Four hundred and seventeen

"Susu, you mean that if I wanted to marry your stepfather, it would be an unwise choice, right?" Gao Xian looked at Lan Susu, what kind of person Lan Susu is in her heart, she still has a number, but Lan Susu said this to her, she still has to pay attention, after all, Lan Susu is not a person who is a false person, she will say this Naturally, there is a reason to say this, Gao Xian believes that Lan Susu is also sincere to herself, the reason why she said this is definitely not that she does not want to marry that person in the future, she will definitely have a feeling for herself, It is precisely because of this appearance that Gao Xian feels lonely and embarrassed, she doesn't know the specific situation at all, but one thing is certain, in Lan Susu's mind, she and Yan Xueyi are not suitable at all, as for why Lan Susu feels that it is not suitable between the two people, although Lan Susu did not say this, but Gao Xian also has a little premonition in her heart, because of such thoughts, Gao Xian only felt that she could say that her mood fell to the bottom in an instant, Although I am somewhat mentally prepared to face this matter in my heart, but suddenly being mentioned like this, I will still have this reaction, which is also human nature, after all, it is still difficult for most people to change the things they have identified, or even if they can accept this change, it will not be a short-term thing.

"My stepfather is a very casual person, I don't know what he thinks in his heart, but I think I can still understand that some people are born with a dislike of others dictating their lives. Even my stepfather is the same, he himself is in a high position, and there must be countless people who want to send women to him for so many years. But my stepfather is still alone, so what problems can't be explained, it's just that he himself doesn't want to, if the emperor proposes to make peace, I think my stepfather will not refuse such a proposal, after all, it will also be good for consolidating the relationship between the two countries, so for the sake of the overall situation, my stepfather will not refuse such a proposal. But I don't think he himself will approve of such an approach, so even if Ah Xian and you marry him, you may not be close to my stepfather in the future. People like him have always hated people telling him about things, so if you really ask the emperor, it will only be bad for you. ”

Lan Susu also knew that Gao Xian was not a person who needed the sympathy of others, on the contrary. She's strong, and what she wants, she's going to work hard for. She will also try her best to do her best, but some people can't get it by fighting, on the contrary, the kind of person is a more stubborn person than someone like Gao Xian, as long as it is someone who has a bad stomach, if there is no absolute reason, he will not approach at all, let alone give the other party a chance, Lan Susu originally thought that Gao Xian would not ask himself directly like this. So she didn't plan to say this, but now that Gao Xian asked. Then with the character of Lan Susu, it is natural to know everything and say everything. Although Lan Susu also knew that she would be a big blow to Gao Xian if she said this, she couldn't help but say that Gao Xian was a friend she really made, and because she was a friend, she didn't want her to have anything unsatisfactory, although it was not easy for her to make up her mind to give up her father-in-law now, but it was much better than letting her stay in a remote and gorgeous yard for the rest of her life, growing old alone, and slowly withering like a flower to be admired.

"Su Su, thank you, although at the beginning I thought that he might have forgotten the agreement between the two of us, but I have always thought that if I remember, there would be nothing, there is always a chance for him to remember again, so I have always hoped that I can marry him, or that he will come to ask for marriage, but he has not come, my mood is also very uneasy, I have always been afraid that if he does not come to propose, I must only marry someone else This way can go, So I'm in a bad mood, but after listening to you say this, I also think that there are many things in this world that are not as simple as what we want, maybe you are right, many times the party who pays more is destined to be the loser in the relationship, but no matter what, I also have to plan for my own family affairs, sometimes it is better to choose a family business by yourself than to force someone else to give you a family business. ”

Gao Xian took Lan Susu's hand, although the weather has turned cold this season, but it is also the time of high autumn air, the weather is neither hot nor particularly cool, but holding Lan Susu's hand, Gao Xian's heart is a little surprised, because Lan Susu's hand is too cold, holding her hand is like holding a piece of ice, Lan Susu's palm is cold, if you look closely, you will find that her sleep seems to have not been very good, there are faint traces of bruises under her eyes, Gao Xian's heart still has some understanding of Lan Susu will have such a situation, after all, there is a saying called standing high and seeing far, but there is also a saying that the higher you climb, the more painful it will be, Lan Susu has almost reached the dignity that others dare not imagine in just over a month, so if Lan Susu encounters something one day, it will not be a simple thing, so even if he is as calm as Lan Susu, sometimes he will be anxious and uneasy in his heart. But even if he is already in dire straits, but he is still thinking about himself, such a friend cannot be discarded in his life. Gao Xian made up her mind in her heart, and later when Lan Susu encountered the lowest point in her life, Gao Xian really did the same thing as she thought at this moment, and Lan Susu at that time was always very glad that she had a female friend like Gao Xian.

"Ah Xian, you are really a stupid girl, you are my good friend, good sister, he is my father-in-law, both of you are the closest people around me, no matter which one I don't want to see him in pain, so the reason why I do this is just because. I don't want the two of you to live that kind of relatively speechless life in the future, torturing each other all your life, this kind of life is the most meaningless. That's why I'll tell you before this kind of thing happens, it's not because I selfishly want to destroy the marriage between the two of you, it's purely because such a thing really can't happen, otherwise in such an era, both of you will be miserable for a lifetime, if people in our society feel that the marriage is not satisfied, you can get married, and then live again, but after all, such a thing is just a thought. "I think back to my past life. Lan Susu only felt that everything that happened yesterday was just a passing moment, and all he could do was to grasp the present, although he couldn't change everyone's minds. But there is still a chance to change the minds of the people close to you, after all, the change between people is also because of trust, because trust will listen to each other's opinions. Because trust respects the choices of others.

"Susu. I also know it's hard for me to give up right now, but I'm willing to try. There are some things that you will never know the result if you don't try, after all, what kind of person is the Snow King, I still have a number in my heart, and I also have a certain understanding or idea of not having me in his heart, he is a generation of heroes, and he still won't take a fancy to an ordinary woman like me, so I can't marry him. I'm just a bit of a fluke, but after I told you. I feel that this bit of luck is gone, he himself is not from the same world as me, what I can do is to respect his choice, if he proposes to kiss, I will not have any reason to refuse, if he does not mention the matter of harmony, I will not say anything, after all, the imperial grandmother has sixteen years of nurturing grace for me, if it is for this country, even if I sacrifice myself, it is not a big deal, these sixteen years I have enjoyed the glory and wealth of the world, even if I marry someone else, As long as I am cautious and do not make mistakes, there is nothing impossible in this life, but if that is the case, my only regret is that I have not been able to travel around to see the different scenery in this world. ”

Lan Susu is for her own good, Gao Xian has never doubted this, her only regret is that although she has obtained a noble status, Ronghua and Rich, even if she is married, she can get enough honorary status, but she also has something to lose, that is, her own freedom, if she was born in an ordinary family, then maybe as long as she insists enough, she can also get a family thing that she is satisfied with, but now she really has no chance to think about such a thing. Because the things you get have to pay a price after all, although the imperial grandmother is pitying herself, but it is precisely because she attaches importance to herself that many things become more involuntarily, because the imperial grandmother's pity will also become a burden on herself, not to mention that she is a member of the royal family, so there are many things that you must have your own responsibility, for the honor of the family, you have to make sacrifices, this is the sadness behind the noble identity.

"Ah Xian If men and women are equal in this world, all men can only marry one woman as a wife, not three wives and four concubines, can not act arbitrarily, women can also have the opportunity to be an official, how good the opportunity to go to the sea to do business, and all people are equal, you don't have to bow down easily, today's efforts can determine tomorrow's results, whether it is a man or a woman, as long as you work hard you can get the corresponding rewards, In terms of marriage between two people, as long as the two people feel that it is not suitable, they can also get married, and then each find their own new life, if the future society can become like this, not only for us women is lucky, but also for men, because many times there will be pressure when there is competition, and there will be pressure to keep moving forward. ”

Lan Susu looked at Gao Xian, at this time she only felt a little deep self-blame in her heart, if she really could change the world as the legend suggests, how good it would be, then there would be many people who would not have to be helpless because of life, they just need to move towards their goals. In that case, whether it is Gao Xian, or his father-in-law, or he will not live such a miserable life, that person will not always be haunted by his refusal, maybe it is because he is too maverick in this world, so those people will feel that they are really special, in fact, they are not special at all, they are just an ordinary woman who just wants to work hard for herself once, and wants to get what she wants.

"Susu, don't dare to say such nonsense, since ancient times, men are women's heavens, where will anyone overturn their own sky, no matter how bad a man is, after all, it is also a transcendent existence, even if you and I are the county lord, you and I can't easily say such things, do you know how many pairs of eyes are staring at us behind us, if you accidentally say something wrong, you will die because of such a thing, after all, no matter what man is, he will definitely not want to hear such words, Even if I have always loved you, my imperial uncle will be angry when he hears such words. Sometimes for the sake of a peaceful life, it's better not to think so much, there are some things that we women can't do. After listening to Lan Susu's words, although Gao Xian also felt that she had a feeling of blood boiling in her heart, she was even more worried, Lan Susu's idea was the most dangerous, it was precisely because of her thoughts that she would do things so casually, but she forgot that most of the time the power in this era is in the hands of men, how can a woman who has doubts about men have any good results. So this kind of thinking is absolutely unacceptable, no matter how special Lan Susu is, but as long as she is not a woman with a high status, as long as she is not the person who is above ten thousand people under one person, many things cannot be mentioned, not to mention that these things are really not what women can do, even if they sit in that position, I am afraid that they will hesitate because of many reasons. (To be continued.) )