Zhuang Churan hurried back home, ignoring Aunt Zhuang behind him, and walked into the house by himself.

"Stop me." Aunt Zhuang chased after her, panting and roaring.

Zhuang Churan's body paused, one foot was straddling the house, and the other foot was still outside, but he didn't turn around according to his words.

"What's the matter, now you're going to shake your face with your mother?" Aunt Zhuang shouted coldly: "Just because of a woman, you will shake your face with your mother?" Is this your dissatisfaction? ”

Zhuang Churan closed his eyes and still didn't turn around.

Aunt Zhuang was a little flustered, but she gritted her teeth and said, "I think you have heard it, what kind of person is that woman, is that called filial piety and kindness?" Dare to talk back to your elders, sharp teeth, no rules, this is your vision. ”

"Isn't this what my mother wants?" Zhuang Churan said lightly.

Aunt Zhuang was stunned for a moment, and said softly: "Ran'er, if you listen to your mother, your mother will not harm you, Qin Ruwei is a woman, she is not worthy of you." Even if you don't marry a noble wife, your mother will marry a virtuous one for you, okay? ”

Zhuang Churan turned his head slightly, showed a wry smile, and said, "It's me who doesn't deserve it, it's me who doesn't deserve her." ”

"You ......"

"Before today, I could still hold my head up in front of her, and I could still stand beside her with this idea of ink and knowledge. It's just a show, it doesn't matter, I'll earn fame and fame, and I'll always be worthy of her. But now ......" Zhuang Churan turned his head to look at Aunt Zhuang, and said word by word: "Mother let me be in front of her, without shame." ”

Aunt Zhuang's face changed drastically, and she said in a trembling voice: "You, what nonsense are you talking about?" ”

"Mother, when did you start to become so terrible!" Zhuang Churan's eyes were full of disappointment, and he said: "When did the gentle and kind mother/mother in the past disappear, and it was replaced by a shrew full of filthy words. ”

Aunt Zhuang's heart was shocked, and her eyes widened: "You blame me!" ”

Zhuang Churan took a deep breath, his eyes closed and opened, opened and closed, and said for a while: "The son is not ugly to the mother, how can the mother give birth to me and raise me after all, I dare not blame you, I only blame myself." Fame is very important to my mother, I want to study, so I won't talk to you much. After saying that, he walked into the house, and the moment he closed the door, his words came out again: "Wei'er has a very right saying, when your son is older, he no longer wants to be the yellow finch in your arms, he is an eagle, and he should spread his wings." ”

With a bang, the door slammed shut.

Aunt Zhuang stood in place stupidly, still unable to believe that this son, who had always been obedient, had become so strange today, and was getting farther and farther away from her.

The eyes full of disappointment kept shaking in front of her, Aunt Zhuang pounded her heart hard, only to feel out of breath, and she cried for a long time, but the door was not opened again.

said that Qin Ruwei was here, she was holding the embroidery shed, but she didn't get a needle for a long time, and only looked at the magpie in front of her in a daze.

Yang Liu put a cup of tea on her table, sighed, and said, "The lady is thinking about the talented master?" ”

Qin Ruwei pinched the needle's hand, put it aside, and said, "Do you think I'm too much?" ”

The ancients are different from modern people, she is afraid that in the eyes of the world, she is already a great rebellion, and no mother-in-law will accept such a daughter-in-law, not to mention that she has not passed the door.

"In the past, I was serving in the lifting family, the lifting lady was a young lady outside the staff, and the lifting person was also from a poor family, and she was very good to the lady, but she was more filial to the old lady, and the old lady said that she only had the share that should be served, and even accepted two concubines. Everyone praises the lady as a virtuous and kind person, but only the slave knows that every night when the lady rests in the concubine's room, the lady is secretly wiping her tears. Yang Liu sat down and said lightly: "I thought at that time, this person's filial piety may not be a good thing, if I marry someone in the future, I must find someone who dares to say no to my parents at home." ”

Qin Ruwei looked at her in surprise.

Yang Liu smiled slightly and said: "At that time, I heard the lady say that things in this world, such as people drinking water, know their own warmth and coldness, and only when they are comfortable can they be called comfortable." ”

Qin Ruwei sighed and said, "Yes." ”

What kind of virtuous generosity, she doesn't understand, and she can't do it, she has never been a person who is obedient, this ancient framework, she follows, but she will never be willing to be bound.

Those who make people bully and do not resist are not called generosity, but cowardice.

"That's it, if it comes, it's safe, let it be." She picked up the embroidery shed again and put the needle steadily, if Zhuang Churan couldn't accept her temperament, then it would be better to break it now than to be caught in the middle in the future.

It was night, the moon was in the sky, the night was as cool as water, it was the beginning of August, although the day was still hot, but the evening was cool and breezy.

A melodious and lingering flute sound spread out in the night, as if resentful and infatuated.

Qin Ruwei walked to the river and saw the long figure with his back to her, tilting his head slightly, holding the flute to his lips in one hand, and the flute sound came from the flute in his hand.

Approaching, the moonlight sprinkled on the surface of the river, sparkling, adding a bit of tranquility.

Qin Ruwei stood still quietly, and at the end of the song, the man turned around, and she said, "I never knew that you could play the flute and play it so well." ”

"My father taught me, and I only blow it once in a while, sit?" Zhuang Churan pointed to a flat stone at his feet.

Qin Ruwei walked over and sat down happily, he also sat down beside him, stroked the bamboo flute in his hand, and said: "When I was six years old, my father began to teach me to play the flute, but unfortunately, within a few years, he left, and he didn't even teach a single song. What I was left with was a large bundle of books and this bamboo flute. ”

Qin Ruwei looked sideways and said, "Can I take a look?" ”

Zhuang Churan handed it over, Qin Ruwei took it, and the bamboo flute was taken. / Play very smooth, dark color, it can be seen that it is also perennial. / Played.

"I didn't tell you about before I came to Shili Tunzi." Zhuang Churan folded a piece of grass from his side, looked at the light on the water, and said lightly: "I was born in Bailizhuang in Qingyang County, my father is also a Xiucai, so at that time, the family was still well-off, and with the teaching of my father as a Xiucai master, I began to enlighten early." But my father, he was a showman until he died, and when he was dying, he held my hand, that is, I must get ahead and get a higher reputation than Xiucai. ”

"I was eight years old at the time, but I spent all day with books, and when other children were running around and having fun, I only had books to memorize and write. It doesn't matter, I like books and I like to write, and I'd like to stay like that, though, I'd love to go out and run wild with them. My father left, my mother became the pillar, someone persuaded her to remarry, but she refused, only took my hand and said that she didn't marry, she just wanted to see me get ahead, and only wanted me to fulfill my father's last wish. ”

"A home without a man is lonely, at that time, I don't know how many times I was woken up by my mother's crying, I didn't dare to move, I just listened to her crying, kept crying and crying, but the next day, it seemed like it was nothing, and I kept laughing and laughing. My father is gone, mother, both mother and father, every day on the ground, not busy urging me to study, in her eyes, only if I get a fame, she will raise her head. ”

Qin Ruwei turned her head sideways and listened quietly.

"A man who is not in charge of the family is destined to be bullied, and the so-called widow has a lot of right and wrong in front of the door, and some people begin to spread some nonsense. My two uncles, for the sake of a few acres of our family's land, did not hesitate to ruin my mother's reputation, and wanted to expel us, but only for a few acres of land. When my father was sick, the family had already spent a lot of money, and those few acres of land were our last belongings, and if they were robbed, there would really be nothing. ”

"For those few acres of land, my mother, a little woman, is desperate with a knife and those wolf-like relatives. After selling the land, in addition to the clan, our mother and son came to Shili Tunzi to settle down and take root. At that time, you also knew! Zhuang Churan turned his head to look, saw her nodding, then looked back at the water again, and said: "It is not easy for a widow to take her eldest son, my mother, but she gritted her teeth for me to study, just to get ahead and glorify my ancestors." Her obsession is not only inherited from my father, but the most unsuccessful thing for her is that she was driven away from Bailizhuang by being so wolf, and what she wants most is to go back and raise her eyebrows and make those who drove us regret it. ”

Qin Ruwei was silent, no wonder, if a person has an obsession, he will only think more and more.

"I'm sorry, I'm ...... today"

Zhuang Churan shook his head, intercepted her words and said, "It's me who should say I'm sorry." I have heard all the words that my mother said to you, and the son does not speak of the mother, and besides, her current temperament is also made up by me. So, it's me who should say I'm sorry. ”

"You don't take it too seriously, now you govern the country with filial piety, and you are just filial piety." Qin Ruwei was a little astringent.

"Filial piety and foolishness are two different things." Zhuang Churan shook his head and said, "It's not easy for me to think of her, so I follow her and listen to her words, but I never know that this will only condone her to the tip of the horns." It's like killing, it's me who personally made her into the character she is today, and I don't hesitate to hurt others in order to protect myself. ”

Qin Ruwei sighed in her heart, praising and killing, in fact, it is really similar to foolishness and filial piety, it will only make a person go to the extreme, become arrogant and unreasonable, and be domineering.

"Brother Zhuang, although she is selfish, she is not all, but also for your sake, I am like this, I am indeed ......" Qin Ruwei sighed and said: "If you feel that love and filial piety are in a dilemma, I will not hinder your steps." ”

Zhuang Churan's pupils shrank when he heard this, looked at her, and said after a while: "No, if I can't marry you, I'd rather never marry you." He paused for a moment, and finally said, "What I said to you tonight is not to blame you or to exonerate my mother, I just want to say that if you think you have a better choice, I ......"

Zhuang Churan closed his eyes, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and said, "I don't want to live up to it, and I will fight for it." But I want to see you happy, and if you don't want to wait, I will treat you like a sister and only protect you. ”

Xiao Mojun has the rhythm of writing Xiucai into scum~ Resist! R1154