I would like to be a breeze, a grain of sand, a drop of water, even a tear, as long as it stays in your memory.

Leng Rujin spent more than an hour in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion and finally found the two books he wanted, one was the new edition of "The Book of Tea", and the other was Zhang Zhongjing's "Treatise on Typhoid Fever", holding two books in her arms, Rujin blew out the lights in the room, and then slowly walked out of the Hidden Scripture Pavilion, and the little nun who was guarding hurriedly came over and locked the door. Leng Rujin went to see Mrs. Tzuyun, and saw that she was chanting, so she didn't bother, and then stepped out of the night to leave Lengcui'an, tonight's night is very good, the sky is clear, the moon is bright and the stars are scarce, and you don't need to scoop a torch to find your own door. Leng Rujin will go to live in her thatched house every three or five days, most of the time on weekdays will stay in Leng Cui Nunnery, while listening to the nuns chanting while introspecting, since she learned that she is pregnant, Rujin is determined to let go of all hatred or resentment, she wants to live a calm life, give birth to the child peacefully, so she wants to practice, hoping that Buddhism can temper herself, give herself a calm heart. Cultivation is boring, no one supervises, one relies on self-discipline, Leng Rujin is not a person with nuclear energy self-discipline, so she can't practice completely with one mind, one foot is in the red dust, and the other foot is outside the red dust, the more it is so, the more painful it is.

Between thinking about herself, Leng Rujin had come to her hut, but the hut that flashed in front of her had a little light, and that little light instantly entered Rujin's heart like a warm current, and the steps under her feet were a little brisk unconsciously. Leng Rujin gently pushed the door open, and what caught her eye was the figure sitting under the dusk butter lamp, the figure was tall and handsome, the moment she saw it, Leng Rujin was willing to give up her practice, and the moment she saw that figure, Rujin's heart was extremely soft, and she still had the urge to devote herself instantly. The figure slowly stood up, and the dim light held his shadow for a long, long time. This thatched house has Leng Rujin's softest and lingering memories, and at the same time, it also has a painful and unbearable past.

"Senior sister, you let me wait." The voice was gentle and soft, revealing strong affection, Leng Rujin strode into the room, closed the door casually, and threw herself into the man's outstretched embrace, "Senior brother, you haven't come to see me for a long time, I thought you didn't want me anymore." In an instant, all of Leng Rujin's strength was gone, and the idea of practicing without asking about Hongchen was melted into the tenderness of the man.

Ximen Yonghao gently patted Rujin's back, with a gentle face, junior sister, you think too much, how can I not want you, you also know that I just passed the martial arts championship, and I have to deal with a lot of things at home, so there is not much to do tonight, so I have time to see you, and I brought a bottle of wine, how about we have a drink? Ximen Yonghao slowly pushed Rujin away, and then pulled her to his side, the two sat side by side, there was a bottle of wine on the small wooden table in front of him, two wine glasses, Ximen Yonghao poured the wine into two cups while pouring, one for himself, and the other glass was handed to Rujin beside him.

Leng Rujin had been quietly watching Ximen Yonghao make a gesture, but when a glass of wine was handed to her, she didn't take it, but shook her head slightly, "Senior brother, I'm sorry, I can't drink with you." Rujin's words were very soft and soft, but they showed a sense of perseverance.

Ximen Yonghao was slightly stunned and hurriedly asked; "Senior sister, have you quit drinking?"

"Yes." Ru Jin's answer was resounding.

"Why?" Ximen Yonghao was very puzzled by Rujin's sudden quitting drinking, and he didn't expect Leng Rujin, who had been addicted to alcohol, to face wine without moving, her firmness made Ximen Yonghao marvel, alcohol can be quit, not to mention love?

Leng Rujin pondered for a while and said; "The cold poison in my body does not allow me to drink, and every time I drink cold poison, I will have an attack, and I wish I could be less painful." This is the first time Leng Rujin has lied to Ximen Yonghao, she can't tell the truth to the other party, she can't let him know that she has his flesh and blood in her belly again, she can't forget Mrs. Ximen's ruthless eyes.

Ximen Yonghao believed Rujin's reason without any doubts, so he had to put down another glass of wine gently, and then drank the glass that belonged to IJ alone.

"Senior brother, I heard that you are going to go to Bashu with Chen Yingying's father, is it true?" Leng Rujin asked with concern, although she had never seen Yonghao often, but she knew something about him.

Ximen Yonghao saw that Rujin had quit drinking, and he had no intention of drinking alone, so he put aside the wine bottles and glasses, and stared at Rujin sideways, "That's right, I'm going to go on the expedition in two days, junior sister, I have something to do with you today." Ximen Yonghao's words stopped abruptly, "What does Senior Brother want to tell me?" Ru Jin asked cautiously, her heart was vaguely worried, for fear that she would say goodbye.

Ximen Yonghao didn't say a word, but put his hand into his arms, and then took out a dance and put it in Rujin's hand, "Xiao Jin, married as husband and wife, there is no doubt about love, this is my promise to you, I know that I promised you too much before, but I never fulfilled it, this time I use this thing as evidence." Leng Rujin looked down and saw that there was a white hosta in her hand, which shone with pure brilliance in the light, which was very dazzling, "Senior brother, can I really trust you this time?" Rujin held a white hosta and slowly raised his eyes to look at Ximen Yonghao with suspicious and longing eyes, at this time Ximen Yonghao did not dodge, his eyes as clear as the stars were full of sincerity, overflowing solemnity, that is a kind of seriousness that makes people doubt and is worth believing.

"Senior sister, I'll help you put on this white hosta, I will definitely kill the enemy bravely when I go back to Bashu this time, and I will make great achievements, and when I return triumphantly, I think the emperor will let me?" p>

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