350. A man tenders the time, a man amazes the years (3)
80_80391 "A Ning ......"
After hearing this, Hua Feng felt a little uncomfortable.
Although he was born in the emperor's family, he was destined not to be affectionate, and the women around him were also innumerable...... It's just that for Mu Ning, he is sincere, he really feels sorry for her, and he loves her.
Therefore, in that year, when Pearl died, the dog.
He was discouraged, but after thinking about it, he was worried that Mu Ning would not be able to accept this fact, so he made up a lie...... This lie is nothing else, it is to lie to her, Zhu'er is not dead, but was robbed.
This deception is 20 years of deception.
Before, when Mingzhu appeared in the house, he looked similar to him, and he just said who was the spies...... After all, Zhu'er is long gone, and he knows this better than anyone that he left Mingzhu.
Mostly for Mu Ning, he clearly saw Mu Ning's love for Mingzhu.
Unexpectedly, today, it was debunked.
Guilt and apology filled my heart, I originally thought that Mu Ning was suffering and complaining about him...... I never thought that she was reacting like this, she really liked Mingzhu, right? Perhaps, it should not be called a pearl.
However, his true identity is not certain at this time.
However, she is his daughter, this is indeed a fact, looking at Mu Ning, she accepted Mingzhu like this...... Obviously, it was his child outside, and she regarded her as a dead pearl, and her heart ached slightly.
"Ah Feng ......"
Mu Ning called out, and in his mind, he recalled the scene many years ago.
Her child, carved in pink.
Gradually, the scene changed little by little, and it became the appearance of Mingzhu, which was clearly what she imagined...... Regardless of whether she is a pearl or not, in her heart, she is her daughter, she is extremely sure of this.
"Ah Ning, I know, I know! Don't worry, I'll keep her and won't let Pearls leave you......"
Hua Feng sighed, stretched out his hand and took Mu Ning in his arms, comforting him carefully.
Mu Ning calmed down at this time, slowly closed her eyes, and let the tears fall, but her lips were crooked...... That's the satisfaction she gets, it's enough to see that she is sincere and loves Liancheng.
This point is not clear to Liancheng.
However, even if he hadn't seen this scene, Liancheng really regarded Mu Ning as his mother...... It's just because she saw Lin Shihan's shadow from her, as if she had regained her mother.
At that time, Liancheng staggered out of the study, stumbling along the way.
She didn't know where she was going, but her heart, surrounded by a chaotic array of thoughts.
It turned out that she was really Hua Feng's daughter, not Shangguan Ming's.
Xiangfu, who has lived for so long, is not a child of the Shangguan family, even if she is in the palace, she has already gotten the news...... However, from Hua Feng's mouth, she was still shocked, but she got her mother's kiss, not willingly.
At that moment, she was resentful, eager to kill Hua Feng with a sword.
In the end, it was impossible to get started.
She couldn't do anything about that face, which was somewhat similar to herself...... In addition, because of Mu Ning, she only felt that her heart was very chaotic and chaotic, so that in the end, she simply ran away.
Panting, holding on to a willow tree, he stopped.
Next to the willow tree, there are large stones on the ground, and next to it is the lake, illuminated by the moonlight...... On the surface of the lake, it is sparkling and blooming with unparalleled beauty, which makes people yearn for it.
However, like a big palm, it restrained the throat.
Liancheng felt that he couldn't breathe at the moment, and he couldn't tell the pain.
For a moment, she suddenly thought, since she is so tired of living, what is the point of living in this world...... With an obsession, it rushed into his mind, and in the depths of his eyes, there was a trace of confusion.
Xu is, too dignified.
The body staggered, his hands were loosened from the tree, and the whole person fell towards the big rock...... Seeing that the whole person had fallen on it, a figure came over quickly.
The first step was held by her.
"Allure ......"
Dongfang Yu did not return to the room, but waited for Liancheng.
In the study, not far away.
As long as she appears, she can see it at a glance.
Last night, after a few days of cold war with her, he finally couldn't help it, and returned to the house to talk to her...... I didn't think that he was told that she had fallen asleep, and that he should have left, but he wanted to see her.
Although he is superficial, he avoids Allure.
However, I can't resist the longing that fills my heart.
It's just that I didn't expect that when I entered the room, I didn't find the storage zĂ i of Allure, and the bed was empty...... She was not in the room, but the maid was back, she had not been out of the house, and he was worried.
He searched everywhere he could, but there was no trace of her.
Until this morning, there was still no news from her.
Due to the turmoil in the imperial court, Hua Feng and Hua Qian, the tension between the two has become more and more obvious...... It is a Chinese businessman, with no real power, and the court may be able to change the sky at any time.
And, Allure is now Hua Feng, the nominal child.
If it is someone with a heart, it is not impossible to rob her secretly, think about this possibility...... When he got to the back, Dongfang Yu sued Hua Feng, so Hua Feng suspected Yao Shuzhen and went to the palace to investigate.
In the end, nothing was found.
At this time, she suddenly came back unharmed.
Looking at her, he snatched the door out of the study, and he followed behind him all the way to here...... Looking at her, he stopped here for a long time, he stood behind her, a place where he could see when he turned around.
Obviously, the two were separated by a distance.
But he felt that he could feel that she was in pain.
Until, at the moment when she fell, he stepped forward and carefully placed her on the stone to sit down...... He lowered his head and saw clearly that struggle and hesitation flashed across her face, and people couldn't help but feel pity.
Dongfang Yu felt that he was on the verge of madness.
She married him, not because of her heart, but because she used and felt guilty, and injured him completely...... However, seeing her in pain, he couldn't do it even more, but he was even more miserable.
"Allure, what's going on?"
Dongfang Yu asked, and couldn't help but feel a little anxious.
Liancheng was silent, sitting there peacefully, like a fragile glass doll...... With Dongfang Yu, he became more and more worried, and Liancheng made a move, but he didn't speak.
In my mind, the words that Jun Mobai had said came to mind.
He said that Shangguan Ming was on his way here.
With what kind of attitude should she have faced Shangguan Ming, she guessed that he probably knew that he was not his child...... However, from childhood to adulthood, Shangguan Ming's favor is by no means groundless.
Now, with the fall of the Prime Minister's House.
However, she felt a little sad, although the fall of the Prime Minister's Mansion was not directly related to her...... However, in the dark, she couldn't escape responsibility, and she suddenly didn't dare to see Shangguan Ming.
She is a sinner, what kind of face does she have to face with Shangguan Ming.
"Dongfang Yu, you say, you are alive, why are you alive?"
Suddenly, Liancheng raised his eyes, stared at Dongfang Yu, and asked such a question.
She didn't cry, but Dongfang Yu read traces that were more abrasive than crying from her eyes full of sadness...... Although, for some unknown reason, Dongfang Yu stretched out his hand and patted her on the back.
Under the moonlight, Dongfang Yu's face is brighter and warmer than the bright moon.
Compared with Jun Mobai, he may not be amazing, but he is definitely warm...... His eyes are clear and there is no trace of dirtiness, and anyone who looks at them will feel pious.
It's just that he stared at the woman in front of him, exuding warmth and compassion.
"Allure, why it's not important to be alive, it's important not to lose your original intention. Joy, anger and sorrow, often in an instant, in this world, there is nothing that cannot be seen, why bother yourself? â
Dongfang Yu said this, and the cool lake rippled behind him.
Suddenly, he bent over, and when he arrived in front of Liancheng, he raised his head slightly, staring at Liancheng's drooping eyes...... Two by two, the two of them are invisible, such a pair, his cleanliness, let the original godless Liancheng.
I can't help but feel ashamed of myself.
His words entered his ears, like a clear stream, and he was cultivating the Buddha's way, and his words were ...... It's obviously ordinary, and there is no big truth hidden in it, but I feel convinced.
In fact, Liancheng is struggling.
Struggling with, suddenly, in this thing.
What she really needs is the enlightenment of one person, even if she is not Shangguan Ming's child...... Even if he hated Hua Feng, Hua Feng didn't hate it himself, what he hated was what he did to his mother.
Only, not from his original intention.
However, taking a step back, if it was at that time, Hua Feng took his mother to Tanglin.
In the house, fighting back and forth, Hua Feng is only a responsibility for his mother, not out of love...... In the same way, my mother is afraid that she hates him even more, and such a mother is destined not to be happy.
However, the mother met Shangguan Ming and got true love.
In this world, it seems that everyone's fate has been written down...... Like a kite, with the line in your hand, it gets farther and farther, maybe off track, or bravely forward.
Until the end, no one can be sure whether the ending will be happy or sad.
If so, she is a mother, even if she knows that there is such a calamity, but when she chooses...... She thought that she would choose Shangguan Ming and gain a sincerity and love, so that she would not regret it.
After figuring this out, my heart was filled up a bit, but it was still empty and lost.
For Dongfang Yu, who had been worried about him in front of her, she was grateful and apologetic, she owed him, she knew this...... Liancheng suddenly, he didn't know what to do, for Dongfang Yu, how to make up for it.
"Dongfang Yu, thank you."
Gently, even the city road sentence.
Through the hazy night, her voice was faintly warm, and she was deeply guilty, she thought, Dongfang Yu is really good...... It's so good that she is overwhelmed, he really softens her heart, and she doesn't deny it.
Getting along with him is even for a short time.
However, during this time, there was his gentleness that made her unable to forget.
"Allure ......"
Dongfang Yu frowned, his palms tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened.
After a long time, he still made up his mind to raise his eyes, and was about to speak.
Lian Cheng couldn't help it, stretched out his hand, and covered his lips: "Don't say it!" Dongfang Yu, don't say it! I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry......"
Before he could say anything, she refused.
Dongfang Yu thought that his love had no hope after all.
He secretly thought that as Master had mentioned, there was destined to be a catastrophe in his life...... He already knew that she was his calamity, but he never thought that this calamity would make him worse than dead.
In the past, he was sure more than once, and he did not regret it.
It's just that at this moment, he suddenly had a trace of regret, if he went back in time and returned to the beginning of his acquaintance...... He must have restrained his heart from falling in love with her, because of love, such pain.
It's so real that you can't swallow it.
The green lantern is often accompanied by the ancient Buddha, which may be more suitable for him.
Thinking like this, he could only look at her, there was no if in this world, he met her and fell into this relationship...... Greedy, he never thought that he must get something, she was the only thing he insisted on.
Her countenance, in the moonlight, was hazy and not blurred.
The eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and when you laugh, the eyes are like a faint crescent moon, beautiful and elegant, and seductive at the same time...... Her long hair, spilled down, brushed over his heart, like a feather, tickling and provocative.
The first encounter, destined at a glance, entangled for a lifetime.
Her hand, still on his lips, had a faint fragrance, lingering in his nose...... He restrained himself and reached out to tear her off, only to smile faintly, very shallowly.
"No need to apologize, Allure, really no need to apologize! You can't love me, I should have known ......"
Dongfang Yuwei bent his lips, and a little smile appeared on his warm face.
Then, people can't bear to hurt.
"It's just that I still can't help it, and I look forward to it...... I hope that one day, you will fall in love with me! â
Sighing, Dongfang Yu smiled undiminishedly, but it didn't reach his eyes.
There was a faint wound hidden in his eyes, and he tried his best to hide it, and Liancheng could see it...... It can be seen that it is not explained, but the apology deepens: "People, they are always greedy!" Before, I didn't understand this, but when I met you, I understood......"
As the words fell, he reached out and stroked her hair.
Between the fingers, flowing through, all are nostalgic.
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"Dongfang Yu ......"
"Allure, I'm willing to leave."
Faced with such Dongfang Yu, Liancheng couldn't help but call, but was interrupted by Dongfang Yu...... And his words made her eyes widen, as if she couldn't believe it, and then it was full of apologies and guilt.
"Allure, don't look at me like that! Don't look at me like this with a look of indebtedness, I can't bear it......"
Even in this love, he has been singing a one-man show.
However, she didn't want to sue herself, she had never been moved, she would rather that she had been moved...... It's just that this motivation came too late, so it can only be hidden in the heart, in comparison.
Jun Mobai is her refuge.
In fact, Dongfang Yu is not wrong, for Dongfang Yu, Liancheng is not unmoved...... Little monk, how do you know, I have never been tempted by you, but this motivation has not come at the right time.
In my heart, I occupy Jun Mobai.
It can be seen that what is hidden in Liancheng's eyes is full of indebtedness, and Dongfang Yu can't bear to look at it anymore...... With a twist of his hand, it covered her eyes, and at this moment, he blocked Liancheng's gaze.
The smile on Dongfang Yu's face gradually disappeared and turned into sadness.
"Allure ......"
His faint call, every call, poured out all his love.
Liancheng bit his lip, almost ashamed of his tenderness, disgusted with himself, but there was nothing he could do...... I'm sorry Dongfang Yu, I'm sorry Gu Qingzhi, these two men, in her life, she owes the most.
Sometimes, Liancheng doesn't think about it.
With Dongfang Yu, or leaning towards it, really together.
It's just that such an idea is born and is faintly rejected, and in this case, it is unfair to anyone...... She thought of the first meeting with Dongfang Yu, the shy man, the man who blushed and stammered even when she approached.
He smiled, softening the time and her heart.
Now, although he is no longer what he used to be, it seems that he has never changed for himself!
"If so, without Jun Mobai, would you ...... Fall in love with me? â
Suddenly, such a sentence came to my ears.
In front of him, it was covered by his palm, and only the warm touch covered it...... His voice came, and it reached her heart, making her stunned and think carefully.
The answer seems to be a bit cruel.
It's just that she knows very well that Dongfang Yu has decided to reconcile with her and leave her, and she must be planning to let go...... In that case, why leave him no more impossible hopes, perhaps comfort him, and he will feel better.
However, Liancheng thought that she wanted Dongfang Yu to hate her.
If he hated her, she would have felt better.
"No!"
faint, but it is firmly hidden, and the two words fell, and there was a loud sound.
At the same moment, she clearly felt that Dongfang Yu's hands stiffened, and she was really bad...... Again, again hurt, the person who loved her, unconsciously bit her lip and bit it tightly.
"Ah Yu, if it weren't for Jun Mobai, I wouldn't have met you!"
This point, although hurtful, is a fact.
Without Jun Mobai, there would be no Hua Su, and she would not have been deceived by Hua Su to Tianshan...... Thus, encountering the danger of ambush, at that moment, met Dongfang Yu.
Without cause, there is no effect.
When I met Dongfang Yu, there is a reason for Jun Mobai, isn't it.
As her answer fell, Dongfang Yu in front of her seemed to be silent, and Liancheng remained silent...... Gradually, as time passed, the palms on the eyes drooped.
She fell in love with Dongfang Yu, but he still smiled, as if he was not sad.
It's just that between the eyebrows and eyes, a flash of loneliness fell into the eyes.
"Allure, why don't you lie to me? Even if you lie to me, I can give myself a glimmer of hope......"
Dongfang Yu opened his mouth with a hint of bitterness.
Instead, he shook his head, and the whole person stood up, standing up...... Lian Cheng followed him, stood up, and stood behind him, and the two were silent and did not speak.
"Allure, before you leave, can you tell me sincerely, are you ......?"