Four hundred and forty-three

Although Mrs. Hou said that she had never talked to Cuizhu Mama before, she still regarded Cuizhu Mama as her own lovely person in her heart, after all, after so many years, she cared very much and remembered that the person around her had never said anything and had no doubts about what she had done, just like when all the people were targeting herself, she was even driven to live in a firewood house when she was in difficulty, she did not abandon herself, and even used her monthly silver to subsidize her life. Such a person who has been loyal to herself all her life, Mrs. Hou is naturally trusting, and has never thought that she will do anything to be sorry for herself, but maybe she has her own ideas about certain things, although Mrs. Hou said that she has been a person who attaches importance to interests all her life, but this is not her nature, after all, if a person wants to survive in society, he must adapt to this society, and naturally he must change.

Although it has changed a lot over the years, I don't know why, looking at Lan Susu recently, Mrs. Hou always recalls what happened when she was young, and always thinks of herself at the beginning, so sometimes Mrs. Hou looks at her style of doing things and feels that it doesn't look like herself, maybe because Lan Susu is very similar to herself when she was young, so not only from her own interests but also the interests of the Yongping Marquis Mansion, Mrs. Hou feels that Lan Susu is the most suitable candidate, So now, even Mrs. Lao Hou didn't notice that something was changing in her heart, maybe this is the personality charm of Lan Susu, which invisibly affects the people around her. Let the other party change something.

"Old lady, you really torture the slave and maid when you say this, how can there be a slave and maid today without the old lady, even if it is not enough to repay your kindness to me for a lifetime." Mama Cuizhu didn't expect that Mrs. Lao Hou would say this at this time. It's been many years since Mrs. Hou really talked to herself calmly, as if she was still in the boudoir who didn't compete with anyone, and when she didn't fight with the world, she hadn't seen such a young lady for many years, at that time she had everything on her mind to share with herself, and later married into the Yongping Marquis Mansion, facing many things that were unfavorable to herself, Mrs. Hou was slowly adapting and changing. What finally changed Mrs. Hou was that she lost her daughter. Because of this incident, Mrs. Lao Hou was hit hard, and she was almost kicked out of the house for a time. However, Mrs. Hou stayed with her tenacity and perseverance to keep her title of Mrs. Yongping Marquis, but she lost her daughter forever and lost the right to be a mother again, so Mrs. Hou changed a lot later, but Mama Cuizhu never felt that there was anything wrong with Mrs. Hou. Because he has been staying by Mrs. Hou's side since he was a child. All the things about Mrs. Hou are very clear, and even all the things that Mrs. Hou has encountered Cuizhu is by Mrs. Hou's side, because of this reason, she understands that even if it is to the point now, but Mrs. Hou has never vented her dissatisfaction and anger on others, on the contrary. She just wanted to give more of herself to her son, because of such thoughts. So no matter what you do, it's just for the sake of Master Hou.

At the beginning, the reason why Mrs. Hou objected to Hou Ye and Luo Wanqing being together was only because Luo Wanqing's identity was unknown, and Mrs. Hou didn't want Hou Ye's future to be affected by Luo Wanqing, so when Mrs. Hou began to promise Mrs. Hou that she would marry another wife, Mrs. Hou was very happy, but what she didn't expect was that Master Hou agreed to marry the eldest lady just to get Mrs. Hou to agree to Luo Wanqing to stay, because there was finally a gap between mother and son for such a thing. Especially after the eldest lady didn't listen to Mrs. Hou's words and killed Luo Wanqing with the matter of giving birth to a child, there was already an invisible gap between the Hou Ye and the old Mrs. Hou, although the Hou Ye grew up under the teaching of the old Mrs. Hou, and understood that loyalty and filial piety are two things that everyone must do well in their lives, but even because of the blood relationship between mother and son, Hou Ye has never been able to make trouble to the old Mrs. Hou, but his indifference to the things in this mansion is enough to explain a lot of problems. Now that the eldest lady is back, the Hou Ye's kindness and pampering to the eldest lady are obvious to all, looking at the current situation of the old Mrs. Hou, Cuizhu Mama also can't understand whether the old lady Hou appreciates the eldest lady's behavior very much or because of the Hou Ye's love for the house and Wu, so she will be so concerned about the eldest lady's affairs, although after so many years, the old lady's mind has become deeper and deeper, and she may not be able to guess anything, but Cuizhu Mama also has to admit, The eldest lady has always stood on the hostile face of the old lady, the second lady was okay before, since the eldest lady came back, the nature of the second lady is also undoubted, in this case, the old lady is indeed a little belly and back to the enemy, if you want to change the situation of the Yongping Hou Mansion, the eldest lady is indeed a rare candidate, first of all, because the Yongping Hou Mansion has only three little masters, but the second miss and the third young master are both born to the eldest lady, how can they help the old lady deal with their own mother, and the eldest lady is different, Although she was a little inappropriate when she was young, but the current eldest lady is a feeling that it is not what it used to be, not only the Hou Ye pampered her and let her inherit the identity of the county lord, but also the emperor was enough to favor her, let her own marriage, did not blame her and the Seventh Prince for a private life, and also rewarded her with a gold medal to avoid death, although now all people are eager for the eldest lady, but the eldest lady is still not impatient, pampered and not surprised, this alone is enough to withstand the trust of the old lady Hou in her, Although even Mama Cuizhu understands that the eldest lady can be said to be the only and best choice for Mrs. Hou, but she always feels that the eldest lady may not be so simple, and sometimes Mama Cuizhu will worry about whether the eldest lady will be obedient to Mrs. Hou on the surface like the eldest lady, but secretly she has her own careful thoughts, but even if she is confused in her heart, but Mama Cuizhu also knows. At the moment, there is no choice, she can only pray to the Bodhisattva, the eldest lady and the eldest lady are different. Not an ungrateful villain.

"We have lived together for fifty years, and no one knows better than you how I have come over these fifty years, so even if everyone misunderstood me, you were also on my side, although I have done a lot of bad things in the past fifty years, but if I can live easily, I don't think anyone is willing to work so hard to calculate anyone. Once we enter such a circle, then no one can leave easily and stylishly, and now it is not just that we have to go on like this forever. The two children outside are also forced to enter such a life circle that eats people and does not spit out bones because of the grievances between our adults, and sometimes I always wonder if it is right or wrong for me to do this now, whether it is because of my own selfishness that I have harmed these two children. Mrs. Hou said as she looked at Cuizhu Mama who was a little surprised. And then I went on to talk about it. "In fact, I took so many wrongful paths by myself because I thought that I believed that things in this world would not be so ruthless. Even if the old marquis was famous for his romance, but I still married him without hesitation, but in the end, I was almost abandoned, and the only daughter also made a funeral for my simplicity, so from that time on, I thought in my heart that such a thing in this life could not happen to me, so since then, even if it is the love between husband and wife, I am just careful to calculate, step by step to today, but today I realized, It seems that the choices I made were all wrong, and it was because of my stubbornness that my son would live in pain all his life. But what else can I do is not what I want to fight for now. But I can't stop anymore, isn't this the sorrow of all the women in Fengdu City, and now my two granddaughters are following in my footsteps, but I can't do anything, it's too sad. ”

The more Mrs. Hou thought about it, the more she felt that such a thing was a mistake at all, but she and the eldest lady have been fighting openly and secretly for many years, even if she feels tired and tired now, but she still has no way to stop it, because this is the circle of fighting, not a place where you can come and go if you want to come, just like if you really let go of everything now, if you don't say that you will have a miserable life in the future, the eldest lady alone will feel that she is playing some tricks. I'm afraid that I will do something more hateful to myself, not to mention it, just look at the current Lan Luoling and know that this girl has been disguised very well in front of her, if it weren't for the sudden appearance of Lan Susu, this girl will not be able to see her disguise, what this girl did at the beginning was innocent and lively, and no matter what it was, she never let herself down, but because Lan Susu appeared, Lan Susu has done everything better than Lan Luoling, so it is not a taste in her heart, in order to make Lan Susu ugly, Lan Luoling herself is full of ugliness, even if she punishes her and wants to make her wake up, but she has not repented in the slightest, and now it is even worse, and the idea has already hit herself, although Mrs. Hou does not want to see her two granddaughters fight for something, but now Lan Luoling will be like this, Mrs. Lao Hou also understands that it is impossible for her to let her mess around, So be sure to teach her a lesson, and hope she won't act so rashly in the future.

"Old lady, what are you talking about, living alone in this world is not everything can go well, not to mention that the old lady, your hard work is all for the Yongping Hou Mansion, all for the Hou Ye Although the Hou Ye said that it was very painful to lose the eldest lady's mother, but the old lady, how did you come here in this life, Hou Ye's heart is also very clear, he is now like this because he is an upright person, and the Hou Ye is a soldier, and he has some iron and bloody skills in everything he does in his life, It's not because of the resentment of the old lady in it, after all, you and Hou Ye are biological mother and son, who can replace your position in Hou Ye's heart? Hou Ye is also a father of three children now, and he can understand your feelings. As for the future of the eldest lady and the second miss, it was already destined by God, the thing that the eldest lady did, even if the eldest lady didn't know, but the eldest lady would definitely target the eldest lady, now the old lady, why don't you do this to protect the eldest lady, just wait until the eldest lady marries safely in the future, the old lady, you can be regarded as a complete merit, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, there are some things old lady you have done all the things you can do, don't mind. ”

Mama Cuizhu looked at Mrs. Hou like this, and her heart was also very painful, after so many years, Mrs. Hou seemed to be beautiful on the surface, and she commanded the size of the Yongping Hou Mansion in her hands, even if it was now the eldest lady's housekeeper, but many things were still the final say of Mrs. Hou, in the eyes of these old ladies alone, although Mrs. Hou said that she paid enough attention to interests, and what she did could almost be said to be mercenary, but she was also a very beautiful Mrs. Hou, But who knows the pain and sadness behind Mrs. Hou, and how much has Mrs. Hou experienced to get to this point today? Now there are still many misunderstandings between Hou Ye and Mrs. Hou, but even if he understands the grievances of Mrs. Hou and the pain of Mrs. Hou very well in his heart, he is just a subordinate who doesn't know what he can do, so that the misunderstanding between their mother and son can be solved, and let the Yongping Hou Mansion be peaceful, but unfortunately he can't do anything, the only thing he can do is to say a few words of comfort, Cuizhu Mama understands that these things have been accumulated in the heart of Mrs. Hou for a long time, but she can't do anything, can't help Mrs. Hou share her worries, the only thing she can do is to comfort Mrs. Hou. (To be continued.) )