Section 3: New Identities

Jun Wuxian walked into the bedroom, this is a bedroom of about ten square meters, in the middle of the room is a single bed, there is a desk by the window, there are some things on the desk, it seems to be cleaned up very neatly, but it doesn't feel too coordinated, Jun Wuxian walked over, casually re-arranged, small changes, but immediately gives people a neat and orderly beauty, everyone's depth of understanding of things is different, what you want to do well, others may be able to do it lightly, In this regard, Jun Wuxian is obviously better than Qi Buyang.

Jun Wuxian stood in front of the desk, opened the window and looked out of the window, the line of sight was not very wide, because the distance between the buildings was too short, blocking the view, there was some noise outside the window, and it could be judged from the surrounding environment that this area was not a quiet place.

The air was not too good, so Jun Wuxian half-hid the window, leaving only a gap for air circulation.

There is a round table next to the desk, there is an ashtray on the table, there is no cigarette butt in the ashtray, but there is a light layer of gray-white ash at the bottom, Jun Wuxian shook his head slightly, in his mind, since he poured out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, why not clean up the ash inside, Jun Wuxian does affairs to the end, but he is not the kind of person who does things, like this kind of behavior that is just perfunctory, often leads to nothing in the end.

Jun Wuxian picked up the ashtray and wanted to clean it, but suddenly realized that I don't smoke, what are you keeping this ashtray for, so he simply took a garbage bag and threw the ashtray into the garbage bag.

There is also a coffee cup on the round table, a bottle of instant coffee, the edge of the coffee cup is a little yellow, Jun Wuxian opened the coffee lid and sniffed it, but the coffee inside was a little damp and spoiled, but it was because the bottle cap was not tightened and the air leaked.

Jun Wuxian smiled and shook his head gently, at this moment he already has a little understanding of the behavior and character of the owner of this body, he is not a person who pays attention to details, I heard Zhang Hai say that he is a doctor, and a doctor is a rigorous profession, and becoming an excellent doctor requires two things most, calm and careful, obviously Jun Wuxian thinks that this man named Qi Buyang has entered the wrong business.

Jun Wuxian threw the spoiled instant coffee and coffee cup into the bag, he usually drinks coffee, but he only drinks it when he needs to refresh himself at work, most of the time he is still used to drinking tea, influenced by his family, it can be regarded as retaining the ancient traditional habits of the Chinese people.

In addition, there is a bookshelf in the bedroom, and there are a lot of books on the shelf, but for Jun Wuxie, the books on this bookshelf are not as many as the materials on his desk.

Jun Wuxian walked to the bookshelf and flipped through it casually, there were not many books, but there were many types, computers, foreign languages, literature, novels...... The most are medical books, but there are only a few, Jun Wuxian originally wanted to see the direction in which Qi Buyang studied medicine before his death, but he just read the title of the book but didn't turn it over, but they are just some of the most basic medical books, just like a college student who takes a textbook for elementary school students, of course, he can't arouse his interest in reading, is this person a doctor? Jun Wuxian couldn't help but be suspicious.

What I have read and learned is too miscellaneous, but none of them are proficient, this is another view of Jun Wuxie's alignment, Jun Wuxian is not very self-esteemed, just because of the doctor's professionalism, there is one thing to say, and it will not be exaggerated.

Jun Wuxian sat at his desk, looking at the blue sky outside the window, thinking, should I start my new life in such an identity and in this way? Suddenly hearing the sound of children playing and noisy outside the window, my heart trembled suddenly, and I couldn't help but recall my childhood......

Over the years, I have devoted myself to medicine, it seems that I have lost a lot of things, my mother has always hoped that he would marry a wife and have children, but until my mother died, I still did not realize her wish, I can't help but feel a little sad when I think of this, he is not a sentimental person, but he can't get rid of a flesh and blood person, as Jenny said in the car for the last time, in addition to work and research, you also have to have a life, the people around him don't know how many times he has told him, he has listened to it before, and he didn't realize it until this moment, Is he out of the normal track, this time the supernatural event is God wants him to return to the normal track of life?

Perhaps his life should not be monotonous and unchanging, but should be rich and colorful.

Fame and fortune, Jun Wuxian has had, and he does not pursue it, so what should he pursue now? For the first time, he took such time to quietly contemplate the meaning of life. Perhaps it is to ask for parents to be in a high hall, and children to be in pairs, so that the family can laugh and laugh, and they will be happy.

Both parents have passed away, and it is difficult to recover, but there is still a chance to raise children.

Thinking of this, Jun Wuxian clenched his hands and said softly: "Jun Wuxie, Qi Buyang, Jun Wuxie, Qi Buyang, I can't change the fact that I am Qi Buyang." ”

In the first quarter of an hour, Jun Wuxian thought that Qi Buyang had nothing to do with him, he was still Jun Wuxie, but at this moment, he felt that his current identity was Qi Buyang, so he had to play this identity well, which could be regarded as a comfort to Qi Buyang's spirit in the sky.

The first thing Jun Wuxian had to do was to understand Qi Buyang's life, his work, his interpersonal relationships, his relatives and friends...... All aspects of his life.

Jun Wuxian carefully examines everything in the bedroom, figuring out its usefulness and reason, it is as complicated as regluing the confetti torn into countless pieces into a piece of paper, these two words have never been complicated in Jun Wuxie's dictionary, only patience is not enough, there is nothing bad to do.

The items that originally belonged to Qi Buyang now belong to him, and these items are organized, summarized, absorbed, and processed.

Suddenly, Jun Wuxian found a box from the drawer, and when he opened the box, he was surprised, because the box was full of women's underwear, conservative cotton panties, sexy lace panties, and all kinds of them.

Jun Wuxian was curious about what he was collecting these things for, did he have a hobby in this area, and it still belonged to his girlfriend.

Jun Wuxian smiled and put the box back in its place, if it was his things, he would throw them away, but these things did not belong to him.

Continue to sort out what belongs to Qi Buyang.

A photo album pressed under the book in the drawer came into Jun Wuxie's eyes, Jun Wuxian opened the album, and the first photo of the album was a woman with a beautiful face, with a goose egg face, long black hair, wearing a white dress, showing a bright smile, and her spirit was full of feminine vitality.

Jun Wuxian smiled, the photo was very good, no wonder he put it in the first one, continued to flip through the album, the second one is still this woman, but the environment in which the photo was taken has changed, Jun Wuxian has turned several pages in a row, all of them are single photos of this woman, and he secretly thought in his heart: "It can be seen that this woman must be in a very important position in his heart, is it Qi Buyang's girlfriend?" ”

Thinking about it, Jun Wuxian smiled, it should be, otherwise he wouldn't have taken such special care of her.

After a while, Jun Wuxian finished reading the album, almost all the photos in this album are about this woman, or group photos or group photos, each photo always has the figure of this woman, and in general, the photos in an album, in addition to the photos of lovers, there are also photos of relatives and friends, and this album is obviously specially included for this woman.

Is this woman my current girlfriend? How can I face her without revealing a flaw?

Jun Wuxian shook his head lightly and smiled, he had only dated women a few times, and he had never had a girlfriend, but he didn't know if he could be a boyfriend.

Jun Wuxian retracted his thoughts, no longer thinking too much about the past, he is an extremely rational person, rational people can always analyze things clearly, and not waste time on futile problems, no matter how much you think about the past, others think he is dead, can it be proved that he is Jun Wuxian His soul occupies a body called Qi Buyang, even if it really makes people believe in the end, he is half a celebrity, how much impact should this kind of thing have on the world's outlook on life, People trust ghosts and gods and no longer believe in science.

This problem is too complicated, even Jun Wuxie, who is good at calculation, doesn't know what kind of chain reaction will occur, Jun Wuxian continues to check the items that belong to Qi Buyang, a diary with a black cover makes Jun Wuxian happy, the best way to understand a person's past and heart is to read his diary.

Jun Wuxian opened the diary, and he didn't feel like he was snooping on other people's privacy, he was Qi Buyang now.

October 9th, fine.

I have been working in the hospital for a year, I have become a formal doctor from an intern, others think that doctors are a decent profession, but I deeply feel that the work of doctors is boring, offices, wards, patients, hospital leaders, every day, every day I wear a mask, I am very depressed, but I have no friends in the hospital, probably because of my personality, not good at communicating, and the hospital is a place full of competition, once you have a tendency to climb up, others are staring at you behind your back, If I find an opportunity to pull you into the water, I will definitely not show mercy, I am very ordinary, most people do not pay attention to me, there are pros and cons, I am ignored by others and gradually alienated by others, I feel that I am a lonely person in the hospital, others are others, I am myself, I can't mix a piece at all, and the word colleague is nothing.

Director Lin scolded me in front of several colleagues again, my face was hot, I felt self-ashamed, I lowered my head, I didn't even have the courage to meet her gaze, I don't understand, why a beautiful woman with a fairy face is as irritable as a tiger, cold and cold to people, Director Lin changed my impression of a woman as gentle as water since I was a child, looking at her slender and beautiful back, at this moment I felt that I saw the fairy in the sky descending to earth, I forgot that she scolded me mercilessly just now, and several colleagues quietly looked at me with the eyes of watching the play, I knew that they wanted to show their superiority over me, especially in front of Director Lin, the male colleagues in the hospital had thoughts about Director Lin, who didn't want to get this woman? Whenever I think of this, my heart is immediately balanced, because no one can subdue a woman like Director Lin, they can't get Director Lin like me, and God is still equal......

They don't know, my heart longs to be scolded by Director Lin, scolded by her, I have an inexplicable sense of excitement in my heart, I quietly looked up and stared at her round buttocks wrapped in a white coat, imagining her appearance of wearing only panties, as soon as I think of this, I have an inexplicable mania and excitement in my heart, longing to kneel in front of her, lower my head and smell her body fragrance...... I know I'm psychopathic, but I can't control myself.