Fanwai "Wish to get a core person, the white head is not like Li" (116)
She chuckled suddenly, drank the entire bottle, and then put it down heavily, laughing and not continuing.
I just was quiet for a long time, looked at the dried fruit on the glass coffee table, picked it up and ate one, then frowned and said, "Xin Duo, do you know?" I never knew that loving someone would be so tired, until finally I didn't want to continue, when I first went back to the United States, I looked at those white clouds on the plane, I was confused for a long time, I don't know why my life became like this, am I really like Bai must say, am I a fool in love...... Am I really wrong......"
She whispered as she spoke, "But what am I doing wrong...... I just accidentally fell in love with a man who didn't love me at all......"
Her voice grew quieter, and she picked up another bottle of wine, opened it, and took two sips.
Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of a tall and familiar figure pushing open the door of the box and walking in, standing in front of the door, she raised her eyes, and was stunned for the moment she met the calm black eyes.
Xin Duo, who had been fiddling with his mobile phone but didn't take the initiative to drink as usual, was suddenly surprised when he saw Gu Xiuli who walked in: "Hey! Didn't you say okay to get her drunk and you come in again? It's good that you're standing outside the door and come in so early...... She's still awake......"
Lin Moxin immediately turned his eyes to look at Xin Duo, Xin Duo lowered his head for a while, and pointed his fingers: "Moxin...... I didn't mean to...... Be...... It's Mr. Gu, he's ......"
Lin Moxin just glanced at Xin Duo, then turned his somewhat reddened eyes to look at Gu Xiuli again.
"Go on." Gu Xiuli stood there with a calm expression, obviously she heard every word she said just now.
Lin Moxin didn't speak, but suddenly smiled, took a sip of wine, and then wiped the wine stains on the side of his mouth vigorously: "You really think I'm drunk?" ”
She was still smiling: "I'm not drunk, I'm just going crazy, these two years...... I didn't mention a word about the events of that year! I just drank a little bit of wine and found a way to express myself, and even if you heard it, it didn't matter. ”
Xin Duo suddenly: "Moxin, don't talk about it......"
"Let her speak, let her continue." Gu Xiuli looked at Lin Moxin, who was blushing: "I just want her to say it, if she doesn't say it, the wound in her heart will never heal." ”
Xin Duo bit her lip: "Then Mr. Gu, I'll go first, you don't have to invite me to dinner, if you can really reconcile with Moxin, treat her well, don't hurt her anymore." ”
Gu Xiuli looked at Xin Duo, looked at her deeply, and nodded: "I know." ”
Xin Duo laughed, picked up the small bag and hurried away, and when he walked out of the box, he turned around and secretly glanced at Lin Moxin, who was on the sofa with straight eyes and a bottle in his hand, and sighed lightly, where was she not drunk, she was obviously drunk a long time ago.
Until Xin Duo left, Gu Xiuli's eyes fell on Lin Moxin again, and Lin Moxin just sat there stunned, staring at the wine bottle in his hand: "I actually don't drink much, I can drink several bottles of tequila at this degree, which is like you...... So it's useless...... Stomach bleeds after drinking a few bottles of brandy......"
Gu Xiuli still didn't speak, standing in place and staring at her every move in the dim light.
"Are you stupid?" She suddenly raised her head to look at him, and smiled: "Just vent when you drink, why do you drink so high?" Like me, wouldn't it mean to drink something? And Gu Xiuli, drinking really can't solve any problems. ”
"But why do you want to wander......" She slowly lowered her eyes again, staring at the ground: "I tell you, I know very well what it is like to have no money, and if you leave without money, are you starving?" In my first year in China, for half a year, every time I passed by some small restaurants, I looked at those people eating by the window, and I had a strange idea in my heart, hoping that God would change these guests away, and I could go in and have a full meal, you must have been hungry too, right? Not to mention staying in such a chaotic place as the Golden Triangle for so long......"
"You said that you are no longer the Ji Xiuli who was obsessed with past love and hate. In the past, you hated the Ji family, hated the Gu family, hated everyone you were familiar with when you were a child, and the only thing you loved was Ji Xinyao, but now you have let go of all this. Anyway, I'm really happy for you, really, you've finally found yourself, but we can't go back......"
"Why do you have to disturb my peaceful life...... Compare with you who have hurt me, and then compare with my dreams, I still want to play my favorite tune on the world stage, and what love, love, man...... Hehe...... Doesn't matter...... It hurts when I think about it, so let's not love it......"
After saying this, Lin Moxin raised her red eyes and looked at the man who had already walked to her side, she grinned and laughed with tears in her eyes: "Gu Xiuli, we don't love anymore...... All right...... It really hurts......"
After she lifted it, she covered her heart: "I beg you, don't show up again......"
"That's what you're talking about?" Gu Xiuli looked at her red eyes quietly.
Lin Moxin looked at her pitifully with tears in his eyes: "Yes, what I said in my heart, I said that I was not drunk, I said it through the strength of wine, if it is put in normal times, I can't open my mouth." ”
Gu Xiuli chuckled, leaned down to take the wine bottle in her hand away, and gently patted her back: "Okay, don't drink it." ”
"Didn't you ask Xin Duo to take me out, wanting to get me drunk and listen to what I was saying, I'll drink a little more, and maybe say something you want to know." Lin Moxin wanted to snatch back the wine bottle.
Gu Xiuli put the bottle farther away, she couldn't reach it, he held her hand, and said gently, "It's my fault." ”
Lin Moxin immediately burped and looked at him in a bit of a daze.
"It's always been my fault." He whispered, caressing her back and giving her a few burps to make her comfortable, then raised his hand and rubbed her hair, "I'll take you back to the academy apartment." ”
"Did you hear what I just said?" Lin Moxin's red eyes looked at her directly: "Don't appear again, don't appear in front of me again." ”
Gu Xiuli looked at her, then hooked her lips and smiled, didn't say anything, took the bottle of wine she had only drunk a few sips, raised her head and drank most of the bottle, then put the wine bottle on the coffee table, and whispered in her slightly stunned and reddened eyes: "Okay." ”
Lin Moxin tilted his head to look at him with some confusion, and reached out to the table to cover the fabric of the shirt on his chest: "Really?" Do you agree? ”
Gu Xiuli smiled and rubbed her head, and said softly: "It's me who is too confident, I think that with your liking for me at the beginning, I can let you return to me under the run-in and catalysis of time, maybe it's a year, maybe two or three years, as long as we're still young, as long as you're not married, I believe you'll come back, but I didn't expect me to make you so miserable, Moxin, I'm really a bastard, I'm sorry." ”
Lin Moxin pursed his mouth, stretched out his hand to hold his face, pursed his lips and pasted a sticker on his chin: "Xiu Li, don't be like this, I feel so distressed that you are like this, don't say I'm sorry, it's me who wants to break into your heart when I know that you have someone else in your heart, it's me who is too confident, and it's me who wants to snatch you away from Ji Xinyao, you're not wrong, don't tell me I'm sorry, okay......"
Gu Xiuli tilted his head slightly, avoided her lips, and just lowered his head and smiled faintly: "Now, the person in my heart is you, but it's too late to say anything." ”
After finishing speaking, he turned to her and smiled: "Okay, go back, I'll send you back." ”
Lin Moxin pouted and shook his head: "Don't ...... I'm not going back, let's talk, shall we? For example, who have you met in the past two years, what have you experienced, what does the person from the farmer's family who saved you in the Golden Triangle look like, and have any sexual encounters, such as ......"
"You're drunk, go back to sleep." Gu Xiuli didn't say much anymore, and hugged her directly, but Lin Moxin suddenly hugged his neck and put his lips on his lips again.
He paused, his eyes darkened slightly, and he looked at the little woman in his arms with the smell of wine, and pecked her lips with a sigh.
Lin Moxin smiled: "Xiu Li, has anyone ever said that your mouth is particularly sweet, especially sweet......"
"Really?" He smiled lightly and carried her out of the box.
When he walked out of the bar, Lin Moxin had already fallen asleep on his shoulder.
Under the dim street lamp, Gu Xiuli stood on the side of the road with her in his arms, looking at the gate of Berklee College of Music not far away, originally planning to send her back to the apartment in the school, but looking at her sleeping face, he was really reluctant, so he looked at her for a long time, and finally carried her to the direction of his residence.
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The next day, Lin Moxin woke up with a severe headache, she rubbed her temples and turned over in the quilt, feeling some familiar smell on the quilt, she suddenly opened her eyes, sat up, looked around and found that this seemed to be the bedroom where Gu Xiuli lived, and lowered her head to see that the clothes on her body were intact, and none of them were missing.
She sat there for a long time before she quickly rolled over* and opened the bedroom door and walked out, and the whole house was empty except for her.
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