My heart wants you to hear, love wants you to see, I'm not afraid to let you know how much I love you, even if I give my life for you, I'm willing.

Night is coming slowly, the whole mountain forest is covered with a layer of black clothes, the evening breeze is gentle, because it is late autumn, so the wind is mixed with the slightest coolness, the ancient temple Leng Cui Nunnery located in the middle of the mountain has been lit up, shallow and faint, like the stars in the sky. Leng Rujin dragged her slightly heavy footsteps towards the light step by step, because her heart was heavy, so the steps under her feet were also heavy, she couldn't calm her heart from leaving the maple leaf forest to now, although he still had hatred for Murong Yichuan, but he didn't have the urge to kill, not because he lost his martial arts, but after experiencing these ups and downs and listening to the scriptures in the temple for a few days, she was really wrong, and the hatred and hatred were not as unforgettable as they were at the beginning, and unconsciously the heart was slowly calming down, I don't love joy or sorrow, I don't let myself hover between hope and disappointment, and slowly my heart ripples with a calmness that is neither wind nor rain nor sunshine, the only nostalgia in the red dust is the man who has hurt her countless times, if it weren't for that infatuation, maybe she Leng Rujin really obeyed the will of Mrs. Tzuyun and converted to Buddhism, not knowing worldly things. But she is cold and rujin lives for a love word, gives everything for a lucky man, has no regrets, asks what time is love, and teaches life and death promises, a love word can make a person happy for a lifetime, but a love word can also ruin a person's life. Leng Rujin doesn't want to be a monk now, not only for Ximen Yonghao, but also for the hope in her womb, she longs to be a complete woman, even if she is a woman in this life and the people she loves, she also hopes that she can be a mother and have a child under her knees. Leng Rujin was determined to conceal this matter, in order to ensure that she was not hurt here, she regretted that she should not wait to tell the news to Ximen Yonghao when she was pregnant with her first child, at that time she naively thought that the other party was as happy as herself, and she was as eager for the arrival of this child, but when the ruthless fetal pills entered the body, Rujin completely understood that it was all her own poor self-inflicted amorousness, and it turned out to be her lover's luck.

Leng Rujin came to Leng Cui'an and went directly to Aunt Ciyun's house, it happened that Mrs. Shi was not there, and when she heard that the little nun had gone to the Scripture Pavilion, Rujin hurriedly went there. An oil lamp was lit in the Scripture Pavilion, and Master Tzu Yun was sorting out a few freshly copied scriptures on the shelves.

"Auntie." Rujin stood behind Master Tzuyun for a long time before she screamed softly. Master Tzuyun hurriedly turned around when he heard the voice, "Amitabha, where have you been, Xiao Jin?" Have you had dinner? The faint light couldn't hide the wrinkles on Mrs. Tzu Yun's face and the deep concern like the spring breeze.

Rujin replied lightly I went for a walk in the maple leaf forest, I just came back, and I will go to dinner in a while, aunt, I want to find two books to read, I don't know if you have them here.

When Master Tzu Yun heard this, Rujin was busy looking for books and asked what books? I have a lot of books here, but most of them are Buddhist scriptures, have you finished reading the "Diamond Sutra" you scooped up a few days ago? Leng Rujin learned that she was pregnant and relied on reading every day to pass the time, and the main thing she read was to go to Beijing, so her heart slowly returned to calm, and she liked Rujin's transformation very much.

Such as the truth; "I haven't finished reading it yet, I want to read the "Book of Tea" and learn some knowledge about tea tasting, when I was in Lengyue Villa, I saw the second senior sister Ruxian holding the "Book of Tea" every day to read, at that time I only had hatred in my heart, and I didn't know how to cultivate myself at all. There is also the search for a medical book, which is Zhang Zhongjing's "Treatise on Typhoid Fever", I don't know if my aunt has these two books here. When Master Tzuyun heard the two books that Leng Rujin wanted, she pondered for a moment and replied that there are two books, but it takes some thought to find them, do I send my disciples to help you or yourself." Don't bother my aunt, I'll find it myself. After dinner, he rushed into the scripture pavilion to find the two books he wanted. The Pavilion is the size of three rooms, and it is full of books, most of which are Buddhist scriptures, but also a few Taoist books, some medical books, and other scriptures. Once upon a time, she was as cold as Jin and the general women in the rivers and lakes did not have Buddha, and did not know how to cultivate self-cultivation at all, and since she was pregnant again for the sake of the child, she was willing to cultivate her self-cultivation, and was willing to let herself have a leisurely and calm, although she and the princess did not have a deep friendship, but she also knew that although she was a princess, she copied the scriptures every day, and looked at the Buddha's degree, which was why she was Mrs. Tzuyun. The reason why Leng Rujin read "The Book of Tea" is not curiosity and tea art, but the extravagance of hoping to marry into the Ximen family one day, Mrs. Ximen will not look down on herself, if she is in self-cultivation at that time, it will be finished, otherwise a little earlier, she also knows that her idea is too far away from reality, but she still wants to because of love, so she still has a glimmer of hope for the affectionate man, hoping that he will marry herself, so that she and her children have a peaceful and warm home, and she is full of desire for Jia Rujin from beginning to end. The memory is still stuck in the days when he was in Ouyang Mansion more than ten years ago, when he was as simple as paper, and his life was rich and comfortable. Leng Rujin wanted to read Zhang Zhongjing's "Treatise on Typhoid Fever", she wanted to find a way to suppress the cold poison in her body, she was afraid that her cold poison attack would hurt the flesh and blood of the attached middle, and the child she Leng Rujin desperately protected was also the only blood and blood of Ximen Yonghao, but in the end she didn't have a chance to meet