339. Nancy Gu's Monologues
On this day, Gu Nancy did not go to the city hall, but stayed at home to accompany her.
In the past month, Ji Xinyao has always been unsteady in sleeping at night, either she can't sleep and gets up and sits in front of the window in a daze, or she falls asleep and is awakened by nightmares.
After she finally fell asleep exhausted, he watched her by the bedside and helped her tuck the quilt, hoping that she could sleep peacefully after venting.
After all, she is pregnant, and there are two of them, so she can't stand it if she tosses like this.
In the morning, my mother suddenly called the phone. After that, he asked Xin Yao about her physical condition, and when she heard that Gu Nancy was at home and didn't go to work, she asked again, and Gu Nancy mentioned that yesterday was Xin Yao's birthday.
As a result, He Jiezhen put down the electricity. After that, I rushed over.
She went to the bedroom to see Xin Yao, and Gu Nancy used the computer to look through some documents and materials from the mailbox.
Until a low exclamation suddenly came from the bedroom, Gu Nancy was in the living room at that time, although her eyes were staring at the computer screen, her ears and heart were paying attention to the bedroom, and when she heard the voice from inside, she knew that she had a nightmare again.
Before my mother entered the bedroom just now, she saw the divorce report and other things on the coffee table, but she just looked at him suspiciously, and without asking too much, she went directly into the bedroom to see Ji Xinyao.
Listening to the voice coming from inside, Gu Nancy put down the computer, walked over, pushed open the door, and glanced at He Jiezhen who was sitting on the edge of the bed: "Mom, aren't you going to accompany Yufei?" ”
The matter between him and Xin Yao didn't want He Jiezhen to worry about it together, not to mention that some of these things hurt He Jiezhen as much back then, and he didn't plan to let her interfere in this matter.
He Jiezhen seemed to see what he meant, and was looking at him silently, when Ji Xinyao suddenly spoke, obviously planning to make it clear in front of her mother directly.
Gu Nancy interrupted her and said lightly, "Mom, come here." ”
With that, he turned and left.
"Nancy?" He Jiezhen walked out suspiciously, closed the bedroom door, and asked him in a low voice, "What's going on?" I just saw that you seem to have something on your mind, and these divorce reports, did you get these reports, or did Xin Yao get them? Which of you filed for divorce? What kind of divorce is good? Xin Yao has such a big belly now, what's going on with you? Hasn't it always been good? ”
Gu Nanxi looked at her lightly for a long time before she said, "Mom, do you still remember Shi Fang?" ”
As soon as she heard this name, He Jiezhen's expression suddenly froze, and she looked at him even more puzzled: "What are you doing with her?" ”
"Shi Fang and Shan Xiaoou back then, one followed his father, the other had an old relationship with Ji Qiuhang, Xin Yao is Shan Xiaoou's daughter, you should know that this Shan Xiaoou was involved in the incident with his father more than 20 years ago." Gu Nancy put one hand in her trouser pocket, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, turned her back to He Jiezhen, and said softly: "Shi Fang was sent to the United States by her grandfather to recuperate, and Shan Xiaoou disappeared since then, and you have never heard from her again." ”
He Jiezhen walked over and looked at him: "I know, I know that Xin Yao is Qiuhang's illegitimate daughter, and I also thought that she might be the daughter of Shan Xiaoou, but this has nothing to do with her mother, what does this have to do with whether you divorce or not?" ”
Gu Nancy turned her head and looked at her with a smile: "It seems that you have also been hidden by your grandfather and father for so many years, and Shan Xiaoou has already died back then." ”
He Jiezhen immediately looked at him in astonishment, and was speechless for a long time: "Death...... Finish......? ”
"She was forced to death by her grandfather and father, and she committed suicide by jumping off a building in front of Ji Xinyao, who was only four years old, and Xiu Li, who was only three years old." The corners of Gu Nancy's mouth were dyed with a helpless bitter smile: "Mom, it was the Gu family who forced Xin Yao's mother to death, and she knows it now." ”
He Jiezhen knew the old man's temper, and when she drove Shi Fang crazy and sent her away, she could see the old man's methods, but she never thought about where Shan Xiaoou went, because she didn't want to recall these pasts, so she didn't have an in-depth investigation, but she didn't expect that Shan Xiaoou was forced to death by the old man and Yuan Heng.
He Jiezhen didn't say anything more since then, just sat in the living room in silence and didn't speak for a long time.
This kind of dispute more than 20 years ago is just a simple grievance and hatred.
But Xin Yao's mother was forced to death, and now Xin Yao just avoided the Gu family, instead of running to tear her face, it can be seen that this child is thinking of the Gu family and Nancy's kindness to her, and just wants to leave, but she doesn't want to take revenge or expose what happened back then.
Thinking about the road Xin Yao has traveled for so long, everything she has experienced since she was a child, He Jiezhen is speechless.
Gu Nancy walked over and saw her mother's red eyes.
Anyone can cry, but can he cry?
He once said to Ji Xinyao that if there is really an Aladdin magic lamp in this world that can make people make wishes, he hopes to go back to twenty years ago.
He wished that he could prevent Shan Xiaoou's death, and that he could pick up the little Ji Xinyao on that day, give her warmth, and tell her not to be afraid.
But these events more than 20 years ago cannot be reversed after all, and Gu Nancy has finally tasted the passivity of fate to this day.
Before leaving, He Jiezhen seemed to want to go back to the bedroom to see Ji Xinyao again, but she was afraid that she couldn't help but say too many irrelevant things to the child, now it is a matter of divorce between the two of them, although she is an elder, but some of the children's things have no right to interfere after all, and if they interfere, they will only make trouble, so they didn't go to the bedroom again, but before leaving, they looked at their son, who had always been high-spirited and now had bitter at the corners of his mouth, and said softly: "Xin Yao is a good child, Mom doesn't want those grievances and entanglements of the previous generation to affect you, Your dad did something wrong, I haven't really forgiven him until now, people say that a man who has cheated is like money that has fallen into the toilet, it's a pity not to pick it up, but it's disgusting to pick it up, but life has to go on. ”
"Nancy, Mom hopes that you can keep her, but if Xin Yao is too persistent, this kind of mother-killing revenge is not like the ones Mom experienced back then, if she insists on leaving the Gu family, you don't force her too much. If Xin Yao's child hadn't come to a dead end, he wouldn't have been so ruthless, there must be a cause and an effect, and her mother doesn't know how to persuade her now, because no matter how she persuades, she can't take advantage of it. ”
"No matter what outcome you choose in the end, take care of her for your mother, don't let her burn her body, do you hear?"
It wasn't until Gu Nancy nodded that He Jiezhen wiped her tears and left.
Divorce?
Gu Nancy looked at the reports and letters on the coffee table.
That's right, if it weren't for the fact that her state of mind had reached a dead end, Ji Xinyao would not have made such a choice after a month of careful consideration.
But Gu Nancy looked at the reports, walked over, picked them up, and planned to put these things in the shredder to destroy them, so that she wouldn't wake up and see the endless conversation about divorce.
But as soon as he was about to get the shredder, Ji Xinyao walked out of the bedroom, saw his motives, and walked directly and quickly to snatch those things from him.
Gu Nancy didn't grab it, just looked at her attitude, didn't say much, and motioned for her to go to dinner first.
She said that let him let her go, and begged him to let her go.
He stopped walking towards the kitchen, glanced at her, and walked into the kitchen.
I thought that she would eat something after a good rest, but no matter what, her body really couldn't let her survive like this until she collapsed.
Unexpectedly, Ji Xinyao would choose to go on a hunger strike.
She didn't eat, watching her back resolutely walk back to the bedroom, Gu Nancy's hand holding the chopsticks almost crushed the edge of the bowl.
Holding back the pain in his heart, he put down the dishes and chopsticks, trying to persuade her, but she locked the bedroom door.
Knowing each other for so long, being married for so long, and loving each other for so long, no matter which joys, sorrows, and sorrows in the past, she has never been like this.
But this time, did she make up her mind to break with the Gu family and cut off relations with him?
That's why it's so ruthless and so desperate.
But in the impulsive way of hurting herself, hurting him, and even making the child in her belly unable to absorb nutrients in time, he thought she would only hold on for one day.
He never thought that Ji Xinyao would really be ruthless, and he would not hesitate to completely lose both.
Although Gu Nancy didn't go to the city hall today, but there was a dinner arranged at the Electric Power Bureau tonight before, this dinner can't be pushed, Gu Nancy opened the bedroom door with the key before leaving, and saw that she was sleeping, she hadn't eaten for a day, just lying down, Gu Nancy wanted her to get up and eat, but she turned her back to herself and insisted on divorce, otherwise she wouldn't eat.
He thought, he was really angry at that moment.
It's good in any way, but she chose this way that is close to self-harm, which shouldn't be what Ji Xinyao would do, but she just did it.
At that time, Gu Nancy turned around and left directly, and when she was persuaded to drink at the dinner that night, she did not skillfully refuse to drink from time to time as usual, but drank a lot without refusing.
When he went back, it was already early in the morning, just after entering the door, Ji Xinyao seemed to be waiting for him, and when he saw him coming back, he asked him a few words, he replied casually, and saw that the food in the kitchen still hadn't moved, so he stopped talking and went directly into the bathroom.
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