Chapter 167: Madness
Under the moonlight, Qin Ruwei looked at Zhuang Churan, and her anger burned, burning more and more, with both anger and disappointment in her eyes.
"While saying that he didn't want to live up, he said that he hoped I would be happy, and let me choose if there was a better choice." Qin Ruwei looked at him fixedly, and sighed: "This is what you mean, this is your Zhuang Churan's feelings and commitment to me." ”
Zhuang Churan was slightly stunned, not understanding where her anger came from, and said, "Wei'er, I ......"
"You what you. It is said that if there is a mother, there must be a son, and this is really true, you are just like your mother, self-righteous, never caring whether the other party wants it or not, only taking into account your own wishes. Qin Ruwei interrupted him sharply and said coldly: "A better choice, you think I don't have it, I always have, but who have I chosen?" I, a person, never admit death, but since I do, I will definitely stick to the end. ”
"I asked you, for me, how far can you go? What did you say, you said you would go all the way to the end, you made me wait for you, you made me believe in you. Okay, I said, if you don't let go, I'll wait. But now, because of this setback, you are cowardly, and you are going to let go! Well, very good! Qin Ruwei stood up and glared at him hatefully: "What promises, what believe in you, it's all bullshit, Zhuang Churan, you just don't talk about it, you coward!" ”
Throwing down the next sentence, Qin Ruwei turned around and left.
Don't blame her for being mad, don't blame her for being angry, in the past, how beautiful and emotional this person's words were, and now I don't admit it.
Yes, his thoughts are indeed for Qin Ruwei's good, in this era, the husband's love is far less than Aunt Weng's, as long as Aunt Weng is satisfied with and likes it, then the daughter-in-law will stand firm and straight.
Aunt Zhuang obviously doesn't like Qin Ruwei, even if she marries into the Zhuang family, she may not have a good life in the future.
But who is Qin Ruwei, she is a woman who has lived for two lifetimes, in her dictionary, she has never felt self-pity, even if she died because of the little girl, she didn't, she knows exactly what she wants, and she will work hard to make herself live well.
She just took out her heart, and he was about to let go, and he was about to break it, why should he?
The more Qin Ruwei thought about it, the more angry she became, and she couldn't help but turn around and scold: "You are not me, why should you decide for me, Zhuang Churan, you bastard, you ......"
Zhuang Churan hugged her, tightly, and murmured, "Don't go, don't go." ”
Qin Ruwei was stunned for a moment, then beat and beat him, and roared: "You fucking let me go!" Aren't you going to let go of me and let me find some happiness, what are you doing here? You don't want me to find a better one, yes, I have all your heart, I will go to find an official media tomorrow, and find a man with a clean net worth and a dead parents to marry. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Zhuang Churan's body stiffened, and hugged her harder, sad and happy in his heart, sad that his mother did not agree with him marrying her, and happy that she really had him in her heart.
"I worked tirelessly to fight for it, even at the expense of contradicting her, hoping to make her enlightened. It's good for you, just cowardice, don't do nothing. Zhuang Churan, what kind of fucking man are you, what are you! Qin Ruwei was furious, and suddenly opened her mouth to bite his arm.
Zhuang Churan snorted painfully, but did not push her away, only hugged her, swept his hand on her back, and kept saying sorry in his mouth.
I don't know how long it took, Qin Ruwei felt the smell of blood in her mouth, so she was relieved, and she was stunned for a moment.
"I didn't let go, really, I didn't." Zhuang Churan hugged her and whispered in her ear: "It's just that I'm not worthy of you, you are so good, so beautiful, but I ...... Vielle, you deserve better. You deserve to be liked, my mother ......."
"In this world, no one will make everyone like it, and I can't do it, she doesn't like me, I don't want to dangle in front of her, but you shouldn't push me to others, what are you doing with me? I'm not a commodity. Qin Ruwei's eyes were slightly wet, and her words were choked.
Zhuang Churan hugged her tightly.
"She doesn't agree, we let her agree, one road doesn't work, just take another road, there is always a road that leads to the road, why don't you know? There is no major matter except life and death, how can you not understand? Qin Ruwei's tears fell, and she said: "You have always been smart and calm, I knew it from the first time I saw you, but now, why are you messing up?" Where have you gone, your strategizing, gone? ”
Zhuang Churan's body shook and looked down at her.
Qin Ruwei didn't dodge, her eyes were full of dissatisfaction and disappointment.
Not to mention the deity, take herself as an example, when she saw him for the first time, she only felt that the person in front of her, in his previous life, that is, when he was in high school, had a calm and calm beyond his age.
Slowly getting along, he gave advice to her and strategized for her, which made her feel that this person had a plan and was indeed a suitable person who should take the official road of the imperial examination.
He is a person worthy of delivery, and when he was eating that plate of dumplings in the stove room, Qin Ruwei thought about it.
However, this man, whom he thought was worthy, was now pushing her away because his mother strongly opposed her.
Did she see it wrong, or did she underestimate the filial piety of men in this era?
Are you wrong?
Qin Ruwei was at a loss for a moment, is she always thinking about things with modern people's thoughts, and not thinking about things in a different place?
In ancient times, there were so many parents who beat mandarin ducks, how many were affectionate and reluctantly separated?
is Lin Daiyu and Jia Baoyu, Lin Daiyu, as the grandson of the ancestor, can also like it, but it is not also lost to Xue Baochai, that is, because of the words of the elders.
Is it really a luxury for yourself?
I think that men should be tough and fight to the end, but in such an era, how many men will fight for a woman and family to the end?
Qin Ruwei suddenly felt a little cold.
The look in her eyes changed several times, and finally froze in disappointment and desolation, Zhuang Churan only felt a tightness in her heart, and said in a panic: "It's me who is wrong, it's me who is wrong, don't be angry, okay?" ”
Qin Ruwei didn't say anything.
Zhuang Churan felt even more flustered, hugged her and didn't allow her to move, and said hurriedly: "I thought that if you can find a family that is good to you, at least Aunt Weng likes you and rares you, then your life will be smooth." You know, my heart ached when I said those words. I realized that things in the world are easier to say than to do, but it is unbearable to really do them. Wei'er, I can't bear it. ”
"It's better to have the favor of the elders than to get the heart of the husband, but the elders will always grow old one day, and the ones who accompany me until I die until I get old are the people around me!" Qin Ruwei's voice was soft and faint.
She still can't fully integrate herself into this era, and her thinking is still the standard of modern people.
"But if you want one person's heart, the white head will not be separated." She muttered, "You promised." ”
"I'm sorry, can you forgive me this time?" Zhuang Churan pushed her away slightly, looked into her eyes and said, "Wei'er, I'm really happy, very happy, I thought that I would really push you away, I ...... You scolded right, I'm a coward, I'm not worthy of you, you beat me? ”
He took her hand and hit him, Qin Ruwei withdrew it, glared at him and said, "Don't come with me like this, I didn't forgive you." ”
Zhuang Churan made a bitter face and said, "It's me who is wrong, I know it's wrong." ”
Seeing him bow down and be small, Qin Ruwei couldn't help laughing in her heart, but she snorted and said, "Since you have spoken now, let's just talk about it, let's pick up our eyebrows and say it thoroughly." ”
Zhuang Churan chuckled in his heart and looked at her cautiously: "What do you mean?" ”
"That's how our business is, Aunt Zhuang, you also saw it, that is I would rather die than let me enter the door, what about you, now it's cowardly, you say, what kind of charter is our matter?" Qin Ruwei looked at him with a smile.
Zhuang Churan's face was slightly red, and he said, "Am I wrong?" You'll spare me this time. ”
She snorted twice.
To be honest, Qin Ruwei also has a headache, how to break it in the face of a stubborn old lady? If it were in modern times, Qin Ruwei would definitely not think so deeply, just come to a son and get married or something, nine times out of ten, it can be done. But in this ancient period, she didn't dare to be so out of line, not to mention how outsiders would accuse if they knew, before they got married, they were secretly knotted first, and the spittle stars could drown a person, that is, she wanted to raise her head for the rest of her life.
Of course, there is stuffing in the stomach, and the ancients' mind of not letting their own blood flow out will definitely let her enter the door, but for a wife and a concubine, it is impossible to say.
Qin Ruwei is not stupid, she will not do such a thing.
Elope?
Bah! I've read a lot of Huangmei's novels, but they're all small words, and they've been beautified, in reality, how many so-called talented and beautiful people elope will come to an end? That's one in a million.
Zhuang Churan also calmed down at this time, and said: "What you said is indeed very true, I said that if you don't marry, my mother will force you to die, I am angry and helpless, and I can hear it today...... I was even more irritable, and I felt more and more that I was embarrassed in front of you, and it was indeed a mess, so I said those bastard words just now, and you were right. ”
Qin Ruwei sighed in her heart and went crazy, replaced by deep helplessness.
She looked at the sparkling waves on the water, and said for a while: "If you can come up with a way, I will not hesitate, and the bad rice will go with you." If you can't, then, as you say, let's get together and disperse! ”
Zhuang Churan's heart sank, and he subconsciously grabbed her hand tightly, and his lips were pursed.
"No, I'll figure it out, I'm not going to let you wait! Trust me again. ”
Qin Ruwei looked at him, with a trace of confusion in her eyes, Zhuang Churan saw this, and immediately raised her two fingers and swore: "I swear with my life, if you disappoint Qin Ruwei again, I am willing to be bombarded by five thunders......"
Qin Ruwei covered his mouth, glared at him fiercely, and couldn't help but be annoyed when she saw the smile in his eyes, she couldn't help but be vulgar, and she swore a poisonous oath when she saw it!
It's just, between them, will there really be a good result? R1154