At nine o'clock in the evening, a doctor came out of the emergency room, Guan Ling was the first to run forward, looking at the doctor with a nervous face, when he heard the doctor's sentence "has saved his life", Guan Ling was so excited that he almost shed tears, and his nerves were finally completely relaxed after a few hours of tension.

Li Jian was pushed to the ward, and Guan Ling wanted to accompany him, but was stopped by the attending doctor.

"Are you a family member of the wounded?"

Guan Ling was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "He is my lover." ”

"Come with me." The doctor said, turned around and walked to his office, Guan Ling turned his head and explained a few words, and then followed the doctor away, looking at the doctor's solemn face, Guan Ling became nervous again.

"Fortunately, it was delivered in time, and the rescue may not come half an hour later." When he arrived at the office, the doctor said while showing Guan Ling the film he was holding in his hand, "Although his life was saved, the injured person swallowed too much ** medicine, which is very harmful to the brain." ”

Guan Ling put the film on the table, "I don't understand these very well, if you have anything to say, just tell me directly, the person has been rescued, I believe nothing can hit me." ”

"Okay, Mr. Guan, then I'll be straight to the point." The doctor said slowly, "When your lover wakes up, her intelligence may be reduced to the same level as that of a three-year-old child. ”

Guan Ling froze, opened his mouth, and looked at the doctor in dismay, "No, no, are you kidding me?" How could he?"

In other words, he didn't even have a chance to say sorry to that man.

God is so cruel

He's still so young

"Mr. Guan, I know this may be difficult for you to accept, but I hope you can have confidence in the current level of medical care, and I believe that your lover will be cured one day in the future."

"Thank you, doctor, I'll go see him first." Guan Ling turned around in despair, dragging heavy steps towards the ward where he left Jane.

At this moment, I realized how much I felt sorry for that man.

In fact, it is enough to have this feeling, and there is no need to care about what he has done in the first place.

Guan Ling came to Lijian's ward, and Shi Tian was sitting on the edge of Lijian's bed at the moment.

Li Jian, who was still in a coma, his face was as pale as paper, and his handsome face still looked extremely pitiful at the moment, Guan Ling walked to his bedside, leaned over and kissed Li Jian's eyebrows, and then gently stroked Li Jian's face.

"What did the doctor say?" Shi Tian asked softly.

Guan Ling closed his eyes, put his face on the broken hair in front of Lijian's forehead, and said in a low voice, "The doctor said that Lijian's intelligence will decline to a three-year-old child when he wakes up. ”

Guan Ling's soft words, like a knife, stabbed into Shi Tian's chest, Shi Tian's stunned gaze gradually fell on Li Jian's face, and for a moment, guilt gnawed into his internal organs, "How can this be?" ”

Why did the people who helped him end up so miserably.

"Even if the family is bankrupt, I will cure him, no matter how long it takes, a year, two years, ten years, I will not give up." Guan Ling said in a strong voice, "Even if he has always been like this, I love him the same." ”

Shi Tian has never seen Guan Ling say anything affectionate, this man who loves to make friends, humorous and funny, finally paid his heart to a person who inadvertently intervened in his life, and the person he loved actually became like this in order to save himself.

It seems that it hurt Lijian, and indirectly, it also hurt Guan Ling.

It's like Yuan Xuan's departure, and he himself also made Yuan Xuan's relatives worse than dead.

Looking at Guan Ling, who was staring at Jian affectionately, Shi Tian suddenly felt that he was redundant, not because he disturbed Guan Lingxian's redundancy, but because of his own existence

For the first time, I had that feeling that my existence was superfluous.

If existence is only for the sake of hurting and loving, then what is the meaning of this existence?

Shi Tian was about to leave when there was a sudden knock on the door of the ward.

"Sit down, I'll open the door." Shi Tian said, got up and went to open the door.

It was Gu Chenhuan who knocked on the door, and Shi Tian was surprised for a moment when he saw the person clearly, and then said, "Are you done?" ”

"Hmm." Gu Chenhuan nodded and said gently, "It's late, I'll pick you up." ”

Shi Tian went to the supermarket that was still open near the hospital, bought a lot of items for hospitalization, and finally bought a hot meal, Gu Chenhuan followed Shi Tian all the time, helping Shi Tian carry things.

took the things he bought to Lijian's ward and put them down, said goodbye to Guan Ling in the day, and finally left the hospital and returned to the villa in Gu Chenhuan's car.

It's already late at night, Shi Tian took a casual shower and went to bed, but after going to bed, he still didn't feel any sleep, he didn't know where to look with his eyes open, and his vision was weak and empty.

After Gu Chenhuan got into bed, he couldn't help but hug Shi Tian's waist, rubbed the tip of his nose against Shi Tian's hair, closed his eyes and felt the fragrant smell after bathing, slowly mustered up his courage, and said in a low voice for a long time, "Young Master, do you believe me, no matter what I decide, you are irreplaceable in my life." ”

"I believe it." Shi Tian's voice was very soft, "My perception of love is the same as before, if I love, I completely believe it, and if I have a little doubt, I won't like it anymore." ”

Gu Chenhuan hugged Shi Tian tighter, "I also believe in you, and I will never doubt it." ”

Shi Tian smiled bitterly in his heart, he knew how possessive Gu Chenhuan was to himself, in fact, it didn't matter whether he believed it or not, in his heart, no matter what kind of person he became, whether he had betrayed him or not, he strongly wanted to be by his side all the time.

"Do you want to make any decisions?" Shi Tian turned around, his eyes softened from tiredness, "Otherwise, you wouldn't have said such things." Shi Tian raised his hand, stroked Gu Chenhuan's impeccable outline, and said softly, "I believe in your wisdom, and I believe that any decision you make is the result of your careful consideration, so no matter what decision you make, I will support you and don't have to tell me." ”

Gu Chenhuan kissed the corners of Shi Tian's mouth and tightened his eyebrows, "I am indeed making a decision, but I have to tell you because it has something to do with you." ”

"Something to do with me? What's up? ”

"Yu Sheng is in Chasmo's hands, if I can't meet Chasmo's demands, he will kill Yu Sheng." Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian's face and said in a deep voice, "I want to save Yu Sheng alive." ”

"The point is on his request, isn't it?" Shi Tian still couldn't think of what this matter had to do with him, he was powerless, and he couldn't help him at all to save Yu Sheng.

"Yes, he said he could give me people, but on one condition." Gu Chenhuan frowned, and said in a low voice for a long time, "He wants me to exchange you for him." ”

Shi Tian's expression changed from mild to shocked, and then to a kind of stagnant water like calm and cold, he looked at Gu Chenhuan who was close at hand, and the things in his eyes that were similar to dependence began to become less and less.

Shi Tian didn't speak, just looked at Gu Chenhuan like this.

Gu Chenhuan didn't look at Shi Tian, but held Shi Tian in his arms, stroked Shi Tian's hair, and continued, "I won't let him ride on top of me with a remnant of the defeated army, I have already planned, on the day you exchanged with Yu Sheng, I will kill him, Shi Tian, don't worry, I have found out, Chasmo arrested you to hand you over to Yan Wu, so he will not hurt you, I am confident that within half an hour after you and Yu Sheng exchange, I will save you safely." ”

"You have been" Shi Tian looked up at Gu Chenhuan, with a pale smile, as if crying, "It's planned, do you still come to ask me what I'm doing?" ”

The most painful injury, the most painful torture, are not as good as at this moment, this, a ruthless knife!

Pierced directly in his chest.

There is no disbelief, no disappointment and unwillingness, and when the body and mind go to death together, there is no sense of pain and despair.

It is perseverance to fall and get up, and it is perseverance to stand up and walk forward in the same direction, but when you find that the direction you are walking in front of you is pitch black, you will suddenly wake up to the fact that from the moment you stand up, you are the stupidest creature in the world.

"I won't let you get hurt, everything will be planned, Chasmo won't touch you, but he will kill Yu Sheng, I'm just setting a trap for Chasmo, I don't have any intention of handing you over to Chasmo, I'm just"

Gu Chenhuan couldn't express his thoughts clearly, he really wanted Shi Tian to understand that he didn't want to exchange him for Yu Sheng because he didn't regard Yu Sheng as more important than him, because he felt that he could ensure that Shi Tian would not be harmed in any way in the whole plan, and he could also save Yu Sheng, and even destroy the two tumors of Chasmo and Wei You by the way.

He still can't help but love Shi Tian, if Shi Tian's life will be in danger in this plan, even if he watches Yu Sheng die, it is impossible to exchange Shi Tian.

He just wanted to carry out a rational decision, which only took half an hour, and he hoped that Shi Tian would understand that he would not be disappointed in himself because of his decision.

"I'm not going to force you." Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian's haggard and slightly indifferent face, and said sadly, "I said, I won't force you to do anything. ”

"I agree" Shi Tian's voice was still very soft, and he couldn't hear much emotion, "I agreed to exchange myself for Yu Sheng"

When I woke up from the dream, the last wall of my heart completely collapsed.

Actually, it's also very relaxing, because at this moment, you really don't have to think about anything.

Perhaps, the new life that Li Jian didn't get can belong to himself.

That's nice.

"Can you tell me about the relationship between you and Yu Sheng?" Shi Tian chuckled and asked, "I've been wondering, did you already like him four years ago?" ”

Shi Tian's promise made Gu Chenhuan's heart feel a lot easier, he exhaled heavily, got up and leaned on the bed, his eyes were deep, as if he was sinking into some kind of memory.

"No, it's because Yu Sheng is kind to me, if it weren't for him, I would have died four years ago, and he also has a great kindness to his mother, I found him by chance three years ago, when he was in a down-to-earth life, and was chased and killed by loan sharks, I helped him pay off his debts, and then I have been taking him with me, so far for three years, in fact, even he was chased and killed by loan sharks, because he helped me four years ago"