot it, did you shoot it, show me your big tall one." β
"I can't see anything!" She said.
"Wait, I'll make sure I'll get a clear picture for you." I confidently said that I had never shown her a clear picture when I had taken a clear photo.
I saw him at the piano shop that day, he closed his eyes, played the guitar, sat on a stool, immersed in the music, I heard the sound of water dripping in my heart, rippling the ripples of silence in my heart, I quietly took out my mobile phone with some trembling, turned on the vibration, and photographed his face.
But he didn't enter my dreams once.
Lin Mo told me that there was a man chasing her, not from the same family as us, and she said that she had a good impression of him, but she already had a partner.
I also persuaded her that it was rare for the two to be happy, so why not hurry up.
At the freshman party, I slipped out and ran to his department to see him, I didn't take Lin Mo with me, because they had something to deal with in their dormitory that day, and they couldn't accompany me.
I watched him sit on the stage, singing quietly, and his beautiful voice conquered me, and he sang a song "I Have a Soft Heart" that I later knew.
: Just to believe in myself, I can always be your favorite
The scene was staggered, the spotlight was on him, and I saw his slightly closed eyes again, and he sang so beautifully.
He looks like a prince like that!
After watching the freshman party, I searched for that song on the Internet, and hummed alone with headphones on my headphones all the way, and I think I was fascinated by men who were perfect in all directions.
Is it my delusion? I watched him walk towards the girl's apartment on our side, his back was so familiar, I lowered my head and rushed past him, wanting Lin Mo to see him. R1152