I asked for her phone number from Lin Mo. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]txt e-book download/

"Hey." I was about to ask her if it was Yang Qi, and she said, "Hey, who are you?" "She'd forgotten my voice, how foreign it was to her.

"I am the ancient city!" I said lightly, and it occurred to me that no one had called me milk for a long time.

She paused for a moment and asked, "Is there anything wrong?" ”

So alienated, so strange, I swallowed, I didn't know how to open my mouth, for a long time, I said, "I'm back from England, let's meet." ”

I haven't forgotten before she broke up with me.

It's just that at that time, I stubbornly thought that as long as we met, we would still be the same.

I remember that when I was talking to my parents on the phone, I asked about Yang Qi's situation, and my mother hesitated on the other end of the phone.

She said, "A man must start a business first and then start a family!" After starting a business, I'm afraid that I won't have a family! ”

She said, "You can't see it, it's already unstable, it's definitely the norm to make awkward noises from time to time, don't make phone calls too often." ”

I smiled bitterly, every time I had time to call her, the order over there was out of place, and over time, I stopped calling.

My parents also decided not to deliberately avoid Yang Qi's situation in front of me, and even never mentioned it.

I was walking and thinking, Yang Qi came over, we were a little rusty, she didn't even bother to smile at me.

"You're back. How have you been doing in the past six months? She asked, with a deep alienation in her words.

"It's good." I say.

Then I asked rhetorically. "What about you, how are you doing?"

"That's good, by the way, this is for you!" She handed over a wedding invitation and unfolded it in front of me, I looked at her in disbelief, and then snatched the wedding invitation in her hand to see that it was indeed a wedding invitation from Yang Qi and another person, that person was not me, not my ancient city.

I thought there was room for all to turn around.

It's just what I thought.

"You're getting married? Didn't you say wait for me? Gucheng clutched her wedding invitation tightly, eager to tear it apart, and asked in a very depressed voice.

"We're in the past." She looked up and looked at me calmly, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and that smile was like the wind, blowing into my eyes.

She showed a wry smile and said to me, "Gucheng, a lot of things have happened to me in the past six months, let alone three years, even in these six months, I can't hold on, you say I'm selfish, regardless of your feelings." She looked up at me as she spoke, and then said, "People are selfish, and so are you. ”

I still remember Yang Qi crying and telling me that she would wait for me. 800

I remember the look in her eyes, it was real, true.

The original vows were like the wind, scattered in the air little by little, like scissors tearing apart the faces of our once young people, whipping us like whips, pumping our stupidity, and pumping our ridiculousness.

"Bless you." With that, I opened the door and stepped into the darkness.

The wind mixed with a light rain rushed into my face, wooden, my face was numb from the rain, and the wind blew my face fiercely, like a slap in the face one after another.

The body is cold, and the heart is also cold.

I didn't take a bite of the food on the table, and now I feel very hungry.

I found a restaurant to sit down, asked for a bowl of rice, ordered a dish, rice entrance, only to find that the rice grains are like stones, so hard, difficult to swallow, swallow it hurts, tears drop in the rice, I wiped my tears, bite by bite of rice.

She wouldn't have known, and as soon as I got off the plane, I dropped off my bags and called her.

I jumped on the bus, bought a ticket, found a seat and sat down, my head hurt a little, I fell asleep in the bus in a daze, I always felt that my head was very clear, and when I opened my eyes again, the station I wanted to get off had already passed, I held my hand and got off the bus quickly.

I walked back along the road, the oncoming traffic passed me, with a warm wind with the smell of oil, I just wanted to feel the warmth, it disappeared from my side, I suddenly felt desolate, the night was like a big curtain, overwhelmingly attacked, wrapped me in it, did not let me escape, I felt the sunshine in my heart, little by little by such darkness covered.

The light swept over me, I didn't feel a trace of warmth, the empty street, I didn't know where to go, the empty street, the cold wind blowing through the sideburns, my mood was terrible.

I sat on the street, picked up the mobile phone, dialed Yang Qi's previous number, and called, I was very excited the moment the phone was connected, memory was like a flood that opened the floodgates, I held the phone, recalled a lot of past things, my tears flowed, tears were quickly dried out, no one will find out except myself, like memory, locked in the deepest part of my heart.

"Are you alright?" There was a nice female voice on the other side, and she actually listened to me, chattering endlessly.

I blinked my wooden eyes and said, "You should be a psychopath." I hung up the phone and buried my head in my arm, which was already cold, and I couldn't stretch out in pain.

I walked along the street and saw an Internet café, so I got into it and boarded my QQ, which had long since lost Yang Qi's QQ number, and I didn't even know when she would really leave me.

There is a message in my space, which is from Yang Qi.

: I used to want to catch up with you, but now I'm so tired that I want to find a place to stop. Goodbye, milk.

The time was two months ago.

I fell on the table, crying, crying my dead love, a dull pain in my heart, I didn't drink that day, I thought a lot, I didn't sleep all night.

Later, I pinched the movie ticket in my hand in a daze, and looked at "People in Thailand" in my hand, and I sat alone in a movie theater full of couples.

I remember if it were you, you would definitely take your student ID and show off your student ID everywhere, saying, you can save yourself to spend, why should you cheapen them.

At first I thought you were stingy, but then I thought you were so smart, the money saved went into our own pockets, I remembered, that time I went to Beijing alone to learn English, when I left, I was happy to buy you a lot of food, spent all the money in my pocket, I looked at you standing at the train station and waved at me, my eyes were full of reluctance, when I arrived in Beijing, I checked the map, I knew which subway to take, but my pocket was empty, I called you, you began to laugh, and then sympathized with me, comforted me, across the phone line, I still feel happy, I don't regret it, I spent all the money in my pocket for you, I stood at the station entrance in Beijing, hoping that a kind person would give me two yuan, I stood for two hours, no one paid attention to me.

You also said that I heard that Thailand is about to come out, so let's go and see it together.

I said, Yang Qi, I'm going abroad, so I can't accompany you to see it.

Your eyes darkened for a moment, and then you said, "Even then, you'll have to buy an empty seat to accompany you, just take it as me."

I thought you were stupid, why did you buy two tickets, but when I looked at the Thai embarrassment that had already been taken off the shelves, I really didn't have the courage to buy one more ticket.

I didn't do anything I said to you.

I don't know if you've ever looked at the screen and thought of me, but I looked at the screen and thought of you.

It's like you're around, you're eating popcorn, smiling happily, and even getting a little carried away when you see you.

But the people next to me laughed so happily, but I felt so uncomfortable, I sat there so out of place, I held popcorn, sobbing and eating, my mouth full of bitterness.

I thought I couldn't forget you, but I suddenly thought, I haven't contacted you for half a year, why, don't I love you? Neither is it.

I'm used to being calm, I'm used to living alone, I can live well on my own without you by my side, the only thing that proves that I love you is that I never thought of finding someone to accompany me, and I refuse female friends around me.

In my peaceful days, I forgot about you.

Time is really the best medicine for wounds, the wounds you left me heal little by little, scab, and sometimes I don't even touch it, I forget that I once loved you.

When one day, I accidentally saw a story about you, my heart no longer hurts, and I knew that I had forgotten about you.

You're like that expired movie ticket in my hand, which has expired.

Today's strangers are the ones who were once most familiar.

Love is a poison, once you smoke it, it is difficult to quit, but it is not impossible to quit, time and space are the best antidote.

First love may not last long, but it is the most profound, because, at that time, we just came into contact with love, and we are still trying to be perfect, people are like that, once there is something else, it will be compared, if the next one can not reach the previous one, the relationship will not last long, this is the characterization of people, irrefutable.

I finally understood why there are always a lot of love on campus that can't go to the end, because there are too many uncertainties.

No matter how beautiful love is, it can't withstand reality, reality is cruel, and it opens up the picture of imagining the future that we cover in front of us, so that we can see the real world clearly.

I later heard this from the mouth of an Englishman.

：sometimesyoujusthavekissafefrogsbdforeyoufindyourrealprince

Sometimes you have to kiss several frogs before you can find your prince.

I laughed, and then I understood, this prince is not necessarily the most handsome, or the most capable, but the person who understands you best, loves you the most, and can spend your life with you, such a person is your prince, but if it weren't for the comparison of the frogs in front, how would you know what you really need.

We need love to live to the fullest, and we need love to teach us to grow.

Later, I met Zhou Yu, I really forgot about her, and now with Zhou Yu's company, the bits and pieces that I used to be with Yang Qi are also fading from my mind, and maybe there are some more, like dust, sinking into my heart and can no longer be aroused.

We are not brave enough, we have all lost to reality, you didn't wait for me, I forgot about you, and now you are married and have children, and I have her by my side.

It turns out that we can really fall in love with another person, it's not that we didn't love deeply before, it's just that society is so real that we can't do anything about it.

Don't believe in myths, because we live in reality, we step on this land, spend the ** in our hands, and look up, it is a city of steel and cement.

I just want to work hard to be able to take on my responsibilities in the future, but on the way to struggle, I can't afford to pay the responsibility, I can only indulge my hurt, but I can't do anything, later, I understand, before you don't have the ability, you must not easily promise love, you can't afford to hurt, and you can't afford to love.

Suddenly remembered the myth of Mitsura.

You cry and say to me, myths are all lies, you can't be my prince! r1152