351. I love you and really love you.
80_80391 "Allure, before leaving, can you really tell me, are you ......?"
The voice is clear, and the meaning is unknown in the silent night.
When the words came to his lips, Dongfang Yu suddenly stopped there.
Immediately afterwards, he turned around and looked at Liancheng from a distance, not a short distance...... However, due to the middle of the night, there was a trace of haze on her face, and the woman was dressed in white, like an elf.
Every time I look at it, my heart is moved.
"What?"
Liancheng didn't know, looked at his desire to speak and stopped, and added a question.
In an instant, a trace of bitterness flowed through Dongfang Yu's eyes, about the answer he wanted...... It seems that there is no need to ask again, it is already clear in my heart that it is futile to ask, but it is only to increase the sadness.
Suddenly, he changed the topic and stopped continuing to fit the talent: "Allure, I am willing to leave." However, I have a request, not for anything else, but for you to follow your heart......"
As he spoke, he stepped forward and approached Liancheng's side.
"Follow my heart?"
Liancheng repeated a sentence, and there were doubts, just puzzled.
In his ear, his faint sigh crossed his heart: "I once said that I want you to be happy." Allure, follow your heart, emotionally, face your true thoughts. I want to see you, happy, and not scarred......"
His words, which are said to be unmoving, are false.
Sometimes, Liancheng has to feel that Dongfang Yu's body seems to have a kind of magic hidden in him...... There are many things, you know what it is, but you don't want to admit it, and everyone has this.
Perhaps, in front of others, your wounds.
You will avoid it, you will be annoyed and angry, and you will be at a loss, but when this person is replaced by Dongfang Yu...... Liancheng's heart was inexplicably peaceful, and even by his side, he was able to feel at ease a little bit.
She knows that this is not love, this is influence.
Even, she tried to guess that if Dongfang Yu had never met her, she had always been a refuge in Buddhism...... He will definitely become a master and save many people, not only on the surface, but also on the inside.
Dongfang Yu is born with energy!
Her words were vaguely understood, and in the face of her own heart, her heart was engraved with Jun Mobai.
When the Prime Minister's Mansion was destroyed, her monstrous hatred was not only for her relatives, but also for the burial of love...... She thought that Jun Mobai was too ruthless and sent her to hell, so she was full of hatred.
However, now that the hatred is gone, what cannot be crossed is the heart.
For Jun Mobai, she thought, even if she didn't love like that back then, at least she liked it...... If it weren't for this, when she was poisoned, she couldn't have coveted him.
Beautiful? It's just an excuse.
What's more, it's still regret, regretting their past, after all, it doesn't exist anymore, and their hearts are empty at the same time...... What she wants to leave behind, there is nothing more unforgettable than physical intimacy.
So, driven by this, she followed her heart's thoughts under the pretext of flattery.
However, as Dongfang Yu said, people are always greedy, and when they get this, they still want to do something...... Jun Mobai's love is deep, the events of the year are vivid, and she wants to rebuild the old friendship with him.
It's just, it's just, there is a prime minister's house in the middle, and she's afraid.
Afraid of her relatives, such a tragic death, how could she be with Jun Mobai? They didn't have a good death, what qualifications does she have to regain happiness!
Such thoughts tormented her, making her only alienated from Jun Mobai.
Not even the slightest chance to give!
"Allure, your relatives, must love you! That's why you've been suffering and bent on revenge. It's just, have you ever thought that the relatives who love you, what they want to see, will be like you? β
At the right time, Dongfang Yu's voice rang out.
Liancheng clenched his fists again and again, as if he was struggling with something in his heart, and his face showed a trace of dazedness...... She raised her eyes, and the brightness in her eyes was better than the stars in the sky, which made people can't help but feel pity.
"What they want to see is ...... What kind of me? β
She asked, hungry for answers.
At this moment, Dongfang Yu's answer seemed to be salvation, he was the cleanest person...... Stained with the atmosphere of Buddhism, people can't help but be convinced, and want to listen to his opinion, he is unparalleled in the world.
"They love you, they want to see you, they are happy you, they are happy you. It's not, tormented by hatred and in pain. β
Dongfang Yuwei smiled, and his body was invisible, exuding a light of compassion.
Liancheng suddenly thought that there were rumors about Dongfang Yu.
There was a great thief who killed many people in his life, and his hands were stained with indescribable blood, and he was deeply guilty...... Such a person is avoided by others, and no one can sympathize, he is indeed cold-blooded, and Cheng DΓΉ is outrageous.
is also such a person, under the persuasion of Dongfang Yu.
Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot.
Now, in the temple, in order to atone for the sins of the first half of his life, at the cost of the second half of his life, he is willing to be a green lamp ancient Buddha.
Spiritually, because of his words, I got an indescribable lightness, and this feeling is incomprehensible...... It's just that, looking at Dongfang Yu, Liancheng instantly understood how lucky she was to meet him.
"Ah Yu, I understand."
Liancheng said in a low voice, revealing a little indifference.
Although it is not enough, it is completely opened, but the knot in the heart has cracked a little crack...... She thought that in her past life and in this life, all kinds of experiences were like a dream for a thousand years, ethereal and impermanent.
"Ayu, thank you."
With a hint of gratitude, Liancheng said.
Thanks to Dongfang Yu, thank you more than once, every time out of her heart, he helped her...... But she owed him, alternating guilt and apology, and did not apologize again, because it could be seen.
Dongfang Yu really doesn't need her apology.
Therefore, it can only be hidden in the heart.
"Allure, no need to thank me. Everyone has a catastrophe, can't see through it, and the nightmare is always with you. You can see through it, the sea and the sky. That's how life is......"
Dongfang Yu said lightly, the ink hair scattered, dancing lightly with the breeze.
In an instant, it was hidden as an immortal who rode away in the wind, which made people worship.
"Little monk, you are really suitable for Buddhism."
couldn't help but sigh and really say it from the heart.
Dongfang Yu was stunned, listening to her words, and for a while, thoughtfully...... After a while, his lips curled, and he smiled faintly: "Really?" Are you really ...... Think so? β
The tone was flat, suppressing melancholy, with a hint of imperceptible deep meaning.
"Yes, you are merciful, kind and pure. I think that if you were in the Buddha Gate, you would be able to enlighten a lot, and people like me who can't think of it ......."
Liancheng pointed at himself, and a slight smile appeared in his eyebrows.
That was because of Dongfang Yu, the words he said, he saw it for a while, the pain dissipated a little, and his heart loosened...... Dongfang Yu looked at her, she was so radiant and wanton, destined to be happy all her life.
Abruptly, Dongfang Yu opened his mouth and said: "Allure, can you ...... again Hug you? β
As soon as these words came out, Liancheng was stunned.
Later, looking at Dongfang Yu, there was no special meaning in his eyes, and he sincerely forgot about her...... Liancheng hesitated for a moment, unable to refuse this request, did not nod, and did not speak.
Leaned forward and stretched out his arms.
Little by little, he wrapped his face around Dongfang Yu's waist and leaned his face against his heart...... Listening, beating steadily, I felt his palm, covering her back, encircling her.
Liancheng felt sour in his heart.
Dongfang Yu is a good person, a unique good person, she obviously hurt him, he never hated her...... In this world, she thought, there are few people who can do this, which is distressing.
I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......
Carefully, repeating these three words in her heart, she didn't stop dispersing, she was really sorry for Dongfang Yu...... This sorry, in this life and this life, she will never forget it and remember it forever.
"Allure, you have to be good."
Dongfang Yu hugged Liancheng, the smile on her face had faded, and she couldn't see it.
Sorrow and pain are stretched on the face.
Allure, if it is reconciled, it is what you want, I promise you that it is.
Allure, if you are white, you love, I will send you to him.
Allure, if it is happy, it is what you are afraid to chase, I am willing to pick it to give it to you.
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It's just Allure, I love you, I really love you.
My love is no less than anyone else, but unfortunately this love came too late...... I know
, I lost to Jun Mobai, not to him, but to time, lost to fate.
Lost in your heart.
That sentence, which I didn't ask halfway, was nothing else.
It's Allure, aren't you...... Still in love with Jun Mobai?!
However, I finally stopped.
There is no other reason, I know, I have always known, you love him, and it has never changed.
The cold palace gate sent away Liancheng.
From afar, Jun Mobai stared at the carriage that was fading away in the night, with a faint scar on his heart.
Instead, he did not return to the palace, but also led a horse.
Facing the vast night, he sailed into the vast land.
The crisp sound of horses' hooves stands out in the silence of the night, running down the streets of Kyoto...... Jun Mobai rode a horse, galloped quickly, and as time passed, he stopped in one place.
It was a mansion that occupied a high-class position in Kyoto.
Turning over and dismounting, Jun Mobai stepped forward.
In the darkness, there were several black shadows, followed by Jun Mobai all the way, it was Nanliang Secret Guard...... Therefore, there is no need to worry, being followed by, after all, in Tanglin, the only enemy.
At this moment, I thought he was dead.
I won't send anyone to watch his every move.
didn't knock on the door, someone was inside, observing the outside, the moment Jun Mobai arrived...... Quickly, the door opened, and the people inside walked out respectfully and bent down in front of Jun Mobai.
"Master, people are inside."
The man spoke, his voice unfazed.
In this mansion, the people in the mansion are businessmen, doing silk business in Kyoto, but in fact, they are the people deployed by Jun Mobai, the forces sent to Tanglin, who are interested in finding out the cause of the death of the concubine.
When I entered the house, the front hall was brightly lit.
Jun Mobai dressed in white and won the snow, and walked all the way to the front hall, before entering the front hall.
After a distance, I have seen it.
An old man, holding a child, never leaves, like a treasure...... In contrast, thinking of his attitude towards Liancheng, Jun Mobai's heart stinged and he was indifferent.
It's just that for him, no matter what the reason, he has to feel guilty.
When Jun Mobai walked in.
Shangguan Ming noticed, raised his eyes and glanced at him, just a glance, and then continued to hang his head...... In his arms, Rui'er was already asleep, looking delicate and quite beautiful, which made people can't help but feel sorry.
"Prime Minister Shangguan, what I said did not lie to you."
After a long time, Jun Mobai opened his mouth.
Obviously, Shangguan Ming was Jun Mobai and forcibly brought to Tanglin, and with Shangguan Ming's temperament, he just wanted to stay in front of Shangguan's tomb...... For the sake of Liancheng, and because he knew Rui'er's identity, he sent a message to Shangguan Ming.
Hearing this, Shangguan Ming did not react at first.
After eating for a while, he took his gaze away from Rui'er's body and stared at Shangjun Mobai.
"The grass people are on behalf of the official family, thank the emperor for his grace."
In such a statement, there is obviously no trace of sincerity.
However, for Rui'er's storage, Shangguan Ming, who was originally lifeless, can be regarded as having a trace of vitality...... His attitude, Jun Mobai didn't care at all, this was what he owed to the Prime Minister, and he knew it in his heart.
Shangguan Ming called himself a grass people, and the meaning was very clear.
Jun Mobai sat there, looked at Rui'er, and gestured to the people next to him...... When he boarded, a subordinate walked in front of Shangguan Ming and had the intention to take Rui'er over, but he was rejected by Shangguan Ming.
In the cloudy eyes, there was a hint of protection.
Suddenly, he looked at Jun Mobai, who was just indifferent: "Uncle Shangguan, I have something to talk about." Rui'er has been frightened these days and let him sleep well. β
Even if he is unwilling, Shangguan knows that he can't resist it.
I could only watch Rui'er being taken away, and then the other people also walked out of the front hall under Jun Mobai's signal.
In the front hall of Nuoda, Shangguan Ming and Jun Mobai were left for a while.
"Your Majesty, the grass people have nothing else to ask for. I just want to take my children and return to Nanliang, and live incognito and live a dull life in this life. β
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Suddenly, Shangguan Ming got up and arrived in front of Jun Mobai.
With a bend of his legs, he knelt down and said so.
Jun Mobai paused with his hand, also got up, and helped Shangguan Ming weakly: "Uncle Shangguan, get up!" If you ask, I will agree. β
He saved Rui'er, and he originally returned to Shangguan Ming and made Liancheng happy.
It's just that things obviously have a slight change, and he doesn't allow Liancheng to suffer.
"Liancheng, it's not a child of the Shangguan family, right?"
Jun Mobai stood with his hands in his hands, his expression was indifferent, and he asked...... Although she asked, she was obviously determined: "Come to think of it, you also know her current identity." Hua Feng, the regent of Tanglin, is most likely her biological father. β
Listening to Jun Mobai's words, Shangguan Ming's old eyes were no longer dead and silent.
The hands under the sleeves shook up little by little, and the memories of the past were a little bit...... It is true that he already knows that Liancheng's current identity as the county lord has even seen Hua Feng's portrait, which is exactly the same.
proves that Hua Feng is Liancheng's biological father.
But too, after getting such an answer, he resented Hua Feng, and even more disgusted with Liancheng...... Hua Feng's matter, he and Lin Shihan have been married for many years, and they have never talked about it once, and the two of them buried this matter in their hearts.
When she met Lin Shihan, it was precisely because of this incident that she couldn't think of looking for death.
And he, saved her.
fell in love with her, learned what happened to her, and felt sorry for her, but I inquired for a long time...... The murderer was not found, and he didn't mind whether Lin Shihan was complete or not, and he didn't mind her children.
returned to the house and married Lin Shihan.
Later, she gave birth to a boy, and that child was Liancheng, and later it became clear that she was a girl...... It's not that he doesn't treat Liancheng as his own child, but he just thinks that Lin Shihan has experienced such a thing.
For Liancheng, there is a hint of sternness invisibly.
It's just that this child is a young and smart child, and he likes her very much, and cultivates her as the heir of the Prime Minister's Mansion...... It's just that he didn't think that something like that happened in the Prime Minister's Mansion later, even if he didn't know the murderer.
But it is speculation, and it is inseparable from Liancheng.
At first, it was not clear that she was still alive and could only guard the tombstone, and over time, it faded away...... But she didn't expect that Jun Mobai brought the news that she was still alive, although she was alive, whether she was angry or really hateful.
I don't want to see her, I hate that she's alive.
Even though she knew that she was innocent, she insisted on it like this, Jun Mobai recovered his memory, and he could see it...... And, when he said those cruel words, he didn't want to see Liancheng, just live, he didn't want to see her.
It's just that Jun Mobai passed the book, and Rui'er is still alive.
Rui'er, his beloved wife, desperately fighting for her life to have the remaining children, he doesn't know whether to be happy or sad...... He was skeptical, and followed him to Tanglin, with a little more comfort in his heart, and even for Liancheng.
Although I still don't like it, I have loved it for more than ten years and treat it as my own.
However, with the proof of her identity, Hua Feng hurt Lin Shihan, and she still recognized being a father...... He would rather be dead than get such news from her, disgusted.
However, it has nothing to do with him, he just wants to leave here with Rui'er now.
"I know that you don't like Liancheng. It's just that I want you to understand that I am willing to use my life to save Rui'er, not because of the Shangguan family. Rather, for the sake of Liancheng, I want to make her happy. β
He is the emperor, not to mention the fall of the Prime Minister's Mansion, which has a little indirect relationship with him.
Even if it's a direct relationship, so what? The king wants the minister to die, the minister has to die, his heart has never been cold!
If there was no Liancheng, for Rui'er, he would choose to rescue, but it was impossible, and he gambled with his own life...... He is not a good person, and the reason why he is like this is just for the sake of connecting the city, that's all.
"I don't know the emperor, what are your requirements?"
If you can't hear what Jun Mobai means, Shangguan understands that he has been in the officialdom for so many years.
Jun Mobai's words and deeds obviously reveal that there is a demand, and this demand is afraid that it is inseparable from Liancheng...... He doesn't want to see Liancheng again, but Rui'er's cunzΓ i, he doesn't want to, and he will meet again.
And he, obviously guessed correctly, Jun Mobai's request is indeed related to Liancheng.
"I don't care, what do you think about Liancheng in your heart. However, I want you to see Liancheng, and in the image of a loving father, you must not hurt her in the slightest. βγ