"NSW... Don't go..."Yu Zhan suddenly reached out and hugged Cheng Nanwei's waist, "Why are you so ruthless, you don't even want to have a meal with me..."

Cheng Nanwei was scalded, his body shook violently, listening to Yu Zhan's sad cry, he didn't push her away again, his dark eyes looked out of the window, and his inner panic and pain were revealed.

"Nanwei, you don't know, there was a period of time, my life was very hard, very tired, I thought I couldn't hold on anymore, I thought I couldn't bear it anymore, but as soon as I thought of you, I told myself to be brave, to be strong, to come back to see you early, but I finally came back after a lot of hardships, but you are already married......" Yu Zhan hugged Cheng Nanwei and cried, heartbroken.

Cheng Nanwei closed his eyes bitterly, and his voice was hoarse, "Yu Zhan, what's the point of talking about this now, your lights have been repaired, I'll go home." ”

"Nanwei, still won't you forgive me?" Yu Zhan cried and sobbed, "Nanwei, the original decision was all my fault, it was my self-righteousness, it was my great joy, I don't have any other extravagance now, I just hope you can forgive me, Nanwei, I'm sorry, you forgive me, I don't want anything else, I just hope to see you often, and I will be very satisfied when I see you alive and ...... safe."

Yu Zhan is not as delicate and childish as Cong Jiajia, she is a very tough woman, Cheng Nanwei has worked with her for many years, no matter how bitter and painful she is, she has never seen her shed tears.

Looking at Yu Zhan, who was in tears and crying as if he was about to turn his back, Cheng Nanwei's old feelings that had been silent for a long time were so touched, he sighed, turned around and helped Yu Zhan, "The past things, if you dig deeper, just add to the pain, there is no second time in life, we don't talk about the past anymore, you sit on the sofa and rest first..."

"No..."Yu Zhan hugged Cheng Nanwei harder, as if he was afraid that Cheng Nanwei would suddenly run away.

Cheng Nanwei sighed helplessly and patted Yu Zhan's shoulder, "Let's all go over and sit down, we can talk calmly." ”

This sentence finally made the confused Yu Zhan less nervous, but she still held Cheng Nanwei's hand tightly, Cheng Nanwei's hand was broad and warm, holding his hand, as if he had returned to the old time, Yu Zhan's tears fell again.

Cheng Nanwei saw that Yu Zhan's love was so unstable, so he could only take her hand and sit on the sofa.

"I miss you very much..."Yu Zhan saw that Cheng Nanwei was finally willing to sit beside him, his body was weak, and he was about to throw himself into Cheng Nanwei's arms again.

"Yu Zhan... You calm down..."Cheng Nanwei stopped Yu Zhan's impulse in time, grabbed Yu Zhan's shoulders with both hands, and controlled her in mid-air.

"Nanwei ......" Yu Zhan is a high-minded and arrogant woman, who was blocked by Cheng Nanwei like this, her body trembled, and her face showed an expression of disbelief and injury, "Nanwei, do you still refuse to forgive me, don't ...... me so cruelly"

"It's not that I won't forgive you, it's that I'm married, and we're not suitable for more intimacy." Cheng Nanwei's voice was filled with deep exhaustion and irritability.

Yu Zhan's face turned pale, and tears fell in strings, "Don't you want to know why I came back?" I can choose to go abroad, I can choose to go to a better and higher position, but I chose to come here to be a little presiding judge, all because of you..."

Cheng Nanwei's eyebrows jumped, his big hands clenched, opened, and clenched, "These are no longer my concerns, I'm already married..."

"I know you're married..."Yu Zhan was finally irritated by Cheng Nanwei's repeated 'married' irritation, she yelled at Cheng Nanwei for the first time, "I know that your little wife is very beautiful and very coquettish, I know that you are obedient to her and love her very much... But so what... Why did you marry her? It's not because I saved her life... It's not because you think I died for her... It's not because you think she looks vaguely like me used to be..."

Cheng Nanwei was shocked, Yu Zhan deserved to be the best agent, her eyes were sharp, her mind was careful, she saw Cong Jiajia twice, and she could see the reason why she married Cong Jiajia under impulse.

"That little girl is not a person of the same world as you, and she is not a good match for you at all, you marry her, you spoil her, take care of her, you think I died because of saving her, you want to find the continuation of my life in her... You think I gave my life for her, you should let her live well and happily, so that my death can be considered worthwhile..."Yu Zhan's black eyes shone with fine light, she endured the sourness, and said very quickly, "Otherwise, with your cold and hard personality, how could you like such a naïve, impulsive, and willful girl... How could you marry her, let alone marry her..."

The secret of Cheng Nanwei's heart was ruthlessly revealed by Yu Zhan, his cold face beat painfully, he listened to Yu Zhan talk about Cong Jiajia's shortcomings, even though he knew that those shortcomings were real, but he subconsciously wanted to defend Cong Jiajia, "Jiajia is a little naïve, but she is very kind, she is a little impulsive, but she is very brave and sincere." ”

Yu Zhan was very jealous when she heard Cheng Nanwei defend Cong Jiajia like this, she pursed her lips aggrievedly, "Are you in love with her and don't love me anymore?" Cheng Nanwei, our relationship with us for ten years is not worth half a year between you and that little girl, have you really changed your mind? ”

Cheng Nanwei's fists couldn't help clenching tightly, "Did I change my mind, or did you lose your trust?" How did you promise me, you said that as soon as you participated in that mission, you would call me, and you would come back to marry me, I had all ready, the new house, the wedding list, the wedding banquet scene, the household registration book, the ID card, just waiting to take you to register and then hold the wedding, but waiting for the news of your sacrifice...

I recently knew that the organization gave you a choice, everyone knew how much we have paid over the years, everyone knew that we were getting married, and the organization was also humane, but you chose a more brilliant and greater career, when you made that decision, did you think about my feelings, my heartache..."

Yu Zhan shed tears and looked at Cheng Nanwei with infinite sorrow, "I'm sorry..."Yu Zhan cried sadly, "I thought that the task would be completed quickly, I thought I would come back soon, and you have the same values and career pursuits as me, I thought you would support me after you made such a decision, I thought you would be happy for me and proud of me after seeing my success..."

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