340. Nancy Gu's Monologues

When he went back, it was already early in the morning, just after entering the door, Ji Xinyao seemed to be waiting for him, and when he saw him coming back, he asked him a few words, he replied casually, and saw that the food in the kitchen still hadn't moved, so he stopped talking and went directly into the bathroom.

When she came out of the shower, Ji Xinyao was no longer in the living room, presumably unaccustomed to his indifferent attitude, but seeing her hurt herself so willfully, he couldn't help but be angry.

But he saw a cup of sobering tea on the coffee table, still steaming, and it looked like it had just been brewed.

Or, he's really angry.

It's on your own.

angry at his own powerlessness at the moment.

This is a rare powerlessness in his life, but it has almost crushed his entire self-confidence for nearly thirty years.

He is in charge of the people's livelihood in an entire city, but he can't control his own family, or even his wife's going.

He looked at the sobering tea, in fact, the wine had already woken up, and there was no need to drink this thing, so he turned around and walked upstairs directly.

Then for two days in a row, Ji Xinyao really would rather die than eat a bite.

Seeing that she was pregnant with two children, and her gradually rounded body had lost so much weight in only three days, Gu Nancy tried not to leave the house in the past few days, lest something happen to her fainting from hunger, she made her favorite food at every meal, personally sent it to the bedroom, and fed it to her mouth.

But she just closed her eyes and refused to look at his expression, refused to look at the distress and tenderness in his eyes, and refused to accept the food he fed.

For three days, three whole days without eating, she didn't even have the strength to stand up, lying on the bed and flipping through a book for a while before falling asleep.

Gu Nancy wanted to cut her neck and pour these meals into her, but after all, she was only angry......

When he cooked the meal again and sent it to her room, Ji Xinyao was sleeping, seeing that her face was pale, Gu Nancy put the bowl in her hand aside, and walked over to cover her with the quilt that she kicked open, but as soon as it passed, she suddenly heard a low cry in her dream, and then sat up in a panic and sweat, her eyes were empty and full of horror.

Then, she turned her eyes to pain, and looked at him with some consternation, as if she did not expect him to enter the bedroom at this time.

Looking at her being disturbed by the nightmares of her mother's death for more than a month, looking at her painful eyes, looking at her pale face, looking at her chapped lips, watching her hungry but insisting on her divorce attitude regardless of anything.

Staring at the sweat on her forehead and the undissipated horror in her eyes, Gu Nancy thought to herself, all his original insistence was finally a little shaken at this moment.

Is it really what she wants to keep her by her side like this?

Otherwise, wouldn't she have ruined everything because of her own selfishness?

He was reluctant to let go, why was she willing to leave? It's just that the heavens don't follow people's wishes, and no one is wrong to come to this point, but they are all wrong.

"When did you come in?" She exhaled, as if she was too hungry to have the strength to talk to him anymore, and just asked lightly, her voice low and a little hoarse.

Gu Nancy looked at her, but she never spoke.

Because he found out that he would be defeated by her, he actually came up with the terrible idea of really letting her go.

"If you're okay, I'll go back to sleep." She whispered indifferently, then closed her eyes to lie down.

"Still won't eat?" He looked at her and asked in a deep voice, still patient and gentle, her body, and the two children in her belly, couldn't withstand such a toss, even if he knew that she was desperate to threaten in this way, but he really couldn't bear to watch her continue like this.

So that all of them will not be happy.

"I know what I'm waiting for." She said slowly, lying down, covering the quilt, closing her eyes, and not looking at him.

"It's been three days, and you don't eat the children have to eat! If you go on like this, you and your child will have problems! Are you having trouble with me or with yourself? You have to force me to skip meals? The pain in his heart could no longer be gentle, and the voice blurted out was already a little reprimanding.

Ji Xinyao was unmoved.

This was not the one he knew about her.

Stubborn, indifferent, ruthless, willful, and not even leaving half a room.

He did not hesitate to threaten his own life and the safety of his children!

Seeing her unmoved, Gu Nancy took two deep breaths, turned around and walked out, he has always controlled his emotions very well, but now he found that he almost couldn't control his temper, and when he walked out of the bedroom, he slammed the door vigorously, listening to the loud sound behind his ears, he frowned.

Angry, at night, when Ji Xinyao was asleep, he still made some porridge, wanting to wake her up and feed her a little while she was in a daze, but when he went into the bedroom to call her, she was frowning in a dream, her whole body was cold, and her lips were trembling.

He hurriedly leaned down and hugged her gently, she instinctively shrunk into his arms, and finally fell asleep again, this time sleeping more steadily, as if she didn't have nightmares anymore.

Seeing that she rarely slept steadily, Gu Nancy couldn't bear to wake her up, so he didn't sleep all night.

The next day, Sister Qin came to clean up and also made porridge, and wanted to let Ji Xinyao eat it, and wanted to try it to see if she could feed Xinyao a little.

He looked at the porridge in Sister Qin's hand and didn't say anything. But he knew in his heart that if he didn't agree, Ji Xinyao would really have to fight him with his life.

It is true that she did not turn her face with anyone in the Gu family, and she still has affection on the surface, but in her heart, she hates the Gu family to the core.

Otherwise she wouldn't have taken such a step......

Before Sister Qin went in, Ji Xinyao walked out by herself, as if she had just woken up and wanted to go to the bathroom, but she fell down with exhaustion after just two steps.

Gu Nancy walked over to help her, originally wanting to help her into the bathroom, but she turned her whole body directly backwards, her eyes were empty and blank, and she was so weak that she almost couldn't open her eyes.

"Xin Yao!" Gu Nancy looked at her in horror, she hadn't eaten for more than three days, a normal person couldn't stand it, not to mention that she was a pregnant woman, she didn't eat for a while, and the child in her belly could at least absorb the fat and nutrients of her body, but Ji Xinyao would only have more serious internal friction because of this, Gu Nancy picked her up directly and took her back to the bedroom, and asked Sister Qin to bring the porridge over.

carried her back to the bedroom and carefully fed her porridge, she was powerless to dodge, but she always kept her mouth shut and refused to eat.

Gu Nancy looked at her, holding her shoulders as she helped her to sit down, looking at her pale, almost transparent face.

She was actually just giving him a choice.

Whether to let her leave quietly, or to keep her who was starved to death.

The hand he held on her shoulder tightened, and at that moment, for Gu Nancy, the pain in his heart seemed to be scraping himself hard one by one, like Ling Chi.

Finally, he whispered, "Okay, I'll sign." You eat now, I'll sign it right after I've eaten, I agree to divorce, how are you eating? ”

How are you eating?

His tone was full of pleading, even pleading.

But at that moment, the moment she finally succeeded, her tears flowed down as soon as she brushed it, Gu Nancy didn't care where she was hurting, whether it was her heart or body, she just hugged her, comforted her, and asked her to eat first, and he agreed to all her requests, as long as she was willing to eat.

It wasn't until he fed her some porridge that his heart that had been hanging finally let go a little, and seeing that she was still crying, he sighed and raised his hand to wipe the tears from her face.

Since this is her choice, since this is also his choice after compromise.

It was all a foregone conclusion, and if she thought it would be easy and liberating, he would let it go.

When she got up and walked out, she stopped him behind him, and he only paused for a moment and said lightly, "I'm going to print the divorce report." ”

She didn't speak again, he knew, she sat on the bed in a daze.

Maybe even she thought it was a miracle that Gu Nancy would be threatened by her like this......

Yes, Gu Nancy didn't expect that she would be forced to almost collapse by a woman.

In the study, the white and clean A4 paper on the inkjet printer was printed out one by one, listening to the sound of the printer, looking at the paper that was spit out one by one, Gu Nancy's vision was almost blurred.

When she walked down with those things, a doctor had already come to check Ji Xinyao's body, and she was sitting on the sofa, because she had been hungry for a few days, although she had just eaten a bowl of porridge, she still had no strength.

Gu Nancy didn't say much, walked over, sat beside her, took a pen, and signed it in front of her.

He had signed the things as she had hoped.

At that moment, Gu Nancy suddenly hated his hand holding the pen, there were no less than tens of thousands of reports and files signed over the years, but only this time, his heart was cold, silent, and even with a kind of self-deprecation, mocking his powerlessness at the moment.

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