Chapter 106: I see!
(Four chapters in unison!) )
For a long time, four years ago, no one between Gu Chenhuan and Shi Tian was willing to take the initiative to talk about it.
Gu Chenhuan didn't want to recall the damage caused to him by Shi Tian's cruelty and ruthlessness, as well as the painful appearance of his mother before she died.
He loves Shi Tian with all his heart, and wants to forget the scene when he knelt down and was rejected by Shi Tian, because he doesn't want to have the hatred caused by his mother's death and the contradiction of his love for Shi Tian.
And Shi Tian, how much is because of pride, how much is because of guilt, and how much is because of weakness, so after befriending Gu Chenhuan, he also kept silent about the past.
Even if you hug each other and remember the past, it is only the heartbeat and beauty when you first see it, and most of the things that come after are a few words.
At this moment, when Gu Chenhuan began to narrate everything that happened to him four years ago, Shi Tian slowly remembered everything, but found that some things that came out of Gu Chenhuan's mouth were different from what he remembered.
"You must be very curious about how I survived in the basement, when you were locked in the basement for ten days, during these ten days, you didn't give me any water and food, I understand, at that time you wanted to starve to death in the basement, but you don't know, in these ten days, Yu Sheng has been secretly running to the basement to bring me water and food, and even sent me a quilt at night to cover the cold, I had a high fever because of the cold for three days, I was delirious, he bought me medicine, and took care of me all night by my side, In the end, I had a fever in his arms, do you remember, young master, during that time in the basement, you often came to humiliate me, forced me to apologize to you, asked me to be one of your dogs again, and even took my mother's death as a matter of course, during that time, I really hated you, hated your high face, always contemptuous of my gaze, and then I had a revenge mentality, I wanted to pull you down from a high place, so that you can no longer despise me, and you can no longer treat me as one of your dogs, later, Yu Sheng helped me escape from the basement, and I returned to Shi's house in order to take revenge, although you didn't punish me for escaping from the basement at that time, but you kept embarrassing Yu Sheng, and later, you beat Yu Sheng, and then drove him away from Shi's house."
Thinking back to Gu Chenhuan four years ago, his expression was extremely complicated, he lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and after spitting out a puff of smoke, he heard the sound of Shi Tian sobbing in his arms, he lowered his head and found that Shi Tian was already in tears.
Shi Tian closed his eyes, his forehead was on Gu Chenhuan's waist, his body trembled slightly, and tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes. I only remember that I once locked Gu Chenhuan in the basement, but the details of those days have always been very vague, but at this moment, Shi Tian slowly remembered everything,
It turns out that he has always thought so
It turned out that he had been misplacing that kindness on Yu Sheng
It was his former pride that covered up all the truth.
Gu Chenhuan stroked Shi Tian's hair, he thought that Shi Tian was beginning to regret what he had done back then, and said softly, "When I think of my words in the past, I can't help but say it seriously, I really hated you at that time, but now, I only love you Young Master, can you understand how much kindness Yu Sheng has for me?" Actually, that's not all."
Gu Chenhuan looked ahead with a gloomy gaze, took a puff of cigarette with a depressed expression, and said slowly, "Before my mother died, Yu Sheng always helped me take care of her, and at that time I had to follow you every inch, so I didn't have time to take care of my mother at all, and occasionally I could only go there at night, if there was no Yu Sheng during that time, I really didn't know what to do?" I worked as a bodyguard in the Shi family because your father gave me a very high salary, and I hoped to use these salaries to save my mother, but I stayed in the Shi family for * months, and you deducted my salary for various reasons, and I didn't get a penny, and then my mother was in danger, and you blocked all my fund-raising channels, so I had to kneel down to borrow money from you, and after you refused, I have been in the hospital with my mother, and I couldn't do anything about watching her suffer, and then Yu Sheng secretly borrowed a sum of money from a loan shark, although the amount was only a quarter of my mother's surgery fee, But it allowed my mother to live for nearly half a month. ”
Gu Chenhuan said the last sentence, Shi Tian's body shook suddenly, Shi Tian suddenly raised his head, at this moment Shi Tian only felt a roar in his brain, his eyes widened and reddened, and he looked at Gu Chenhuan in disbelief, "What did you say, when did your mother die, when, wasn't it three days after I rejected you?" How did it suddenly take so long? ”
How so?
Could it be that he was deceived four years ago?
Gu Chenhuan didn't understand where Shi Tian's shock came from, he gently patted Shi Tian's shoulder, and continued, "No, my mother died later, I just buried my mother, and my emotions were very unstable, and then I returned to Shi's house that night, do you remember that night?" I forcibly kissed you, and then I was locked in the basement, and then I said everything just now, you know so Shitian, can you understand the importance of Yu Sheng to me? I have to rescue him, the person I should really be grateful for in this life is that if he didn't have him Yu Sheng, there would be no me Gu Chenhuan today, but the time, I am only grateful to Yu Sheng, and the love for you is completely different, what I really want is to live a life with you"
"Heheha
Originally
It turned out that he never owed Gu Chenhuan!
Never, I'm sorry for him.
He confessed to the guilt of four years ago, and he always thought that Gu Chenhuan's mother died because he didn't take out the money in time, he thought that he was not in time, and Gu Chenhuan's understanding in his heart was that he had always been, no.
The misunderstanding of the wrong one has always avoided the past, and he actually knows the truth now.
Why does God want to make such a big joke with himself, if the truth is really like that, then what is the point of the torture he has been suffering, obviously, he is the most innocent person, but now, he is living so embarrassed
It turns out that the pain that has been going on all this time is nothing, and this moment is the real heartbreak.
For the first time, it was so strong, for myself, that I felt aggrieved
"Shitian, what's wrong with you?"
Shi Tian's sudden, neurotic behavior frightened Gu Chenhuan, Gu Chenhuan reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of Shi Tian's eyes, but Shi Tian sat up from the bed first, Shi Tian was still smiling.
is laughing at Gu Chenhuan, and he is also laughing at himself!
It turns out that the one who is not worthy of the other party has always been Gu Chenhuan!
It turns out that he can leave so freely.
Gu Chenhuan
Let him stay in that lie for the rest of his life.
His love is not worthy of himself!
Shi got out of bed and slowly walked to the bathroom, Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian's swaying figure and felt a little uneasy, and wanted to get out of bed to help Shi Tian, but Shi Tian waved his hand at him and chuckled, "No, my stomach cramps when I laugh, if I can walk steadily, I'll wash my face and come back immediately."
Gu Chenhuan's face became a little ugly, "Are these things so ridiculous?" ”
Shi Tian stopped, turned his head and smiled, "Yes, it's ridiculous, I now know that the whole story between us from four years ago to the present is just a joke." ”