Four hundred and sixteen

Four hundred and sixteen

"Jiangnan Water Town, is indeed extremely beautiful, there is a landscape like a landscape painting, everywhere you can see is Xiao Qiao, flowing water, people are on both sides of the river, high stilted buildings or terraces built near the water, everywhere are chic and freehand people, everywhere reveals the comfort and leisure, the most suitable for relaxation, close to nature, where the relationship between people is relatively simple, few people are as busy as Fengdu people." Lan Susu looked at the sky in the distance, although the time he lived in Yancheng was not short, but there were not many places like that to make him feel happy, if he could, Lan Susu really wanted to live in that place until he knew that he had become an old woman, but in the current situation, it was really a bit extravagant.

"Listening to what you say, I really regret that I haven't been to Yancheng, that kind of place will be the place where I want to grow old for the rest of my life, enjoy the flowers in the courtyard in spring, pick lotus on the lake in summer, enjoy the red leaves in the mountain stream in autumn, and enjoy the plum blossoms around the stove in winter, how comfortable this life is, when I think of Su Su, you have lived such a life for ten years, my heart is going to envy to death." Listening to Lan Susu is simple, but Gao Xian's heart has infinite reverie, after all, Jiangnan can be said to be the most desirable place in her heart, although it is said that there will be some regrets if she does not go too much, but she still really envy this Lan Susu, the more the two people talk, the more Gao Xian has a feeling of seeing each other late, although the character of the two people is said to be a quiet and lively, but it is unexpectedly compatible.

"People can go to many places in their lives, and you don't have to be so depressed because you haven't achieved it now, after all, you are only sixteen years old, and there will be many opportunities in the future." Lan Susu looked at Gao Xian, and only felt that the women of this era were really a little sad, not only living in a world where men were inferior to women, not only because even Gao Xian, who was deeply favored by the emperor and the queen mother, could not live as she wanted, and her future life would still depend on a man to be able to continue, no matter who was afraid of such a thing, it would be very difficult to endure, and this man would not be the only woman yourself, there would be other women around him anytime and anywhere, Then you have to share a man with others, or fight with each other, and in the end you may not be able to get what you want in your heart, and in the end you will be alone in the deep house compound and have nothing to rely on.

No matter how you want to follow the customs, Lan Susu feels that this kind of life is too sad, if you don't know anything when you come to this world, just an ignorant baby, maybe you will live such a life with peace of mind like these women, and take this life as a matter of course, but you are from another time and space. In this case, don't say what kind of character you are in the world you lived in before, just because you have to experience such a thing as a woman, Lan Susu feels that she has no way to accept it, not to mention that in her previous life, she was the person who was in charge of the lifeblood of a big family, even if she was just an ordinary woman who had lived in that world, she would not accept such a thing, because it was a society where everyone was equal, today's efforts will determine tomorrow's results, As long as you put in enough effort, you don't have to worry about being surpassed by others. Even in terms of talking about feelings, as long as it is something that a person identifies, there is no need to listen to other people's opinions, as long as it is something that you are willing to do no matter what, if two people get along and feel that it is not suitable, they can be separated and start all over again, but in such an era, such a feudal society, men should do everything, but no one has ever taken into account the feelings of women, women have never been the protagonists in life, Women are always just the embellishments of men's lives, how many beautiful women will become the capital of men to show off, this society men can find excuses to abandon women, but women have no way to leave a man with their own psychology, such a thing is really unpleasant, but there is no way to solve it.

"Yes, you're right, I'm still young after all, I still have a chance to go to Yancheng once or twice in my lifetime, you know, I'm already sixteen years old, and it's rare to see a girl like me in Fengdu who hasn't decided on a family affair at the age of sixteen, after all, many young ladies are fifteen years old and will get married immediately, and you will be like this in the future, you have decided on the family matter now, so I don't want it long, the imperial grandmother is going to point out the marriage for me, and I don't know where I want to marry in the future, So I'm not sure if I'll ever have the opportunity to go to heaven in my heart once, but I think I'm very lucky, although I don't have a biological mother, but I grew up under the love of my imperial grandmother, so I don't have anything to regret in my life, after all, I'm very lucky compared to most people. Gao Xian didn't know why, although she also knew that Lan Susu wanted to comfort herself and make her psychological side not difficult, but some things were not counted if she said it herself, although her identity was the county lord, and the imperial grandmother was afraid that she would be wronged, but he really didn't know that her approach would only make those with ulterior motives more eager for her, so this is also the reason why she has been giving people a feeling of arrogance and arrogance for so many years, even if she will definitely be involuntarily, But Gao Xian still wants to fight for herself, after all, she has been waiting for eight years, and that person has not married anyone yet, maybe it is her own opportunity, after all, although that person is said to have a bad temper, but he can also be regarded as a person with a true temperament, he likes it or not, although he feels that it is more likely that he was perfunctory at the beginning, but Gao Xian is still willing to gamble. After all, it is a matter related to the happiness of his life, so even if he is willful and virtuous, he will not joke about such things again, after all, it is not easy to meet a person he likes, not to mention that person may also like himself, no matter what the reason, he has to fight for it.

"Susu, do you think a man will really wait for a long time for a woman, or will there really be a man who is willing to give wholeheartedly for a woman?" Gao Xian looked at Lan Susu, at this time, although Lan Susu was thinking about her heart, but on the surface, she was still the same as usual, Gao Xian suddenly asked such a question, Lan Susu really felt a little difficult to answer, if she said that lust and greed are the nature of men, didn't she accept Gao Changgong's heart yesterday and decided to marry him, he also thought that all people announced that they would only marry one wife in their lives, although he said that he had shown his heart to himself three years ago, But at that time, he rejected him because he couldn't take himself alone as a wife in his life, but this time he did it, he did what he wanted, and saved himself at a dangerous moment, so he didn't hesitate to agree to him, so it was too cruel to tell Gao Xian at this time that this kind of thing would not happen, after all, this thing was real, but the probability of it happening was too low.

"Ah Xian, there is no way in this world, only whether it is worth it, this era is an era of men, they are the darlings of the times, as long as they want to do what they want to do, they can have three wives and four concubines, they can sleep in flowers and willows, but they will do it not entirely because of this era, but more because of their values, because in their consciousness this matter is not worth doing, but this era is unfair to women. Why can a man spend all his life outside like this, but a woman slowly withers and withers in the courtyard of a deep house, and pays all his life's efforts for a man who may not be able to come to see him several times a year, such a thing is the most ridiculous. So, Ah Xian, what I want to say is that what this man does for you does not depend on you, but on how much weight you have in this man's heart, so if I am you, when the emperor gives you a marriage, you will definitely choose a person who is very attentive to you, and don't choose a person who you are very attentive to him, because even if you don't love him, but he loves you, so he will put you first in everything, so you will be much better, but if you choose a person who you are very attentive to him, You will live in infinite pain for the rest of your life, so Ah Xian, never expect too much from men, what you have to do to make your life wonderful. ”

Lan Susu looked straight into this Gao Xian's eyes, although she also knew that what she said like this would make Gao Xian at a loss, but she should be able to understand such things more when she lived in the palace since she was a child, since she has recognized the facts, then she should understand that she should not have too many illusions about those indifferent things. In fact, why Gao Xian asked herself such a question, Lan Susu still has some understanding in her mind, after all, she is afraid that she has more than she can see her father-in-law's thoughts, but this time her father-in-law has been here for so long, but he has not shown any special emotions to Gao Xian, so it can only show that his father-in-law has no special thoughts about Gao Xian, although Lan Susu does not know what kind of intersection the two people have had before, but the things between the two people, As a bystander, I can see very clearly, the chance of development between the two people is not great, perhaps for the stability of the relationship between the two countries, the emperor proposed to let Gao Xian marry his father-in-law and his father-in-law, but the father-in-law will definitely not refuse, but it is just that he will not refuse, even if Gao Xian marries his father-in-law as he wishes, but there will be no happy days, in terms of his father-in-law's character, it is not impossible for him to marry a woman he doesn't like, It's just that even if this woman marries him, she won't change anything, it's just that she is slowly withering and lonely in the palace of the regent of the Snow Yan Kingdom.

Gao Xian is also a friend of great significance to herself, although it is said that the two have not known each other for a long time. And Gao Xian originally wanted to pin herself off, but Lan Susu was not a stingy person, although that time it was said that Gao Xian wanted to test herself, but in the end she still stood on her side and helped herself speak, so Lan Susu didn't think that this matter would become a mustard between the two people, she was not a person who liked to care, otherwise Lan Luoling would have treated her like that, and she would have been dead a long time ago. At this time, Lan Susu didn't know if Gao Xian would listen to what she said, but no matter what, she had to say these words, because if she was a real friend, she would have to think about each other, some things she couldn't say well, but she would definitely do it, and she couldn't let Gao Xian go down like this, no matter which woman she wanted, she wanted to love herself and love herself, but many times it often backfired, although many things were predictable, But the most unpredictable thing is the human heart, and not everyone can say that they understand the human heart, so it is best not to do what you are not sure of.

"Su Su, you mean to say that in fact, this society is already like this, so there are very few people like the Seventh Prince, if I really want to meet such a person, it is really too rare, Su Su, do you mean this? Sony, you want me to choose the best thing for me when I have to choose, so I mean that whether I love each other or not, I want to choose the person who values me more than I value him. Because then that person will do it for me, right?" Gao Xian listened to Lan Susu's words, although everything was reasonable, but she felt that her heart was like being pricked by a needle, it turned out that her waiting may be meaningless at all, that person's psychological side has no self at all, but she didn't dare to think about it at all, because if this is really the truth, then after so many years, she can be regarded as a mistake, that person has no place in his heart at all, Lan Susu is so smart that she has naturally seen her inner thoughts clearly, so she will persuade herself so vaguely, she doesn't want to have no chance of turning back. (To be continued.) )